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corancoranthemagicalman · 5 years ago

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Hannibal - Ep1 - Reaction

Okay, so this is starting because of @quartermastercandlestickmaker and @todorokisrose [yes, y’all both gettin’ tagged in the annoouncement and this one. I need to be clear on who is causing my suffering.]

I’m here in this hole now. This dark pit.

This is not a live-blogging of my watch, but I am writing this live. So, writing live posting later. If that makes sense. I’ll have one post per episode and after I’ll compile them all into a master list.

Spoilers ahead.

What a grand opening my dudes. Thrilling music. He’s got that “he fucked up” face going on. WAIT NO HE’S SHERLOCKING THE SHIT. OH COOL. NO WONDER I SAW SOOME FANART OF THEM BEING BFFS. Oh, I like this. Weird effects flex but I dig it.Ooooooooooo I was not expecting that voice. IS THIS WHERE THE “THIS IS MY DESIGN” SHIT CAME FROM WHAT THE FUCK Have I known this more than I thought.

Also low-key bitch *looks* like a psychopath no wonder what is gonna happen happens. Oh rip Mrs. Marlow ;;~;; that was a hard change bro.

I don’t wanna think about ---

BITCH THIS *IS* WHERE THE THIS IS MY DESIGN SHIT CAME FROM OH M Y G O D

Also Laurence Fishbourne god bless I love him.

It’s difficult for me to be social too, fam. LAURANCE WHY DID YOU FIX HIS GLASSES THAT WAS SO WE IR D???? Also bro same I love you, Will Graham, you funky little sociopath.

“Every girl is a candy bar” mhm okay thanks for that. Will and this sociable thing is really fucking me bro minus the serial killer obsession/profession/vibe.

Laurence Fishbourne is an amazing actor but I’m also digging the dude playing Will (srry names are my weakness so his name is Will.)

Oooooo booi. I recognize Katz from fanart she’s a popular one right. But we’re going upstairs.

I’m so worried about opening the door

Oh no

He knew

This bitch been knew

Holy shit

I like the whole thing with eye contact. I’ve seen the gif where it’s mentioned but I like how it’s subtle and not overly emphasized so far. Oh we’re flashing back again. Poor Elise. It’s a super interesting story technique using him as the killer. Also damn bitch “you unstable” you’re such a nosy bitch how were you interrupted when you were asked not to enter

Now everyone is here

Antlers promote healing mhm okay

I wanna hug him but I also don’t want to make him uncomfortable with contact. IS HE STOPPING FOR A DOG OH ,Y HO GOD. I’D DIE FOR THIS MAN. I’D DIE FOR THIS MAN. HE STOPPED FOR A DOG. HEWENT BACK FOR THE DOG OMGH THIS MAN THIS MAN IS,,,,, he adopted a fucking stray dog. This man is lovely. I love this man. This -- HE DOES IT TO MULTIPLE DOOGS OH MY GOD I WANNA MARRY HIM ANDHAVE WINSTON AND EVERYBODY AND OMOG HE’S SUCH A LOVELY STRANGE CREATURE.

Where are we now. In a dream state? OH SHIT WE ARE THAT’S A BODY AND A HEARTBEAT IN MY EAR WHAT THE FUCK ahhhh fun nightmares I love it. Oh shit the towels. Bro. There are quite a few visuals happening.

“USE THE LADIES ROOM” dafsjhg

Stop yelling at him ;;~;;

Woah this is a lot to unpack in this scene you can see Will like slipping omg. It’ss almost unsettling him not having eye contact but like I know the reason for it and therefore it’s just impressive acting and not like unsettling of the actor to do that if that makes sense? I really am impressed by that level of commitment to not have a “look at the camera” to keep showing how he won’t look at other people.

Ooo this is one of the lady psych talkers which is like on the Graham side while the blonde one is for Hannibal, right even tho Hannibal is a brain doc. ALANA that’s her name and that might be how you spell it. She doesn’t want him out there but Laurence needs her to be his back up. (Oh, his name is Jack.) JACK DONT MAKE PROMISES WILL CAN AND WILL GET CLOSE.

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHOW WHAT THE HELL ARE THOSE SHADWS AND THE ANTLERS PIERCING HER OH MY GOD WHAT THE SHIT IS THIS SHOW I THOUGHT THE VISUALS I HAD SEEN IN FAN ART WAS JUST LIKE FANON IMPOSED OMOG “SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE MEAT” O G M OOG HE’S EATING THEM FUCK

Is this

Is this my bitch

MY BITCH MADS OH MY GOD.

I love him. He’s so unconventionally handsome. He looks like he’d kill and eat me but I’d thank him for it, yanno? Oops.

No nonsense MM handing this crying man some tissues I love it. “I hate being this neurotic” omg the mood also Hannibal’s glance to the tissue is fucking amazing??? V Subtle Acting /cries in beauty

Franklyn, the lion isn’t in the room boy (just discovered I might wanna put subtitles on but they’re not working so rip)

Frankie boy got so scared by that comment thanks, Dr. Lector.

Mhm no secretary that’s,,, suspicious,,,, “sad to see her go” mhm okay sure Jan

Oh this bitch does draw oh my god john hopkins internship and all. Laurence is impressed and Mads is “mhm are you gonna try something” sdajkfgh A LAYMAN DAMN aww he’s like “oomg you’re so amazing dr. mr. sir”

OH THEY’RE IN THE SAME ROOM HERE WE GO BBY

FUCKKK IT BEGINS

SORRY HE’S GIVING THE WHOLE DOWNLOW

“Associations come quickly-” “so do forts”

QEFJWahgrsdfdkq WHAT THE FUCK

THIS IS LITERAL THE FIRST DAMN CONVERSATION HE HAS WITH HIM. I KNEW THE CONVERSATION ABOUT EYE CONTACT WAS ONE OF THEIR FIRST, BUT THIS IS THE LITERAL FIRST WITH THE ADDED BONUS OF HE ACTUALLY MAKES E Y E C O N T A C T OOMGGG??!?!?!?!

Oh ;;~;; “YOU WONT LIKE ME WHEN I’M PSYCHOANAYLYZED” im this is very flirtatious als jack you’re like br o

So he’s the King of Empathy. He’s,,, helping Will see his own face,,, mhm,,,,, what does that say about you, Dr. Lector?

He’s mocking where he was apologetic is this maybe noT

FJAGUDIS

SHIT THOSE ARE LUNGS

“HE HAS A DAUGHTER SAME AGE” O H B O Y THAT’S UH DADDY HAS SOME ISSUES WITH BABY LEAVING HOME

Also this is a copy cat dklafjsghjfd OH DAMN THAT SNAP BACK ABOUT DR. LECTOR FFUCKK MAN.

Also,, I can see why this show,, caused issues,,, a man should not look handsome while eating fucking lungs.

More visions I cannot even

What does this

What the hell is this

Dr. Lector showing up at his house o h .

IS HE FEEDING HIM FUCKING LUNGS BITCH OH MY GD ON A FIRST DATE???

“God forbid we become friendly”

“I don’t find you that interesting”

This smells,,, like a ship,,, mhm,,,,

Breath will damn breath slow and use the words omg

Mhm ookay “we’re just alike” in the first bit…

Uncle Jack sees him as a fine china tea cup. That’s hilarious.

“How do you see me?” says Will.

“The mongoose I want under the house when the snakes slither by,” replies Hannibal WHILE WILL IS KEEPING EYE CONTACT.

OH MY GOD. MHM. KAY. IM OKAY. THIS IS OKAY.

So is there a reason -- “plain but pretty” hannibal gives a look -- is there a reason no official officer is accompanying them like????? They’re both not??? FBI????

Damn hannibal spilling shit everywhere.

HE’S USING A TISSUE TO PICK UP THE PHONE

TO CALL HIS DAUGHTER

MHMMMM?????????

Wait no he’s calling someone else

Who is this

OH HE’S CALLING GARRETT. OH. wait is he helping other cannibals get away. What the fuck. You can’t do that, Hannibal. Is there a fuckking cannibal union yall get together and trrade recipes.

OH NO GARRETT MURDERED HIS WIFE AND KID DIDNT HE OH NO

OH PLEASE NO

Wait we’re back to reality

This back and forth is trippy

H N

OH NO

FUCK YU HANNIBAL AND YOUR STUPID FUCKING CANNIBAL CLAN THIS PR WOMAN :(((((((((

I do love how this built up to Hannibal being the cannibal but it was Hobbs. NFIEGSIBFD

HOBBS NO

FUCK HIM UP WILL

(also I guess Will technically is FBI that probably helps lmao)

Oh no

O h n o

Dont whisper at him to see bitch

Oh no

Will

Will it’s

Oh no

>:((((((((((((((((((( hannibal Imma fuck you up

Will honey let someone clean your glasses. Does she survive? I hope the girl survives. The Traitor Cannibal Bitch is going with them. Mhm.

Alana tryin’ to protect him. (Does she like him? I got bad news, babe, he’s gonna fall in love with a man-eater.)

shE SURVIVED??? AND HANNIBAL IS THERE WITH HER???? OMOG??? DOES HE FEEL BAD YET YOU FUCKING BITCH YOU READ THE CANNIBAL WRONG AND HE NEARLY MURDERED HIS FAMILY wait is this chick who everyone calls their daughter oomg??? Is this her????

WHAT WAS THIS SHOW OMG WHAT WAS THIS SHOW

#C's 2020 Hannibal Watch #Hannibal (NBC)#I'm watching this for the first time in 2020 oh my lord #I'm super excited for it #it's very promising #Hannibal spoilers?#do I need to tag for that?#murder husbands #because whoops

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warriorof-sun-light · 5 years ago

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Character Interview : Eyrilona Koelwyn

Tagged by @yshai-tia!! Thank you for the tag ♥ Tagging @gildedandgolden @fatesdefying (elspeth, julien, or hythlo?) @celestaux-branchais @twotonedechoes (makara, tertius, or garu?) @shards-verse / @his-aphelion-ff14

( multi-muse blogs, feel free to do for whoever you have muses for! Also feel free to ignore if you’ve done it before/don’t want to do it, I understand!! )

► Name ➔ “Eyrilona Koelwyn, at yer service!”

► Are you single ➔ ooc ;;( I multi-ship/multi-verse so... shrug emote? )

► Are you happy ➔ “...o’ course? What sort o’ questions that?” A giggle.

► Are you angry? ➔ “Nay?”

► Are your parents still married ➔ “Baen was ne’er th’ sort fer Bondin’ Ceremonies. Think Eynhaerz’s th’ only one whose Da is still around.”

NINE FACTS

► Birth Place ➔ “I ‘unno. Baen found me out in th’ woods ‘neath th’ Floatin’ City so... I guess there?”

► Hair Color ➔ “Blonde!”

► Eye Color ➔ “Gold as Ul’Dah’s coffers.~”

► Birthday ➔ “31st Sun o’ th’ Third Astral Moon. ‘s when Baen gave me m’name, at least.”

► Mood ➔ “...Is checkin’ me mood part o’ th’ interview? ‘m confused.”

► Gender ➔ “Well clearly ‘m a sweet ‘n’ summery Lominsan lass.”

► Summer or winter ➔ “Summer! ‘s when th’ Moonfire Faire is!”

► Morning or afternoon ➔ “Eh? Y’mean which I prefer-- Afternoon, I guess. I like sleepin’ in.”

EIGHT THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

► Are you in love ➔ A faint blush colors her cheeks. The Interviewer will never receive an answer.

► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ “Aye! Th’ food ‘n’ stabbers Warboss whips up sometimes’s ‘nough t’ make a girl swoon!”

► Who ended your last relationship ➔ “Uh... me? I think? ‘twas some lad visitin’ from Vesper Bay, an’ I was a youngin’, ain’t really anythin’ special.”

► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ “Hells, probably?! Everyone’s tryin’ t’ cour th’ Warrior o’ Light, an’ ‘twas hard ‘nough just bein’ a pretty lass in Limsa t’ keep blokes out o’ me skirts.”

Alt answer for ship with @bravelyforgetful: “Ah... a certain lad asked me if I’d marry ‘im. ‘e was worried ‘bout sayin’ it, I pushed ‘im though. But... I, uh, wasn’t sure o’ th’ answer at th’ time. ‘e’ didn’t take it well.” Her hands fidget. “We talked, an’ everythin’s fine now. ‘e’s ain’t allowed near any heights though.”

► Are you afraid of commitments ➔ “Bah. Ain’t afraid o’ shite like that.” She totally is.

► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ She bursts into laughter. “Yer better askin’ if ‘ve hugged someone in th’ last bell! ‘m always huggin’ me friends an’ comrades!”

► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ “...Did ye miss th’ part about blokes in m’skirts in th’ other question or...?”

► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ “M’ own.” She frowns. “Nay. ‘specially not o’er somethin’ like love.”

SIX CHOICES

► Love or lust ➔ “Wh--!!” A huff. “Love.”

► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ “Tea!”

► Cats or Dogs ➔ ”I like both! Wait--” Squints. “Y’ playin’ funny or somethin’ cuz ‘m a Miqo’te?”

► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ “Wha’s wrong with havin’ both? I love all m’comrades.”

► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Her ears twitch, brows furrowing. “Wha’s a wild night out...? Like... goin’ off an’ cullin’ hunts with someone...?”

► Day or night ➔ “Night! Love mappin’ th’ stars!”

FIVE HAVE YOU EVERS

► Been caught sneaking out ➔ “O’ course. Got m’self clouted on th’ ear more times than I can count.” She laughs. “’s a miracle Baen could keep th’ four o’ us all wrangled t’gether. We’re ‘orrible influences on each other.”

► Fallen down/up the stairs ➔ “'m a Miqo’te, I don’--” Air quotes. “”Fall.”” Yes. She was rather clumsy when she was little.

► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ “Aye. O’ course.”

► Wanted to disappear ➔ “...why’d I wanna do that?” She shrugs. “I mean. Sometimes I could use a break from Warrior o’ Light-in’. But disappear?”

FOUR PREFERENCES

► Smile or eyes ➔ “’...what sort o’ question is that? Uh... eyes. I suppose.”

► Shorter or Taller ➔ “I ain’t short! ‘m tall for me kind!” She huffs and puffs. “’s th’ blokes runnin’ ‘round usin’ me fer an elbow rest that are th’ arses!”

► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ “Ye’ve lost me again.”

► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ A bright blush floods her cheeks. “Wh-- why would ye ask me that?!”

FAMILY

► Do you and your family get along ➔ “Through thick an’ thin! Ye mess with Baenwyda’s pups, ye get th’ whole pack at yer heels!”

► Would you say you have a “messed up life” ➔ Her smile is bright and soft. “Never. Baenwyda raised me right. I got m’self great comrades an’ friends. I’ve got t’ sail th’ seas an’ visit distant lands-- Hells, I got t’ go to another world!”

► Have you ever ran away from home ➔ “Baen always wondered if I ran off from m’ tribe, but otherwise nothin’ comes t’ mind.”

► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ “Got kicked out o’ th’ Drownin’ Wench once tryin’ t’ swipe one o’ Baderon’s fancy swill.”

FRIENDS

► Do you secretly hate one of your friends ➔ “What sort o’ question is that? O’ course not.”

► Do you consider all of your friends good friends ➔ “Aye!”

► Who is your best friend ➔ “How can I pick one?! There’s Gobbie an’ Warboss an’ Makara an’ Estinien an’ Bjorn an’--” You’ve got her prattling on, congratulations.

► Who knows everything about you ➔ “Waekfolg, pro’lly. Poor bird ‘ears all my shite.” She tapped a finger against her chin. “Suppose me family knows almost everythin’, aside from Waekfolg.”

#ic ;; moogle time #memes ;; answered

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wannawrite · 7 years ago

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sweet crazy love [ pt.1 ]

who?: Wanna One’s Ong Seongwoo genre: 🌸🌺 type: bullet point - bc fic would be too long so I broke this into smaller parts TW: blood, biting, fights, mention of PTSD, depression and psychiatry, supernatural experimentation - poison

blog navigator. part one / two

part two

vamp! AU

experiments don’t always work out.... and when they don’t, they go to the psychiatrist

that sounds dark already ^ it gets better, I promise! please do not read if this is triggering!!! thank you for requesting this anon, aha you asked twice/two anons, so cute sorry I’m never on here anymore :( this week was rough and next week, I have tests all week until CNY.

- Admin L

disclaimer: pictures used do not belong to me and credit goes to their original owners.

everything written here is purely fictional.

you never found out why there was always this boy who would glare at you with the most menacing eyes from across the hall

behind his locker in the hallway

in the cafeteria

across the hall when your paths crossed

from his seat in a classroom, you were merely walking by

his eyes held such fire and flames it seemed like they were going to roast you alive

sadly, you never got a name or a reason

all you knew was how his face looked like and he was downright gorgeous

even when he looked like he had -4 hours of sleep every day without fail, with those purple and bruised eye bags forming under his inky black orbs

he always seemed to be thirsty, running his tongue over plump lips, a finger toying with his bottom lip, yearning for a drink

but you never knew what

honestly, it did bug you from time to time since he kept glaring but never confronted you on anything

besides, whenever you moved to talk to him, he would only vanish into thin air, as if he was never there in the first place

however, he would be seen drinking chocolate milk with his best friends a while later

you just figured you probably punched his nose in kindergarten, never apologised, he never forgave you and that’s why he held such a huge grudge against you

he also tried to avoid you at all costs, at least it was good that there were no joint classes

how childish, you often thought. It’s high school, he should grow up a little

if he is mad at me, shouldn’t he at least try to talk it out instead of just glaring at me all the time? I can’t exactly read his damn mind

well,,, he could

the years wore on like that, as in, you ignoring his icy stares and trying not to be bothered by them. Seongwoo continued to slink in the shadows, keeping a low profile

in fact, he became a prominent factor in your life. Your friends even nicknamed him.

you wondered how this mysterious brooding bad boy constantly hung out with Hwang Minhyun, the school’s beloved prince

in fact, that guy was the only best friend Minhyun seemed to have from high school

you rarely saw that guy at school functions, maybe once or twice at the homecoming game but never at dances or anniversaries. You figured he wasn’t one for those

Senior year changed a couple of things...

you had a study period in the study hall with him. Curiosity piqued in you

but contrary to your expectations, the mystery boy seemed to dwell in darker ends of the study hall, plugging into his own music and diligently taking his own notes in black ink

he paid no attention to the world around him, absorbed in his textbooks

you started to realise as the days passed, he seemed more beat up than the previous day

physically

the bruises framing his eyes darker and he seemed exhausted of all energy.

He wore long-sleeved sweaters, you wondered what he was hiding

your classmate seemed more quiet, sticking only to himself, he seemed more wary of others

however, that only lasted for a week before he returned to his usual self, chatting with his friends and sipping more strange looking juice boxes that didn’t resemble his typical chocolate milk

but who were you to judge? And since when did you ever pay so much attention to detail?

were you intrigued by him?

you shuddered and spun away, forcing yourself to tune in to other, more relevant things

finally, graduation rolled around the corner

Ong Seongwoo

you caught his name from the roll call don’t judge

he was just too SECRETIVE otherwise

even with his name, there wasn’t much you deduced from the school gossip realm

he just drank peculiar coloured juices to ‘keep his skin youthful and preserve his clear skin’

Seongwoo N E V E R left the safety of a building into the sun without slathering on an unholy amount of specialised sunscreen

if he had PE that day, he would bring two different types of nutritional juice and only shares his f&b with Minhyun

no one dared to get close to him

or rather, he was just too problematic to get close to

it appeared he only appreciated his friends he had known since diaper days and that everyone else had to go through a selection to enter his circle

okay so graduation

it’s one of the most exciting days in your life and you couldn’t be gladder to graduate with a 4.0GPA

also, you’re determined to fix things with Seongwoo on the very last day of school, might as well right?

right after the valedictorian’s - minhyun - speech, you scan the hall to find Seongwoo as the closing speech is given by your principal

he’s there in his seat

the speech ends, you’re out of your chair, moving through the crowd of students throwing caps to where he was seated

but he isn’t there,,, not anymore at least

the girl beside him said he just took off, along with Minhyun

before you can register what happened, your feet take your along a corridor, maybe down a couple of flights of stairs

right to the old lacrosse locker room which was under construction works

why the hell would you walk here? you don’t even know where it is by memory

perhaps because you could hear two roaring voices, one calm and collected while the other panicked and raging

‘calm down, you need to get your shit together Seongwoo. Breathe!’ Minhyun instructs, a growl in his tone

pressing an ear against the door, all you hear are strangled cries from Seongwoo

you wonder if you should call the police

‘CONTROL YOURSELF SEONGWOO!’

yup, that doesn’t sound shady at all

‘the side effects have been getting worse....’ you hear Minhyun mutter to himself, a rustle of plastic or paper following suit

the shower runs, someone seems to be spamming the knobs. All grows quiet.

you don’t even realise you’re holding your breath until you release it

now

you burst into the room, ignoring the red warning tape, ripping it away to fall at your feet. Your phone was already ringing, the police on the other side

The room was empty, despite all the yelling you heard, making your heart complete somersaults as realisation sets in

were you imagining things?

hammers knock nails into your head as you try to comprehend whatever had happened

there’s nowhere to hide, yet no other door to escape out of, you can’t believe two of your batch mates have just vanished into thin air

choking out a chuckle of disbelief, shaking fingers turn the call off, one hand covers your mouth as you slowly back away from the two graduation gowns and caps were strewn on the floor, blood staining both of them

well...no one knows exactly what happened that day because when the cleaner discovered it, it was too late to identify anyone by then

only you knew the real answers

but honestly, time wore on and you became much busier in college, whatever happened to your batch mates wasn’t your concern anymore

you just couldn’t afford any time to care or ponder about it

yes, you wondered and dreamed about the possibilities but most of your time was spent studying hard, medicine majors can’t afford sleep

all you wanted to work as since you were little was a psychiatrist especially since your father was a scientist, specialising in biological sciences

you wanted to follow in his footsteps and join the scientist life

your father often joked that you and him would be the greatest scientists in the world someday, him as a biologist and you as a psychiatrist

and that was your real motivation, you genuinely wanted to achieve that seemingly far-fetched dream

your parents were supportive, your professor sort of favoured you, your college was Ivy League...what else could you want?

life was perfect

until one day...a Friday morning, which meant morning coffee and cake run with your roommates

that day, it also meant encountering people you never once thought you would see again

Hwang Minhyun and Ong Seongwoo

they clearly didn’t resemble the pesky 18-year-olds you remembered but they looked like elegant, poised and well-refined college upperclassmen

certainly, they dressed the part

Minhyun was wearing a sleek black turtleneck sweater paired with camel coloured slacks, draped over his chair was a classy caramel and tartan blend of a Burberry trench

his coffee was Americano, his shoes embossed with the Louboutin stamp and a pair of thin circular framed spectacles rested on the bridge of his nose

wow

is that really Hwang Minhyun?

you kinda saw his style coming anyway lol

but then, is that Ong Seongwoo sitting across from him?

Seongwoo had changed

okay he still kept his bad boy, had -2 hours of sleep for 3 decades look but there was a different aura around him now

he looked...dare you say it, attractively stylish

his dark hair was swept into boyish bangs, just passing his eyebrows, it looked thick and silky.

Seongwoo wore an oversized grey flannel which he tucked into dark wash skinny jeans with rips at the knees.

To finish the look, he wore a pair of polished white sneakers

yes, I’m talking about the look from ‘Beautiful’ photos mhm

in his grip, was a familiar packet; he still drank the same juice since high school

some things just don’t change

cute

WAIT NO NOT CUTE REMEMBER HE’S THE BOY WHO HATED YOUR GUTS AND YOU STILL DON’T KNOW WHY

AND HE ALSO MYSTERIOUSLY DISAPPEARED THROUGH THE RENOVATING LOCKER ROOM ON GRADUATION DAY

SHADY

QUICK LOOK AWAY BEFORE HE SEES YOU

hastily, you place your order and join your friends at the table, trying to blend yourself in with the bubbling chatter, a distraction from the two people seated by the window

...awkward...

mhm but you had really exciting news to break to your friends

‘you’re awfully quiet today,’ your best friend pointed out. ‘Are you hiding something?’

yes

‘nah...I just have news to break to you guys,’ you said, trying to seem nonchalant

but it is true that you have amazing news to break!!!

‘tell us!’ your friends chorus excitedly, eager to find out

on the opposite side of the cafe, both Minhyun and Seongwoo have taken notice of your presence

Minhyun chuckles. ‘Remember when we were 118, our graduation? You freaking out and succumbing to the side effects? Good times.’

‘good times my ass, I lost my graduation gown and cap!’ Seongwoo whines. ‘My mum was making a collection of all our graduation gowns. I think she’s still holding a grudge at me.’

Minhyun cleared his throat and lowered his voice. ‘Your family still doesn’t know about...it...right?’

Seongwoo shakes his head and his friend sighs.

‘you know how much I hate it! Why can’t you just go to the authorities about this! It’s putting your life in danger and I hate seeing you hurt all the time!’ Minhyun sighs. He pinches the bridge of his nose and takes a long sip of his coffee

Seongwoo wrinkled his nose. ‘You know what will happen if I don’t show up for even one session. It’s happened before.’

Seongwoo finds himself tuning into your conversation instead of engaging with his friend

okay let’s be honest, he’s never really liked you

‘you need real help, Seongwoo. You really think drinking all these plasma juice boxes are going to make a difference? Are all these helping you one bit?’

‘I can’t take blood bags because of the injections you know it,’ Seongwoo retorted. He was only half-heartedly paying attention to his friend and he was straining his supernatural hearing to listen to your conversation

‘Exactly! Stop the process, take real blood so your body can survive and I’ll get help from a psychiatrist. Seongwoo, this can make everything better.’

‘I’m going to be an interning at Dr. Im’s clinic!’ you announced happily, gaining gasps and congratulations from your friends.

huh...good for them. Looks like they’re following their father’s footsteps into science and medicine. Notable.

he gave you a side glance, noticing how much more good-looking you had become

hmm

Seongwoo felt colour slowing draining from his face. He quickly stabbed a straw into yet another plasma juice box

was he angry? was he disappointed? was he glad? he didn’t know either

perhaps just slightly stupefied, stunned......

he never imagined Doctor’s so-called ‘work’ would continue, would ever become anything

a pair of fangs began to protrude, his temper began to flare

what? how many more of us are they going to take? no, I must stop them

‘Seongwoo helloooooo’

I have to protect my family at all costs

‘SEONGWOO!’

the impact of Minhyun’s fist on the table made Seongwoo snap out of his angry thoughts. It also caused time to freeze as curious customers peered round to have a glance

the table now had a small crack forming in its wood

blushing, Minhyun briefly apologised, downed the remainder of his coffee in a shot before grabbing Seongwoo’s arm and dragging him out

what a scene, you thought

deep down you wondered when you would see them next

probably on campus somewhere,,, but with your new internship and all, you would be increasingly busy

there just wasn’t time to think about those kinds of irrelevant subjects

there was no time to waste on thoughts of Ong Seongwoo

crazy

I’m going crazy right now

week two of the internship was definitely not treating you the best

sorry, this part may not be so accurate

all you did for week one was sit at the reception, drop by the lab a couple of times, restock medication and occasionally, bring coffee in for Dr Im

honestly, you wanted to see patients or watch a session but those were all private and personal

it was just you and the medicines for a bit :\

suddenly, Dr Im marches into the supply closet, court shoes, sparkling white coat and all. She smiles, handing you a clipboard and a form

‘There’s a new client today coming for consultation. I spoke to him and surprisingly, he agreed to let my dear trainee sit in. As long as you sign this protection of personal data form, you’re welcome to join this time,’ she explains

OH MY GOSH

what you’ve always wanted :”)

WHY ISN’T IT 8PM YET

why did he have to book the latest time slot what the hell there wasn’t anyone in the 5.30pm one how dare you make me wait 12 hours

but you get yourself a coffee and tell yourself to suck it up

at precisely 8pm, two well-dressed and tall men walk into the posh and pristine office

you don’t realise who it is until you emerge from the medicine storage room just in time to see one of the guys remove his black mask

Ong Seongwoo

>:(

luckily, he doesn’t seem to notice you yet. He and - supposedly - Minhyun turn in the direction of the waiting area

they look out of place in their dark coats and masks. It’s a stark contrast from the white and grey interior, maybe a vase of pinky-white lilies sitting on a counter

or a few paintings of scenery in sand coloured frames

someone like Ong Seongwoo doesn’t belong here

you wonder what problems he could even face.....

the second Seongwoo stepped into the room and sensed your presence, he wanted to turn around and storm right out

getting help was Minhyun’s idea and when he said he knew of a psychiatrist that was fine with the supernatural, he placed his life in Minhyun’s hands

clearly, it was the wrong choice

but he had to keep cool and wait for his best friend’s real intentions to be made clear

his best friend was sacrificing him to Doctor, he had no doubt about that right now

you were Doctor’s child and also training in the field of science and medicine

...Minhyun had a lot of explaining to do later on

the shock was written all over Seongwoo’s face when you sat next to Dr Im during the consult, taking notes and all

so, the intern was you

throughout the session, you genuinely wondered why Seongwoo would be here

there was a section that you were asked to step out for a second and your best guess that it was an extremely sensitive matter

somehow,,, you wanted to help Seongwoo

isn’t that why you were a doctor anyway?

even if he despised you, you wanted to help him so badly

he left unscathed, that was astonishing to him too

when interrogated, Minhyun seemed to have 0 knowledge of your existence and that you were related to Doctor

‘I-I’m so s-sorry. I really had no clue,’ he choked out, holding back a sob

Seongwoo brushed it off, believing and forgiving his best friend

‘how are things with Jaehwan? More roommate trouble?’

‘ugh, don’t remind me. He keeps teasing me about my crush on our neighbour.’

laughter resounded on the drive back to their dorms

all was back to normal

but both your lives wouldn’t be

Doctor: 1.45am. Usual place. Don’t be late

‘Dr Im, if you don’t mind me asking, what was your diagnosis?’ you questioned carefully, afraid of setting off an explosion of fuming fireworks

Dr Im sighed, she pressed her hand to her forehead. ‘He’s a difficult one if I’m honest. However, my brain is telling me it’s PTSD or depression, worse case scenario and it could be both.’

I’m not an expert on both even though I did research so I’m sorry if there are any inaccuracies, I tried to exclude it for the majority of the work

you kept silent, the information unable to fully sink into your mind.

Ong Seongwoo? PTSD? Depression?

was it related to whatever happened at graduation? Was he struggling then? Is he losing hope now?

he was never my friend, your mind indicates, why am I so worried? Why am I freaking out over this? He’s hated me all this while, yet I’m so concerned

I’m becoming a lunatic

‘Dr Im,’ you call out meekly

‘hmm?’ She hums in response, still scribbling words down on her writing pad

you swallow hard, throat closing at the thought of saying your next words

‘you’ll do your best to help him right? Seongwoo would be okay? Would he?’

her pen pauses for a prolonged period as if that question required an extensive amount of consideration to answer

Dr Im nibbles on her bottom lip, nervously, you note

‘yes. Seongwoo will be just fine.’

Doctor: No blood, just plasma.

......to be continued

#wanna one #produce 101 #wanna one scenarios #produce 101 scenarios #ong seongwoo

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lovelylarrie · 7 years ago

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This post is late, but did anyone honestly expect anything different?! I also just hit 1k so I guess this will be a 2017/1k follow forever! It is now 2018 and I need to thank everyone on this list for making 2017 such a special year for me. I have grown so much over the past couple months and I have you guys to thank. Thank you for being there for me, thank you for showing me love, thank you for yelling about larry to me, thank you for everything. I have not even been in the fandom an entire year and you guys have shown me more love than I have gotten in my entire life. I love you!

I have a few special mentions (I know I recently did a follow forever so I really am tryin to keep this section short):

@teentomlinson (Cara): Honestly, it’s fine. You’re my actual best friend and i’m not giving u a paragraph bc i’ll cry and I can’t handle that stress rn. Refer to my first follow forever for more love. I’m also sending u a letter that made me cry so don’t even get mad at me about not writing you anything bish.

@rosealouis (Nina): I honestly adore you. I smile every single time I see your name come up on my phone and we are actual soulmates. You are currently in my home. I am so extremely excited for what 2018 brings for us, I love you lots.

@sbblou (Lana): I love you so so much and we have a connection that I do not share with anybody else. You are the only person who truly understands exactly how I am feeling and knows exactly what to say to make it better. You have helped me so much this year and I owe you everything I am.

@larrydomain (Liam): You are the love of my life and I’m not even just saying that. You are one of my closest friends and I love you with my entire soul. I’d fly to Australia even if it meant I had only one minute with you. You have a piece of my heart and idk if I’m ever going to get it back. It’s fine.

@spacegaycombeferre (Olivia): You have honestly helped me through so much this year and I need to give you my entire life to make up for it. You’re the most genuine person of all time and you have the personality of an angel. We got extremely close so quick and you have been such a huge part of 2017 for me, thank you for being you. I love you so so much.

@hellaplantsjpg (banana): Nan, I honestly don’t know what I would do without you. You’re the only one who truly gets my sense of humor and I bless you every day for it. Also ty for all of ur amazing fic recs. ily and ill see you soon. x

@sweaterpawslou (Meg): We’ve gotten so close over this past month and now I don’t know how I would live without you. We have such similar views on society and the media and the boys, it makes my heart so happy. You are honestly the biggest light and you only ever give off love and happiness. I love you so much babes.

@roguecurls (Sara): We honestly met online and were Atlanta together the next weekend. I’m so glad that you bought that ridiculously expensive ticket, I’ll treasure that night forever. I miss you so so much and I need you to come visit me soon. We are going to have an amazing 2018 and I will be seeing you face lots, I love you!!

@hatefuckz (Lauren): Honestly you just left my house and I miss you already. We have the same exact humor and I love you a lot. We are going to hang out again soon, thanks for always making me laugh ilysm.

Bald harry GC: @showerstinkies Yall are honestly my faves. I love you guys so so so much and idk where I’d be without you. We are still a young gc but I already feel so close to all of you! @wlwharrie @teentomlinson @omi-palonelouis @warmlou @hellaplantsjpg @gr8-pot8 @ftdtlouis @always-pointing-home @louislittletummy @lesbianhoran @frenchlouau @tominlou @moonlightlouie @scintillalwt @mattsmith @rainbowstyles @1800louis @roguecurls @spaceboysweater and whatever Conley’s URL is atm.

1D 2018 GC: I honestly love you guys so much and this group chat is a dream come true. You guys are so supportive and I love each and every one of you with my whole soul. @sincerelyharry @mitampromoseason @bardymum @itstwentygayteen @heyangelonlyangel @shpevrythng @lwtrainbows @wlwlarrie @proudhl @rainbowstyles @carpoolkaraoke @delicatelou @blushlouie @landslidelouis @smolbirds @f-l-i-c-k-e-r @dualouist @princesslouis @babypeachlt @tomlinsun @just-end-it @itstwentygayteen

The pure GC: I love each and every one of you, I have been extremely inactive lately but just know that I love you guys so so so much! @foolsghld @bibi-harry @hellaplantsjpg @suspendrs @thegreenau @tommostummie @larryforsale @shorthairlouiscares @ificouldfly—home @f-l-i-c-k-e-r @larry-feels-like-home @daisyhrry @louisispuresunshine @sweaterpawslou @rosealouis @thelouistiti @louiscroptoplinson @babypeachlt @deathbystylesss @rosebhd

The rest are my fave blogs/mutuals, bolded are friends/favorite blogs of all time!!!

A-G: @acelou @aceniall @actionlou @adorelouis @alloutshirt @angelharry @ann-fortunately @askeleet @babybonitaharry @bananastagram @bellustyles @bihaz @blushlouie @bunny-harry @cafelesbian @chicken-wrapped-in-larry-hell @chihuahualou @cheshirebttm @coupleofspirits @czernxy @cinnamonswirlbfs @darklarrie @dfw345 @delicatelou @eratolouis @fatqueerfemmes @femkinkharry @fireproofharrie @fratnaddy @gaysonlystyles @gaysott @gimmiesomeghostie @glambrgrl @good-day-stingray

H-K: @happy1days @harryandlouisarehappilystrong @harryspdf @harrysburrito @harrysdamnthighs @harrysgoldenbooties @harrystinyshorts @hazlouquitefinished @hesgaypetra @heterophobiclarry @hrrytomlinson @hl-love @hipsta-please-hipsta-please @iconichalo @immyrainbow @innuendlou @jimmytfallon @justholdon-sweetcreature @kindofsharethat @kiwi-pose

@L-N: @larrybeenreal @larrie-love-and-little-mix @lavendrharry @larryalbum @larrybeenreal @lgbtommo @lesbianharrie @lesbianhoran @littlelarriess @louisbunboy @louisalbums @loudidas @louismas @loverlouis @ls2k14 @louismoondust @louisosoft @louispeanut @lwtvibes @mcamilitaaa @mllesouthernbelle @mlmlouis @minilouis @mistreated-hallways @nsfwhazza @niiicelittlebody

O-Z: @obviously-always @ofrainbows @organicstunts @paisleystyles @panlouie @pass-the-pencil @polarilou @princesslouis @proudhl @punkharrystyles @rainbowstyles @rainbowguccci @rainbowsboa @ropetat @rosesau @rosebld @ruffleshirts @shawnfrickfrackingme @shadyshit91 @slowburntryhard @since-he-was-eighteen @smileystyles @styleandsin @stylesappreciation @supportivebfs @subhazzaloveslou @sukiandmuzzy @ssoftlou @soloutomlinson @theducknoiseinwoman @the-unwanted-losers @tightropeofhope @twoghostsau @vansharry @wellingtontat @youngandbeautifulpdf @4foryouhazza

#this took me 7 years #i love everyone #sorry if i missed you!!!!#my follow forever #follow forever #mine #ff

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poppymadness · 7 years ago

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💖 HQ, Knb, All Out, Free, BNHAand DnA I think you watched at least a little bit of it, didn't u? And since I know who some of your favorites are already u can just rant about why u love them

@naturalpeaches said:💖 can i be an ass and say twdg even tho ik the answers p much OH the last kingdom. bring it to ur blog amber. talk about it. accept it.

💖 listen those 2 weren’t enough. give me the raven cycle. give me the foxhole court. give me six of crows. giVE ME CRIMINAL MINDS HAAAAA BITCH. why not throw the 100 in there too. also talk abt ur boo in the sun is also a star. give him some lovin

💖 N A R U T O

hope it’s cool just to throw ya both in here bc i’m lazy

haikyuu: (3) kuroo tetsurou - iiiiiiiiiiii fucking love kuroo sO much, a huge tall not so dumb dumbass god. i don’t know what to say dfkhka i fuckin Love him thanks dude. i nEVER FORGET THE FUCKIN LAUGH GOD FUCK FOR FUCKS SAKE skjfd. whenever i get in Kuroo Moods they last SO long i can’t get a break. and gamer au kuroo is killer it’s too good. listen he’S A BIG FOOL and i LOVE him want the best for him bc he’s great, good, good dude. i also rlly fuckin love terushima man ooooo my god, imagine him and kuroo bein buds hORRIBLE

kuroko no basket: (1) kiyoshi teppei - mY BOY KIYOSHI AAAAA. hE’S EVEN T A L L E R mmmm 6′4″ the fuck mann. we know my love for this dumbass i love him so so muuch fuck. thought it was kuroko at first, bitch no. I LITERALLY DIDN’T KNOW I LOVED HIM TILL AFTER I FINISHED THE WHOLE SHOW. like, just, the more i saw stuff involving him the more i was like ooo no no waiT i LoVE HiM i screamed when he showed up in the second opening when we rewatched it oooommggggg. he’S SO GOOD I HOPE HIS KNEE IS HEALED I HOPE HE GETS TO PLAY BASKETBALL AS A LIL SIDE HOBBY OR SOMETHIN HOPE HE’S FUCKIN HAPPY!!!!! whY DOES HE SELF-SACRIFICE SO MUCH BOY OOO MY GOD WHEN HE REALIZED THE TEAM GOT HIS BACK TOO BITCH HE SO CUTE. mmmmm i love hiiiiim bois. also love akashi i keep finding it funny ur intimated by him cj

all out: (4) ebumi masaru - i can’t. i can’t explain why i love him oR WHY HE’S SO HIGH A FAVE GOD. this whole fandom is like Those Thighs and make ebumi all about fuckin sex like what a Tough Boy like yA HE BUYS (rents? whatever) PORN THAT’S FUCKIN SO FUNNY TO ME BUT MMMM he. more. i nevER STOP THINKIN BOUT THE EP WITH ISE THAT EMO SHIT DO U SEE HOW MUCH EBUMI CARES BOUT HIS FRIEND GOD Fuck. like yeah, just take the money. this is what was left for me but idc here take it u need it i stg season 2 better be in the works i want more of his backSTORY. oh hE FUCKIN BLEACHES HIS HAIR WHAT A PUUUUNK, HE TRAINS SO HARD HE CARES SO MUCH ABOUT RUGBY GETS P I S S E D WHEN PPL HALF-ASS IT LIKE?? FAIR ENOUGH. OH THETY ACTUALLY DREW HIS HAIR DOWN RIGHT ADJHF A OoO FUCK TAHT. i’m good it’s cool alright bye gion, raita & ise are my best friends thank

free: rin matsuoka - i. thought it was nagisa at first. i wanna cry fuckin nagisa jesus. good boy but hell no. rin?? is so sweet i’m sorry fuckin flew haru to australia & shit he’s so good i love him. i gotta do this i’m srry FUCK whoever thinks rin would be abusive with haru thx. i havE A RIN POSTER G O D

boku no hero academia: todoroki shouto - i literally didn’t have a fave in this show until one (1) specific episode in season 2 with him. thought i was gonna live forever not having a fave in this show. i had actually been growing to like him and was like No, i told myself to not like him bc he’s so popular hdkfa. and then that ep came and i was like,,,oof i Love him, love love love what a goOD BOY. he’s…so cute..comin to terms with his powers still can’t get over he interned with his dad he just…..wants to improve…is improving…..so good.

daiya no ace: ? - ok, i never developed a fave while watching it, at least not where i got to. i don’t even remember where i stopped oof that’s bad. but i had thought at that time that i rlly loved chris?? eijun is precious, i fuckin love him. miyuki is great i love him too. also really loved kuramochi?? so if i had continued i think it would’ve been one of em.

the walking dead game: kenny, luke, clem, gabe - pls don’t make me choose… kenny…tried his hardest to be good, worked his ass off till the last moment to improve himself and didn’t get the redemption he deserved. that man is good, he was just pushed to his max and couldn’t get back down. luke, luke is a sunshine boy who was too good for the world, a positive outlet could make anyone happy, did his best, didn’t deserve to die. cleM MY BADASS B A B Y HAS GROWN SO MUCH I LOOOOVE HER AND CAN’T WAIT FOR HER HAPPY ENDING TELLTALE YOU FUCKS I AM BEGGING YOU1!! gabe…annoyed me at first…stole my heart….just a boy thrown into the apocalypse tryin to be happy…he’s doing his best, he’s learning, truly not such a brat as assholes make him out to be. nick my boy i’m so sorry i would’ve included you ur so close

the last kingdom: uhtred & alfred - i love uhtred the godless and king alfred of wessex very much indeed. uhtred is just a wreck honestly, this danish bro got a lot goin on he just wants the land he deserves i just say he’s bein greedy, go be happy under alfred’s rule i still love u tho uhtred u dumbass. alfred! got the peace he wanted! i love alfred so much he wants to be a king without war unless he’s not given the choice, cares about his family so much, afraid he’ll be punished for the crown that’s not rightfully his own. alfred is so good, i love this man.

the raven cycle: (5) adam parrish - mmmmmmm what a good boy. an important boy, a very much loved boy. iiiii hate havin his pov sometimes, some relatable things in there, i love him so much. he’s not. his father. thanks. gotta say that a lot wanT HIM TO KNOOOOOOOW. he’s so good he’s improving himself he’s doin it!! go adam!! goD ASHLETY I KEEP THINKING OF THINGS YOU HAVEN’T GOTTEN TOOOOOOOO. mmmm it’s ok to still be stuck and to have bad days he doesn’t have to get over it right away!! it’s not somethin that’ll just be over!! dhfad smALL STEPS my boy i love u…. all bc, he…legally free (tryin not to spoil dfhjdaf).. don’t mean he has to be over it…take ur time adam. i’m thinkin of the emo thing in trk fuck wrong devil dkhfad. i just wanna cry he’s so good worth so much ronan & i will fight any and all fucks who wanna Go. i!! love him!! he deserVES TO FEEL LOVED AND TO FEEL HOW TO LOVE MMMM COOL i’m gonna stop i’ll just repeat myself - i just thOUGHT OF THE ‘FUCK YOU GANSEY’ WOW FIRST BOOK FUCK B YE

the foxhole court: …andrew minyard… - idk man?? it’s so lowkey?? it’s chill i literally don’t even have anything to say. nicky, neil & dan are my squad love em.

six of crows: jesper fahey - idk what fuckin bitch ass mood i had to be in when i read soc but if i wasn’t in it jesper would totally have been my fave. i wouldn’t take him away from wylan anyways (statement kiiinda counts for the two aforementioned also whoop). jesper?? deserves the world, but so does everyone else they all deserve the world even u bitch ass brekker who would not deal with my bullshit ever.

criminal minds: aaron hotchner - god ashley screw off askin me for cm. love hotch, would die for him, too good of a guy.

the 100: bellamy blake - is a fuckin whore. iiiiiii love bellamy so much. bitch ass goes from a punk i hated to a good dude to a punk ass influenced by some huge ass prick dick and then struggles with himself for the next season and will now hopefully feel a bit better at least for gods sake. all bc you’ve done bad things doesn’t mean ur bad bell… i still never get over fucking pike taking advantage of him when he was vulnerable fuck off i just want him to feel better!! take responsibility but don’t let it push you down fucking get up!! you’ll get up!! mmm he’s so good he just wants to make everything right but clarke makes everyTHING FUCKIN GO WRONG. i just…not everything is excusable but he can make up for it he will and he’s worth it,,,, people gotta forgive him at some point he’s trying his hardest to make up for everything and he keeps beating himself on it mmmmdfahdf i love him

the sun is also a star: daniel jae ho bae - idk what to say about him ashley god fuck. he’s so cute though?? what a cheesy dude. ugh literally so cute i gotta reread it

naruto: kiba inuzuka - what a prideful ass i fuckIN LOVe him thx. i mean i was fuckin doomed from that start he has best boy akamaru & fuckin has a jutsu where he turns into a wolf?? and his fuckin mom and sister have wolves?? doomed before i even fuckin knew it. he’s soooo cute, never take his fuckin hoodie off idk what’s cuter him trying to look tough in that hoodie that everyone literally thought was hair or havin the hoodie off and showin his actual hair that somehow makes him cuter,,, what’S HORRIBLE IS THE LEATHER JACKET OR WHATEVER IT IS HE WEARS IN SHIPPUDEN fuckin idiot. imagine him as hokage i can’t believe he wants to be hokage it’s so funny i’m sorry kiba i’ll support u just give me a minute to catch my breath. guys he’s just so cute, trains so hard, he’s so good i love him enthusiastic boy

#this is so long i'm srry #i didn't even rant in all of them either #also like #clarification not prob needed but numbers- where the top five r in the top five #i didn't rant enough about kuroo even tho i'm in a kuroo mood now lOL #idk what to say about him?? i just love him so deeply #and so many things are more headcanon-y #so idk

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geminigrlfriend · 8 years ago

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All of them!!!!!!!!! 💖💕👍

1. Who was the last person you held hands with? my bf!! the angel

2. Are you outgoing or shy? pretty outgoing but sometimes i get shy

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? my parents tomorrowwww

4. Are you easy to get along with? i hope so?? i couldn’t tell you

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? yeah he would

6. What kind of people are you attracted to? kind and fun ones. people who are dorks and make me laugh

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? yeah (i mean i hope so i don’t wanna mess with my karma by being too cocky)

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? stephen who else

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? no i’m almost too comfortable with it

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? stephen

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? it’s up to you!! i can do either b (to rach about our breakfast plans tomorrow)

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? sweet dispostion-the temper trap, i can lift a car-walk the moon, west coast-FIDLAR, faith-george michael, and hope-modern baseball

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? yes yes yes

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? yes! just tryin to have hope

15. What good thing happened this summer? rach and i went on a lot of drives

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? yes i’m gonna kiss him tomorrow!

17. Do you think there is life on other planets? yes

18. Do you still talk to your first crush? no

19. Do you like bubble baths? yes with lush bath bombs and bubbles. my fav

20. Do you like your neighbors? yeah they’re cute

21. What are you bad habits? biting my nails, smoking, getting angry too easily at little things

22. Where would you like to travel? iceland, india, england, france, and many more

23. Do you have trust issues? yeah but i’m better than i was before

24. Favorite part of your daily routine? washing my makeup off at night

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? my butt and arms

26. What do you do when you wake up? check the cosmo snap story

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? nope

28. Who are you most comfortable around? melly, stephen, rach, and my parents

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? no but one was very reluctant to even break up does that count

30. Do you ever want to get married? yes!!

31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? it’s in one rn!

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? rami malek and daniel norris (who is a baseball player but whatever)

33. Spell your name with your chin. ssfss

34. Do you play sports? What sports? nah i’m not coordinated

35. Would you rather live without TV or music? someone else asked me this so imma save it!

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? ^^ same as above

37. What do you say during awkward silences? oh god too much

38. Describe your dream girl/guy? honest, kind, funny, dorky, respectful, curly hair, light eyes, and totally in love with me

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? TARGET and trader joes

40. What do you want to do after high school? currently in college so i guess that was the answer

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? no. on minor stuff yes, but some people really don’t.

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? that i’m disassociating or that i’m sad or that i just don’t feel like talking

43. Do you smile at strangers? sometimes!

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? s p a c e

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? coffee and plans

46. What are you paranoid about? so many things. that i’m never gonna live the life i want to

47. Have you ever been high? yep

48. Have you ever been drunk? yep

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? no

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? i think black?

51. Ever wished you were someone else? all the time

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? pls whoever or whatever god is make my nose smaller

53. Favourite makeup brand? love e.l.f

54. Favourite store? target

55. Favourite blog? flowury i love her

56. Favourite colour? green! and pink and yellow

57. Favourite food? berries and pizza

58. Last thing you ate? powered sugar donuts

59. First thing you ate this morning? powdered sugar donuts lol (it was a big bag of them)

60. Ever won a competition? For what? i won a tshirt design competition in 5th grade omg my proudest moment my dad still wears the shirt i designed

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? no

62. Been arrested? For what? no

63. Ever been in love? on the verge of it right now

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? i was laying in bed with this boy i had a crush on and we were drunk and the shining was on and xmas lights were lighting the room and he leaned over and kissed me

65. Are you hungry right now? actually yes which is sad cause i just told melly i wasn’t gonna go get food earlier but i have regrets. i may order pizza.

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? no i love my real friends

67. Facebook or Twitter? i don’t even have a twitter but still probably twitter

68. Twitter or Tumblr? tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now? nope

70. Names of your bestfriends? melly, rach, han, maddy, and britt

71. Craving something? What? food!

72. What colour are your towels? blue

72. How many pillows do you sleep with? two

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yeah i have my valentine’s seal i bought for myself after i broke up with someone cause i was sad

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? about 10? 15?

75. Favourite animal? i love cats

76. What colour is your underwear? grey

77. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla

78. Favourite ice cream flavour? MINT CHOCOLATE CHIP

79. What colour shirt are you wearing? grey

80. What colour pants? saving it for someone else

81. Favourite tv show? ooh i love so many. gilmore girls, call the midwife, outlander, hannibal, fargo, etc.

82. Favourite movie? the shining

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? original

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? mean girls but i do love jump street

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? ms. norbury

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? nemooo

87. First person you talked to today? stephen

88. Last person you talked to today? melly

89. Name a person you hate? donald trump

90. Name a person you love? all my friends

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? refer to question 89

92. In a fight with someone? no

93. How many sweatpants do you have? like 6

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? ooh too many

95. Last movie you watched? the babadook

96. Favourite actress? katharine hepburn

97. Favourite actor? love rami malek

98. Do you tan a lot? no

99. Have any pets? 3 cats n 2 birds

100. How are you feeling? hungry and have a little headache

101. Do you type fast? average

102. Do you regret anything from your past? yeah

103. Can you spell well? yes

104. Do you miss anyone from your past? i mean yeah but my life is better without them

105. Ever been to a bonfire party? yes

106. Ever broken someone’s heart? yes

107. Have you ever been on a horse? no

108. What should you be doing? nothing cause finals are over!!! bye!!

109. Is something irritating you right now? no

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? yes yes

111. Do you have trust issues? ya

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? my parents

113. What was your childhood nickname? i didn’t have one!

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? yes

115. Do you play the Wii? someone else asked !

116. Are you listening to music right now? no

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? i’m vegetarian but 5th grade me lived off of tim horton’s chicken noodle

118. Do you like Chinese food? yeah!

119. Favourite book? too many

120. Are you afraid of the dark? no

121. Are you mean? i can be

122. Is cheating ever okay? no!!!!!

123. Can you keep white shoes clean? lol

124. Do you believe in love at first sight? no

125. Do you believe in true love? yes

126. Are you currently bored? yes i’m answering 150 questions for no reason

127. What makes you happy? my friends, my boyfriend, my parents, avocado toast, music

128. Would you change your name? no i like my name

129. What your zodiac sign? gemini!

130. Do you like subway? yes that sounds so good rn wow

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? see if i like them back then proceed from there

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? ,, this was already asked,,

133. Favourite lyrics right now? “will i ever be able to be your hope”

134. Can you count to one million? i’m so impatient!!

135. Dumbest lie you ever told? i can’t remember but i’m sure it was dumb

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? closed

137. How tall are you? 5′8

138. Curly or Straight hair? curlyyy it’s so cute

139. Brunette or Blonde? both are pretty

140. Summer or Winter? usually winter but rn i want summer and watermelon

141. Night or Day? day

142. Favourite month? october

143. Are you a vegetarian? i am!

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? milk

145. Tea or Coffee? coffee

146. Was today a good day? yeah it was good but cold

147. Mars or Snickers? snickers

148. What’s your favourite quote? i don’t know if i have a favorite!

149. Do you believe in ghosts? yes they’re always watching

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? “later heard her volley crude nonsense at Rose across the fence.” from lolita

thanks for asking b xx

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==> Pal: Talk to that new Eridan, at length.

deterministpalindrome okay fiir2t off your a2k box ii2 clo2ed and iidk iif that'2 on purpo2e or you mii22ed the weiirdly hiidden 2wiitch you gotta cliick two open iit but iin ca2e iit'2 the latter there you go

caesuraeaesthetic ask box?

deterministpalindrome alriight 2o iif you go iintwo 2ettiing2 and cliick your blog on the riight lii2t there'2 a whole bunch of optiion2 two toggle or w/e. and an a2k box let2 people 2end iin que2tiion2 or 2tatement2 or an2wer2 two game2 and you can reply wiith a po2t on your blog

caesuraeaesthetic alright, fixed wwere you tryin to use it?

deterministpalindrome nah ii ju2t opened up the drop down on your da2h iicon and notiiced that the 'a2k a que2tiion' optiion that'2 u2ually at the top wa2n't there

caesuraeaesthetic yeah alright so wwelcome to the tumblr im feature -expansivwe gestures-

deterministpalindrome ty ty ii feel 2o at hiive 2o what are the odd2 of you admiittiing that you fucked up a biit there

caesuraeaesthetic higher if you link me to the posts wwhere youre sayin it happened, because i still think youre readin a mountain outta a molehill but the meds are pretty high caliber right before i go to sleep so wwho the fuck knowws

deterministpalindrome giive me a 2ec two diig them out but ii promii2e ii won't abu2e that two much eheh https://caesuraeaesthetic.tumblr.com/post/158098421275/deterministpalindrome-caesuraeaesthetic-so-more the fiir2t 2entence 2ound2 liike you a biit miiffed about beiing iincoviinenced whiich okay not a weiird thiing but giiven the 2ubject iit'2 kiind of not the thiing you 2hould be doiing. 2econd one ii2 ju2t. touchy ii2 not a good word at all for thii2 iit'2 got a lot of 2hiitty connotatiion2 of beiing fu22y and overreactiing two 2omethiing 2eriiou2ly pan warpiingly traumatiic. plu2 the re2t of iit'2 ju2t... 2o dii2mii22iive of the actual problem and 2ub2tiitutiing your own. 'god there'2 2o many people hurtiing out there how am /ii/ goiing two deal wiith iit?' plu2 there'2 the part where you're doiing that commii2eratiing thiing liike you're expectiing me two agree that thii2 ii2 2uch a ha22le two deal wiith ugh why do people expect u2 rea2onable troll2 two jump through the2e riidiiculou2 hoop2? 2o yeah ii wa2 not plea2ed but ii gave you a chance wiith a biig glariing hiint two not be that guy but damn you mii22ed that biig tiime https://caesuraeaesthetic.tumblr.com/post/158134428820/deterministpalindrome-caesuraeaesthetic and repliied wiith thii2 trea2ure here ju2tiifyiing why you can't be bothered two handle thiing2 gently ciitiing how /diiffiicult/ iit ii2 and 'the real world ii2n't liike that' and telliing me and everyone who can 2ee that po2t that we 2hould ju2t 2uck iit up and hiide our hurt 2o /you/ can get away wiith not changiing your behaviior for the benefiit2 of other2. and then the cherry on the 2undae that you dii2covered /two whole thiing2 oh go2h that'2 2o many how doe2 anyone /cope/ wiith 2iide 2teppiing all of the2e ii22ue2????/ for the record? p damn ea2iily unle22 you're an a22hole https://caesuraeaesthetic.tumblr.com/post/158135522925/deterministpalindrome-caesuraeaesthetic-thats and then you turn the argument on me and make my reactiion the unrea2onable thiing here and backpedal liike your liife depend2 on iit claiim that you never 2peciifiically /2aiid/ you wouldn't 2o that mean2 you were iin the riight and ii'm wrong and that'2 that. except you iimmediiately blow that cover by contiinuiing wiith the awful awful language choiice2 talkiing about how 'deliicate' we are and how 'not one not two' people need 2uch handliing and your bafflement that there'2 /more/ 2ubject2 and how can there be more?? iit'2 iinconceiivable!! how can we /2urviive/ out here iif there'2 2o much terriiblene22! and then iit dii22olved iintwo a 2car2 pii22iing conte2t iin2tead of you admiittiing that maybe you were beiing a diick and apologiiziing and then we could've moved on wiith our liive2

caesuraeaesthetic i think the #1 thing to start wwith here is that me apologizin is for if you are 100% right an im 100% wwrong, an thats not wwhat i see here. demandin i do that isnt real conducivve to a dialogue. im not demandin you apologize for bein an unecessary dick, wwhich you wwere in most a that, so i dont see wwhy i should, evven though i wwas in the later posts. its a convversation, wwere not sniffin eachothers ass an complimentin the stench

deterministpalindrome hone2t que2tiion: who taught you about apologiiziing becau2e they need theiir a22 kiicked for beiing iin2ufferably iincorrect

caesuraeaesthetic honest question : did you think i wwas tryin to apologize just now, or is that a general question im not comin fuckin close till wwere talkin clear enough that you knoww exactly wwhat it is i am an am not sayin

deterministpalindrome general que2tiion becau2e who the fuckiing 2hiit only apologiize2 iif they're a hundred percent wrong about 2omethiing

caesuraeaesthetic ... wwell, arlequin, caesurae, and the empress to be perfectly honest

deterministpalindrome oh god fuckiing help you

caesuraeaesthetic shrug

deterministpalindrome they're wrong. they're about a2 wrong a2 they can get. /you can apologiize for 2hiit that hurt other people wiithout beiing completely and unequiivocally wrong/

caesuraeaesthetic did i in any wway hurt you or anyone else wwith shit that happened in that convversation? not hypothetical future harm. concrete past harm.

deterministpalindrome do you thiink ii got brii2tly and defen2iive becau2e iit'2 fun??

caesuraeaesthetic usually wwhen im an asshole its because im bored, so howw should i knoww wwas the defensivveness because death came up at all, or because you thought i wwas bein a dickhole highblood?

deterministpalindrome there'2 a diifference between beiing a diick for fun and actiively 2narliing a potentiial threat down. whiich you gave off 2o many fuckiing flag2 about for your iinformatiion 2uch a2 liiterally everythiing ii 2aiid up there. ii'm not goiing two tolerate 2omeone who thiink2 we're weak and briittle ju2t 'cau2e we were hurt hangiing around my clade. that 2hiit ii2 /damagiing/ and they have /enough/ pre22ure two hiide iit and pretend they're fiine a2 ii2.

caesuraeaesthetic alright -- heres howw i saww it at the time 0) you mention death is rough 1) i say i wwont talk about it 2) you condescendinly jump dowwn my throat 3) i repeat the part wwhere im gonna be careful, an start bein an asshole back absolutely none of this in any wway effects me bein careful about shit that matters wwhen i knoww it matters. theres highbloods here that wwant shit to go back to the old wways, an hate evvery reform my ancestor indirectly enabled, an theyre the ones that wwent after my face. not the rebels that wwant More change. trust me, thats not my aesthetic.

deterministpalindrome alriight fiine ii mii2read your iintentiion2. that doe2n't change the fact that your language wa2 fuckiing awful and you were a conde2cendiing twiit way before ii 2uppo2edly wa2

caesuraeaesthetic oh i dont think i wwas first, but otherwwise yeah

deterministpalindrome when exactly do you con2iider me beiing conde2cendiing two 2tart

caesuraeaesthetic either "he ha2n’t told me and ii haven’t a2ked. dyiing ii2 an awful viiolatiing per2onal agony and iif he doe2n’t wanna talk about iit ii re2pect that." or "good. a lotta people around here have diied and 2ome of u2 are fiine talkiing about iit but a lotta u2 aren’t 2o treat iit liike a deliicate 2ubject yeah? ‘cau2e iit iit."

deterministpalindrome 2quiint2 iif tho2e are conde2cendiing my entiire way of /2peakiing/ ii2 two you ii wa2 beiing /2eriiou2/ and 2traiight forward 2o there wa2 no room for mii2under2tandiing2 'cau2e tho2e were iimportant topiic2

caesuraeaesthetic sure could be, an i dont think its wworth apologizin ovver.

deterministpalindrome and why have you deciided iit'2 not

caesuraeaesthetic the second one is wwhere i got the wword delicate anywway because thats howw convversations are, its no fun wwithout a bit a bite to it. oh shit, someone wwas an asshole on the internet, somebody call the fuckin fire brigade

deterministpalindrome there'2 a diifference between a 2iituatiion or topiic beiing deliicate and a per2on beiing deliicate. okay defiine beiing an a22hole two me becau2e you keep u2iing iit wrong and ii have no iidea what the 2hiit you're talkiing about

caesuraeaesthetic apparently theres a good explanation on goatse.cx

deterministpalindrome oh wow 2ure got me whoo boy 2uch a 2hame ii haven't been onliine 2iince ii wa2 two ii miight have 2een thii2 comiing

caesuraeaesthetic hey, univverses, there wwas a chance anywway its colloquial fuckin common, wwhat am i supposed to say? its bein rude, its bein an ass its bein anythin less than ~courtly~, on purpose ...wwell no court shit is full a assholes too fuckin, i dont knoww

deterministpalindrome and there iit ii2 there ii2 the diifference. you've got a hiilariiou2ly broad iidea and ii've got a way narrower one. beiing an a22hole ii2 not the 2ame a2 beiing conde2cendiing. the latter'2 way more iintwo 'doe2n't 2ee you a2 2omethiing that matter2' than 'ii2 a diick for fun2iie2'

caesuraeaesthetic so being a dick for funsies is different than bein an asshole i think bein a dick for funsies is a good definition wwhich genital reference is the vvague-enough one here

deterministpalindrome nah beiing an a22hole /ii2/ beiing a diick for fun2iie2. treatiing 2omeone a2 uniimportant diirt that can't know better ii2 iit2 own category about two hundred miile2 deeper iintwo the 'need2 an a22 kiickiing iimmediiately' hole of awful

caesuraeaesthetic i think this is gettin pretty subjectivve

deterministpalindrome 2ubjectiive.

caesuraeaesthetic so in essence -- i misread(?) you, you misread me, bein an asshole on purpose happened, it wwent wworse than it shoulda for any actual distress caused, i apologize. im not That Guy. im A Guy, but not That Guy.

deterministpalindrome yeah ii agree wiith that. ii diid not mean two come acro22 a2 conde2cendiing and ii'm 2tiill not clear on /how/ exactly but ii'm 2orry for iit anyway. ii'm an awful 2hiithead a lotta tiime2 but that wa2n't what ii wa2 tryiing two do. the oppo2iite iin fact ii wa2 tryiing two help 2o you diidn't get iintwo me22e2 and get 2creamed at over iit

caesuraeaesthetic an hey, you did, so kudos an then wwe traded back selfies an noww wwere talkin

deterministpalindrome not how ii u2ually meet people but ii'll take iit

caesuraeaesthetic wwhats the best wway to customise a "my eyes are up here" sign for my current situation im thinkin about paintin an arrow on my face

deterministpalindrome are you lookiing for a legiitiimate an2wer or hiilariiou2 one2

caesuraeaesthetic dealers choice if i gavve a shit i wwouldnt be usin it as a tangent

deterministpalindrome eh iit could've ju2t been the fiir2t thiing you thought of that ju2t 2o happen2 two matter but w/e. legiit an2wer ii2 iidk how gender liine2 are drawn over there iit'2 diifferent iin every tiimeliine but iif you can do the makeup thiing there'2 a hell of a lot you can do two draw attentiion two your eye2 whiile lookiing liike that'2 not why you diid iit per2onally ii can't not 2ugge2t wriitiing '404 hiide not found' riight over iit iin the mo2t notiicable color

caesuraeaesthetic drawwin on limbs so it looks like people fuckin "is it more offensivve, or less?" noww its performance art

deterministpalindrome oo good one though you're gonna have two be ready two fiield a lotta que2tiion2 and al2o have a drawiing of crudely 2criibbled porn on your face all niight

caesuraeaesthetic i imagine the appeal wwill groww

deterministpalindrome iif that'2 your thiing ii'm not gonna judge much out loud

caesuraeaesthetic ha ha ha, fuck. yeah maybe, wwhatevver.

> A lull in conversation for five to ten minutes

caesuraeaesthetic are you sayin its dees thing?

deterministpalindrome ii'm 2ayiing nothiing of the 2ort eiither way becau2e you flounderiing around ii2 way funniier =]

caesuraeaesthetic wwere direct alternates though, so hypothetically, id probably guess right a lot and hypothetically wwed probably be pretty compatible huh neat

deterministpalindrome hypothetiically maybe. but there'2 a hell of a lot of diifference2 between you two.

caesuraeaesthetic oh yeah, definitely.

deterministpalindrome and yeah dee wiill defiiniitely hiit on you. a lot. they're fond of ampora2

caesuraeaesthetic its wweird that that is a thing someone can be into particularly as an ampora that is not an option i wwas prepared for

deterministpalindrome 2o far a2 ii've 2een ampora eiither ab2olutely hate each other or paiir off iintwo quadrant2 or at lea2t make out buddiie2

caesuraeaesthetic sink or swwim huh

deterministpalindrome liike cn and nd are riidiiculou2ly piitch all over the place

caesuraeaesthetic yeah i saww that that is a thing they do

deterministpalindrome yeah they're not exactly 2ubtle about iit ever

caesuraeaesthetic so thats alwways howw they are

deterministpalindrome ii've 2een them iinteract and have normal conver2atiion2 and they are capable of keepiing theiir pant2 fiirmly on but yeah. that'2 how they are. a lot.

caesuraeaesthetic you knoww "capable of keeping their pants firmly on but" is a great description. ill remember that one.

deterministpalindrome you are mo2t defiiniitely welcome

caesuraeaesthetic dees pretty good at ovverpowwerin people in convversations isnt he

deterministpalindrome eheheh yeah they're pretty iinten2e expeciially when they're exciited triick ii2 two let them do theiir thiing and keep doiing your thiing

caesuraeaesthetic takes some focus to get into the swwing a that

deterministpalindrome ii gue22 iit doe2 yeah. ii met them when they were le22 iinten2e 2o ii'm ju2t u2ed two them beiing liike thii2 but iit hone2tly don't take that much pu2h back two manage

caesuraeaesthetic real interestin troll to talk to

deterministpalindrome they are =] but ii bet iit'2 way more 2iince they're 2ort of you ii2h god know2 ii wouldn't take talkiing two my diirect alt2 a2 well a2 you two have

caesuraeaesthetic pff. really?

deterministpalindrome heh. yeah. my alpha2 are probably out there beiing heroiic and iimportant and 2hiit iintead of ge2ture2 at all of me and my faiiled tiimeliine not exactly lookiing forward two beiing 2iized up agaiin2t them

caesuraeaesthetic didnt you unironically describe yourself as a "god of wwar"

deterministpalindrome yeah? cau2e ii am? or wiill be eventually. and?

caesuraeaesthetic and youre wworried about that. wwhat evven are your standards

deterministpalindrome 2orry two bur2t your enormou2 hii2tory wiiggle but war2 are awful and beiing known a2 the dude that gleefully 2laughter2 hii2 way through 2oldiier2 that have no fuckiing chance agaiin2t a p2iioniic god ii2 not exactly the be2t pr move

caesuraeaesthetic so youre wworried about pr? wwhats the scale youre judgin yourself on

deterministpalindrome ii'm worriied about a lot of thiing2 that'2 kiind of my ba2e 2tate rn

caesuraeaesthetic shitty

deterministpalindrome 2hrug. ii love my clade two much not two be. and a2 for 2cale ii would liike two diirect your attentiion two 2aiid clade?? ii'm ba2iically the lu2u2 made of 2tre22 that can put liimb2 back on 2o they can jump back iintwo the fray.

caesuraeaesthetic that is more than a little surreal your clade as bad at sittin still wwhen injured as evveryone else i knoww?

deterministpalindrome mo2t of them need two be phy2iically 2at on

caesuraeaesthetic ...yeah.

deterministpalindrome luckiily there'2 more than ju2t me that get2 worriied and they u2ually end up iin a trollpiile of grub2iitter2 2o iit'2 not that much of an ordeal but yeah. all iit ii2 ii2 however long of complaiiniing and tryiing two fiind loophole2

caesuraeaesthetic a thousand swweeps ago the palace got an indigo doc because the highbloods wwouldnt listen to anybody lowwer. they still dont listen to him, but his lungs are real big an they cant do shit. apparently arlequin ate a phone once wwhen he wwas mad. the number got leaked to the public an signed up for heaps of spam.

deterministpalindrome ...ii am 2omehow not 2urprii2ed

caesuraeaesthetic ... docterrors deal wwith some shit.

deterministpalindrome yeah. yeah. that'2 defiiniitely a thiing ii thiink the weiirde2t ii've had two do ii2 get cactu2 2piine2 out of a bulge

caesuraeaesthetic ...hahahahahaha tryin to imagine the circumstances an failin

deterministpalindrome oh you're never gonna gue22. never iin a miilliion 2weep2 /ii/ barely beliieve iit happened

caesuraeaesthetic they wwere tryin to throww the cactus for distance wwith their bulge

deterministpalindrome nope.

caesuraeaesthetic some hilarious combination a kinks and / or "I fell"

deterministpalindrome not even clo2e

caesuraeaesthetic trying to wwater it

deterministpalindrome nuh uh

caesuraeaesthetic wwere they awware the cactus wwas there, that it wwas a cactus, an did they then proceed to touch them together on purpose

deterministpalindrome ye2 ye2 and ye2 and a bonu2 hiint they got the cactu2 2peciifiically for thii2 iinciident

caesuraeaesthetic oh thats a good bonus so this wwasnt entirely an impulse thing, they had the time to go shopping for this purpose

deterministpalindrome ah ah ah. anon2 and tran2portaliizer2 exii2t over here a2 do god power2

caesuraeaesthetic transportalisers? anons?

deterministpalindrome technologiical teleportatiion 2y2tem. a22hole2 wiith magiic that 2how up iin iinboxe2 and do 2hiit two people for teh lulz

caesuraeaesthetic somebody mentioned the transportalisers in passin once i think. howw hard is it to get your hands on somethin like that? ...an howw bad do anons get?

deterministpalindrome depend2 on how you go about tryiing two get one and who from and why. anon2... 2ometiime2 they're helpful. 2ometiime2 iit'2 fun. ...a lot of tiime they ju2t liike fuckiing wiith people 2o iit can get pretty bad. my wor2t wa2 gettiing body 2wapped wiith my mate2priit whiich 2ound2 great untiil you realiize the phy2iical pan ii2 iinvolved two and then have iit go for more than a periigee iit wa2 ba2iically hell at the end of iit.

caesuraeaesthetic ... Is your mate a Karkat?

deterministpalindrome yeah he ii2. and he got all my 2hiit two

caesuraeaesthetic im imaginin

deterministpalindrome quad2 got weiird two e2peciially the pale one2

caesuraeaesthetic wwhy the pale ones specifically

deterministpalindrome cau2e iif kk'2 moiiraiil went two hiim he 2melled and hugged and all that 2hiit wrong and iif he went two the one that /did/ everythiing riight... ii'm not hii2 moiiraiil

caesuraeaesthetic ugh

deterministpalindrome yep all that for more than a periigee

caesuraeaesthetic thats concernin.

deterministpalindrome ju2t a biit yeah they al2o do 2hiit liike draggiing iin future or pa2t ver2iion2 of people diirect alternate2 from other place2 2hape2hiiftiing ca2te 2hiiftiing that 2priitiing bull2hiit that happened/ii2 happeniing and 2ometiime2 they proviide giift2 of variiou2 kiind2 2ome good 2ome bad 2ome wtf

caesuraeaesthetic ivve been wwatchin the sprite... Thing i saw a casteshifted picture. it sounds like a real mixed bag. if i wwanted a transport pad or plans to make one, wwhere wwould i go?

deterministpalindrome wa2 iit from an anon or from a 2huffled tiimeliine

caesuraeaesthetic i dont knoww, it wwas a green nadaya.

deterministpalindrome oh that. nah that wa2 magiic 2hiit.

caesuraeaesthetic there seems to be a vvariety

deterministpalindrome yeah the multiiver2e ii2 a fuckiing weiirda22 place pro2: you can get help from a biilliion place2 and fiind amaziing people con2: all thii2 fuckiing 2hiit

caesuraeaesthetic heady mix

deterministpalindrome yeah a biit. ii thiink iit'2 worth iit but then agaiin ii wouldn't exii2t anymore iif ii hadn't found tumblr and ii wouldn't be aliive wiithout my clade 2o

caesuraeaesthetic apparently my univverse wwouldnt if someone hadnt so

deterministpalindrome exactly. iit come2 wiith iit2 faiir 2hare of perk2. but you ju2t gotta watch out for the bad 2hiit. but tran2portaliizer2. mo2t tiimeliine2 have them and iit variie2 how ea2y iit ii2 two acquiire them 2o a lot won't ju2t hand one over. al2o the plan2 miight fuck up your current technologiical arc. per2onally ii'd talk two my artiifex fiir2t he'd be iin a better 2pot two fiigure iit out beiing a doom god and all that

caesuraeaesthetic wwho cares about technological arcs wwhen you can havve teleporters ill ask him thanks

deterministpalindrome people who care about doomiing tiimeliine2 /agaiin/? and people who're gonna a2k way two many que2tiion2 about where thii2 unnatural jump iin technology came from??

caesuraeaesthetic okay but wwe already got undoomed once, youre makin it sound like doin anythin at all makes doom pop outta the bushes like a cheap fright holiday scare thats no wway to livve also no one wwould fuckin notice, id hand it off to bee, hes supposed to make tech jump a million fuckin miles an if the thing he gets best knowwn for among all his achievvements is somethin i handed to him itll piss the shit outta him forevver

deterministpalindrome generally 2peakiing people are 2o fucked that they end up doomed aren't u2ually eager two try agaiin e2peciially 2iince you can't undoom /your2elf/ and have two rely on the mercy of other2 who wiill get tiired of doiing iit over and over agaiin /for your entiire tiimeliine and iit2 populatiion/ and you are an egotii2tiical jacka22

caesuraeaesthetic if i see opportunity i seize it

deterministpalindrome no one'2 gonna hand you one or the plan2 two one 2o you can piitchfliirt wiith 2omeone

caesuraeaesthetic you wwerent gonna hand me one anywway an bees already taken so wwhats it matter

deterministpalindrome ah but you forget artiifex ii2 my brother

caesuraeaesthetic come on man

deterministpalindrome and he ha2 major connectiion2 two a hell of a lot of tiimeliine2

caesuraeaesthetic oh, my god come on i just wwant to make life better pissin somebody off wwhile doin it is a side bennie

deterministpalindrome oooor ii could cut thii2 entiirely 2hort by goiing two the /iimperiial/ artiifex and tell hiim not two let you

caesuraeaesthetic orrrrrr you could not you dont evven knoww it wwould doom anythin

deterministpalindrome yeah you wanna make liife better and pii22 2omeone off 2ure fiine but what about the part about 'who care2 iif iit doom2 all of u2' and 'who care2 iif ii jank up the technologiical arc' ? al2o kiind of iimportant poiint2 two thii2 whole debate

caesuraeaesthetic i dont think it wwould doom all of us, an if it did id stop but i think technology is used to gettin a good kick in the pants noww an again an theres nothin wwrong wwith that

deterministpalindrome iif iit diid... you'd /2top/. ...okay ii'll biite /how/ and /what/ would you 2top

caesuraeaesthetic if somebody told me "yes, 100%, i havve proof this is definitely a doom thing an not just paranoia" id stop askin about them. but if its ifs an guesswwork? the benefits are pretty big. technology is good an important an it fuels one hell of a lot of advvances

deterministpalindrome ii'm quadded two a tiime player that ii could a2k a favor from who would know for 2ure but you're probably not goiing two enjoy her fiiguriing iit out no matter whiich way iit went

caesuraeaesthetic an since the empires retoolin to actually populate the conquered planets instant transport could be big wwhy not

deterministpalindrome becau2e 2he'2 /my/ topleaf. you don't 2tand a chance.

caesuraeaesthetic you knoww, youre literally the only person on here i get into fights like this wwith. im pretty sure its you specifically

deterministpalindrome and /you're/ the only one on here ii get iintwo fiight2 liike thii2 wiith 2o maybe iit'2 /you/ and 2eeiing a2 ii have a biigger data 2et ii'm gonna go wiith yeah probably riight

caesuraeaesthetic wwhat a troublin happenstance

deterministpalindrome for you maybe. ii've dealt wiith aa for 2weep2 and ii tru2t her. you're goiing two get cold cocked repeatedly. and fyii ii am one hundred percent gonna a2k her for a recap

caesuraeaesthetic unless a course i get along wwith her better than you

deterministpalindrome ahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha

caesuraeaesthetic im a pretty charmin guy

deterministpalindrome ii'm goiing two crack my fuckiing riib2 oh my /god/

caesuraeaesthetic an so my vvengeance is complete

deterministpalindrome your vengeance for what exactly? hurtiing your feeliing2 by 2ayiing ii'd 2top you from murderiing every 2iingle per2on iin your tiimeliine 2o your ego can get 2troked?

caesuraeaesthetic i think this is another thin wwhere youre assumin that just because i dont hop around goin oh me oh my that im not takin safety concerns at all first you tell me to talk to artifex then you tell me youll try an stop me from talkin to artifex then you wwant me to meet your auspistice

deterministpalindrome fiir2t ii thought you were wonderiing for per2onal u2e or 2/t 2o ii told you two go two the local doom god two 2ee how bad thii2'd fuck thiing2 up. then ii 2aiid ii wa2 gonna tell artiifex that you're actually lookiing for one two jack your entiire tiimeliine'2 technologiical land2cape iin another diirectiion mo2tly for ego poiint2 'cau2e you're 2ure a2 fuck not gonna tell /hiim/ when you a2k. and then when you 2tarted 2ay ca2ually 2hiit about doomiing your entiire tiimeliine and how that wa2n't that biig a deal ii 2aiid ii'd tell the iimperiial artiifex 2o he could po22iibly 2top you from jumpiing wiithout /actually con2iideriing/ all the con2equence2. and /then/ you a2ked for proof that iit'd doom thiing2 2o ii offered a tiime player who happen2 two be my au2piictiice two come over there and 2ee warniing that 2he'2 gonna take your ca2ual dii2regard for doomiing everyone wor2e than ii am and 2he'2 not gonna ea2e up on riippiing iintwo you about iit becau2e of a liittle 'charmiing' or whatever you were gonna do. and now you're turniing thii2 all on me liike ii'm the unrea2onable one.

caesuraeaesthetic okay that sounds more reasonable but it still assumes the transporters wwould doom things

deterministpalindrome a2 2omeone who'2 2uffered through beiing doomed? for three 2weep2? yeah ii'm u2ually erriing on the 2iide of cautiion for blatantly large change2 liike that. iit'2 one thiing two giive one guy or a group of guy2 a thiing two u2e or iin2piire 2omeone wiith an iidea about 2omethiing that exii2t2 el2ewhere tho2e are liittle nudge2 and 2hiit. low iimpact. deliiberately draggiing your tiimeliine'2 progre22 off the raiil2 and off iin an entiirely diifferent diirectiion? do you realiize how many thiing2 that /change2/? and ii'm ju2t a 2hiit that hate2 tiime 2hiit my lii2t wiill be a /fractiion/ of what wiill actually change

caesuraeaesthetic ivve already asked bee to make somethin once thats probably goin to revvolutionize strife specibi empire-wwide, does it really matter that much if the inspiration comes from outside the univverse or inside people do shit constantly an there is no wway a tellin wwhats important

deterministpalindrome iin2piiratiion ii2 diifferent than handiing 2omeone the complete plan2 two 2omethiing more advanced than current technologiical level2 and the more you try two ju2tiify thii2 the deeper you're diiggiing your own corp2e diitch ii hope you know

caesuraeaesthetic you alwways say that but yeah okay

deterministpalindrome maybe becau2e you're really really good at diiggiing your own corp2e diitch

caesuraeaesthetic technically speakin isnt evven talkin to me a dangerous influence from beyond?

deterministpalindrome yeah iit ii2 and notiice how ii haven't told you anythiing that ma22iively affect2 your tiimeliine. that'2 on purpo2e you know. compare contra2t ii2 one thiing but there'2 a 2hiitton of thiing2 ii know that 2hariing wiith the wrong people could blow tiimeliine2 apart 2ame wiith you e2peciially 2iince pa2t (two you) iimperiial artiifex ii2 riight there

caesuraeaesthetic youre immediately makin me curious wwhat they are youre sayin tellin past artifex shit could fuck things up

deterministpalindrome ii made the game that de2troyed my alterniia. ii could ea2iily giive you the code 2o your tiimeliine could play iit. you're obviiou2ly compatiible but you would've played iit at 2iix iif you were 2uppo2ed two 2o all that'd do ii2 kii22 your tiimeliine goodbye and po22iibly miine a2 well.

caesuraeaesthetic eww fuck you id delete it i already got wwarned about that thing.

deterministpalindrome good lord ii'm not /actually/ goiing two ii had two liive through the damn thiing you thiink ii want two iinfliict that on 2omeone?? but that'2 one of the thiing2 ii'm p damn 2ure could kiill tiimeliine2 iif ii to22ed iit around carele22ly 2o beyond per2onal biia2 agaiin2t iit ii'm kiind of fuckiing careful wiith iit iit'd ba2iically take a tiime player telliing me ii have two two get me two cough iit up

caesuraeaesthetic i mean yeah that makes sense as a thing thatd fuck up a timeline thats a bit fuckin more drastic than teleportation though.

deterministpalindrome ii2 iit? giiftiing your entiire tiimeliine wiith the abiiliity two at wiill move from place two place and acro22 the multiiver2e that'2 not dra2tiic and that'2 not the complete u2e of tran2portaliizer2 eiither my tiimeliine u2ed them two warp 2hiip2 from poiint a two poiint b though ii'm not 2ure how you'd manage wiithout 2tellar grade power 2ource2 ii've managed two fiigure out 2ome other bull2hiit that'2 on the do not tell lii2t two and of cour2e there'2 all the thiing2 your tiimeliine could jump two wiith the iinternal technology a2 well

caesuraeaesthetic im still iffy on wwhat makes things doomed or not doomed, but i can see howw itd be a big change.

deterministpalindrome ii don't know the exact2 eiither but there'2 2hiit that'2 obviiou2ly hiigher rii2k than other thiing2

caesuraeaesthetic "obvviously"?

deterministpalindrome the huge dra2tiic change thiing

caesuraeaesthetic ugh, alright. but if big drastic changes cause doomin then obvvvvviously all i should do for my entire life is sit back an take up knittin except if i do that cause a advvice like this, thats a big change too im goin to change the wworld one wway or another, wwith outside resources or wwithout.

deterministpalindrome are ampora capable of turniing off the dramatiic2 ever? liike ii2 iit po22iible for them two do 2omethiing iin moderatiion? ii've alway2 wondered iif they'd explode or not

caesuraeaesthetic im goin wwith no

deterministpalindrome long 2ufferiing 2iigh you know thii2 ii2n't that diiffiicult a concept two wrap your head around iif you 2top whiiniing about not gettiing what you want

caesuraeaesthetic the parts wwhere you assume things because you dont Knoww are the parts that bother me

deterministpalindrome and the part where ii have two keep grub2iittiing 2omeone who'2 not even iin my clade bother2 me two but here we are anyway ii2n't liife funny liike that. be2iide2 ii'm makiing educated gue22e2 tyvm. unle22 you were talkiing about that la2t thiing where ii wa2n't even tryiing for accurate and wa2 iin2tead mockiing your runniing two the fence2 bull2hiit.

caesuraeaesthetic i didnt exactly ask you to grubsit

deterministpalindrome no you diidn't but you're an iidiiot a lot and ii don't 2ee anyone from your tiimeliine 2teppiing up two 2top you 2o

caesuraeaesthetic oh sure 'eridan expresses interest in super tech that is apparently common a lotta places', big idiot movve there

deterministpalindrome 'eriidan ii2n't conviinced doomiing ii2 a biig deal' would be the iidiiot move geniiu2

caesuraeaesthetic i nevver Said that an i knoww its a big deal

deterministpalindrome ii would've al2o accepted 'eriidan thiink2 doomiing everyone ii2 an okay rii2k two one uppiing 2omeone and gettiing ego poiint2'

caesuraeaesthetic i havve no reason to believve that goin after neat tech is any more likely to ~doom the univverse~ than me existin, me not existin, the vvisitors from other timelines existin as people wwho hang out here, or anythin else wwhat makes time fuck up do you evven knoww wwhy my branch isnt doomed

deterministpalindrome probably becau2e there'2 a ver2iion of the iimperiial artiifex hangiing around

caesuraeaesthetic the answwer ivve heard has somethin to do wwith a guy called tarrat

deterministpalindrome and he deciided you fuck2 were worth iinve2tiing /that/ much energy two could've been hiim he'2 got a copy of the program two. but agaiin a hell of an iinve2tment.

caesuraeaesthetic and once that shit gets done its fragile an easy to undo by accident?

deterministpalindrome a2 far a2 ii know from the undoomed fuck2 runniing around here iit get2 re2et two the 2ame level2 a2 everyone/thiing el2e unle22 there ha2 two be 2omethiing con2tantly runniing two keep you fuck2 viiable whiich tbh 2ound2 liike a horriible iidea no matter whiich way you 2liice iit

caesuraeaesthetic ugh.

deterministpalindrome 2orry that the multiiver2e doe2n't work the way you want iit two and ii'm not ju2t beiing mean and 2qua2hiing your plan2 for ???? ii have no iidea what you thiink my motiivatiion here ii2

caesuraeaesthetic howw should i knoww?

deterministpalindrome well 2eeiing a2 that'd be your thought and ii am not a miind reader iit ii2 way more liikely that you would know what you thought iit wa2.

caesuraeaesthetic youre sollux you think bein a quote "god a wwar" isnt interestin your life sucked an you dig the shit outta dee you are a damn mystery im just rollin wwith it

deterministpalindrome ...that'2 a new one.

caesuraeaesthetic wwhich bit

deterministpalindrome the my2tery part ii mean ii don't liiveblog every 2iingle thought ii have but ii'm not exactly a pokerfaced vault 2o ii'm ju2t how diid that happen

caesuraeaesthetic i blame you i think

deterministpalindrome no 2urprii2e there

caesuraeaesthetic shocking no one

deterministpalindrome what would you want cleared up iif you could? anythiing? not promii2iing two but ii'm curiiou2

caesuraeaesthetic i just dont knoww wwhat sets you off yet, howw you operate but thats a personal question an a subjectivve one anythin wworth askin that i can think a, ivve been askin

deterministpalindrome weiird way of puttiing that but alriight ii get that

caesuraeaesthetic almost like im from some wweird parallel univverse or somethin

deterministpalindrome oh yeah that'2 def the rea2on 2ure

caesuraeaesthetic so wwhatd i say wweird this time

deterministpalindrome liike. all of iit? ii mean iin part2 iit make2 2en2e but all 2quii2hed twogether iit'2 all... detatched and formal and iidk liike you're 2ome analy2t or 2/t? and ii'm 2tiill not 2ure where 2ubjectiive come2 from ii get iit but iit'2 weiirdly phra2ed out of nowhere iidk

caesuraeaesthetic so you ask a scholar to actually think about it an analyse you an get surprised wwhen it sounds analytical

deterministpalindrome ii diidn't realiize iit wa2 that 2eriiou2 a que2tiion then ii gue22

caesuraeaesthetic wwell alright then lemme put it another wway usually i just chill. i roll wwith things, see wwhere a convversation takes me. if i think of a specific question, i ask it, unless i havve a direct reason not to the back a my pans wworkin on the mystery that is you, but id havve to stop, concentrate, an think solidly to get anythin outta it that aint come out already i stopped to think about that invvitation, to see if there wwere any questions, an it made my response come out different ...does that make sense?

deterministpalindrome iit doe2 yeah 2tiill thiink iit'2 kiinda weiird but ii get iit

caesuraeaesthetic wwell at least it wwasnt grubsittinly offensivve this time

deterministpalindrome iit'2 a chrii2tma2 miiracle thank2 though. for explaiiniing

caesuraeaesthetic sure i tried to send a gif and it didnt wwork mind if i keep tryin evven though the moments gone?

deterministpalindrome eheh 2ure

caesuraeaesthetic

fuckin There

deterministpalindrome oh my god iit'2 beautiiful ty

caesuraeaesthetic i like to think of myself as an artist like that hittin enter just right

deterministpalindrome iit'2 an underappreciiated talent iin thii2 niight and age iit'2 2uch a 2hame

caesuraeaesthetic someday ill revvivve the art an then i can tell evveryone i wwas doin it before it wwas cool

deterministpalindrome pfft

#caesuraeaesthetic #posted ooc #gif #this is such a long log jesus guys #how do you manage to talk about this many topics #why do you get along so well #baffles

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