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grammaticalmustaches · 4 years ago

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prof asked for ‘just a few paragraphs’ but im 2500 words deep and every time i try to edit it down i just end up adding more words so unless he replies to my email with an actual word limit hes gonna have to read all 2500 words and thats on him babey

#also my roommate asked me earlier tonight if i was hypomanic and i was like 'obviously no. not even a little. why would you suggest that?'#and my shocking update on this currently unfolding situation is that since then iv decided i dont Need sleeping meds #because if i Actually needed to sleep then i just Would #the fact that i am exhausted is a good sign but i often feel exhausted while hypo i just still dont sleep #anyway its too late now to take sleep meds and also when did it get this late?#last time i blinked it was midnight now its 2am?#none of this is inherently hypomania im just nervous bc insurance bs made me quit my meds cold turkey and its my first week of school #which like to be fair #a bit of back to school hypo would not be the Worst thing #just kind of sucks that i cant read shit right now #im in two whole reading classes thats just not gonna fly #trying to determine if youre hypo when you have adhd is the worst btw #racing thoughts? jumping from topic to topic? sudden intense interest in new projects? trouble sleeping? impulsivity?#am i talking about hypomania or adhd?#we just dont know :)#first three google results for 'hypomania quiz' say im hypomanic but none of them take into account The Factors #The Factors being i just started school and i aced day one so im allowed to feel a little bit on top of the world. as a treat.#additional The Factors is i just got a new hyperfixation so obviously im going to have more energy and ideas and be on the go go go!#also The Factors part three is that sometimes you just get in a Mood and thats totally normal even for people who arent bipolar #everyone gets Moods we dont have to make it a bipolar thing #just because it meets criteria to be a bipolar thing doesnt mean it has to be sometimes moods are just moods #who are we to try and decipher the human experience?#im gonna undiagnose myself with bipolar and diagnose myself with just has feelings sometimes #not often but its been known to happen #hope i havnt gone over the tag limit again #maybe writing this many tags in one day should be added to the dsm #only it Shouldnt because that would get in the way of how im Just Chilling and Enjoying the Human Experience

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