#trying to consolidate my thoughts on a certain Arctus related topic recently but it’s gotten so out of hand

[rzpotato]

I legitimately don’t think there has been a single day in the past 3 years now where I have not thought about Zurin Arctus, I’m dead serious

To say he has a chokehold on me is a severe understatement, I can’t get him off my mind, basically like my entire world revolves around him at this point

I start showing my friends my very long (smallest one is 3 pages, longest one is 35 pages and counting) documents and rants about Tiber wars and Zurin related lore (often very obscure) all backed up with sources I’ve made and their response is that I’m reaching indefensible levels of neurodivergent.

I’m like, gnawing at the drywalls and about to burst into tears levels of restless about this