#trashpost.txt

[steepedmilk]

drinking water w a straw is frankly.. too easy

[gravelgods]

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[lesbiqns]

tumblr is honestly such a toxic place for me right now my twitter is @lesbiqns and it is used more frequently than this blog if you want to follow it. the settings have it on private but i honestly approve everybody i'm just paranoid. if u request u will be accepted & so yes, i am there i'll probably still update the blog but like?? low chances my friends

[medtrash]

does anyone have any good appblr recommendations? lol sat scores came in 48 hours ago and my teacher was already talking about apps this morning like... can u just let me stress first

[steepedmilk]

i love mornings when the cat comes screaming and i get to give her unlimited affection

[steepedmilk]

sometimes reading bell hooks' all about love hurts lmao

[steepedmilk]

ive ended up becoming so paranoid abt my old housemates who blocked me i was worried when i couldn't open the multi-house group chat this morning that the whole community had blocked me, but i think my phone was just being stupid

this whole ordeal would honestly make a great r/amitheasshole thread but its such a specific situation it would probably be found immediately

[steepedmilk]

i put up some polaroids of connor from this weekend in my dorm & wow i love him a lot he's such a dork i'll post pictures tomorrow they really r treasures

[steepedmilk]

i just wanna b an herb goddess

[steepedmilk]

i got all dressed up for work only to have them call me off at the last minute. its a blessing in the end though bc i honestly forgot how much better i feel when i wear makeup though like i haven't been lately because depression is a drag but i'm happy that i'm to the point again where i can recognize the things i do because i genuinely enjoy them and begin reliving my life

[steepedmilk]

casual reminder not to trust people who tell you that you need to express your emotions in a prescribed way that makes you easier for them to manage

[steepedmilk]

i cant wait until i'm 18 and can justify selling myself as an art model

[steepedmilk]

i think i'm going to try and unfollow the 200+ clutter blogs i follow and just try to be the nice art/literature blog i was meant to be before the tumblr atmosphere made me miserable

[steepedmilk]

does anyone have any good resources or advice for dealing with anxiety attacks? i had one last night and it was worse than usual and i don't know how to deal with it. pls feel free to message me or reblog this post with anything that might be helpful.

[lesbiqns]

I changed my icon from my dog to this cool piece of street art I saw when I was in Florence. I'm not entirely sure who the actual artist is but in any case I have to give them props. Of all the art in Florence I really enjoyed the hide-and-seek factor of looking for the art, as well as the iconic little figures which pretty much stole my heart.

[steepedmilk]

i don't know why i am so afraid all of the time and heartbroken and such a sad thing but i am trying and i hope that counts for something