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#truth table left blank . もう一緒じゃない隣に座って. two cold scientists but one is secretly full of blood and organs.
faaun · 3 years
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#your response was disproportionate but i still think of everything you said . i dont write poetry but i do write whatever love is.#(love: hatred rage caring sorrow grief) . draw a line down the sternum and cherry blossoms seep out . thinking of the room in london full#of sunflowers and mirrors and no windows . a room without a window is a room in which you must be honest with yourself .#you and lonesomeness. you and not the world . you and your heart in its full opacity . filled up 3 songs on this playlist just for you.#just for when you will break my heart . i wonder if you will wear hearts on your legs and cherries on your ears . you told me about this#song of a bittersweet breakup . translated word by word by your own tongue and we were almost in tears . i really like you but i love this#vicarious heartbreak more . we didnt speak for a year after that . cracks shattered with pressure in slowmotion . i know i will meet you#and we will be friends or nothing at all . the space of a week until my heart explodes into art and i cannot think of any philosophy .#truth table left blank . もう一緒じゃない隣に座って. two cold scientists but one is secretly full of blood and organs.#laid down in front of my friend lying down in front of me . watched him close his eyes watched his small smile. sharp smile. sharp mind.#safety and eyes fluttering shut and soft pink so full it will explode . cherry blossom flowers waiting to bleed#i smell like his perfume . she smells like hers. lean your eyes against your friends face.#stormy weather story webber your hands are killers press skin against heaters burn nerve endings all together#wax melting smells like rose . a room without a window or a hole is a room without ventilation . smell the roses and choke in love .#laurel death . on the ground last night tell me about computer science and biology . academics kiss when disciplines link .#i smiled at how he had to clarify that he was sober. shes never been more beautiful . took a dead thing#and made it a biting green . fire is pastel pink your eyes are lovely my claws are covered in glitter . sign a ledger . tobacco wrapped in#sky blue . i am full of (love: rage guilt caring passion grief red red love) . a room without a window is a room full of mirrors .
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