#tsocg

[onlysoftly]

fhsdhsh be so forreal rn. just got home from a bday where i spent an hour talking/lowkey flirting w someone just to be told that person is sort-of-seeing the bday boy by someone else whom i drove home. scream. soz marcus

[finnickodaiir]

Everything about American College culture sounds like a nightmare to me ngl

[puthyflapps]

Obviously it's sad that another lesbian show got cancelled but it's funny that hbo and showtime saw everyone freaking out on twitter and both instantly announced renewals for tsocg and yellowjackets. It's probably a coincidence but the timing was on point

I wasn’t too surprised that slocg got renewed because it’s widely popular (it wasn’t just the lesbians going crazy for it) and it has gained a lot of traction online but it was interesting that showtime decided to go ahead and renew YJ without s2 even airing yet. Like it’s not like they went with a 2 season renewal after the success of season 1. They waited all this time and decided in the midst of all the streaming service cancellation mess to renew the show prior to even airing this new season

That makes me a little suspicious but good for y’all. Must be nice to have your show about girls in a plane crash get a s3 😭😭😭

[artemivsa]

tangerine, lime, bumblebee

🐝  *  ―  𝑪𝑶𝑳𝑶𝑼𝑹𝑭𝑼𝑳 𝑰𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑽𝑰𝑬𝑾. 

tangerine:  do you speak other languages? if yes, which?

sólo hablo español e inglés !! de hecho, de repente me paso a rolear en la comunidad inglesa porque ahí es más común rolear personajes canon.

lime: describe yourself as a character / mix of characters you’ve always related to the most.

nina zenik de six of crows es el personaje con el que más me he sentido identificada. shirley crain de the haunting of hill house pero básicamente cualquier personaje que sea la hermana mayor # traumas, también un poquito percy jackson y h*rry potter y cualquier chosen one porque soy # leo. otro que se me viene a la mente es kimberly de tsocg porque i am also a complete loser.

bumblebee:  where have you always wanted to travel to?

nueva zelanda !! me parece un lugar muy bonito es el #1 que me gustaría visitar. pero también mi sueño es vacacionar en un hotel tipo white lotus y no hacer nada más que ser bonita, tomar tragos y tomar solcito.

[storyofacynicalgirl]

Soul Puke

I am beyond not okay.

I feel so sad the vast majority of the time, right now I feel painfully numb. I was driving down the interstate and the thought casually floated into my head: “it would be really easy to let the car veer into the median.” 

All day, I’ve been feeling the sun on my skin and still felt chilled to the bone. I’ve felt really cold all day.

Everything seems so dull, slightly grayed. Everything I look at, that is beautifully and vibrantly colored seems to look much more dull than I remember, like Sophie, or the green plants around, or the fall-colored leaves. Even the sunshine.

I went to the store and got some dishwashing detergent for the house. When I got the bags out of the car to go in the house, the detergent bottle falls out of the bag, I step on it and fall at the end of the walkway. I sat there for a minute, saw the 75% of the bottle’s contents that flew onto the driveway and my car tire, and, for some reason, that made me feel really, really bad about myself.

The day before yesterday was the first day in a while where I didn’t feel the familiar knot of anxiety that lives in my chest. I feel intensely anxious at the present.

You smoke to not give a fuck for a little while. I still feel it, but the carefree lack of fucks given is more pervasive until I come down.That feels like a break from everything.

I just keep going. Like “Hallelujah, anyhow, “ but really more like zombieing through the days.

Today I couldn’t put on what I like to call my “worldface” and keep a happy front.

I feel exhausted. Then when I sleep, I don’t sleep well. Wake up in the night, the brain immediately resumes thinking and then, what should have been a brief roll-over to more sleep becomes an hour of trying to calm the brain to fall back to sleep and increasing feelings of anxiety because the more sleep time lost is the more of a struggle it will be to get up the next day. And then, waking up miserably tired yet again.

My appetite has significantly decreased.

But I haven’t stopped going. Would appreciate some prayers and love, Tumblr fam.

[storyofacynicalgirl]

Moi.

[storyofacynicalgirl]

Who are you to tell me to bow down? I am a queen in my own right -- a lion that no king, no principality, no storm or fire can tame. I am the embodiment of resilience: the phoenix surviving trial by fire -- reborn from the ashes more beautiful than before. In my blood is the heartbeat of lost heritage, the pain of plantations, the toil of broken families and the beauty of regality. My spirit is fiercer than any war you can wage. My heart: bigger than the widest valley. I am a queen in my own right. Who are you to tell me to bow down?

laugh.grow.change.[serendipity]

(This is dedicated to all of my beautiful, strong, black sisters. From my heart to yours.)

[storyofacynicalgirl]

So thankful

Hey everyone, I just thought that I would make this post to celebrate that I recently got up to 100 followers! I want to thank everyone that has been liking and reblogging my posts, and thank you to everyone that has started following me or subscribed to my blog. I look forward to moving forward :)

Much love to everyone♡ laugh.grow.change.[serendipity]

[storyofacynicalgirl]

So I totally made a logo for my blog! I think it's pretty freakin' awesome. I wanted to share it with you guys. :D Yay for self-promotion.