#transissues transguy ftm

[elitheelephantt]

17 Feb, 2018 3:31am

This is going to be sort of like a journal.  I don’t care if anyone follows but it will probably be mostly about my feelings and about my transition and everything.  Today I saw that my facebook (that I really don’t use much) still said I was female and used ‘she’ ‘her’ pronouns and it really bothered me but seeing as I’m not out to most of my family it was really hard for me to change it but I’m glad I did, I need to start taking care of myself and doing what I need to do to be happy.  I’m also going to my first appointment in less than a week to get blood work and everything done to get on Testosterone, I’m so excited and also nervous but I can’t wait!

[beardedrebelstrawberry-blog]

She

I swear if I am called "she" one more time I will in deed die. I can't take it anymore. They said they would respect me and my pronouns. But no. And I feel less of a guy. And I can't do anything about it. They took my binder away and everything. I feel like shit. I want to die.