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Had the weirdest experience prepping a euro mount today.
The deer was completely missing an eye!
TW: mild descriptive gore
There was absolutely no indication that it was gone, or what happened to it. There wasnât any damage to the skin or the skull/socket itself, and there was no sign of parasites or insect activity. I didnât even notice the eye was missing until I was skinning it!
But there also wasnât any blood or scar tissue inside the socket to indicate either a new or old injury.
It was a completely clean socket, save for exposed veins that feed blood to the eye that shouldâve been there.
It saves me some work, but it is a head scratcher.
#the remaining eye was larger than usual too#other than that itâs a normal whitetail#shame itâs a euro and not a shoulder mount#wouldâve been cool to have a one eyed buck#anyway#taxidermy#vulture culture#oddities#taxidermist#bone cleaning#deer talks#cw dead animal#tw animal death#tw dead animal#cw animal death#european mount#Iâd post a pic but I really donât want to post raw stuff on here#tryin to keep this blog E for everyone
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AAAAAAHHHHH IS THAT ALESSIO 1311!?!?!? HE'S HERE EVERYONE IT'S HAPPENING !!!!! HE'S JUST SOOOOOO AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!! I TOOK DOWN A WALL WITH MY BARE HANDS. 6'7 TOO?!?!? IM TRYIN TO CLIMB HIM LIKE JACK DID TO THE BEANSTALK!!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!! I CAN TREAT HIM RIGHT I SWEAR !! HE MIGHT BE WANTED IN 72 COUNTRIES BUT HEY THATS JUST A LITTLE RED FLAG! WE CAN GET PAST IT!:DDDD what I'm tryin to say is I'm tryin to fu- I'm also trying to take him out on cute dated!:( AND EVEN THOUGH I'M HUMAN I'LL STILL KEEP KNOCKIN ON HIS DOOR WITH A BOUQUET OF FLOWERS! And one for Jingyi too ofc!!:D (Also would he be in a relationship with human reader even though he hates humans!?!) Like wdym why is this the 3rd time I knocked on your door this week? I'm trying to prove my love of course!!!:D oh and since he players guitar he must be good with his fingers!!! *twitches*
At this point I'm not gonna have any more walls to scratch up anymore. CAUSE WHAT DO YOU MEAN 9948E YIZE AND 209 HAITAO SLUT SHAMING?!?!?! MENG YAO AND RISHIMIA!?!?! MY DREAMS ARE NO LONGER DREAMS!!! M-M-M-MOMMIES!!!! I'M GETTING RABID RRRAAAAAAAHHHH!!!
You guys have a mushroom voice for me!?!?:0 I'M GIGGLIN AND KICKIN MY FEET !!!! AND HIS INTRO IS SO GOOD!!! ANOTHER AMAZING POST YOU GUYS HAVE DONE!!! My jaw has been dropped !!!!
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âč ÛȘ àŁȘ ᄫᥠYEESSSS THAT IS ALESSIO 1311 HE IS SOMETHING ELSE ENTIRELY ZIZIXIXK NO BECAUSE WHAT IS THIS MAN ON. RED FLAG??? GOOD THING WE'RE COLOUR BLIND EHđ??
ALSO I think if you found your way into the supernatural sector and knocked on his door as a HUMAN he'd actually be impressed because how'd you get past his defences sooooo you might just have sparked his interest đïž
and he is v e r y good with his fingers. has experience and all ykykyk
on canon note though â alessio wouldn't date a human reader because he is absolutely against them so I'm so sorry everyone đ GOOD THING HE'S FICTIONAL :DD
AND YES YIZE 9948E AND HAITAO 209, AND YES YES ALSO THE MOMMIES OF THIS BLOG - JUST AAAAHHH AAAAAAAHHH THEY'RE SOO
yes we have a mushroom voice for you!! you're very special to us đ„ș AND WE'RE GLAD YOU'RE LIKING THE INTRO POSTS WE'RE CRANKING THEM OUT AS FAST AS POSSIBLE đê±
#âč ÛȘ àŁȘ ᄫᥠcookie jar â đ anon ê±#terato#enigma oc#mercenary oc#rockstar oc#original character x reader#alessio 1311#asterism
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hello lovebird âđâš (i know you're probably sleeping as i write this since it is currently 22:03 on my end haha,, apologies!!) as i always do, i hope your day was good, and if it's not, i hope i can make you smile today đ (1/7)
"today was a little rough for me, so rather than talking about that, there was something else i'd like to discuss (don't worry, it's not bad!!) just like you, i really have no idea of how to properly respond to this,, i wasn't at all expecting one of my closest friends to hop on anon and spill out my cherished moments like that (not that i'm complaining, there was nothing too unnerving mentioned!), let alone that it would get such a positive response,, (2/7)
i just wanted you to know that you really did cheer me up today,, i'm honestly surprised that you seem to care for me this much considering that i'm just another random person on the internet after all,, but it feels very very nice, and i care for you just the same đđđ (3/7)
really though, it absolutely blows my mind to see that you and everyone else think of me so highly, never in my wildest dreams could i think of myself in such a way, i am unfathomably flattered!! you truly surprise me in the greatest ways, and no matter how much you downplay your greatness, i admire you just the same đ (4/7)
i'm super glad that over this short time we've really grown close, going on your page and sending in my stupid letters is the highlight of my every day,, it's lovely to have something to genuinely look forward to in the midst of such a deep depressive episode, kind of like an anchor for me đ (5/7)
oh, and do not fret my dear, my ex has been long gone,, i'll just sugarcoat this by saying that he did quite traumatizing things,, my friends even said that they could be criminal,, but i have no idea, i've never been good with that stuff đ
i am so flustered that you and the clown army want to deal with him, ahh that made me blush quite a bit!! but in all seriousness my darling, you amaze me, and you don't give yourself enough credit for how amazing you truly are in my eyes (6/7)
in summary, i do not deserve you at all amore đ i hope to be back tomorrow with some more happy content, and i can't wait until i finally get the free time to DM you again đ« - đđČđœđ± đ”đžđżđź đŻđ»đžđ¶ đœđ±đź đ¶đžđžđ· đȘđ·đ đ«đȘđŹđŽ, đđžđŸđ» đȘđđžđ»đČđ·đ° đđȘđČđŻđŸ xoxo đđđ ps: you're always welcome to use me as a pillow my dear đ (7/7)"
D e a rđż u say i shouldnt downplay my own qualities but im over here reading all of this like b r u h bc....u really are wig snatching and ur friend merely confirmed that fact further by delivering such amazing content to usđłđłđł it was a damn blessing reading all of that and it only convinces us even more that ur prob a deity in disguise or smth hdjfj
On another note, its unfortunate ur going thru hard times rn (and so am i but talking to u really is a highlight of an usually boring and lowly day) and i can only hope to keep raising ur spirits again and again with my blog and responsesđâïžAnd tbh i wasnt expecting this entire thing to grow so deep in such a short time either but i couldnt be more glad i mean we do b polar opposites but does that mean it stops us from absolutely V I B I N G? Not at allđ©đ©đ©đ©đ©
Also one more thing: although im extremely relieved to hear ur ex is long gone and hasnt been tryin to start bs it still angered me (and my followers too) to hear what happened bc we just cant comprehend how someone could treat such a kind hearted person like urself in such waysđ€ĄđȘ he really do b deserving the capital punishment N G L
And u really are smooth ur friend wasnt lying skskkdsk good thing i have a quality pillow 25/8 now that u urself mentioned đïžđïž
#the confessional#although im not extremely thiccy i lift and work out therefore u can use me as a pillow too#haha jk u n l e s s?
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Hannibal - Ep1 - Reaction
Okay, so this is starting because of @quartermastercandlestickmakerâ and @todorokisroseâ [yes, yâall both gettinâ tagged in the annoouncement and this one. I need to be clear on who is causing my suffering.]
Iâm here in this hole now. This dark pit.
This is not a live-blogging of my watch, but I am writing this live. So, writing live posting later. If that makes sense. Iâll have one post per episode and after Iâll compile them all into a master list.
Spoilers ahead.
What a grand opening my dudes. Thrilling music. Heâs got that âhe fucked upâ face going on. WAIT NO HEâS SHERLOCKING THE SHIT. OH COOL. NO WONDER I SAW SOOME FANART OF THEM BEING BFFS. Oh, I like this. Weird effects flex but I dig it.Ooooooooooo I was not expecting that voice. IS THIS WHERE THE âTHIS IS MY DESIGNâ SHIT CAME FROM WHAT THE FUCK Have I known this more than I thought.
Also low-key bitch *looks* like a psychopath no wonder what is gonna happen happens. Oh rip Mrs. Marlow ;;~;; that was a hard change bro.
I donât wanna think about ---
BITCH THIS *IS* WHERE THE THIS IS MY DESIGN SHIT CAME FROM OH M Y G O D
Also Laurence Fishbourne god bless I love him.
Itâs difficult for me to be social too, fam. LAURANCE WHY DID YOU FIX HIS GLASSES THAT WAS SO WE IR D???? Also bro same I love you, Will Graham, you funky little sociopath.
âEvery girl is a candy barâ mhm okay thanks for that. Will and this sociable thing is really fucking me bro minus the serial killer obsession/profession/vibe.
Laurence Fishbourne is an amazing actor but Iâm also digging the dude playing Will (srry names are my weakness so his name is Will.)
Oooooo booi. I recognize Katz from fanart sheâs a popular one right. But weâre going upstairs.
Iâm so worried about opening the door
Oh
Oh
Oh no
He knew
This bitch been knew
Holy shit
I like the whole thing with eye contact. Iâve seen the gif where itâs mentioned but I like how itâs subtle and not overly emphasized so far. Oh weâre flashing back again. Poor Elise. Itâs a super interesting story technique using him as the killer. Also damn bitch âyou unstableâ youâre such a nosy bitch how were you interrupted when you were asked not to enter
Now everyone is here
Antlers promote healing mhm okay
I wanna hug him but I also donât want to make him uncomfortable with contact. IS HE STOPPING FOR A DOG OH ,Y HO GOD. IâD DIE FOR THIS MAN. IâD DIE FOR THIS MAN. HE STOPPED FOR A DOG. HEWENT BACK FOR THE DOG OMGH THIS MAN THIS MAN IS,,,,, he adopted a fucking stray dog. This man is lovely. I love this man. This -- HE DOES IT TO MULTIPLE DOOGS OH MY GOD I WANNA MARRY HIM ANDHAVE WINSTON AND EVERYBODY AND OMOG HEâS SUCH A LOVELY STRANGE CREATURE.
Where are we now. In a dream state? OH SHIT WE ARE THATâS A BODY AND A HEARTBEAT IN MY EAR WHAT THE FUCK ahhhh fun nightmares I love it. Oh shit the towels. Bro. There are quite a few visuals happening.
âUSE THE LADIES ROOMâ dafsjhg
Stop yelling at him ;;~;;
Woah  this is a lot to unpack in this scene you can see Will like slipping omg. Itâss almost unsettling him not having eye contact but like I know the reason for it and therefore itâs just impressive acting and not like unsettling of the actor to do that if that makes sense? I really am impressed by that level of commitment to not have a âlook at the cameraâ to keep showing how he wonât look at other people.
Ooo this is one of the lady psych talkers which is like on the Graham side while the blonde one is for Hannibal, right even tho Hannibal is a brain doc. ALANA thatâs her name and that might be how you spell it. She doesnât want him out there but Laurence needs  her to be his back  up. (Oh, his name is Jack.) JACK DONT MAKE PROMISES WILL CAN AND WILL GET CLOSE.
WHAT THE FUCK Â IS THIS SHOW WHAT THE HELL ARE THOSE SHADWS AND THE ANTLERS PIERCING HER OH MY GOD WHAT THE SHIT IS THIS SHOW I THOUGHT THE VISUALS I HAD SEEN IN FAN ART WAS JUST LIKE FANON Â IMPOSED OMOG âSOMETHING WRONG WITH Â THE MEATâ O G M OOG HEâS EATING THEM FUCK
Is this
Is this my bitch
MY BITCH MADS OH MY GOD.
I love him. Heâs so unconventionally handsome. He looks like heâd kill and eat me but Iâd thank him for it, yanno? Oops.
No nonsense MM handing this crying man some tissues I love it. âI hate being this neuroticâ omg the mood also Hannibalâs glance to the tissue is fucking amazing??? V Subtle Acting /cries in beauty
Franklyn, the lion isnât in the room boy (just discovered I might wanna put subtitles on but theyâre not working so rip)
Frankie boy got so scared by that comment thanks, Dr. Lector.
Mhm no secretary thatâs,,, suspicious,,,, âsad to see her goâ mhm okay sure Jan
Oh this bitch does draw oh my god john hopkins internship and all. Laurence is impressed and Mads is âmhm are you gonna try somethingâ sdajkfgh A LAYMAN DAMN aww heâs like âoomg youâre so amazing dr. mr. sirâ
OH THEYâRE IN THE SAME ROOM HERE WE GO BBY
FUCKKK IT BEGINS
SORRY HEâS GIVING THE WHOLE DOWNLOW
âAssociations come quickly-â âso do fortsâ
QEFJWahgrsdfdkq WHAT THE FUCK
THIS IS LITERAL THE FIRST DAMN CONVERSATION HE HAS WITH HIM. I KNEW THE CONVERSATION ABOUT EYE CONTACT WAS ONE OF THEIR FIRST, BUT THIS IS THE LITERAL FIRST WITH THE ADDED BONUS OF HE ACTUALLY MAKES E Y E C O N T A C T OOMGGG??!?!?!?!
Oh ;;~;; âYOU WONT LIKE ME WHEN IâM PSYCHOANAYLYZEDâ im this is very flirtatious als jack youâre like br  o
So heâs the King of Empathy. Heâs,,, helping Will see his own face,,, mhm,,,,, what does that say about you, Dr. Lector?
Heâs mocking where he was apologetic is this maybe noT
FJAGUDIS
SHIT THOSE ARE LUNGS
OH
âHE HAS A DAUGHTER SAME AGEâ O H B O Â Y THATâS UH DADDY HAS SOME ISSUES WITH BABY LEAVING HOME
Also this is a copy cat dklafjsghjfd OH DAMN THAT SNAP BACK ABOUT DR. LECTOR FFUCKK MAN.
Also,, I Â can see why this show,, caused issues,,, a man should not look handsome while eating fucking lungs.
More visions I cannot even
What does this
What the hell is this
Dr. Lector showing up at his house o h .
IS HE FEEDING HIM FUCKING LUNGS BITCH OH MY GD ON A FIRST DATE???
âGod forbid we become friendlyâ
âI donât find you that interestingâ
This smells,,, like a ship,,, mhm,,,,
Breath will damn breath slow and use the words omg
Mhm ookay âweâre just alikeâ in the first bitâŠ
Uncle Jack sees him as a fine china tea cup. Thatâs hilarious.
âHow do you see me?â says Will.
âThe mongoose I want under the house when the snakes slither by,â replies Hannibal WHILE WILL IS KEEPING EYE CONTACT.
OH MY GOD. MHM. KAY. IM OKAY. THIS IS OKAY.
So is there a reason -- âplain but prettyâ hannibal gives a look -- is there a reason no official officer is accompanying them like????? Theyâre both not??? FBI????
Damn hannibal spilling shit everywhere.
HEâS USING A TISSUE TO PICK UP THE PHONE
TO CALL HIS DAUGHTER
MHMMMM?????????
Wait no heâs calling someone else
Who is this
OH HEâS CALLING GARRETT. OH. wait is he helping other cannibals get away. What the fuck. You canât do that, Hannibal. Is there a fuckking cannibal union yall get together and trrade recipes.
OH NO GARRETT MURDERED HIS WIFE AND KID DIDNT HE OH NO
OH PLEASE NO
Wait weâre back to reality
This back and forth is trippy
Oh
H Â N
OH Â NO
FUCK YU HANNIBAL AND YOUR STUPID FUCKING CANNIBAL CLAN THIS PR WOMAN :(((((((((
I do love how this built up to Hannibal being the cannibal but it was Hobbs. NFIEGSIBFD
HOBBS NO
FUCK HIM UP WILL
(also I guess Will technically is FBI that probably helps lmao)
Oh no
O h n o
Dont whisper at him to see bitch
Oh no
Will
Will itâs
Oh no
>:((((((((((((((((((( hannibal Imma fuck you up
Will honey let someone clean your glasses. Does she survive? I hope the girl survives. The Traitor Cannibal Bitch is going with them. Mhm.
Alana tryinâ to protect him. (Does she like him? I got bad news, babe, heâs gonna fall in love with a man-eater.)
shE SURVIVED??? AND HANNIBAL IS THERE WITH HER???? OMOG??? DOES HE FEEL BAD YET YOU FUCKING BITCH YOU READ THE CANNIBAL WRONG AND HE NEARLY MURDERED HIS FAMILY wait is this chick who everyone calls their daughter oomg??? Is this her????
WHAT WAS THIS SHOW OMG WHAT WAS THIS SHOW
#C's 2020 Hannibal Watch#Hannibal (NBC)#I'm watching this for the first time in 2020 oh my lord#I'm super excited for it#it's very promising#Hannibal spoilers?#do I need to tag for that?#murder husbands#because whoops
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Character Interview : Eyrilona Koelwyn
Tagged by @yshai-tia!! Thank you for the tag â„ Tagging @gildedandgoldenâ @fatesdefyingââ (elspeth, julien, or hythlo?) @celestaux-branchais @twotonedechoesâ (makara, tertius, or garu?) @shards-verseâ / @his-aphelion-ff14
( multi-muse blogs, feel free to do for whoever you have muses for! Also feel free to ignore if youâve done it before/donât want to do it, I understand!! )
âș Name â Â âEyrilona Koelwyn, at yer service!â
âș Are you single â ooc ;;( I multi-ship/multi-verse so... shrug emote? )
âș Are you happy â Â â...oâ course? What sort oâ questions that?â A giggle.
âș Are you angry? â Â âNay?â
âș Are your parents still married â Â âBaen was neâer thâ sort fer Bondinâ Ceremonies. Think Eynhaerzâs thâ only one whose Da is still around.â
NINE FACTS
âș Birth Place â âI âunno. Baen found me out in thâ woods âneath thâ Floatinâ City so... I guess there?â
âș Hair Color â âBlonde!â
âș Eye Color â âGold as UlâDahâs coffers.~â
âș Birthday â Â â31st Sun oâ thâ Third Astral Moon. âs when Baen gave me mâname, at least.â
âș Mood â Â â...Is checkinâ me mood part oâ thâ interview? âm confused.â
âș Gender â âWell clearly âm a sweet ânâ summery Lominsan lass.â
âș Summer or winter â âSummer! âs when thâ Moonfire Faire is!â
âș Morning or afternoon â âEh? Yâmean which I prefer-- Afternoon, I guess. I like sleepinâ in.â
EIGHT THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
âș Are you in love â A faint blush colors her cheeks. The Interviewer will never receive an answer.
âș Do you believe in love at first sight â âAye! Thâ food ânâ stabbers Warboss whips up sometimesâs ânough tâ make a girl swoon!â
âș Who ended your last relationship â âUh... me? I think? âtwas some lad visitinâ from Vesper Bay, anâ I was a younginâ, ainât really anythinâ special.â
âș Have you ever broken someoneâs heart â Â âHells, probably?! Everyoneâs tryinâ tâ cour thâ Warrior oâ Light, anâ âtwas hard ânough just beinâ a pretty lass in Limsa tâ keep blokes out oâ me skirts.â
Alt answer for ship with @bravelyforgetful: âAh... a certain lad asked me if Iâd marry âim. âe was worried âbout sayinâ it, I pushed âim though. But... I, uh, wasnât sure oâ thâ answer at thâ time. âeâ didnât take it well.â Her hands fidget. âWe talked, anâ everythinâs fine now. âeâs ainât allowed near any heights though.â
âș Are you afraid of commitments â âBah. Ainât afraid oâ shite like that.â She totally is.
âș Have you hugged someone within the last week? â She bursts into laughter. âYer better askinâ if âve hugged someone in thâ last bell! âm always hugginâ me friends anâ comrades!â
âș Have you ever had a secret admirer â â...Did ye miss thâ part about blokes in mâskirts in thâ other question or...?â
âș Have you ever broken your own heart? â âMâ own.â She frowns. âNay. âspecially not oâer somethinâ like love.â
SIX CHOICES
âș Love or lust â âWh--!!â A huff. âLove.â
âș Lemonade or iced tea â âTea!â
âș Cats or Dogs â âI like both! Wait--â Squints. âYâ playinâ funny or somethinâ cuz âm a Miqoâte?â
âș A few best friends or many regular friends â âWhaâs wrong with havinâ both? I love all mâcomrades.â
âș Wild night out or romantic night in â Her ears twitch, brows furrowing. âWhaâs a wild night out...? Like... goinâ off anâ cullinâ hunts with someone...?â
âș Day or night â âNight! Love mappinâ thâ stars!â
FIVE HAVE YOU EVERS
âș Been caught sneaking out â âOâ course. Got mâself clouted on thâ ear more times than I can count.â She laughs. ââs a miracle Baen could keep thâ four oâ us all wrangled tâgether. Weâre âorrible influences on each other.â
âș Fallen down/up the stairs â â'm a Miqoâte, I donâ--â Air quotes. ââFall.ââ Yes. She was rather clumsy when she was little.
âș Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? â âAye. Oâ course.â
âș Wanted to disappear â â...whyâd I wanna do that?â She shrugs. âI mean. Sometimes I could use a break from Warrior oâ Light-inâ. But disappear?â
FOUR PREFERENCES
âș Smile or eyes â ââ...what sort oâ question is that? Uh... eyes. I suppose.â
âș Shorter or Taller â âI ainât short! âm tall for me kind!â She huffs and puffs. ââs thâ blokes runninâ âround usinâ me fer an elbow rest that are thâ arses!â
âș Intelligence or Attraction â âYeâve lost me again.â
âș Hook-up or Relationship â A bright blush floods her cheeks. âWh-- why would ye ask me that?!â
FAMILY
âș Do you and your family get along â Â âThrough thick anâ thin! Ye mess with Baenwydaâs pups, ye get thâ whole pack at yer heels!â
âș Would you say you have a âmessed up lifeâ â Her smile is bright and soft. âNever. Baenwyda raised me right. I got mâself great comrades anâ friends. Iâve got tâ sail thâ seas anâ visit distant lands-- Hells, I got tâ go to another world!â
âș Have you ever ran away from home â âBaen always wondered if I ran off from mâ tribe, but otherwise nothinâ comes tâ mind.â
âș Have you ever gotten kicked out â âGot kicked out oâ thâ Drowninâ Wench once tryinâ tâ swipe one oâ Baderonâs fancy swill.â
FRIENDS
âș Do you secretly hate one of your friends â âWhat sort oâ question is that? Oâ course not.â
âș Do you consider all of your friends good friends â âAye!â
âș Who is your best friend â âHow can I pick one?! Thereâs Gobbie anâ Warboss anâ Makara anâ Estinien anâ Bjorn anâ--â Youâve got her prattling on, congratulations.
âș Who knows everything about you â âWaekfolg, proâlly. Poor bird âears all my shite.â She tapped a finger against her chin. âSuppose me family knows almost everythinâ, aside from Waekfolg.â
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sweet crazy love [ pt.1 ]
who?: Wanna Oneâs Ong Seongwoo genre: đžđș type: bullet point - bc fic would be too long so I broke this into smaller parts TW: blood, biting, fights, mention of PTSD, depression and psychiatry, supernatural experimentation - poisonÂ
blog navigator. part one / twoÂ
part two
vamp! AU
experiments donât always work out.... and when they donât, they go to the psychiatristÂ
that sounds dark already ^ it gets better, I promise! please do not read if this is triggering!!! thank you for requesting this anon, aha you asked twice/two anons, so cute sorry Iâm never on here anymore :( this week was rough and next week, I have tests all week until CNY.
- Admin LÂ
disclaimer: pictures used do not belong to me and credit goes to their original owners.Â
everything written here is purely fictional.Â
you never found out why there was always this boy who would glare at you with the most menacing eyes from across the hallÂ
 behind his locker in the hallwayÂ
in the cafeteria Â
across the hall when your paths crossed
from his seat in a classroom, you were merely walking byÂ
his eyes held such fire and flames it seemed like they were going to roast you aliveÂ
sadly, you never got a name or a reasonÂ
all you knew was how his face looked like and he was downright gorgeousÂ
even when he looked like he had -4 hours of sleep every day without fail, with those purple and bruised eye bags forming under his inky black orbsÂ
he always seemed to be thirsty, running his tongue over plump lips, a finger toying with his bottom lip, yearning for a drinkÂ
but you never knew whatÂ
honestly, it did bug you from time to time since he kept glaring but never confronted you on anythingÂ
besides, whenever you moved to talk to him, he would only vanish into thin air, as if he was never there in the first placeÂ
however, he would be seen drinking chocolate milk with his best friends a while laterÂ
you just figured you probably punched his nose in kindergarten, never apologised, he never forgave you and thatâs why he held such a huge grudge against youÂ
he also tried to avoid you at all costs, at least it was good that there were no joint classesÂ
how childish, you often thought. Itâs high school, he should grow up a littleÂ
if he is mad at me, shouldnât he at least try to talk it out instead of just glaring at me all the time? I canât exactly read his damn mindÂ
well,,, he couldÂ
the years wore on like that, as in, you ignoring his icy stares and trying not to be bothered by them. Seongwoo continued to slink in the shadows, keeping a low profileÂ
in fact, he became a prominent factor in your life. Your friends even nicknamed him.Â
you wondered how this mysterious brooding bad boy constantly hung out with Hwang Minhyun, the schoolâs beloved princeÂ
in fact, that guy was the only best friend Minhyun seemed to have from high schoolÂ
you rarely saw that guy at school functions, maybe once or twice at the homecoming game but never at dances or anniversaries. You figured he wasnât one for thoseÂ
Senior year changed a couple of things...
you had a study period in the study hall with him. Curiosity piqued in you
but contrary to your expectations, the mystery boy seemed to dwell in darker ends of the study hall, plugging into his own music and diligently taking his own notes in black inkÂ
he paid no attention to the world around him, absorbed in his textbooksÂ
you started to realise as the days passed, he seemed more beat up than the previous dayÂ
physicallyÂ
the bruises framing his eyes darker and he seemed exhausted of all energy.Â
He wore long-sleeved sweaters, you wondered what he was hidingÂ
your classmate seemed more quiet, sticking only to himself, he seemed more wary of othersÂ
however, that only lasted for a week before he returned to his usual self, chatting with his friends and sipping more strange looking juice boxes that didnât resemble his typical chocolate milk
but who were you to judge? And since when did you ever pay so much attention to detail?Â
were you intrigued by him?Â
you shuddered and spun away, forcing yourself to tune in to other, more relevant thingsÂ
finally, graduation rolled around the corner
Ong SeongwooÂ
you caught his name from the roll call donât judge
he was just too SECRETIVE otherwiseÂ
even with his name, there wasnât much you deduced from the school gossip realmÂ
he just drank peculiar coloured juices to âkeep his skin youthful and preserve his clear skinâÂ
Seongwoo N E V E R left the safety of a building into the sun without slathering on an unholy amount of specialised sunscreenÂ
if he had PE that day, he would bring two different types of nutritional juice and only shares his f&b with MinhyunÂ
no one dared to get close to himÂ
or rather, he was just too problematic to get close toÂ
it appeared he only appreciated his friends he had known since diaper days and that everyone else had to go through a selection to enter his circleÂ
okay so graduationÂ
itâs one of the most exciting days in your life and you couldnât be gladder to graduate with a 4.0GPAÂ
also, youâre determined to fix things with Seongwoo on the very last day of school, might as well right?Â
right after the valedictorianâs - minhyun - speech, you scan the hall to find Seongwoo as the closing speech is given by your principalÂ
heâs there in his seatÂ
the speech ends, youâre out of your chair, moving through the crowd of students throwing caps to where he was seatedÂ
but he isnât there,,, not anymore at leastÂ
the girl beside him said he just took off, along with MinhyunÂ
before you can register what happened, your feet take your along a corridor, maybe down a couple of flights of stairsÂ
right to the old lacrosse locker room which was under construction worksÂ
why the hell would you walk here? you donât even know where it is by memoryÂ
perhaps because you could hear two roaring voices, one calm and collected while the other panicked and ragingÂ
âcalm down, you need to get your shit together Seongwoo. Breathe!â Minhyun instructs, a growl in his toneÂ
pressing an ear against the door, all you hear are strangled cries from SeongwooÂ
you wonder if you should call the policeÂ
âCONTROL YOURSELF SEONGWOO!âÂ
yup, that doesnât sound shady at all
âthe side effects have been getting worse....â you hear Minhyun mutter to himself, a rustle of plastic or paper following suitÂ
the shower runs, someone seems to be spamming the knobs. All grows quiet.
you donât even realise youâre holding your breath until you release it
 nowÂ
you burst into the room, ignoring the red warning tape, ripping it away to fall at your feet. Your phone was already ringing, the police on the other sideÂ
The room was empty, despite all the yelling you heard, making your heart complete somersaults as realisation sets inÂ
were you imagining things?Â
hammers knock nails into your head as you try to comprehend whatever had happenedÂ
thereâs nowhere to hide, yet no other door to escape out of, you canât believe two of your batch mates have just vanished into thin airÂ
choking out a chuckle of disbelief, shaking fingers turn the call off, one hand covers your mouth as you slowly back away from the two graduation gowns and caps were strewn on the floor, blood staining both of themÂ
well...no one knows exactly what happened that day because when the cleaner discovered it, it was too late to identify anyone by thenÂ
only you knew the real answersÂ
but honestly, time wore on and you became much busier in college, whatever happened to your batch mates wasnât your concern anymoreÂ
you just couldnât afford any time to care or ponder about itÂ
yes, you wondered and dreamed about the possibilities but most of your time was spent studying hard, medicine majors canât afford sleepÂ
all you wanted to work as since you were little was a psychiatrist especially since your father was a scientist, specialising in biological sciencesÂ
you wanted to follow in his footsteps and join the scientist lifeÂ
your father often joked that you and him would be the greatest scientists in the world someday, him as a biologist and you as a psychiatristÂ
and that was your real motivation, you genuinely wanted to achieve that seemingly far-fetched dreamÂ
your parents were supportive, your professor sort of favoured you, your college was Ivy League...what else could you want?Â
life was perfectÂ
until one day...a Friday morning, which meant morning coffee and cake run with your roommates
that day, it also meant encountering people you never once thought you would see againÂ
Hwang Minhyun and Ong SeongwooÂ
they clearly didnât resemble the pesky 18-year-olds you remembered but they looked like elegant, poised and well-refined college upperclassmen
certainly, they dressed the partÂ
Minhyun was wearing a sleek black turtleneck sweater paired with camel coloured slacks, draped over his chair was a classy caramel and tartan blend of a Burberry trenchÂ
his coffee was Americano, his shoes embossed with the Louboutin stamp and a pair of thin circular framed spectacles rested on the bridge of his noseÂ
wow
is that really Hwang Minhyun?Â
you kinda saw his style coming anyway lolÂ
but then, is that Ong Seongwoo sitting across from him?Â
Seongwoo had changedÂ
okay he still kept his bad boy, had -2 hours of sleep for 3 decades look but there was a different aura around him nowÂ
he looked...dare you say it, attractively stylishÂ
his dark hair was swept into boyish bangs, just passing his eyebrows, it looked thick and silky.Â
Seongwoo wore an oversized grey flannel which he tucked into dark wash skinny jeans with rips at the knees.
To finish the look, he wore a pair of polished white sneakersÂ
yes, Iâm talking about the look from âBeautifulâ photos mhm
in his grip, was a familiar packet; he still drank the same juice since high schoolÂ
some things just donât change Â
cuteÂ
WAIT NO NOT CUTE REMEMBER HEâS THE BOY WHO HATED YOUR GUTS AND YOU STILL DONâT KNOW WHY
AND HE ALSO MYSTERIOUSLY DISAPPEARED THROUGH THE RENOVATING LOCKER ROOM ON GRADUATION DAYÂ
SHADYÂ
QUICK LOOK AWAY BEFORE HE SEES YOU
hastily, you place your order and join your friends at the table, trying to blend yourself in with the bubbling chatter, a distraction from the two people seated by the windowÂ
...awkward...
mhm but you had really exciting news to break to your friendsÂ
âyouâre awfully quiet today,â your best friend pointed out. âAre you hiding something?âÂ
yesÂ
ânah...I just have news to break to you guys,â you said, trying to seem nonchalantÂ
but it is true that you have amazing news to break!!!Â
âtell us!â your friends chorus excitedly, eager to find outÂ
on the opposite side of the cafe, both Minhyun and Seongwoo have taken notice of your presenceÂ
Minhyun chuckles. âRemember when we were 118, our graduation? You freaking out and succumbing to the side effects? Good times.âÂ
âgood times my ass, I lost my graduation gown and cap!â Seongwoo whines. âMy mum was making a collection of all our graduation gowns. I think sheâs still holding a grudge at me.âÂ
Minhyun cleared his throat and lowered his voice. âYour family still doesnât know about...it...right?âÂ
Seongwoo shakes his head and his friend sighs.Â
âyou know how much I hate it! Why canât you just go to the authorities about this! Itâs putting your life in danger and I hate seeing you hurt all the time!â Minhyun sighs. He pinches the bridge of his nose and takes a long sip of his coffee
Seongwoo wrinkled his nose. âYou know what will happen if I donât show up for even one session. Itâs happened before.âÂ
Seongwoo finds himself tuning into your conversation instead of engaging with his friendÂ
okay letâs be honest, heâs never really liked youÂ
âyou need real help, Seongwoo. You really think drinking all these plasma juice boxes are going to make a difference? Are all these helping you one bit?âÂ
âI canât take blood bags because of the injections you know it,â Seongwoo retorted. He was only half-heartedly paying attention to his friend and he was straining his supernatural hearing to listen to your conversationÂ
âExactly! Stop the process, take real blood so your body can survive and Iâll get help from a psychiatrist. Seongwoo, this can make everything better.âÂ
âIâm going to be an interning at Dr. Imâs clinic!â you announced happily, gaining gasps and congratulations from your friends.Â
huh...good for them. Looks like theyâre following their fatherâs footsteps into science and medicine. Notable.Â
he gave you a side glance, noticing how much more good-looking you had becomeÂ
hmmÂ
Seongwoo felt colour slowing draining from his face. He quickly stabbed a straw into yet another plasma juice boxÂ
was he angry? was he disappointed? was he glad? he didnât know either
perhaps just slightly stupefied, stunned......
he never imagined Doctorâs so-called âworkâ would continue, would ever become anythingÂ
a pair of fangs began to protrude, his temper began to flareÂ
what? how many more of us are they going to take? no, I must stop them
âSeongwoo hellooooooâÂ
I have to protect my family at all costsÂ
âSEONGWOO!â
the impact of Minhyunâs fist on the table made Seongwoo snap out of his angry thoughts. It also caused time to freeze as curious customers peered round to have a glanceÂ
the table now had a small crack forming in its woodÂ
blushing, Minhyun briefly apologised, downed the remainder of his coffee in a shot before grabbing Seongwooâs arm and dragging him outÂ
what a scene, you thought
 deep down you wondered when you would see them nextÂ
probably on campus somewhere,,, but with your new internship and all, you would be increasingly busyÂ
there just wasnât time to think about those kinds of irrelevant subjects
there was no time to waste on thoughts of Ong SeongwooÂ
crazyÂ
Iâm going crazy right nowÂ
week two of the internship was definitely not treating you the bestÂ
sorry, this part may not be so accurateÂ
 all you did for week one was sit at the reception, drop by the lab a couple of times, restock medication and occasionally, bring coffee in for Dr Im
honestly, you wanted to see patients or watch a session but those were all private and personalÂ
it was just you and the medicines for a bit :\Â
suddenly, Dr Im marches into the supply closet, court shoes, sparkling white coat and all. She smiles, handing you a clipboard and a form
âThereâs a new client today coming for consultation. I spoke to him and surprisingly, he agreed to let my dear trainee sit in. As long as you sign this protection of personal data form, youâre welcome to join this time,â she explainsÂ
OH MY GOSHÂ
what youâve always wanted :â)Â
WHY ISNâT IT 8PM YETÂ
why did he have to book the latest time slot what the hell there wasnât anyone in the 5.30pm one how dare you make me wait 12 hoursÂ
but you get yourself a coffee and tell yourself to suck it upÂ
at precisely 8pm, two well-dressed and tall men walk into the posh and pristine officeÂ
you donât realise who it is until you emerge from the medicine storage room just in time to see one of the guys remove his black mask
Ong SeongwooÂ
>:(
luckily, he doesnât seem to notice you yet. He and - supposedly - Minhyun turn in the direction of the waiting areaÂ
they look out of place in their dark coats and masks. Itâs a stark contrast from the white and grey interior, maybe a vase of pinky-white lilies sitting on a counterÂ
or a few paintings of scenery in sand coloured framesÂ
someone like Ong Seongwoo doesnât belong hereÂ
you wonder what problems he could even face.....
the second Seongwoo stepped into the room and sensed your presence, he wanted to turn around and storm right outÂ
getting help was Minhyunâs idea and when he said he knew of a psychiatrist that was fine with the supernatural, he placed his life in Minhyunâs handsÂ
clearly, it was the wrong choice
but he had to keep cool and wait for his best friendâs real intentions to be made clearÂ
his best friend was sacrificing him to Doctor, he had no doubt about that right nowÂ
you were Doctorâs child and also training in the field of science and medicine
...Minhyun had a lot of explaining to do later onÂ
the shock was written all over Seongwooâs face when you sat next to Dr Im during the consult, taking notes and allÂ
so, the intern was youÂ
throughout the session, you genuinely wondered why Seongwoo would be hereÂ
there was a section that you were asked to step out for a second and your best guess that it was an extremely sensitive matterÂ
somehow,,, you wanted to help SeongwooÂ
isnât that why you were a doctor anyway?Â
even if he despised you, you wanted to help him so badlyÂ
he left unscathed, that was astonishing to him too
when interrogated, Minhyun seemed to have 0 knowledge of your existence and that you were related to DoctorÂ
âI-Iâm so s-sorry. I really had no clue,â he choked out, holding back a sobÂ
Seongwoo brushed it off, believing and forgiving his best friendÂ
âhow are things with Jaehwan? More roommate trouble?âÂ
âugh, donât remind me. He keeps teasing me about my crush on our neighbour.âÂ
laughter resounded on the drive back to their dormsÂ
all was back to normalÂ
but both your lives wouldnât beÂ
Doctor: 1.45am. Usual place. Donât be lateÂ
âDr Im, if you donât mind me asking, what was your diagnosis?â you questioned carefully, afraid of setting off an explosion of fuming fireworks
Dr Im sighed, she pressed her hand to her forehead. âHeâs a difficult one if Iâm honest. However, my brain is telling me itâs PTSD or depression, worse case scenario and it could be both.âÂ
Iâm not an expert on both even though I did research so Iâm sorry if there are any inaccuracies, I tried to exclude it for the majority of the work
you kept silent, the information unable to fully sink into your mind.
Ong Seongwoo? PTSD? Depression?Â
was it related to whatever happened at graduation? Was he struggling then? Is he losing hope now?Â
 he was never my friend, your mind indicates, why am I so worried? Why am I freaking out over this? Heâs hated me all this while, yet Iâm so concerned
Iâm becoming a lunaticÂ
âDr Im,â you call out meeklyÂ
âhmm?â She hums in response, still scribbling words down on her writing padÂ
you swallow hard, throat closing at the thought of saying your next words
âyouâll do your best to help him right? Seongwoo would be okay? Would he?âÂ
her pen pauses for a prolonged period as if that question required an extensive amount of consideration to answerÂ
Dr Im nibbles on her bottom lip, nervously, you noteÂ
âyes. Seongwoo will be just fine.âÂ
Doctor: No blood, just plasma.Â
......to be continued
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This post is late, but did anyone honestly expect anything different?! I also just hit 1k so I guess this will be a 2017/1k follow forever! It is now 2018 and I need to thank everyone on this list for making 2017 such a special year for me. I have grown so much over the past couple months and I have you guys to thank. Thank you for being there for me, thank you for showing me love, thank you for yelling about larry to me, thank you for everything. I have not even been in the fandom an entire year and you guys have shown me more love than I have gotten in my entire life. I love you!Â
I have a few special mentions (I know I recently did a follow forever so I really am tryin to keep this section short):Â
@teentomlinson (Cara): Honestly, itâs fine. Youâre my actual best friend and iâm not giving u a paragraph bc iâll cry and I canât handle that stress rn. Refer to my first follow forever for more love. Iâm also sending u a letter that made me cry so donât even get mad at me about not writing you anything bish.
@rosealouis (Nina): I honestly adore you. I smile every single time I see your name come up on my phone and we are actual soulmates. You are currently in my home. I am so extremely excited for what 2018 brings for us, I love you lots.Â
@sbblou (Lana): I love you so so much and we have a connection that I do not share with anybody else. You are the only person who truly understands exactly how I am feeling and knows exactly what to say to make it better. You have helped me so much this year and I owe you everything I am.
@larrydomain (Liam): You are the love of my life and Iâm not even just saying that. You are one of my closest friends and I love you with my entire soul. Iâd fly to Australia even if it meant I had only one minute with you. You have a piece of my heart and idk if Iâm ever going to get it back. Itâs fine.
@spacegaycombeferre (Olivia): You have honestly helped me through so much this year and I need to give you my entire life to make up for it. Youâre the most genuine person of all time and you have the personality of an angel. We got extremely close so quick and you have been such a huge part of 2017 for me, thank you for being you. I love you so so much.
@hellaplantsjpg (banana): Nan, I honestly donât know what I would do without you. Youâre the only one who truly gets my sense of humor and I bless you every day for it. Also ty for all of ur amazing fic recs. ily and ill see you soon. x
@sweaterpawslou (Meg): Weâve gotten so close over this past month and now I donât know how I would live without you. We have such similar views on society and the media and the boys, it makes my heart so happy. You are honestly the biggest light and you only ever give off love and happiness. I love you so much babes.Â
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1D 2018 GC: I honestly love you guys so much and this group chat is a dream come true. You guys are so supportive and I love each and every one of you with my whole soul. @sincerelyharry @mitampromoseason @bardymum @itstwentygayteen @heyangelonlyangel @shpevrythng @lwtrainbows @wlwlarrie @proudhl @rainbowstyles @carpoolkaraoke @delicatelou @blushlouie @landslidelouis @smolbirds @f-l-i-c-k-e-r @dualouist @princesslouis @babypeachlt @tomlinsun @just-end-it @itstwentygayteen
The pure GC: I love each and every one of you, I have been extremely inactive lately but just know that I love you guys so so so much! @foolsghld @bibi-harry @hellaplantsjpg @suspendrs @thegreenau @tommostummie @larryforsale @shorthairlouiscares @ificouldflyâhome @f-l-i-c-k-e-r @larry-feels-like-home @daisyhrry @louisispuresunshine @sweaterpawslou @rosealouis @thelouistiti @louiscroptoplinson @babypeachlt @deathbystylesss @rosebhd
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đ HQ, Knb, All Out, Free, BNHAand DnA I think you watched at least a little bit of it, didn't u? And since I know who some of your favorites are already u can just rant about why u love them
@naturalpeaches said:đ can i be an ass and say twdg even tho ik the answers p much OH the last kingdom. bring it to ur blog amber. talk about it. accept it.
đ listen those 2 werenât enough. give me the raven cycle. give me the foxhole court. give me six of crows. giVE ME CRIMINAL MINDS HAAAAA BITCH. why not throw the 100 in there too. also talk abt ur boo in the sun is also a star. give him some lovin
đ N A R U T O
hope itâs cool just to throw ya both in here bc iâm lazy
haikyuu: (3) kuroo tetsurou - iiiiiiiiiiii fucking love kuroo sO much, a huge tall not so dumb dumbass god. i donât know what to say dfkhka i fuckin Love him thanks dude. i nEVER FORGET THE FUCKIN LAUGH GOD FUCK FOR FUCKS SAKE skjfd. whenever i get in Kuroo Moods they last SO long i canât get a break. and gamer au kuroo is killer itâs too good. listen heâS A BIG FOOL and i LOVE him want the best for him bc heâs great, good, good dude. i also rlly fuckin love terushima man ooooo my god, imagine him and kuroo bein buds hORRIBLE
kuroko no basket: (1) kiyoshi teppei - mY BOY KIYOSHI AAAAA. hEâS EVEN T A L L E R mmmm 6âČ4âł the fuck mann. we know my love for this dumbass i love him so so muuch fuck. thought it was kuroko at first, bitch no. I LITERALLY DIDNâT KNOW I LOVED HIM TILL AFTER I FINISHED THE WHOLE SHOW. like, just, the more i saw stuff involving him the more i was like ooo no no waiT i LoVE HiM i screamed when he showed up in the second opening when we rewatched it oooommggggg. heâS SO GOOD I HOPE HIS KNEE IS HEALED I HOPE HE GETS TO PLAY BASKETBALL AS A LIL SIDE HOBBY OR SOMETHIN HOPE HEâS FUCKIN HAPPY!!!!! whY DOES HE SELF-SACRIFICE SO MUCH BOY OOO MY GOD WHEN HE REALIZED THE TEAM GOT HIS BACK TOO BITCH HE SO CUTE. mmmmm i love hiiiiim bois. also love akashi i keep finding it funny ur intimated by him cj
all out: (4) ebumi masaru - i canât. i canât explain why i love him oR WHY HEâS SO HIGH A FAVE GOD. this whole fandom is like Those Thighs and make ebumi all about fuckin sex like what a Tough Boy like yA HE BUYS (rents? whatever) PORN THATâS FUCKIN SO FUNNY TO ME BUT MMMM he. more. i nevER STOP THINKIN BOUT THE EP WITH ISE THAT EMO SHIT DO U SEE HOW MUCH EBUMI CARES BOUT HIS FRIEND GOD Fuck. like yeah, just take the money. this is what was left for me but idc here take it u need it i stg season 2 better be in the works i want more of his backSTORY. oh hE FUCKIN BLEACHES HIS HAIR WHAT A PUUUUNK, HE TRAINS SO HARD HE CARES SO MUCH ABOUT RUGBY GETS P I S S E D WHEN PPL HALF-ASS IT LIKE?? FAIR ENOUGH. OH THETY ACTUALLY DREW HIS HAIR DOWN RIGHT ADJHF A OoO FUCK TAHT. iâm good itâs cool alright bye gion, raita & ise are my best friends thank
free: rin matsuoka - i. thought it was nagisa at first. i wanna cry fuckin nagisa jesus. good boy but hell no. rin?? is so sweet iâm sorry fuckin flew haru to australia & shit heâs so good i love him. i gotta do this iâm srry FUCK whoever thinks rin would be abusive with haru thx. i havE A RIN POSTER G O D
boku no hero academia: todoroki shouto - i literally didnât have a fave in this show until one (1) specific episode in season 2 with him. thought i was gonna live forever not having a fave in this show. i had actually been growing to like him and was like No, i told myself to not like him bc heâs so popular hdkfa. and then that ep came and i was like,,,oof i Love him, love love love what a goOD BOY. heâsâŠso cute..comin to terms with his powers still canât get over he interned with his dad he justâŠ..wants to improveâŠis improvingâŠ..so good.
daiya no ace: ? - ok, i never developed a fave while watching it, at least not where i got to. i donât even remember where i stopped oof thatâs bad. but i had thought at that time that i rlly loved chris?? eijun is precious, i fuckin love him. miyuki is great i love him too. also really loved kuramochi?? so if i had continued i think it wouldâve been one of em.
the walking dead game: kenny, luke, clem, gabe - pls donât make me choose⊠kennyâŠtried his hardest to be good, worked his ass off till the last moment to improve himself and didnât get the redemption he deserved. that man is good, he was just pushed to his max and couldnât get back down. luke, luke is a sunshine boy who was too good for the world, a positive outlet could make anyone happy, did his best, didnât deserve to die. cleM MY BADASS B A B Y HAS GROWN SO MUCH I LOOOOVE HER AND CANâT WAIT FOR HER HAPPY ENDING TELLTALE YOU FUCKS I AM BEGGING YOU1!! gabeâŠannoyed me at firstâŠstole my heartâŠ.just a boy thrown into the apocalypse tryin to be happyâŠheâs doing his best, heâs learning, truly not such a brat as assholes make him out to be. nick my boy iâm so sorry i wouldâve included you ur so close
the last kingdom: uhtred & alfred - i love uhtred the godless and king alfred of wessex very much indeed. uhtred is just a wreck honestly, this danish bro got a lot goin on he just wants the land he deserves i just say heâs bein greedy, go be happy under alfredâs rule i still love u tho uhtred u dumbass. alfred! got the peace he wanted! i love alfred so much he wants to be a king without war unless heâs not given the choice, cares about his family so much, afraid heâll be punished for the crown thatâs not rightfully his own. alfred is so good, i love this man.
the raven cycle: (5) adam parrish - mmmmmmm what a good boy. an important boy, a very much loved boy. iiiii hate havin his pov sometimes, some relatable things in there, i love him so much. heâs not. his father. thanks. gotta say that a lot wanT HIM TO KNOOOOOOOW. heâs so good heâs improving himself heâs doin it!! go adam!! goD ASHLETY I KEEP THINKING OF THINGS YOU HAVENâT GOTTEN TOOOOOOOO. mmmm itâs ok to still be stuck and to have bad days he doesnât have to get over it right away!! itâs not somethin thatâll just be over!! dhfad smALL STEPS my boy i love uâŠ. all bc, heâŠlegally free (tryin not to spoil dfhjdaf).. donât mean he has to be over itâŠtake ur time adam. iâm thinkin of the emo thing in trk fuck wrong devil dkhfad. i just wanna cry heâs so good worth so much ronan & i will fight any and all fucks who wanna Go. i!! love him!! he deserVES TO FEEL LOVED AND TO FEEL HOW TO LOVE MMMM COOL iâm gonna stop iâll just repeat myself - i just thOUGHT OF THE âFUCK YOU GANSEYâ WOW FIRST BOOK FUCK B YE
the foxhole court: âŠandrew minyard⊠- idk man?? itâs so lowkey?? itâs chill i literally donât even have anything to say. nicky, neil & dan are my squad love em.
six of crows: jesper fahey - idk what fuckin bitch ass mood i had to be in when i read soc but if i wasnât in it jesper would totally have been my fave. i wouldnât take him away from wylan anyways (statement kiiinda counts for the two aforementioned also whoop). jesper?? deserves the world, but so does everyone else they all deserve the world even u bitch ass brekker who would not deal with my bullshit ever.Â
criminal minds: aaron hotchner - god ashley screw off askin me for cm. love hotch, would die for him, too good of a guy.
the 100: bellamy blake - is a fuckin whore. iiiiiii love bellamy so much. bitch ass goes from a punk i hated to a good dude to a punk ass influenced by some huge ass prick dick and then struggles with himself for the next season and will now hopefully feel a bit better at least for gods sake. all bc youâve done bad things doesnât mean ur bad bell⊠i still never get over fucking pike taking advantage of him when he was vulnerable fuck off i just want him to feel better!! take responsibility but donât let it push you down fucking get up!! youâll get up!! mmm heâs so good he just wants to make everything right but clarke makes everyTHING FUCKIN GO WRONG. i justâŠnot everything is excusable but he can make up for it he will and heâs worth it,,,, people gotta forgive him at some point heâs trying his hardest to make up for everything and he keeps beating himself on it mmmmdfahdf i love him
the sun is also a star: daniel jae ho bae - idk what to say about him ashley god fuck. heâs so cute though?? what a cheesy dude. ugh literally so cute i gotta reread it
naruto: kiba inuzuka - what a prideful ass i fuckIN LOVe him thx. i mean i was fuckin doomed from that start he has best boy akamaru & fuckin has a jutsu where he turns into a wolf?? and his fuckin mom and sister have wolves?? doomed before i even fuckin knew it. heâs soooo cute, never take his fuckin hoodie off idk whatâs cuter him trying to look tough in that hoodie that everyone literally thought was hair or havin the hoodie off and showin his actual hair that somehow makes him cuter,,, whatâS HORRIBLE IS THE LEATHER JACKET OR WHATEVER IT IS HE WEARS IN SHIPPUDEN fuckin idiot. imagine him as hokage i canât believe he wants to be hokage itâs so funny iâm sorry kiba iâll support u just give me a minute to catch my breath. guys heâs just so cute, trains so hard, heâs so good i love him enthusiastic boy
#this is so long i'm srry#i didn't even rant in all of them either#also like#clarification not prob needed but numbers- where the top five r in the top five#i didn't rant enough about kuroo even tho i'm in a kuroo mood now lOL#idk what to say about him?? i just love him so deeply#and so many things are more headcanon-y#so idk
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1. Who was the last person you held hands with? my bf!! the angel
2. Are you outgoing or shy? pretty outgoing but sometimes i get shy
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? my parents tomorrowwww
4. Are you easy to get along with? i hope so?? i couldnât tell you
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? yeah he would
6. What kind of people are you attracted to? kind and fun ones. people who are dorks and make me laugh
7. Do you think youâll be in a relationship two months from now? yeah (i mean i hope so i donât wanna mess with my karma by being too cocky)
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? stephen who elseÂ
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? no iâm almost too comfortable with it
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? stephen
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? itâs up to you!! i can do either b (to rach about our breakfast plans tomorrow)
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? sweet dispostion-the temper trap, i can lift a car-walk the moon, west coast-FIDLAR, faith-george michael, and hope-modern baseball
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? yes yes yes
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? yes! just tryin to have hope
15. What good thing happened this summer? rach and i went on a lot of drivesÂ
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? yes iâm gonna kiss him tomorrow!Â
17. Do you think there is life on other planets? yesÂ
18. Do you still talk to your first crush? noÂ
19. Do you like bubble baths? yes with lush bath bombs and bubbles. my fav
20. Do you like your neighbors? yeah theyâre cuteÂ
21. What are you bad habits? biting my nails, smoking, getting angry too easily at little things
22. Where would you like to travel? iceland, india, england, france, and many more
23. Do you have trust issues? yeah but iâm better than i was beforeÂ
24. Favorite part of your daily routine? washing my makeup off at night
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? my butt and arms
26. What do you do when you wake up? check the cosmo snap storyÂ
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? nope
28. Who are you most comfortable around? melly, stephen, rach, and my parents
29. Have any of your exâs told you they regret breaking up? no but one was very reluctant to even break up does that count
30. Do you ever want to get married? yes!!Â
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? itâs in one rn!Â
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? rami malek and daniel norris (who is a baseball player but whatever)
33. Spell your name with your chin. ssfssÂ
34. Do you play sports? What sports? nah iâm not coordinatedÂ
35. Would you rather live without TV or music? someone else asked me this so imma save it!
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? ^^ same as above
37. What do you say during awkward silences? oh god too much
38. Describe your dream girl/guy? honest, kind, funny, dorky, respectful, curly hair, light eyes, and totally in love with me
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? TARGET and trader joes
40. What do you want to do after high school? currently in college so i guess that was the answer
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? no. on minor stuff yes, but some people really donât.
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? that iâm disassociating or that iâm sad or that i just donât feel like talking
43. Do you smile at strangers? sometimes!
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? s p a c e
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? coffee and plans
46. What are you paranoid about? so many things. that iâm never gonna live the life i want to
47. Have you ever been high? yepÂ
48. Have you ever been drunk? yep
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? no
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? i think black?
51. Ever wished you were someone else? all the time
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? pls whoever or whatever god is make my nose smaller
53. Favourite makeup brand? love e.l.f
54. Favourite store? target
55. Favourite blog? flowury i love her
56. Favourite colour? green! and pink and yellow
57. Favourite food? berries and pizza
58. Last thing you ate? powered sugar donuts
59. First thing you ate this morning? powdered sugar donuts lol (it was a big bag of them)
60. Ever won a competition? For what? i won a tshirt design competition in 5th grade omg my proudest moment my dad still wears the shirt i designed
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? no
62. Been arrested? For what? no
63. Ever been in love? on the verge of it right now
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? i was laying in bed with this boy i had a crush on and we were drunk and the shining was on and xmas lights were lighting the room and he leaned over and kissed me
65. Are you hungry right now? actually yes which is sad cause i just told melly i wasnât gonna go get food earlier but i have regrets. i may order pizza.Â
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? no i love my real friends
67. Facebook or Twitter? i donât even have a twitter but still probably twitter
68. Twitter or Tumblr? tumblr
69. Are you watching tv right now? nope
70. Names of your bestfriends? melly, rach, han, maddy, and britt
71. Craving something? What? food!Â
72. What colour are your towels? blue
72. How many pillows do you sleep with? two
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yeah i have my valentineâs seal i bought for myself after i broke up with someone cause i was sad
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? about 10? 15?
75. Favourite animal? i love cats
76. What colour is your underwear? grey
77. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla
78. Favourite ice cream flavour? MINT CHOCOLATE CHIP
79. What colour shirt are you wearing? grey
80. What colour pants? saving it for someone elseÂ
81. Favourite tv show? ooh i love so many. gilmore girls, call the midwife, outlander, hannibal, fargo, etc.
82. Favourite movie? the shining
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? original
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? mean girls but i do love jump street
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? ms. norbury
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? nemooo
87. First person you talked to today? stephen
88. Last person you talked to today? melly
89. Name a person you hate? donald trump
90. Name a person you love? all my friendsÂ
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? refer to question 89
92. In a fight with someone? no
93. How many sweatpants do you have? like 6Â
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? ooh too manyÂ
95. Last movie you watched? the babadook
96. Favourite actress? katharine hepburn
97. Favourite actor? love rami malek
98. Do you tan a lot? no
99. Have any pets? 3 cats n 2 birds
100. How are you feeling? hungry and have a little headache
101. Do you type fast? average
102. Do you regret anything from your past? yeah
103. Can you spell well? yes
104. Do you miss anyone from your past? i mean yeah but my life is better without them
105. Ever been to a bonfire party? yes
106. Ever broken someoneâs heart? yes
107. Have you ever been on a horse? no
108. What should you be doing? nothing cause finals are over!!! bye!!
109. Is something irritating you right now? no
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? yes yesÂ
111. Do you have trust issues? ya
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? my parents
113. What was your childhood nickname? i didnât have one!Â
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? yes
115. Do you play the Wii? someone else asked !
116. Are you listening to music right now? no
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? iâm vegetarian but 5th grade me lived off of tim hortonâs chicken noodle
118. Do you like Chinese food? yeah!
119. Favourite book? too many
120. Are you afraid of the dark? no
121. Are you mean? i can be
122. Is cheating ever okay? no!!!!!
123. Can you keep white shoes clean? lol
124. Do you believe in love at first sight? no
125. Do you believe in true love? yes
126. Are you currently bored? yes iâm answering 150 questions for no reason
127. What makes you happy? my friends, my boyfriend, my parents, avocado toast, music
128. Would you change your name? no i like my name
129. What your zodiac sign? gemini!
130. Do you like subway? yes that sounds so good rn wow
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? see if i like them back then proceed from there
132. Whoâs the last person you had a deep conversation with? ,, this was already asked,,Â
133. Favourite lyrics right now? âwill i ever be able to be your hopeâ
134. Can you count to one million? iâm so impatient!!
135. Dumbest lie you ever told? i canât remember but iâm sure it was dumb
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? closed
137. How tall are you? 5âČ8
138. Curly or Straight hair? curlyyy itâs so cute
139. Brunette or Blonde? both are pretty
140. Summer or Winter? usually winter but rn i want summer and watermelon
141. Night or Day? day
142. Favourite month? octoberÂ
143. Are you a vegetarian? i am!
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? milk
145. Tea or Coffee? coffee
146. Was today a good day? yeah it was good but cold
147. Mars or Snickers? snickers
148. Whatâs your favourite quote? i donât know if i have a favorite!
149. Do you believe in ghosts? yes theyâre always watching
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, whatâs the first line on that page? âlater heard her volley crude nonsense at Rose across the fence.â from lolita
thanks for asking b xx
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