#trans. you know? kevin tran on that horrible prison of a boat downing whatever will keep him awake and alert to keep working. no mirrors on
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Drabble 181 - Supernatural
If Kevin doesn’t look at it, it isn’t happening.
His body isn’t betraying him. The weeks and weeks stumbling, starving, painfully around translation aren’t changing him. He can barely breathe, so binding is out of the question. His hands shake too much for injections, anyway.
If he finishes this, he can be himself again.
He hates living in a body whose breaking can be witnessed. Hates that the Winchesters’s eyes skimmed over him once, but now Sam’s says him with a hard note, like he has to remind himself, and Dean rolls his eyes, complies to get what he wants.
#transmasc kevin angst be upon you. one of those winchesters better fucking pick up his prescription#i think about it a lot. trans!kevin and how that intersects with the cost of saving the world.#when are you allowed to be yourself. not until you fix everything else. not until you’ve made the world perfect. then maybe you get to be#trans. you know? kevin tran on that horrible prison of a boat downing whatever will keep him awake and alert to keep working. no mirrors on#board. so maybe as long as he doesn’t have to look. the damage isn’t real.#a body as a ticking time bomb that you have to hold in one hand while you unwillingly do holy work with the other#just some thoughts. i can hit any character with the transmasc beam. watch me#drabble-a-day#drabble-a-day 2024#fanfiction#spn#kevin tran
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