#trippy literature

[theopiumeater]

The Encyclopedia of Psychoactive Drugs Series (various editions)

[b-s-t-s]

[xxdrowninglessonsxx]

alice’s adventures in wonderland

[constructbreakdown]

James Joyce: Love Letter to Nora Barnacle

My sweet little whorish Nora, I did as you told me, you dirty little girl, and pulled myself off twice when I read your letter. I am delighted to see that you do like being fucked arseways. Yes, now I can remember that night when I fucked you for so long backwards. It was the dirtiest fucking I ever gave you, darling. My prick was stuck up in you for hours, fucking in and out under your upturned rump. I felt your fat sweaty buttocks under my belly and saw your flushed face and mad eyes. At every fuck I gave you your shameless tongue come bursting out through your lips and if I gave you a bigger stronger fuck than usual fat dirty farts came spluttering out of your backside. You had an arse full of farts that night, darling, and I fucked them out of you, big fat fellows, long windy ones, quick little merry cracks and a lot of tiny little naughty farties ending in a long gush from your hole. It is wonderful to fuck a farting woman when every fuck drives one out of her. I think I would know Nora’s fart anywhere. I think I could pick hers out in a roomful of farting women. It is a rather girlish noise not like the wet windy fart which I imagine fat wives have. It is sudden and dry and dirty like what a bold girl would let off in fun in a school dormitory at night. I hope Nora will let off no end of her farts in my face so that I may know their smell also. You say when I go back you will suck me off and you want me to lick your cunt, you little depraved blackguard. I hope you will surprise me some time when I am asleep dressed, steal over me with a whore’s glow in your slumbrous eyes, gently undo button after button in the fly of my trousers and gently take out your lover’s fat mickey, lap it up in your moist mouth and suck away at it till it gets fatter and stiffer and comes off in your mouth. Sometime too I shall surprise you asleep, lift up your skirts and open your hot drawers gently, then lie down gently by you and begin to lick lazily round your bush. You will begin to stir uneasily then I will lick the lips of my darling’s cunt. You will begin to groan and grunt and sigh and fart with lust in your sleep. Then I will lick up faster and faster like a ravenous dog until your cunt is a mass of slime and your body wriggling wildly. Goodnight, my little farting Nora, my dirty little fuckbird! There is one lovely word, darling, you have underlined to make me pull myself off better. Write me more about that and yourself, sweetly, dirtier, dirtier. JIM

[manicgaypoet]

Love is fucking weird ❤️‍🩹

[howifeltabouthim]

Things were getting dreamy, elongated, metaphysical.

Chris Kraus, from I Love Dick

[vsthepomegranate]

Nog (1968)

by Rudolph Wurlitizer

[romantic-nihilism]

You have brains in your head

You have feet in your shoes

You can steer yourself any direction you choose

[sathone]

[Id: an image of the kubric stare. End id]

in almost every other children’s book where the main heroine is swept away to a land of whimsy she’s shown having a lovely time; braving dangers occasionally, trying to find her way home, sure, but ultimately delighting in the magic around her. meanwhile alice spends her entire time in wonderland like

[lindypaigewrites]

One of the things I'm really looking forward to with my WIP is the multiple upcoming first-person shrooms trips inspired by my real life trips. I've been dying to immortalize those moments.

[theopiumeater]

MDMA (Ecstasy) Informative and Deterrent Books c. 1990s-2000s

[noctivagant-pyre]

Dream Vomit #2

The nothingness spat me out on Liars Street, the moon chilled wind cooling the wet red and snipping off my earthly umbilical. I was in the realm of thought, I thought. A three lane, two way, 600 metre stretch of tar and dust and bone. There were cigarette butts in the potholes and tears in my unblinking eyes. I tried to force them shut with my fingers, the neon red, yellow, green attacked my retinas, a mosquito blew past ripping and burning the hair off one side of my body, my ears pooled then exploded with blood as I perceived my own breathing, a post natal abortion that forced me onto the ground. I was naked, wearing a skirt, a suit, a clown costume and a broken heart. I hated Lucid dreaming.

There is madness and then there is being conscious of that madness, lust and war, blood black sprays and screaming from empty corridors. Too artsy, I said, my jaw bent a streetlight on its way out of my head. I emptied myself, like I was taught by the countless YouTube videos, and watched my fictional flesh fall to its knees, staring at me like food. I turned round to stare at the nothingness again, a colourless, motionless dance, a smothering of emptiness. I put my seven fingered hand out towards it, it etched closer, peered at it, and tasted two. I knew then that there was a devil, and that there was a hell. My real body was probably screaming somewhere in the dark, I wished it screamed, please scream, so someone can wake me up.

I climbed back into the boiling flesh, my bones slid off the muscle as I walked, then ran. The nothingness pounced through dream space, slicing atoms and burning colours as it chased me. I flung my arms, and disintegrated. Panic made the dream worse, it clouded the mind with fear. I knew the nothingness, it claimed millions in their sleep, it was everything I ever wanted, a psychedelic death, sweet mercy from an uncaring god. I felt sweet then sour, then sour then bitter, then sweat, the cotton, then my pillow, then my body. But only felt a third

of my soul.

Fucking hell, I was awake.

[envy-of-the-apple]

I'm 99% sure it was called "Forever Yours" and it was a yandere oneshot series basically of a ton of popular anime boys from the time. The ones I remember were the Tokyo Ghoul dude, there were some Death Note guy chapters, there was the ML from Kamisama kiss, OH and the white haired guy from Psycho-Pass. There were like 50 chapters. It had probably a million likes or something it was INSANELY popular.

Ryntymy also had some other ongoing fics (and a ryntymny/reader crack fic, god, love them for that), but god it's soooo hard to remember.

i DID find a post about one of the fics i knew of that was actually REALLY GOOD that you would have LOVED (it was very similar to saltburn although it's quotev so this yandere was ofc pretty tame):

https://www.reddit.com/r/Quotev/comments/1b652gu/trying_to_find_old_x_reader_fic/

as for what's still up... hm. i do remember parallel ink, and also psychadelic peanut (they had this really trippy izaya fic):

https://www.quotev.com/story/9754667/Unfortunate-YandereIzaya-Orihara-x-Reader/1

AH parallel ink wrote kingdom of possession, which i DO remember:

https://www.quotev.com/story/6759314/Kingdom-of-Possession-Yandere-King-x-Reader

and there was this one series that was ACTUALLY quizzes, which was neat:

https://www.quotev.com/quiz/8085561/Out-of-Sight-Out-of-Mind

this one was a pretty fun sort of mystery style thing:

https://www.quotev.com/story/11260294/Seesaw/1

and this one was like. formative for my longing for pathetic masochistic men. i wasn't super into it back then but THE SEEDS WERE PLANTED:

https://www.quotev.com/story/8901227/Then-Came-You-Sadistic-Reader-x-Yandere-Character-One-Shots/2

SEESAW????? I lovedddd that fic so so much ahhhh it was amazing!!! the fic put me in so much denial cuz i was like 'its him! wait no its not him? wait it IS him? no wait-' very very entertaining

speaking of murder mystery yandere fics...there was this one where the reader was isekaid onto a train and quickly pieces together that all of the passengers resemble ppl from this book they read years ago...except they cant remember the ending aka they dont know who the murderer is. pretty sure the author deleted it but it was good!

its so funny you mention psychedelic peanut cuz i remember they got canceled???? actually...pretty sure parallel ink did too...as well the rest of their clique....and thats why i zipped outta the quotev yandere community!

actually that one aot isekai i was talking about was hosted on quotev! pretty much the height of literature, there's no competition. if i dont find it im just tempted to just rewrite it.

Curse of a Broken Promise is still up there and i think it still holds up! its a yandere kaneki ken fic and the writing is so....whimsical? idk how to explain it but it whenever i read it i always felt so sad. good read!

Imperishable affection (yandere!mafioso x reader) is ALSO written by the same author. basically yandere mafia boss guy threatens you into loving him or else your family dies yada yada so ofc the mc does. for a quotev yandere fic its pretty dark actually.

You Need Me (Yandere Manipulator x reader) THIS was the fic that brought me into the yandere thing. and the author used to update EVERY day so this whole this was an event. and the TWIST i remember being 14 and gasping like 'omg he did EVERYTHING???' very very good

If you want a izayax reader fic whos author WASNT wierd might i suggest Twisted Obsession. Beautiful writing. Its better than most ao3 writing actually and wayyy above mine. I love the way this author characterizes Izaya in this and the backstory for why hes so strange is pretty believable. like i fully believe it should be canon.

Savior Complex is an aot isekai where the mc gets whisked into a yandere sim where Petra is the love interest and the rest of the aot cast is obsessed with her. but we can all guess what happens. pretty good tho!!!

BUT EVERYONE GO READ PRETTY its a gojo x LATINA READER AHHHHHH YESSSS. i just LOVE LOVE LOVE the way this author writes. its so poetic and there's so much left up for interpretation.

[skittlespizza]

poking you like a cat, what's pathologic about? ^_^ like generally story-wise

HEHEBE OKAY WAIT SO it's about a town more than anything. The town is calles the Town-On-Gorkhon (Gorkhon = River in the Steppe language)

Here's some screenshots from the second game. The entire story focuses on the town as it's ravaged by a plague called the sand pest. The game itself is weird, trippy and no one speaks right. Has a huge cast of characters, several queer side plots and more.

This intro is from the first game. It introduces you to the main characters you play as.

Daniil Dankovsky, the one with black hair and the gloves is the first protagainst. He's a doctor who wants to cure death and goes to the ToG to try and talk with a man who's "supposedly" immortal. He dies before Daniil can talk to him. He plans to go home afterwards but then the plague- the Sand Pest- begins to spread and the trains halt. No one is allowed in or out. He spends the game being manipulated by those in power. He's annoying, he's awful, he's a bitch bastard who is incredibly selfish but deep down he has a heart of gold. His story is about Capitalism and how it kills passion. How politics uses people as pawns and how we have no control over what we can and can't do under a dictatorship. This game was made in Russia for context. Daniil is a complex character rooted in self doubt, self worth and even his racism. He's not a good person but he tries.

I didn't mention this earlier, but when you aren't playing as one of the healers, they still do their own things and follow vaguely the same story but make all the worst choices. Artemy is a mixed race indigenous man who is returning home after years studying at the Capital (same place that Daniil comes from). He's the son of Isidor Burakh- one of the people that Daniil wanted to interview about immortality. Artemy is immediately accused of Patricide and spends the game trying to clear his innocence, balance his life between his indigenous Kin roots and his whiteness. His father was the folk medicine doctor to the Kin and left all his stuff to Artemy. Artemy is a story about family and love more than anything. He adopts two kids, helps unite the town and Kin (or in the 2nd game, he's forced to choose between the two), while also dealing with the grief of losing his last family member.

Clara is my favorite. She's a girl who- well. Okay. To put it simply, she woke up in a grave and suddenly has consciousness but no memories. No identity (wow) and is forced to deal with the adults who use her. She has the magic ability to cure people of the plague but in turn, she takes on their pain. Clara is a story about teenage abuse. The adults in the Town use her for their own gain. She's neglected, called useless, forced into homelessness and has the weight of the world on her shoulders because the adults can't take care of her. She's also expected to cure the plague as well. She has always been my favorite and means so much to me for so many reasons but especially if you have a disassociative disorder. She has an evil twin sister who does things in her name and she can't control it. She is an ocd allegory. She's a teenage abuse allegory. She's a girl trying to find her identity when all the adults push labels onto her.

The game itself is a survival horror game. I highly recommend it if you like stories about the plague, russian literature, theatre or philosophy. All of the side characters mean a lot to me too, Anna Angel in specific. Quick thing though, the game is REALLY FUCKING DIFFICULT and unfair. If you know the game F&H imagine that as a first person survival game. The game is not easy and that's the point. You will kill, you will rob and you will do awful things just to live. You're in a hopeless town that wants you dead. You are nothing but a human. A doctor.

Beautiful game, amazing soundtrack, wonderful characters. I've loved this game for four years now and no game will ever mean as much as this game has and 100% you should watch a video essay on it.

[catboybiologist]

haiiiiiiii :3

can i have some book rec’s?

i will give u some good one:

princess bride

stormlight archive

old kingdom series

I recently read "Your Body is not Your Body", which is a collection of body horror short stories written mostly by queer authors. Some are fantastic, some are eh, some you can't decide if they're good or bad.

If you want something classic, I also recently read A Portrait of Dorian Grey, but I'm sure that's a common recommendation for any queer literature circle lmao

I always love recommending classic sci Fi short stories. Two of my favorite books of all time are Rendezvous with Rama by Arthur C Clarke, and the original I, Robot book by Isaac Asimov.

I'd love to give those a try! But tbh if anyone has any recommendations for shorter, trippy, punchy novellas and short stories, especially in sci fi and horror, I eat that shit up. Lovecraft, Isaac Asimov, Arthur C Clarke, HG Wells, and Stephen King defined most of my tastes when I was a teen and young adult. Basically what I want is Asimov or Clarke, but queer lmao

[celestialmantdonna]

Get to know your mutuals better meme

Last long I listened to: Shots in the Dark by Iann Dior

Currently watching: I just finished my fourth Vikings rewatch and now I'm halfway through rewatching Into the Spider-verse before I rewatch Across the Spider-verse as well

Spicy/savory/sweet: Depends entirely on what I'm craving tbh! It's a tie XD

Relationship status: Single

Current obsession(s): Stop motion animation, the creative process of writing fiction, tiramisu... and it's practically the spooky season so horror literature and Halloween makeup tutorials!

Bonus bonus bonus: Okay so since it says "bonus" 3 times I'm gonna write 3 things

My dreams are trippy, I don't need a fever to get fever dreams

English is my third language and what you see here is me trying not to derp it

I can hear the bass in a song. I wouldn't include this but apparently not everyone can so idk shout-out to bass players

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