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[creativebrainrot]

HAPPY PRIDE GAYMERS

-- DAY 1 --

-- DAY 2 --

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST

THE SHOUTOUT WALL

gently booping everyone in here with affection <3

@commanderfloppy @neptnzz @straywyvern @silvesi @commander-gloryforge @catmanderratmander @sunsrefuge @matsuriwolf @sleidog @shroomlet @commander-winterberry @norn-knot @dotmander

WAS SO MUCH FUCKEN FUN TO ATTEND WITH YOU ALL ACROSS BOTH DAYS!!! tumbly squad <3

and was insanely fun to spot even MORE friends like @wyldblunt and it's wife! again, I loved your fits <3 @fern-hounds with Osri !! absolute ball of sunshine I love so much! @i-mybrunettelady with Nyra & Elandrin! and SO SO MANY MORE THAT IM PROBABLY FORGETTING AND IM SORRY BUT KNOW THIS!!

TUMBLR SQUAD my beloved <33333

Thanks for another amazing tyria pride y'all! Hope we break even more donation records for this event next year. I wish you all nothing but the best! see you around gw2blr :>

[g-enevieve]

The end? 031318

I remember about 4 years ago I wrote a blog post here on Tumblr about starting college, my new friends and my crush haha. Now 4 years later, here I am about to do the same thing. 

I haven’t written anything personal for a long while now, but tonight I felt like I had to because I am somewhere between completely sad and happy. Normally, during times when I would feel like this, I would message my friend but I really don’t want to bother anyone right now with my feelings (and because I don’t like people thinking that I make everything about myself, even though I oftentimes do)

Soooooo, here it goes. 

I am graduating from college in less than a month. 

You know every time we were asked by a professor to introduce ourselves in front of the class (even though we were already juniors and obviously know each other very well already) everyone would introduce themselves in the same format -- “Hi, I’m *states name*, I’m *states age at that time*, and I graduated from *states high school alma mater*” -- But you know what the saddest part of the introduction is? It’s when you are asked why you chose the school and your major and almost everyone (including myself) would answer “Walang choice eh,” or “I actually wanted to study at *states Big Four school,*” or “I wanted to take up *states fancy major.*” It seemed like no one actually wanted to be here (and I don’t really blame them, my school isn’t exactly the college anyone dreams of going to) 

I’ve always wondered what my life would have been like if I had pursued my dream of studying in DLSU. Would I have cried over failed grades and professors who had no mercy? Would I have been cheering for the school’s team during the UAAP? Would I have spent my Thursdays happy in a bar? Would I have had a boyfriend by now? HAHAHAHAHA and would I have had the total college experience I’ve dreamed of as told by the movies I watched growing up? 

But you know what? I always end up thinking that if I had chosen the Taft life (lol) I wouldn’t have met my college friends. I’ve found comfort in the fact that if I had chosen to go to a different school, I wouldn’t have met the amazing people that I have spent almost every day of the past 4 years of my life with. The same people who have changed and inspired me in so many ways, the people who watched me grow up and I watched grow up into the fine young women they are today. The people who made my change my mind about MTC and made me realize that choosing to study there wasn’t so bad after all. Sure, college wasn’t always fun and exciting but because of my friends I ALWAYS had a reason to laugh and for that I am grateful. 

A part of me still wants to stay in school, to wake up every morning knowing that I’ll be seeing the familiar faces of my friends, that I’ll be spending the day laughing with them or at them. But a part of me also knows that my time as a student has come to an end and that it’s time for me to face the real world now, to finally go out of my comfort zone and meet new people again. I do hope that once we graduate and go our separate ways, we’ll still stay friends and that we’ll keep in touch no matter what happens because I honestly don’t know what I’d do without my friends.

naiiyak na ako while typing this ayoko na maging emotional SOOOO, THIS IS MY COLLEGE LIFE IN BULLETS

I am happy to report that I am still friends with my OG squad since freshman year lol (Hi Lee, Shaina, Therese, and Mielsen i love you guys so much) Sophomore year we met Mariel and Psyche and ngayon inseparable na kami hahahaha.

My first college crush who I wrote a blog post about (LMAO) already has a girlfriend so obviously di ko na siya crush (weh?) 

DAMN SOBRANG NAKAKA CRINGE PERO ISHASHARE KO NA YUNG BLOG POST NA YUN PARA MATAWA NAMAN KAYO: KAHIHIYAN NO. 1 & KAHIHIYAN NO. 2

Made a lot of friends but made a ton of frenemies as well lol

I overcame my fear of speaking in front of the class (Thanks Sir Don)

I learned how to drive!!! Didn’t start driving myself to school ‘til my senior year though and until now di ko pa nakukuha license ko sa LTO lmao 

Towards the end of my junior year, I had a crush on someone. I ALMOST made a blog post about him as well pero buti nalang hindi ko tinuloy HAHAHAHAHAHA I reaaaaaaaally liked him but he didn’t like me back so that’s that. 

Experienced an existential crisis at the age of 19 hahahaha and I will never ever ever EVER forget summer of 2017 

I AM HAPPIER THAN I WAS 4 YEARS AGO AND THAT’S SAYING SOMETHING