#tshirt that said i endured childhood abuse and all i got were these fictives

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ok no actually. ranting under the cut

do you have any idea what i endured to get to this state? because this disorder is formed when you experience childhood trauma extreme enough that your brain isnt able to solidly form a single personality and is instead broken into different parts, creating alters. this disorder goes hand in hand with CPTSD you cant have one without the other, i have to deal with constant derealization, dissociation, flashbacks, panic attacks etc etc etc and people STILL water it down to the silly alter disorder and genuinely think of the demonization in media as an accurate representation INCLUDING MENTAL HEALTH PROFESSIONALS???? like when i told my therapist she said "oh like split i love that movie" are you SERIOUS???? i see medias get "cancelled" online constantly for things like misrepresentation of autism and spreading misinformation but i have never once seen someone call out danganronpa for its extreme mistreatment of dissociative identity disorder. the blatent demonization of a system in that media is disgusting and nobody EVER talks about it????? like ik we are extremely fictive heavy and it can seem fun that we're peoples "favorite characters" and we have memories of our sources, but in reality its because we are psychotic, autistic, and physically unable to cope with reality, we genuinely would be considered "clinically insane" if that was still a term bc i have no baseline for what is and isnt reality im not remotely joking about that btw. (and if people could stop misusing the word delusional thatd be nice)

it also pisses me off that people cant seem to understand the fact that systems are not here for entertainment and our brain is coping in the same way yours is just more extreme, people constantly fakeclaim systems for having lots of fictives then they turn around and have comfort characters, like you do know thats part of what a lot of fictives are right? being there for comfort, familiarity, your brain knows you like that thing so it puts it in your head to help you feel better. because again, its a trauma disorder?? people just dont seem to remember that systems are extremely traumatized individuals whos system is an extreme coping mechanism and not just a silly accessory, and i rly wish information was more widespread and coming from actual professionals or systems. anyways rant over yada yada system rambling blah blah blah nyco out

EDIT THE SAME GOES FOR NPD ITS A TRAUMA DISORDER IM NOT AN ABUSIVE PIECE OF SHIT BC I DONT HABE NORMAL FEELIMGS IM STILLA PERSON OK BYEEEEEEE

i wish ppl would stop treating DID like the silly alter disorder when its actually pain suffering and agony disorder