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[my-fertility-journey]

This months cycle is our first full month of trying. I have pcos and endo so I wasn’t expecting much. The end of last months cycle we ditched protection and started trying. This month I started taking ovulation tests to see if anything would come back and every single one was dark. I put it down to increased LH due to pcos. On Friday which should have been day 9 of my cycle I thought to myself that sometimes OPKs will pick up pregnancy so I took a pregnancy test and threw it straight in the trash. On Saturday curiosity got the better of me and I went through the bin to have a gander and I could see a faint shadow of a line! I took another one straight away and the line was darkkk, 5 positives later and I was in shock, I couldn’t believe it. Then that night I started bleeding. A trip to A&E confirmed my worst fears, my baby that I had only just found out about was gone. They think my last “period” was the start of the bleeding, I am absolutely devastated