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Always In Your Heart

Vash x (Wife) reader

⚠️SUICIDE AND SELF HARM ARE INVOLVED IN THIS FANFIC. PLEASE DON’T READ IT IF IT MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE⚠️

During an exhausting day by doing bounty hunting with his good ol’ pal Wolfwood, he decided to go for a drink with him before heading home to his wife, (Y/n). Speaking of (Y/n), Vash wondered if she’s managing alright at home by herself. He insisted on calling Meryl and Milly over to spend time with (Y/n) so she doesn’t get lonely. However, (Y/n) wanted to be alone at home. 

Each day and week, Vash’s concerns for his wife grew extremely high and is worrying for her wellbeing and health. Saturday he noticed recent scars on (Y/n)’s arms when he came home from grocery shopping. Vash wished to talk to her about it but kept losing the chance every time (Y/n) changed the subject.  

There was just one time Vash heard (Y/n) sobbing in the bathroom, he comforted her and asked what’s wrong. He held her close while she talked about what’s bothering her. 

Vash managed to talk about the marks on (Y/n)’s arms, he talked her out of it and pleaded with her not to do it anymore. (Y/n) and Vash cried together in an embrace.

‘Whatever you’re going, please know that I’m here for you. No matter how big or small it is, you can always tell me anything.” 

Those words from Vash made (Y/n) cry even more. She calmed down afterwards and fell asleep in the bedroom, resting her mind while Vash lay down next to her. 

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“(Y/n), babydoll, I’m home.” As Vash returned home, he knew something was off. Awfully quiet in the house, (Y/n) didn’t respond to Vash when he called out to her. 

Vash called out his wife’s name multiple times. Still no response. He jogged upstairs to see if (Y/n) was in the room. “(Y/n)..?” He slowly opened the door as it made a creaking sound. 

He entered the room with his heart shattering into pieces, spotted his wife lying down on the floor…dead. A spilled bottle of pills was found on the floor, beside (Y/n)’s right hand. 

“(Y/N)!!!” Vash bewailed, he rushed to her and bent down, holding his wife in his arms as he shed tears, “(Y/n)...why?” His face swelled with grief and sorrow, his head hurting from shedding a lot of tears. He can feel himself falling apart. Witnessing his wife who took her own life….is gone.

Suddenly, he noticed a folded piece of paper in (Y/n)’s other hand. Vash slipped it away from his wife’s cold hand at a slow pace and started reading it, small teardrops dripping down on the letter from his blue-emerald eyes as he read it…

To my wonderful, loving husband Vash

I’m so sorry I did this to myself. I couldn’t stand being in this cruel, harsh reality anymore. I kept hearing voices in my head saying that I’m not good enough, Even my family who left me in the dirt. I can hear them saying horrible things about me. You as well…

Just know that it’s not you, it’s me. I kept having negative thoughts about myself. All this time, I thought no one could ever love me. Never. Until you came into my life. I had no idea someone like you would fall for me.

I said to myself once that I could never be with someone who is warm-hearted, so sweet and so kind…

Keep on living, Vash…for me

No matter how many people are against you just for who you are or what you are, know that I am always here in your heart. Even though I am gone…I will always be watching over you…

I love you so much my dear, I am very glad to have met you, so glad to have you in my life…

Thank you for accepting me,..

Thank you for everything…

From your loving wife…(Y/n)..

Vash’s hands were shaking in despair, he wept and held the letter close to his heart. He screamed out a cry along with his heart screaming along with him…

Vash The Stampede…

A hunter of love and peace…just lost the most precious person in his life…

(A/n)-I actually cried while writing this...💔💔

[currebunz]

Carrying the weight on his shoulders (TrigunxReader)

Buy me a coffee

//parings in chapter: Vash x reader//

No man’s land was a place for outlaws and devils, the perfect place to find treasure or evil. Luckily, you were looking for both. Currently posted outside of a large watch tower, miles away from the nearest town. The tower was probably used to spot sandstorms or worms in order to warn the towns. But by the looks of the dusty thing, no one had used it in the last few years. You kicked the door in, walking inside.

The place was huge, made big enough to deter a worm from trying to eat it. That is until now. You stared up at the large staircase before deciding not to even bother with it, there had to be an elevator somewhere. While you searched, you kept a watchful eye out and an ear ready. Only shifting sand and the occasional strong wind kept you company.

“I wonder where you are hiding now…” you sighed.

You had managed to find the electrical room and unlock the door. You stopped as you heard something in the distance. It was a vehicle, probably someone or scouts. Either way, you weren’t in the mood to explain why you were there or to deal with people. You found a spot to hide in, ready to attack whoever came through the doorway. The engine stopped and you could hear the doors of the vehicle open and shut. You put your mask on to cover your face.

“Hello? Is anyone there?”

This was either a trap or they were idiots. You relaxed a bit, if they thought they would get you to come out then they couldn’t be that hard to deal with. A shadow appeared in the doorway and you readied your knife. The moment you saw a small girl, you hesitated.

“Hello?” she called again.

You saw someone grab her by the back of her collar and then drag her back outside. There was some yelling before things went quiet. You waited a bit and another figure came walking in, this time cautiously. Right off the bat, you noticed he had a bright red coat and blonde hair. Not flashy enough to be an outlaw, but he had a gun on him. You threw your knife, as expected, he dodged it.

“Wait!” he yelped as you lunged at him.

He was fast, you’d give him that. Each attack was met with a dodge or a block from him.

“C-Can’t we talk for a second?” he asked.

“One” you said before trying to kick him.

“Okay, how about 10 more?” he laughed nervously as he caught your foot.

“Sorry, you used up all your chances” you growled as you picked up the knife you had thrown earlier.

You started to lunge again but he caught your knife with his hand, his prosthetic hand. Taken by surprise, you faltered for a moment.

“What?” you gasped.

It wall all over in a matter of seconds. Your knife had been cleverly weaved out of your hand, his fingers interlocked with yours. His other hand, the one made of flesh had grabbed your other hand before you had the chance to retaliate, interlocking fingers again. His palms were pressed against your own as you were pulled flush against him.

“If it’s about the bounty, I can explain that if you’d give me a chance,” he said with a sad smile.

“Bounty? What are you talking about?” you said in confusion.

It was his turn to blanche, looking rather embarrassed by the situation now.

“And how long do you intend to….do this? It’s really embarrassing with those two watching…” you said in a low voice as you nudge your head to the doorway.

The girl was standing there again, this time accompanied by a man. The blonde man squeaked, letting you go and jumping backward. Now that you had a moment to breathe, you learned why they were here. Not for the same reason you were, but enough reason you couldn’t ignore them for now.

“Vash the Stampede, I’m surprised. I took you for more of a bad guy” you mused.

“I’m not at all like that, really,” Vash said sheepishly.

“Clearly, you could have easily just killed me. So you are just more of a fool than a killer” you sighed.

He didn’t refute your claim, making you feel a bit bad for saying it. But only a little.

“Why are you out here? There isn’t much use for this place anymore” Roberto interrupted.

“I’m here because I need this tower to look for someone,” you said.

“That’s it?” Roberto’s face scrunched up as he groaned.

“Didn’t ask for an audience, you can go already” you waved them off.

Meryl stepped forward, looking a bit flustered.

“Who are you looking for? Maybe we could help?” she offered.

“My partner, I doubt you can but I can’t make you leave” you said dryly.

You returned back to working on the generator, it was old but not broken. If you had something to jump it then maybe you could get the elevator to work again. You could feel someone looking at you and you glanced over your shoulder. Vash was staring at you with a dopey smile.

“Could I help you?” he asked.

“Unless you have a pocket-sized plant, then I don’t think so” you waved him off.

“Wouldn’t hurt to try,” he insisted.

“Fine, you take a crack at it” you moved over so he could examine the generator.

To your surprise, he got it working in no time. You kept your voice even, not wanting to show how shocked you were. It was hard though, he looked so pleased with himself.

“Okay, that was more than a crack. Good job… I guess” you sighed.

“No problem” Vash’s smile only grew brighter from your praise.

Now that the elevator worked, everyone rode it to the top. It was a quiet ride as the group was clearly wary of you. Well, most of them were. Vash didn’t shy away from you as you brushed by him. Finally, you were t the top and could see the control room.

“What are you going to do?” Meryl asked.

“I’m going to use a radio,” you said.

“You came all the way out here for a radio?” Roberto asked.

“Did you see a vehicle outside?” you asked him.

The group went quiet at the realization you must have walked here. It wasn’t in their place to judge you, not that you cared. The radio buzzed to life and you grabbed the microphone. You changed the channel to the emergency override, allowing you to speak on all of them.

You took a deep breath.

“IF YOU DON’T GET YOUR ASS TO THE TERMINAL IN A WEEK, I AM LEAVING WITHOUT YOU AND YOU’LL HAVE TO SCROUNGE UP YOUR OWN TICKET FARE. DO YOU HEAR ME NICO?!” you shouted into the microphone.

Your outburst took everyone by surprise, especially when you rolled your shoulders and let out a sigh.

“That felt good” you said.

You put the mic back down and turned to the startled group.

“Well, that’s all from me. I guess I’ll be seeing you then” you started to walk past them but Vash walked in front of you.

“Wait, did you hear that?” he asked.

You strained your ears to hear what he heard. There was something moving in the tower and it wasn’t the generator.

“Vash, are you familiar with old tech? Sometimes these buildings have security systems in place” you began.

“Yeah, in this case. They are probably-”

There was a loud bang as a machine crashed in from the floor. There was a single glowing eye as it reared its guns.

“Drones” “Drones…”

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Forever

Vash x reader

(a/n)- I feel like I haven’t been writing for a while lmfao. Hope you enjoy this! <3 Vash has a big surprise for you when he comes home.

Before your sweet loverboy went to do his bounty work, he told you that he had something important to tell you. You were wondering what it could be. Vash informed you that he doesn’t want you to figure it out for some reason. Which leads you to thinking that it must be a surprise or something. He did tell you to not figure it out but you couldn’t help it. 

Vash grabbed the lunch bag you kindly made for him and kissed you goodbye, leaving for bounty work. You went back to doing things you were doing in the house. Tidying up and doing chores as usual. 

Whenever Vash is home and not working, he always lends you a hand. Such a sweet, loving boyfriend you could ever have. The man you want to be with for eternity. He may be reckless, clumsy, chaotic and even acts like a messy goofball. 

BUT HEY

That’s what you truly love about him anyway. Vash The Stampede. Who knew you would fall in love with such a man. Well, he fell for you first. He loves your sweet personality, your cute laughs, your adorableness. Hell! He loves everything about you! 

The two of you lovebirds have been dating for a whole five years! Quite long, isn’t it?

Your lover, Vash, is still being called the Humanoid Typhoon by people. Just because he brings destruction to towns and places. There are some that still fear him though. He’s not as scary as he looks. Just a guy who’s just trying to save civilians and the town and he still is. 

Some people from different towns respect him but some don’t just because of who he is and what he is. Vash The Stampede. AKA The Humanoid Typhoon. It bothers you so much at times that a few still call him but you never see him as a destructive killing machine. He was never meant to bring harm to the whole town anyway. In your own eyes, you see a caring, loving man who you truly love, trying to save people and the town. Even families. 

Honestly, you don’t give a damn about what people think of Vash the Stampede. He was never meant to bring harm to people or bring destruction towards their home. 

No matter how much people provoke or despise him because of what he is, it will never stop you from loving him. 

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As the day hit the darkest night, you were finished preparing the dinner on the table as your charming sunshine Vash finally came home. “(Y/n), I’m home.” He called out to you, taking off his red jacket and shoes. “Welcome home, love, did the bounty hunt go well?” you asked him with a sweet smile. 

Vash walked to the dining room and pecked you a kiss on the cheek, “It went well, not too bad. Oh! Roast Chicken! Looks delicious!” He settles down on a chair and munches down on his food like an adorable kid eating his favorite dinner. You giggled at his sweet dying starvation for the food that was set on the table, “Please, don’t eat too fast, pretty boy.” you sat next to Vash, eating the food along with him. 

Once you and Vash finished eating dinner, he insisted on washing the dishes for you. He told you to go chill in the living room. You recalled that he needed to tell you something but don’t worry; Vash hasn’t forgotten about it. 

Just let him wash the dishes and then he can tell you something afterwards whilst you chill in the living room for a little bit. 

It didn’t take him too long to wash the plates and cutlery. Vash goes to the living room and sits with you on the couch. You tilted your head, smiling sweetly at him, “So what is it you want to tell me, Vash?” 

Vash scratches the back of his head, feeling slightly nervous. You wondered what was going on with his mind. He suddenly held your hand into his and gazed upon your (e/c) eyes. “I feel like I’m going to screw this up but…” he heaved a sigh,” here goes nothing...”

“Take your time, my charming sunshine, we have all the time in the world.” you reminded him, caressing his right cheek softly. 

Vash smiled at your patience, “(Y/n), when you accept me for what I am and who I am, it helped me to accept myself. I never thought anyone could love me…until I met you. I always feel much joy whenever I’m around you. I had never felt this…feeling before. The feeling I never had for anyone. You made me the happiest man alive, (Y/n). I truly do mean that. You will always be my one and only. I will always love you forever…my sweet moonlight..” Vash went down on one knee and pulled out something from his pocket. You gasped, covered your mouth and the happy tears were starting to appear in your eyes. 

“(Y/n) (L/n), will you marry me?” Vash finally proposed to you, opening a small box revealing a beautiful diamond ring. He awaits your answer. 

“Yes, Vash…of course I will marry you!” you cried out in joy, getting off the couch and wrapping your arms around him. You let go of Vash for a moment so he can slide the engagement ring on your middle finger. 

You went back to flinging your arms around him once again, “My sweet sunshine. My charming Vash. I love you so much.” 

Vash cupped your face, caressing your cheek with his robotic hand, “I love you too, my sweet moonlight. My beautiful (Y/n).” 

You two leaned in your heads together for a kiss. Vash tickles your neck with kisses as you laugh adorably. He carries you bridal style and takes you upstairs to give you more kisses and make love underneath the sheet with you. 

After the lovemaking, while you were sleeping on Vash’s arm, you dreamt of hearing the wedding bells and the lovely wedding event. <3

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\\Nerves of Steel \\

Vash x (pregnant) reader

Summary: You told your husband you’re pregnant. You felt nervous by telling him the news, thinking he would leave you.

Excited but nervous at the same time. You always wanted a child. You didn’t want to tell Vash just yet so you decided to keep it as a surprise. Along with that, you began to have a lot of doubts. Thinking about whether Vash wants to be the father of the child or not. You never had a chance to discuss it with him before the miracle happened. You were afraid that he might turn down the idea. Having a terrible thought that he would abandon you, leaving you with the baby alone. You got rid of those nightmarish assumptions when Vash returned home from his long important trip.  

“Hello, my baby doll. How have you been?” Vash put down his bag and locked the door behind him, you ran to embrace him “I’ve missed you, Vash!” you beamed out of joy. He pecks your lips and caresses your cheek “I’ve missed you too, (Y/n).” 

“How was your trip?” You asked, wondering how it all went with his buddy Nicholas. “Ah it went alright! We ran into a bit of trouble with the bandits though but other than that, it was alright!” 

The two of you continued the conversation at the dinner table. While Vash, your lovely-goofy husband was talking about his crazy-ass adventures with you, you were thinking about how you’re going to tell him about your pregnancy. Trying to think of a positive way to spill it. 

“Darling?”

You snapped out of those doubtful thoughts when he called out to you, he noticed you were looking a bit down, “Are you okay, (Y/n)?  you haven’t been talking a lot since I got back today.” showing signs of concern, Vash wondered what’s troubling your mind. 

“I’m sorry, my dear. I’m very happy to see you return safe and sound. I really am. There’s something I want to tell you, my love. Promise you won’t get mad?” you gave a worrying look towards him. Vash sighed and smiled at your doubtfulness, putting your hand into his in the middle of the table, “My sweet angel, my lovely wife, I would never get mad at you. You know you can talk to me about anything.” 

“I’m pregnant..” you finally told him without hesitation. He lets go of your hand and backed away from the dinner table, standing up in shock. You thought doubtfully, ‘he’s going to leave me, I just know it!’

Vash turned straight to bliss from being in shock, giving you that beaming happy-bubbly puppy eyes with a jolly smile, “I'M GOING TO BE A FATHER?!” he squealed, blasting out in happiness. “Yes, Vash. Yes you are!” you cried happily, getting up from the chair and rushing off to him as he picked you and spun you around in the air lovingly. 

“I love you so much, (Y/n). I really can't meet this child of ours. I don’t know if I’m going to be a great father or not. I mean, will this child even love me?” Vash started to feel anxious about being a father. You washed away his worries and doubts by comforting him, “Don’t say things like that, my dear. You will make a great father. I just know it.” 

Vash hugged you passionately, “I love you to the moon and back. You’re my one and only, (Y/n). 

“Awww, Vash. I love you too, my sweetie.”

“So, is it a girl or boy?”

“Oh goodness, Vash. Be patient. We will find out soon enough.”

For you, @kianaflame23​ sweetcheeks <3 hope this made your day x