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[lockpup]

@triedtobcgood​ sent:  don’t tell me it doesn’t matter.

❝ why? ❞  he’s not sure what he’s doing, all he knows is that his body feels full of rage. how could he be so fucking stupid? he’s always known how this will end. he’s not the endgame guy, he’s the guy before the endgame guy. the pawn.  ❝ it doesn’t. ❞  the fact that she has the gall to stand there looking at him, hurt reflected in her eyes, desperation in her stance makes him want to vomit. he knows what he’s doing. pushing her away. fucking this up before she can do it. hurting her before she can hurt him. but the fact remains, she already did.  ❝ i saw him, ❞  he finally growls, rounding the foot of his bed to stand in front of her. the sound of the party still reaches them, muted only by his closed door.  ❝ pulling out all the prince charming moves, winning you back, and you were falling for it. you were practically eating out of the palm of his hand. after he fucking cheated on you, clarke. ❞  he’ll never understand guys like finn collins. the pretty boys who get any girl they want only to fuck it up.  ❝ so whatever this was, it doesn’t matter. ❞ he gestures between them, feeling his walls start to raise again, shutting her out, masking the pain.  ❝ because you’re gonna go back to him. because that’s the guy you end up with. ❞   

[graunblida]

@triedtobcgood​​ said: “ Let’s swap. I don’t like these. “

There is only a slight amount of ‘told you so’ in Lexa’s voice. “ I did say, it was an acquired taste. ” She’s not cross with the other, actually more amused than anything. Clarke’s stubbornness often knew no bounds. “ Here. “ The commander gladly trades mugs with the sky girl. Lexa is accustomed to the strong brew the earthborn make. Maybe the wine will be more to the ambassador’s liking. 

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The water is cool when it first hits her skin, but soon warms to a desirable temperature. Since Lexa is definitely more of a night owl, it’s an effective way to pull the last lingering bits of slumber from her. Green eyes are glued to the plain wall in front of her and she doesn’t hear Clarke come into the bathroom until she’s pulling the curtain back and stepping inside - Lexa’s just that lost in her thoughts that morning as she runs shampoo through her hair. 

“Hey,” The brunette glances over her shoulder. “What are you doing up? I thought you were off today.” Of course she’s not going to complain about the company in the slightest. 

[imthelcstprincess]

ways to say i love you in lost; you’re going to be okay, do you understand me? ↪ @triedtobcgood ( accepting )

It took a moment, a moment to process what happened - it all happened so fast - and when Rapunzel saw the other blonde’s eyes ( knowing that they were truly Clarke’s ) she reacted quickly, and pulled her in for a brief hug.  When she pulled back, Rapunzel was visibly shaken, hands gripping onto Clarke’s - yes, Clarke’s! - shoulders.  She was broken when she found about about Clarke’s ( alleged ) death, but now that she was back!?  ALIVE?!  She just didn’t know how to react, or what to do.  “Jesus, Clarke, you had all of us scared beyond belief.”  A hand rose to lightly rest on her forehead, her eyes slightly full of HOPE; she didn’t know what she’d do, how they would have actually lasted.  “Okay, okay.  What’s the plan?”

[astralgeniusarchived]

“Get some sleep, okay?”

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that was easier said than done.  she can’t help but scoff,  her head hanging low as she clutches at her side.  the ache there was faint,  though the rest of her body had been through the ringer.  sleep was far from a priority,  not with the demons that lay dormant in the back of her skull for her to be rendered vulnerable and unaware.  they wouldn’t have her,  not that night.

“  hey,  wait.  ”  her voice comes out rough,  hoarse,  and she swallows quickly as a moment of silence washes over them.  quietly she allows herself to lean back against the wall beside her cot.  raven debates backtracking and telling clarke to go,  to leave her and let raven settle in with the rampant thoughts meant to run her ragged,  but she bites her tongue.  she couldn’t look any worse,  right?  “  can you stay?  ”  

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[seesgood]

Steroline

⸺ send a ship & I will answer....

Who is a night owl: stefan, unless there’s an event that needs planning or something that’s going on in which case it’s caroline. either way, they both pretty much have to drag the other to bed because they won’t sleep without one another.

Who is a morning person: they’re both pretty good with early rising, whoever wakes up first usually makes coffee --- which is why stefan probably makes a point to wake up earlier in order to not suffer through caroline’s coffee making skills

Are they cuddlers: oh they’re definite cuddlers 

Who is the big spoon: stefano

Who is the little spoon: caroline 

What is their favourite sleeping position: anything where they’re touching, the closer and more entwined the better 

Who steals all the blankets: caroline does, stefan doesn’t complain

What they wear to bed: regular pjs, something comfy. or nothing at all bc they are incapable of not having sex let us be real

Who likes seeing the other wearing their t-shirt: stefan @ caroline 

Who falls asleep mid-conversation: care, if she’s super exhausted. he probably doesn’t mind he probably just ends up like gently carrying her to bed 

Who wakes up in the middle of the night with nightmares: they both do, more often than not it’s probably care but stefan has them almost as often

Who accidentally punched the other in their sleep: caroline punched stefan once and she still feels really really bad about it 

Who can’t keep their hands to themself: either of them are you kidding 

Who said “I love you” first: erasing the phone call that happened in s7, i’m gonna go with probably caroline. she would have blurted it or said it out of habit or something and then realized that she’d meant it and then she’d get all flustered and he would have been cute and soft and kissed her and cupped her face and told her he loved her too

Who would have the other’s picture as their phone background: they both do, they’re gross 

Who leaves notes written in fog on the bathroom mirror: THEY BOTH DO, THEY’RE GROSS

Who buys the other cheesy gifts: they. both. do. they’re. gross.

Who initiated the first kiss: it was a mutual effort, of fluff and happiness and feelings i will never get over 

Who kisses the other awake in the morning: stefan, usually. unless care wakes up first in which case she will and then, inevitably, sex happens.

Who starts tickle fights: stefan because caroline is 100x more ticklish 

Who asks who if they can join the other in the shower: they don’t ask they literally just are always together it’s predictable 

Who surprises the other in the middle of the day at work with lunch: both of them do, they make a point to make sure that they carve out time for one another and take every moment they can

Who was nervous and shy on the first date: they both were!!!! they’re gross!!!!

Who kills/takes out the spiders: stefan. caroline is already standing on the table freaking out.

Who loudly proclaims their love when they’re drunk: caroline usually, it’s vastly entertaining for everyone involved. she generally goes on long tangents about how much she loves stefan and everyone has to be like “yeah we know we  get it” and then they have to call stefan to come pick her up because she won’t shut up about it

[lockpup]

he always knows it’s going to be a good day when she’s on call. his favorite of the surgeons here. not that the sentiment is reciprocated in any way. nevertheless, at least she makes his day interesting.  ❝ dr. griffin, ❞  he grins as he sidles up behind her, glancing at the patient’s chart over her shoulder, humming slightly.  ❝ you gonna butcher this one too? or you think i can get a shot at her before you leave her with permanent facial scarring. ❞  the smirk he throws at her has made far lesser women practically melt. and yet she just...rebukes it. brushes it off like it’s nothing. either way, plastics and trauma don’t get along. and they don’t get along. and everyone seems to be well aware of it.  ❝ so, drinks tonight? ❞          /          @triedtobcgood​   +   greys verse ! 

[graunblida]

@triedtobcgood​ said: “[text] When was the last time you wore pants?”

[  sms  »  clarke  ]  clarke, you know how i hate pants 😭

Lexa was currently pacing around the kitchen, in her boxers, opening and closing the cabinets and fridges like clockwork, because that’s what one does when they are in pursuit of snacks. 

[  sms  »  clarke  ]  why is there a problem? [  sms  »  clarke  ]  if the situation requires pants, i can be professional you know. 

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[astormofagirl]

Madi glares at the woman who’d taken over Clarke’s body - who killed the woman she thought of as a mother - and her fists clench at her sides. “What are you doing here? This is my room. Get out.”

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[imthelcstprincess]

ways to say i love you in lost; you need stitches. try to be still. ↪ @triedtobcgood ( accepting )

The gash on her shoulder was bad, even she couldn’t downplay it.  She kept her eyes forward, a soft breath passing her lips as she tried her best to keep still enough for Clarke to patch her up.  She was just happy she didn’t have a complete fear of needles, or this would be a whole other story.  “For once I don’t think I’m going to argue,” she mused with a small, feather-light shake of her head.  “I think I’m just LUCKY you got to me in time.  Does it look as bad as it feels?”  Part of her didn’t want to know the answer - it hurt pretty bad, hell it even STUNG for a minute - but the other part of her figured she should know.  After all, if Clarke thought she needed stitches then it likely wasn’t just a scratch or a simple scrape.

[waruins-blog]

❛ So dramatic. ❜

this  meme    :       accepting  !

is  he  actually  being  dramatic  by  attacking  her  every  three  seconds  or  is  he  just  having a  hard  time  forgetting  that  she  was  willing  to  kill  all  of  them  in  a  heartbeat?  ❛ no,  i'm just  good  at  holding  grudges. ❜  he’d  be  damned  to  cut  her  some  slack.  funny  how  he’s  the  one  judging  her  the  most,  as  if  he  hasn’t  done  a  million  questionable  things  in  the  past  ―  just  to  survive. 

[aresborrn]

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Resentment boils in his chest, tamped down as he so constantly forces it. Not the time. Not the place. Not your right. Sometimes he wonders if others are so full of this poison, this hate. He can’t be the only one, right? Seeing her face after so long only worsens it. Part of him knows that she isn’t to blame for everything that’d gone wrong, but she’s a convenient scapegoat. Murphy is only human. 

Yet, as always, Murphy doesn’t let his bitterness show. Yet. “And why would you want my opinion? Why don’t you ask Bellamy?” 

[tostxyalive]

“Sleep at my place tonight.”

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Bellamy froze, mouth slightly ajar, as he stared down at the blonde. After the long and somewhat crazy party, he didn’t expect after driving her home for her to offer this. After a few moments of incoherent stuttering he took a deep breath, “Clarke, are you drunk?”