#trying to cut back on weed esp in terms of ive been using it as an avoidance tactic a lot

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vine system asks: when there’s too much drama at school, all you gotta do is walk awayeyeyey & Chris, is that a weed?? I’m calling the police! // candid system asks: 5, 16, 22

finally doing these! oof sorry for taking so long, under cut!

vine system asks

when there’s too much drama at school, all you gotta do is walk awayeyeyey: have any of your alters ever gotten you in trouble at school? how so?

honestly i cant think of anything major that got us in trouble? i know that weve skipped class before/skipped school in general (which i advocate against doing, dont do it). we werent really a rowdy kid growing up esp at school bc it was like. the one escape we had. maybe one thing that i constantly did that got us in trouble was not handing in schoolwork on time or at all. teachers Really didnt like that i didnt use an agenda

Chris, is that a weed?? I’m calling the police!: do any of your alters smoke/do drugs? how do the others feel about it?

fun fact! i was the first person in the sys to ever try drugs when the body was 18 (at the time i was in heavy denial abt having a system/being a part of one). the only stuff ive done is smoked and tried sh.rooms once. cecile smokes cigarettes in the inner world sometimes but weve vowed not to smoke cigs at all bc were already messing with our lungs with the other smoking habits i have. james has psuedo memories of doing much harder drugs than weed/cigs when he was a teenager/in college but he recovered and doesnt do anything now. since late 2018 though cecile and dye occasionally smoke too. no one else has real interest in it besides sammie. theo didnt like the amount i used to smoke though so ive cut back for his sake

candid system asks

5. who would each of you like to impress and why?

i (lee) want to impress the teachers that worked with me in high school with just keeping me engaged and looking out for me? and same with the counselors. i know a lot of ppl go through hs with little to no help or aid from the people on staff and it Really needs to change in terms of that. im just really thankful they were just willing to help me when no one in the family really gave a damn. dye wants to impress Specifically her photo editing teacher from freshman year with how far shes come. no one else really feels like they have to impress anyone though? i guess id want to impress our late grandfather too, just in honor of the first host who was very close with him. 

16. weirdest thing youve found out you did, that you dont remember doing?

the only example of a weird thing that i dont remember doing (but ive been told the story countless times) was when we were younger someone had caught frogs from the creek in our grandfathers backyard, one in each hand and tried to walk inside his house with them both grasped in our palms. besides that though, i really wouldnt know anything else that was weird

22. have you ever hurt someone on purpose? did they deserve it, or do you feel guilty? 

i have never physically hurt someone before from what i know of, but theres some ways friendships had ended that i definitely regret and feel guilty about. however theres a certain situation that i was in that i Do Not feel guilty about because the other party was continuously just not listening to me and disregarding my boundaries. sucks that it happened but ive moved on from it