#transfem tengen

[dinkandballz]

Hello again!

Can you do pet play with

Tengen?

-💎

Includes transfem Tengen because she is real to me!!!

NSFW

Tengen never really got the opportunity to play around with being in a submissive role because of her stature and strength, so she’s more than happy to finally experiment

The second you praise her for being a good kitty, her brain turns to mush

Almost every night, she’s on the bed presenting herself to you with a cockring on and a plug inside of her

She’s so eager to please you, she’ll be as obedient and slutty as possible

Eventually Tengen will graduate from just roleplaying to actually dressing for the part, buying collars and tails and lingerie

She’s obsessed with it.

Once she’s addicted to her role, she’ll crawl around the house in lingerie with nothing underneath just for your pleasure

Occasionally she’ll even hump your leg if you promise not to punish her for it, her cock aches so good when it rubs against your jeans

Forcing her into a cock cage when she misbehaves is one of her favourites, she adores when you manage to make her cum with the cage on

Tengen will do absolutely anything for praise and adores pet play and role playing in general, she’s never shy about her desires with you

[nellielsss]

𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐜 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐠𝐨!

࣪ ִֶָ☾. I'm primarily a writer for transfem readers. yes, we exist on here, and we deserve some attention!! (if they don't, then I'm writing this blog for me I guess)

ᡣ𐭩 readers of other gender identities are welcomed, just expect to see a lott of trans woman reader content. if I take requests in the future, then you can submit one. we all deserve some attention at the end of the day

𐙚 forgive me if my blog looks like shit at first, I decided to do this on a whim (•᷄- •᷅ ;) this about me post will probably be edited!

ʚଓ Recent fics: Jumpin' Jumpin', The Boy Is Mine, Check On It

✿𑁍 Sections: rules, info

☘️ Nσɯ ρʅαყιɳɠ…

© ʙʀᴜɴᴇᴛᴛᴇ-ʙɪᴛᴄʜ77 on tumblr - get your own shit bitches | ca. 4/26/2024

[vale-var]

Here I bring you a list of who are Hashiras in my AU so here it is 🪨Gyomei Himejima,stone hashira(gray nichirin) 🔥Shinjuro Rengoku,flame hashira(red nichirin) 🌾Murata Fujiwara,earthhashira(brown nichirin) 🦋Shinobu Kocho,insect hashira(lavender blue nichirin) 🌑Yukio Uzui,shadow hashira(dark red nichirin) 🌫Muichiro Tokito,mist hashira(white nichirin) ♨️Yuichiro Tokito,steam hashira(gray-blue nichirin) 🌱Masachika Kumeno,grass hashira(light green nichirin) 💧Makomo Nozomi,water hashira(blue nichirin) 🌸Sabito Hanabatake,flower hashira(light pink nichirn) 💗Mitsuri Kanroji,love hashira(pink nichirn) 🐍Obanai Rengoku,snake hashira(lilac nichirin) 🐉Kohaku Rengoku,hashira dragons(turquoise green nichirin) 🎶Tengen Uzui,sound hashira(ambar nichirin) 🍃Sanemi Shinazugawa,wind hashira(green nichirin) 🌹Ume Shabana,beauty hashira(magenta nichirin) 🩸Gyutaro Shabana,blood hashira(red verbellon nichirin)

[lesbiansanemi]

The Hashira are just more fun when they’ve been trans-femmed. Like I dunno what to tell you. They were meant 2 be women

[dry-yellow-marker]

hashira gender & sexuality headcanons!!

please keep in mind i am an anime-only viewer (but have had substantial spoilers) & that these are headcanons, you don't have to agree with me. this is just for fun!

tomioka giyuu

he/they graysexual; no specific label for his gender but it's very fluid

kanroji mitsuri

she/her cis woman

unlabeled sexuality but equally attracted to all genders

iguro obanai

he/him by default. has some issues with his gender but if he tries to think about it for more than two minutes he gets nauseous

sexuality: mitsuri /j

shinazugawa sanemi

bisexual with a preference for women

he/him transmasc (i have seen some people hc'ing him as transfem and i can get behind that too tbh)

himejima gyomei

he/they but he the way you would use it to address an animal of ambiguous gender

asexual

tokito muichiro

questioning his sexuality. stuck in the 14-year-old "damn what am i" funk, but it's not a big priority for him at the moment (demons.)

doesn't care about what pronouns you use

kocho shinobu

MEAN LESBIAN!!

she/her cis woman

rengoku kyojuro

"i'm probably nonbinary but i have a job so idrc about that rn"

queer

uzui tengen

polyam bicurious

he/him but if you threw in a they he wouldn't object

+ bonus: kocho kanae

she/her transfem!

aroace

[forest-hashira]

Twelve Days of Christmas

as promised, here's the info post for the little drabble series i'm (hoping) to get done this month! as the title implies, i'd like to try and post one drabble every day between tomorrow, december 13, and christmas.

the drabbles will follow the pattern of character + prompt, picked from the list of prompt words below. i'm only going to use each prompt word and each character once, and these will be first come first served, so please have a backup request just in case! also at this time i'm taking requests from mutuals only, but if not all 12 prompts get claimed i'll open it to other followers too!

prompt words & characters i will/won't write below the cut:

i will try to remember to update the list as prompts are claimed, but don't hesitate to reach out with questions!

Lights - Day Six: Yuta

Quiet - Day Nine: Giyu

Gift - Day Three: Inosuke

Mistletoe - Day Two: Kyojuro

Cookie - Day Five: Mitsuri

Snow - Day Seven: Toge

Cold - Day Twelve: Tanjiro

Tree - Day Ten: Suguru

Bow - Day Four: Transfem!Gojo

Sweater - Day Eleven: Miwa

Fire - Day Eight: Choso

Cozy - Day One: Tengen

fandoms i will write for: jujutsu kaisen, demon slayer

characters i won't write for: sukuna, mahito, kenjaku, uraume, and of the other curses (jjk), muzan, akaza, douma, kokushibo, any of the other demons, gyomei, muichiro (kny)

if there's a specific character you're unsure about, just ask! i promise i don't bite if you're nice 💜

[eggslamwich]

late character opinion...? but tengen!

Yaaaaaay

👍favorite thing about them

I love morally grey ancient girlbosses. Honestly Tengen in a way reminds of Marika (down to her real body being in the middle of a tree lol) and I like that she's not a good person despite being allied with the protagonists.

Also she's cute.

👍least favorite thing about them

How she just got completely shafted in the story. I don't think she's gonna show or get mentioned at all in the final chapter. She got reduced to a plot device. (Hey I'm noticing a trend with my favs in this series)

👍favorite line

"I no longer have a gender, but I'm actually more like a granny."

👍brOTP

I don't actually know does Tengen have friends? She's a shut in for the most part. Maaaaaaybe her and Kenny idk

👍OTP

TenKen! Bias aside, I like the contrast between the two where Kenny stands for evolution while Tengen stand for stagnation. I also love that the merger plot exists because Kenny can't move the fuck on, I would've loved to seen their relationship in the Heian Era.

👍nOTP

Tengen and Yuki.

👍random headcanon

Not all Star Plasma vessels are women. Like even in the manga when they show some of them one is a man.

Tengen herself still identifies as a woman tho regardless of vessel. Transfem Tengen ftw.

👍unpopular opinion

Thumb! Tengen in more attractive than merged Tengen.

👍song i associate with them

👍favorite picture of them

[bxnnywrites]

⋆｡°✩ MAIN MUSES ✩°｡⋆

[PT: My Muses]

A simple list of all the characters I love writing for and believe I write well + the general headcanons and personality I write for em

Danny Johnson || The Ghostface [Dead By Daylight]

★ Firstly, this is my husband. My absolute man. I will be writing about him so fucking much because I am kissing him. ★ Tall motherfucker, like easily breaks 6'2, pretty small compared to other killers though ★ I write mine as a cis dude, I love FTM headcanons for him and all but in my brain he's cis! Queer Danny supremacy tho. Uses any pronouns but usually just goes with he/him ★ Demiromantic and Bisexual, Danny "Any Hole Is A Goal" Johnson but has a hard time with romance because he very rarely if ever feels romantic attraction. (Unsure of the original source of the demiromantic bisexual flag, but i remade it from an icon i saw) ★ Has NPD (kinda canon but developers used Narcissist as an insult, too bad taking it literally) + ADHD

Michael Meyers || The Shape [Dead by Daylight + Halloween]

★ Actual fucking giant, like 7 feet tall and some change ★ Also cis, I promise there are trans headcanons here somewhere. Anyways mainly he/him but doesn't really give a fuck. ★ Completely aromantic and pansexual, no romantic attraction but very queerplatonic. Aropan flag by @/flag-mashups (link). ★ Autistic and completely nonverbal, probs some other issues but I haven't thought about it a whole lot.

Amanda Young || The Pig [Dead By Daylight + Saw]

★ Lil gal (as far as killers go), 5'10 ★ Transfem MtF, She/Her and maybe sometimes They as a treat ★ Pan lesbian + Sapphic, imo she's alright with dating anyone that's not a purely cis dude. Pan lesbian flag by @/bi-lesbian (link). ★ Autistic, c-PTSD, HPD, I project onto this character hard so she gets a lot of my issues.

Anna || The Huntress [Dead By Daylight]

★ TALL WOMAN 6'3 ★ Bigender Demigirl, always has a feminine connection to her gender but often times feels really masc. She/Her but still nonbinary. Bigender Demigender flag made by @/sakosai (link) ★ Pansexual ★ c-PTSD, Autistic, BPD, another character I project onto lol

Sadako Yamamura || The Onryō [Dead By Daylight + The Ring]

★ I WILL NOT WRITE NSFW OF THIS CHARACTER EVER don't even bother asking. ★ Itty Bitty Baby, 5'6, smallest of the killers ★ Agender, can't be bothered with it. ★ Aroace, very affectionate though! Aroace Agender flag is by @/rjalker [link] ★ Def has a personality disorder, which one? Haven't decided but something on the cluster b spectrum. Otherwise, ADHD (possibly audhd?) and comorbidities.

Others I will write for under the cut! Not as much detail, just that I would write for them if asked.

⋆｡°✩ OTHER MUSES ✩°｡⋆

[PT: Other Muses]

The Oni (DBD) // The Trapper (DBD) // Bubba Sawyer (DBD + Movies) // Freddy Krueger (DBD + Movies) // Legion (No NSFW bc their ages are debatable and I'm uncomfy) // Pyramid Head (DBD + Silent Hill) // Trickster (Only to make fun of him) // Xenomorph (DBD + Movies) // Billy Loomis (Scream) // Stu Mencher (Scream) // Harry Warden (My Bloody Valentine) // Brahms Heelshire (The Boy) // HABIT (EMH) // Tim Sutton / Masky (Marble Hornets) // Patrick (MLA0) // Lexx (Whispered Faith) // Lee (Whispered Faith)

⋆｡°✩ NON-HORROR MUSES ✩°｡⋆

[PT: Non-Horror Muses]

Arataki Itto (Genshin Impact) // Captain Beidou (Genshin Impact) // Mahito (JJK) // Gojo Satoru (JJK) // Kyojuro Rengoku (Demon Slayer) // Tengen Uzui (Only with the rest of his wives, the polyamory is staying fuck you) // Muzan Kibutsuji (Demon Slayer) // Gyutaro (Demon Slayer) // Welcome Home Cast (most AU's) // Medic (TF2) // Heavy (TF2) // Sniper (TF2) // Engineer (TF2) // Pyro (TF2)) // Spy (TF2)

⋆｡°✩ SHIPS ✩°｡⋆

[PT: Ships]

All X Reader ships (self inserts my adored) // Beiguang // Tengens Polycule // Frankly Dear (Frank x Eddie) // Sally x Julie // Frank x Julie (as QPP's, not romantic) // Red Oktoberfest (Medic x Heavy) // Bush Medicine (Medic x Sniper) // Knife Party (Spy x Sniper)

[bandtrees]

it started just as "me projecting on a character i happen to like" but i've grown increasingly fond of interpreting riko as transmasc (or really any form of trans who's unaware at this point in time). not in a "girl is rowdy? must really be Boy!" sense but rather in a "young trans person's life cut short on the cusp of grasping a better one for themself" sense

i just think there is something very transgender about riko, her (his for this post's sake) whole life convincing himself he's happy being treated as vaguely "special/different" and then. "Assimilated" - and i don't say this to deny riko's genuine feelings he shows about merging with tengen in the second episode, as i think they're more than just "what he tells himself to make himself feel better", but rather to express that while he's never questioned his lot in life, there's still more he's missing in ways of friends, community, and experiences, being only 14 after all, having his closest friend be his caregiver, having no strong feelings about the deaths of his family - and he only realizes this when he's granted all of that for only a few days.

being shown community and support by others and realizing, only when you have unconditional support and safety, there's more to life than assimilating and filling in the role you've been told you have to fill and have convinced yourself you want to fill. realizing you can be more. realizing you can make friends and have fun outside of the people you simply exist around. realizing you can thrive rather than just survive. realizing that the loneliness you feel needing to 'assimilate' isn't going to go away until you feel safe and loved enough to reject it entirely and start living the life you want to. yeah

i also just think (similarly to how i hc junpei as transfem) it's a tragic little show of "what could have been", for riko's life and all the opportunities and the person they could have been, regardless of gender, to be cut short.

tldr: i need to get off my ass and write the riko lives au where he transitions

[tanjirou-no-au]

My mind is a soup of KNY, RWBY & Parahumans, so...

RWBY AU

Salem’s still the main villain, Muzan’s one of her enforcers.

Yoriichi is combined with Tanjuro here, making him T&N’s father, a SEW (ofc) and the Summer Rose equivalent.

Used to be on a team w/ Michikatsu, Gyomei, and Tamayo, w/ Shinjuro, Amane & their team being their seniors.

Nezuko inherited his Silver eyes, Tanjiro just inherited his looks, birthmark, earrings, and a whole host of father issues.

The Kamados (just Yoriichi, Tanjiro, Nezuko & Kie) are Caprinae faunus, w/ Kie, Tanjiro & Hinatsuru (Kie’s little sister) being Argali sheep, and Nezuko somehow coming out a Himalayan Tahr.

Michikatsu is transfem and Mui/Yui’s deadbeat mom.

Inosuke is a boar faunus whose trait is his ears, thus leaving him a pretty boy, to his own dismay.

Tanjiro, Inosuke, Kanao & Zenitsu are on a team. Zenitsu leads. You did not read that wrong.

Nezuko is on a team w/ Genya, Muichiro, and one of the Ubayashiki kids. Or Senjuro, who’s in a Jaune-like situation.

Giyuu (fox faunus), Sabito (hare faunus), Sanemi & Kanae were a team. Tengen and wives are a team. And Kyojuro, Mitsuri, Makomo & Shinobu were a team.

Obanai is ex-White Fang, and Nakime’s twin.

I have most of their semblances & weapons figured out, but they’ll be detailed in a separate post.

Parahumans AU

The less developed one by far, (though longer, ironically) still thinking up powers and triggers.

Muzan is a Master/Brute/Trump, with regeneration and the ability to enter “contracts” with Parahumans, enhancing their own power & regeneration in exchange for being able to kill them at will AND gain a crude copy of their power.

Kagaya is his cluster mate, a Thinker/Master who can discern someone’s beliefs and opinions through conversations, and a voice that both calms them and predisposes them into believing he has their best interest in mind.

Yoriichi is once again the Tanjirou & Nezuko’s dad, and served on the Sentai Elite w/ Michikatsu & Shinjuro.

He was basically Sun-themed Legend, powerful light based breaker state that eschewed lasers for solar flare abilities/whips, with a thinker power that allowed him to perceive the world in slow motion. This power had the caveat of the more people that looked up to him, the more powerful he was.

Kokushibou shared Yoriichi’s Thinker power, but was otherwise a Combat Tinker, specializing in miniaturized fusion powered devices such as a plasma cutter, a specialized combat suit, and a specialized training dummy.

Nezuko is a Brute/Striker/Trump, having the bog standard demon toughness and regeneration, alongside generating flames that could negate other Parahuman powers.

Tanjiro is a Brute/Thinker, who can perceive emotions as scents, along with generating a prismatic forcefield around him, parts of which could break off and explode. Gains a second Trigger which allows him to shape the forcefield into crude weaponry, alongside gaining a Master power that allowed his flames to perceive how his target’s hurt people, and turn said pain back on them.

Muichiro is a Breaker/Stranger/Shaker, who can dissipate into an amnesia inducing fog he can also manipulate and move through.

Shinobu is a Bio-Tinker, specializing in alchemical creations, specifically poisons and medicines, along with altering her own chemistry to become toxic, and devices meant to deliver them.

Sanemi is a Brute/Blaster, who by cutting open his skin kick starts aerokinesis that aerosolizes his blood into a disorienting gas, combined with a somewhat limited healing factor.

Genya is a Changer/Trump with some Brute characteristics, just tougher and with a healing factor, who by ingesting the flesh of others can take on their physical characteristics, including Parahuman abilities.

Inosuke is a Brute/Changer, rubbery body and flexible organs combined with a wereboar transformation that becomes more and more monstrous the longer he fights. Imagine Lung, but admittedly less powerful.

[nellielsss]

JJK x reader: lack of representation

i don’t post on this acct (i just scroll & read fics) but I’m sick and tired: WHERE are the transfem reader fanfics?? where are the MTF reader x (character) stories??

Its like every time I wanna read a fic with my fictional men (toji fushiguro, gojo, nanami, tengen uzui) I ALWAYS have to read the words “pussy” “cunt” etc. when I know damn well I’m pre-op and FAR from getting any operation done. but I can’t read gender neutral fics bc of how girly I am & how I want my pronouns used, and I obviously can’t read male BC IM TRYING TO BE A GIRL, and it ends up being a wild goose chase that just leads me back to cis female fics.

like I don't squirt due to being biologically unable to, but I also don't have a flat chest bc im a trans woman, so I'm stuck in gender neutral limbo!! and god knows how WONDERFUL that is for my gender dysphoria!!!!

like do transfem readers just not use tumblr?? do they all go on AO3?? I dont wanna force people to write fanfics about MTF readers if they’re not comfortable with it/dont know anything about what MTF people go through, BUT I JUST WANNA CUDDLE W TOJI WHILE NOT PRETENDING IM CISGENDER!!

if any writers wanna write about mtf readers w their big, handsome boyfriends, you would literally be the most amazing people ever!! and if anyone knows any fics like that then please point me in their direction 😘😘 (please DM me any fics please 😭 I cant keep going around & requesting random pages)

I could write essays about how frustrating it is for transfem JJK fanfic lovers. sorry if I came off aggressive--I'm just sick of this, and I need to get the word out there:

TRANSFEM READERS DESERVE REPRESENTATION!!! AND WHILE WE'RE AT IT, READERS OF ALL TYPES OF GENDER IDENTITIES & EXPRESSION DESERVE SOME LOVING TOO!! I need all my asexual, genderfluid, genderqueer bitches to stand up!!!!

(I'm literally this close 🤏 to either losing it or becoming a writer myself)

[nellielsss]

𓆩☠︎︎𓆪 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐈𝐧𝐟𝐨

ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴠɪᴇᴡɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ʙʟᴏɢ, ʜᴇʀᴇ'ꜱ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛ

╰┈➤ Blog info...

Who do you write for? As mentioned above, I write for transfem readers primarily. If my posts ever open up for requests, I will include other gender identities, but due to my current schedule & attention span issues, I won't be taking any. Additionally, a lot of the reader's personality is derived from my own, which includes habits and speaking mannerisms so some of my readers might not align with your own personality type.

Who do you write about? Characters that I'm obsessing over/am into at the moment. I also pair them w/ a trans reader, but unless a fic's focused on a transgender issue, or if it's smut, then reader can either be a cis of trans female.

What is the point of this blog? To write my own fanfiction and also hone my writing skills. I've scoured Tumblr, Wattpad and AO3, and have yet to find the fics that I feel represent me. Readers are almost always cis females, gender neutral, or trans men (and even those are hard to come by). I wanted to get my own ideas out there while also hopefully satisfying other trans women who like the stuff that I like and face the same problems that I have.

Types of fics: fluff, NSFW, angst, you name it, I'll probably write it eventually. I'll also include songfics since I'm a huge music lover. Please be aware that angst stories will exclusively include happy endings for the reader (I'm tired of the baby mama, side-hoe content... we need to stand up at some point or another).

Topics covered: anything to do with the transfem experience, as well as general relationship stuff that isn't exclusive to genders with my own twist added to them. I will not cover topics that I do not feel I have knowledge on or personal experience of such as periods, pregnancies, or certain mental disorders. I flat out will not write sexual assault, dub-con, stepcest, incest, or anything gross like scat, vomit, or any other kind of bodily fluids. I will write certain forms of age gaps, but I won't write blatantly depraved power dynamics such as teacher/student. The most you’ll see is 25 yo. reader with a 35-38 yo. character.

╰┈➤ Personal info...

General about me's: I'm an architectural engineering student| pisces sun, gemini moon, aries rising | ENTJ 8w7 | mother of 3 cats | uruguayan & mexican (some of my fics might feature some spanish!) | this is an NSFW heavy blog!!

Music favs: Beyoncé (duh), Mariah Carey, Madonna, Shakira, and Ariana grande. You'll find a lot of my fics are based on songs 𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪

Favorite Media: B'day (the album), Sex and the City, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Charlie's Angels, Kill Bill (I adore Lucy Liu)

Fandoms/favorite anime: Jujutsu Kaisen, Demon Slayer, Black Clover, Black Lagoon, Love is War, Madoka Magica, Higurashi: When They Cry, Free! Iwatobi Swim Club; I primarily watch anime that feature a badass female character, violence, or really hot guys.

╰┈➤ Top 10 Obsessions/self-ships

In order of importance...

Yami Sukehiro; ship name: Paulami

Toji Fushiguro; ship name: Tojila

Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez; ship name: Paulajow

Satoru Gojo; ship name: Paulatoru

Kento Nanami; ship name: Nanaula

Uzui Tengen; ship name: Tenpaula

Loid Forger; ship name: Pauloid

Makoto Tachibana; ship name: Paulakoto

Choso Kamo; ship name: Pauloso

Guren Ichinose; ship name: Paularen

© ʙʀᴜɴᴇᴛᴛᴇ-ʙɪᴛᴄʜ77 on tumblr - get your own shit bitches | ca. 6/25/2024

[forest-hashira]

Ask away, you say??

1, 4, 5, 8, 10, 12, 17, 18

Love youuuu

hiiiii peach!!! i love you too 💜

1. Share a song that makes you think of [fic title]

gonna go with Noble Blood on this one! to not give the lame answer of Noble Blood, the song that gave the fic its name, the next best answer would be Luminary by Joel Sunny!

4. How many WIPs do you have right now?

oh god. i don't know. ok i checked. technically, i have 11, but there's a good chance at least two of them will never get touched again whoops (one is an MCU Loki fic, one is a multichap Tengen/reader fic i talked myself out of actually doing anything with, rip).

5. What’s a fic idea you’ve had that you will never write?

i've had a lot of ideas for like. pwp fics before but i just don't think i have the capability to write them, so i've never really tried bc i know i'd get frustrated really quickly (i've posted smut exactly once and it was only on ao3 whoops)

8. What project(s) are you currently working on?

Noble Blood is my main focus, but i've started a few more installments of my transfem gojo series, and i have a couple of events i think i'm going to participate in coming up, so i'll have some things cooking for those when the time comes!

10. Is there a fic that got a different response than you were expecting?

Noble Blood for sure. i wasn't expecting it to appeal to people when it was still just in the worldbuiling stage, and then after all the excitement people expressed before i started posting chapters i was expecting (& hoping for) at least as much excitement from all the people who had engaged with the worldbuilding stuff, but. alas. everyone that has actually engaged with it has been really lovely tho ily guys 💜

12. Do you have a playlist for your current WIP(s)? Share it!

i do! the Noble Blood playlist is here. unfortunately that's the only wip that has a playlist. i keep trying to make one for transfem gojo but nothing clicks for that one. sigh.

17. What’s something you’ve learned about while doing research for a fic?

i did like two hours of research for one line in Noble Blood a few weeks ago. learned some things but also found a lot of somewhat conflicting answers sooooo. don't try things at home kids i'm like half guessing at all this.

18. What’s one of your favorite lines you’ve written in a fic?

ok so i don't think this fic will ever get posted here (but it is on my ao3 here if you're interested), but i wrote this when i was Going Through It during my depressive episode:

Suguru was your anchor in stormy seas, tethering you to something real, something sturdy; Satoru was the lighthouse calling you home when the waters calmed enough for you to move again.

send me fanfic asks!