#truthfully i genuinky need like a few months off of work for my mental health
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Welcome to Mental Breakdown March how may I help you today?
#im sorry this is The Only Outlet I Have for bad thoughts in order to not disintegrate feel free to ignore#the paralyzing depression/anxiety/frustration/hurt thoughts are increasing at an exponential rate this month and i dont know why#i feel like one of the managers at work is trying to take control and push me out from having any input about work stuff#and it feels like its because im a stupid student worker which to basically any adult at this university means i just dont know anything#or care#and am always just actively trying to get away with doing nothing on the clock#and the changes she keeps making are reverting back to what stuff was like when i started#which was ridiculously inefficient to the people that ya know#actually do the work??#and idk it just adds onto my already paralyzing burnout/amxiety/hopelessness thoughts#and at times work has felt like pretty much the only substantial purpose i have in anything im doing in my life?#but because of this its rapidly diminishing#god im just so fucking sick of being unvalued#truthfully i genuinky need like a few months off of work for my mental health#but the reality of being poor and having shit family and no support system is that if i dont work i dont eat or have a room to my self 🙃#and my cost of living is only gonna skyrocket from student debt for the degree i am not mentally fit enough to be in the career path for#idk what to do#very fun existence im having at the moment#rambles
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