#tried to offer medicine and they basically just walked away mid convo
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Fucking frustrating.
#i cant even verbalize my feelings rn#im upset for Them asking for help KNOWING our situation (basically an ex)#and its not rly that they asked for help#its that they asked for help in a way that i nor anyone could help#theyre having an ocular migraine and seeing spots#they wanted me to look in their eyes#but like there was nothing i was going to be able to see or achieve from doing so#on TOP of our Situation#tried to offer medicine and they basically just walked away mid convo#like because THEY remembered the reality of our situation and probably because i was agitated for the same reason#and i even tried to walk out after them to try and get them to take the medicine i had instead of DRIVING with an ocular migraine which#is scary and dangerous and they still pulled away#then come back finally and say sorry its not your problem and i shouldnt have asked for help#which bothered me more than anything probably#i dont want it to be that way#i WANT to help#but i also hold so much resentment towards them and i get esp annoyed when they ask for my help with THINGS THAT DO NOT NEED HELP#but i also know that its not a good idea for me to exhibit any care or interact because it is likely me who will be overcome w feelings#AGAIN#we dont get that privilege#and it makes me angry#and i was actually having a good day and feeling normal-ish towards them in the first time since everything happened#haha#go figure#think im also upset because i proved to them why we would have never worked#but it doesnt fucking matter anyways and i cant let myself get fixated on it or ill fall back into a neverending hole#and that neither of us trust each other anymore#that fucking hurts and sucks and pisses me off#i almost asked him to feel my forehead for my temperature yesterday cause i felt like a trash cab#can* but decided it was out of our privilege...funny how that works
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