#trans. you know? kevin tran on that horrible prison of a boat downing whatever will keep him awake and alert to keep working. no mirrors on

[quietwingsinthesky]

Drabble 181 - Supernatural

If Kevin doesn’t look at it, it isn’t happening.

His body isn’t betraying him. The weeks and weeks stumbling, starving, painfully around translation aren’t changing him. He can barely breathe, so binding is out of the question. His hands shake too much for injections, anyway.

If he finishes this, he can be himself again.

He hates living in a body whose breaking can be witnessed. Hates that the Winchesters’s eyes skimmed over him once, but now Sam’s says him with a hard note, like he has to remind himself, and Dean rolls his eyes, complies to get what he wants.