#traffic was ofc worse than google predicated

[authorwithissues]

I've been emotionally cheating on my new job but I wasn't being too serious about it. I did an interview last week that went really well and they seemed to want me. They asked multiple times whether, if they offered, would I accept? And I said we'll I'd have to think about it. Which was true!

The export ladies here are great and friendly and competent and good coworkers all around. I did some team building with them last week which is why I was so on the fence.

But now I'm remembering how frustrating /my/ department is because I'm not on exports! I'm on imports! And imports has weird politics between the supervisor and manager and I feel like the divorce child caught in between! And my supervisor is just kinda hard to work with. He tells me to send an email on something brokerage related and thus not something i know much about, but he meanders around the point without ever getting to it which leaves me to flounder on wtf to say. And then two minutes later he'll tell me in-detail how to do a process that I wasnt asking about and that I already mastered a month and a half ago. My dude, you're admirably patient when I'm asking questions but you're also driving me insane.

The interviewer said he'd be in touch on whether he'd be making an offer by Friday. No word. I messaged the recruiter who had also said I'd hear back by Friday. He said he'd follow up. No word.

Now I'm looking wistfully in their direction like please. I've thought about it. And I've decided. I want you.