#trying to determine whether or not i'm a fictive of a character at the moment so names are hard
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been blurry & dissociated practically all day, feeling doesn't abate after 2nd round of auditions, get home. new guy shows up. what the fuck
#bluplural#🤘#anyway hi!!!! i don't know what the hell is happening right now#well i mean i do in a literal sense because our memory sharing is decent enough to get by even when i'm a brand new dude#but less literally i'm having a severe what the fuck moment#why are we stress splitting????? what the fuck!!!!!!!!!#anyway this is uhhh Bad i think#i don't like being in front can we have the other guys back#like ford he seems nice he seems a LOT LESS NERVOUS than i am!!!!#ugh this sucks randomly the host will just fucking dip and someone else gets to play ''pretend to be him'' and i'm stuck up here for-#-GOD KNOWS HOW LONG!!#trying to determine whether or not i'm a fictive of a character at the moment so names are hard#if i'm actingbased that barely makes any sense since round 2 of auditions ended TODAY and we haven't even tried to play my hypothetical-#-source yet!#so what the fuck!!!#am i an anxiety holder??? that seems right kind of#i'm very Tense. like my existence seems to be eternally stuck in panic attack mode#OH THANK GOD I THINK THAT;S FORD#THANK FUCKING GOD
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