#trying to get over the simmering resentment at my parents that arises whenever i go to stay with them
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#on holiday now and am missing my frens :(#at home with the fam and it's been tense bc my parents are anxious hermits who fight all the time#but they're getting used to me being here#and even though i have to work#it's okay#trying to get over the simmering resentment at my parents that arises whenever i go to stay with them#anyways i'm also very much missing the coworker i have a crush on#and his gf#but mostly him bc he's the one i interact with all the time#and we've been texting a bit but not a lot#and now i'm worrying#like i always do#that as soon as i'm away from people they actually decide that they hate me and never want to talk to me again#which like#i know is not the case#he's just bad at texting#i think#but just#ugh#i miss him#and i worry that he doesn't like me as much as i like him when i'm away from him#but then when i'm around him i'm drowning in the Tension between us#i just can't win#part of my fear is that i signed a goodbye note with a heart when i left#and now he's freaked out#EVEN though he'd just given me a card that he and his gf signed off with love#ugh i'm a mess#why do people do this romance shit
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