#tpiy

[nozirohhex]

The Plot In You - Forgotten

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[autotheophagic]

from landon's insta

[remaining-pain]

hi! nice to meet you.

call me K... YES, just K! i'm not new to Tumblr but i am new to the 'music' side of it. i've been in several fandoms through out the years and have had several name handles as well. i've left Tumblr quite a few times and have also come back a few times as well. i can't guarantee i'll even stick around long enough this time but i have a lot of time on my hands as of late and i figured... why, the, fuck, not.

so... couple of things i like...?

the plot in you (this blog will honestly be full of nothing but landon tewers and them, along with writings, etc etc.. ya know)

lorna shore / will ramos

can't swim

dayseeker / rory rodriguez

acres

the amity affliction / ahren stringer

ethel cain

some honorable mentions... sleep token, invent animate, bad omens, bouquet, galleons, lil peep, and $uicideboy$

i also love video games, anime and film (we can discuss separately) but i primarily want to make this blog for just music and music related things.

couple other things about me: i'm 30, my pronouns are she/her/hers, i have a cat, i sometimes stream on twitch, and i have really bad anxiety.

soooooo give me a follow if you'd like to be mutuals? ♡

[shatterthefragments]

Ok friend, I am assigning you Dispose and also Swan Song from The Plot in You. I need to know which are your favorites. (Or if you end up hating everything else lmao)

ALRIGHT FLOOD, BUCKLE IN!!!!! 😁

Ok I might have to just not mention all the perfect lyrics because holy fuck DISPOSE is so fucking perfect in every way. (Will mostclkkely be repeated for swan song too) edit: absolutely repeating/ adding this for Swan Song as well!!!

Rigged

FUCK. THE FUCKING LYRICS.

The heartbeat drums. The fucking VOICE HE HAS 😭

“How many times do I have to fight”

…is that a fucking theremin?

“What’s left in me?”

“What’s left in me / guess we’ll see” FUCK RIGHT OFF THIS IS MY WHOLE FUCKING ESSENCE. (“What happens when your best is not enough? Guess I’ll find out” fun fact I’ve written snippets of lyrics based on that recurring thought fixation. And I’ll continue to do so.)

Fuck,, the emotions. This is the perfect opener fucking shit.

Not just breathing

(Do I even mention the perfect lyrics when it seems they just always hit??)

“I’m just trying I’m just fighting to say I’m alive I’m alive and not just breathing”

STRINGS TOOOOOOOOO AAAAAH 😭🥰

One last time

STRINGS MY BELOVED

“But I lay here awake too afraid to dream / cause if I might have to face myself / I’ll buckle at my knees / tell me one last time how I never tried”

“Pushed my pain aside / cause I could never give it to those” and that entire whole ending verse are so perfect aaaah

Also I adore hearing all the different instruments??? I probably wouldn’t have noticed as much all the different parts but I listened with headphones one night.

Also like??? The way he sings “as I lay here Awake /too afraid to dream/“ just feels so familiar and I want to crawl inside the AWAKE growl. And the way the music is behind it and licks up for the chorus?? Ugh 😍

I always wanted to leave

“I always wanted to leave / i guess it’s a shame / I’m so damn destructive /(and you’re so reluctant to mean what you say)”

This one hurts a lot 💖 (I have always wanted to leave. I was so close to moving across the country for school. but money. And now I feel trapped because this place is the only place where I can usually stand the weather. So I can’t leave. But I do love now beautiful it is here too.)

Like I listen to a lot of cathartic music. But I actually sometimes have to skip this one bc I’m not fucking ready. (Keeps singing the single line”I always wanted to leave” over and over regardless 😅)

Feel nothing

This is fucking everything to me.

Everything.

Beautiful. Haunting. Perfect.

“I hate it but I long to feel what I felt before”

“What’s here for me? Why hide the truth?”

Happy

The sounds do something to me.

“I think I’m happy / knowing you arent” fuck me Up!!

The one you loved

First TPIY song in my likes and omg. I just. I love it so much.

“I try to hold on ‘cause I know I hate to lose” “Was the change in me not strong enough?” “Time with you is what I dread”

“Was there something else? ‘Cause I tried my best” but truly every lyric.

Paid in Full

I can’t tell what the sound is reminiscent of to me but it’s tickling some sort of nostalgia.

“I blame myself for this” is probably the hardest hitting to me (I’m working on that)

The sound

Absolutely beautiful. I remember seeing you post this to tumblr and I was. A little hesitant to listen to it tbh. But I am glad I did I really love it. It went into my likes (but I shan’t elaborate on which ones exactly are in my likes bc sometimes I’m bad about that they just end up in my on repeats instead)

First verse my beloved. (Says the exact same about the rest of the song) (sometimes I have to skip this song too but it truly is so beautiful and I love it)

Plus sax??

Disposable fix

I have a LOT of fucking feelings about the title alone. And how the album title is DISPOSE ending with a longer version dispose-> disposable fix and. It’s.

“It’s just a show and I’m the one that takes the blame”

And ending on “ I'm done contemplating with it //

You're not a victim of shit

I put myself on the back burner

Held myself back for you I'm a disposable fix

I'm only stating the facts And now I've got nothing to lose, no” is absolute insanity (or the best thing ever)

This is a song I absolutely love. (Even though I can’t relate to the fucking) this is another song I sometimes have to skip.

Other times. I absolutely looped this on my lunch break until I swapped to one of the songs I hadn’t written for yet so I could hopefully post this for you before I go!!!

Swan song

Is so fucking perfect and a tad uncomfortable at times in the way the feelings writhe inside of me (similar to the DISPOSE songs I sometimes to often have to skip but it also feels a little different with this album too)

Letters to a Dead Friend

…

The shifting tone through the song…

“We probably fucked each other's lives but now we're makin' do

It's so sad, it's so sad, the way they look at me Like I've got, like I've got, answers to anything You know me, you know me, l've got a lot to say But it's in vain, it's insane and you won't feel the same”

“I don't wanna face the things that I've done wrong

Done wrong, or did right It should be me in the ground a thousand fucking times

And my voice, how I'm heard

When you were triple the man and now you fill the dirt”

This one hurts, but I also have to admit that I haven’t literally buried a friend that I was super super close to. (Just. Huh. I guess more kids have died than I thought actually…) …anyway.

Fall again

I love it. I’m not sure what else to say.

“Was a way to escape the life that you chose

If you fall again, you're on your own

Untied my wrists, I won't sink with them

No tears fell down my face

I was loved in a crooked way

And my fears weren't aimed at you”

Face me

The layering of the vocals here is just!!!!!!!!!! Adding it into the music behind it is. sending me into orbit.

I am refusing to analyze the lyrics and pick a favourite here ✌️✨

Mmm. Maybe. “I don't feel like catching prey

But I don't feel like anything

I sit in my head, stray from the truth

Pick at the scabs, don't look at the past, got something to lose

But I feel the tension from every direction”

Too far gone

MY FUCKING BELOVED

Every single part. It feels familiar in such a Way. It’s such a part of me.

Paradigm

I really like the sounds in this.

There’s a lot I could say about the lyrics. But. I don’t think I will. It’s jsut really perfect too. ✌️✨ sometimes I hum a little bit to myself but I don’t always recognize it as Paradigm.

Both to blame

Going from looping disposable fix to the opening of both to blame has a similar sound and I am just PARALLELS and OBSESSED.

Opening

“Who do you wanna be?

It never made much sense

I never gave you what you need

Grew a separate way most every day

But I'm happy that you left And oh it hurt so good I found solace in regret And like half the time I'd weigh the crime like you left me your debt” is so good 🥺

“We’re both to blame / I left you alone with no one / I’m ashamed / it’s killing me the things I said” anyway this is a very good very Close song.

Too heavy

Not only is this really pretty. It’s. Fuck. FUCK. I often feel like I’m begging for love. For a chance to prove I’m worth something or anything.

“And you got me begging for your love

And you got me begging for a chance to prove

So maybe someday we'll be something

Maybe it'll be alone

So for as long as I'm alive I'm giving everything to you

It's all too heavy for my heart to lose”

Enemy

FUCKING. YEAH. THIS.

Prettier than it has any right to be.

I sure fucking am the enemy, as much as I try to rewrite this.

“could pause life there

I don't need a thing, don't need a voice on me I just need this to stay Will you (tell me if you feel)

I can feel your skin

Nothing beneath it (how do you think I feel?)

Empty, full of spite

Let impulse decide (tell me if you feel)”

Whole without Me

<em>everything</em>

“It’s all much easier alone / and I’ll lose everything for you”

“As I was self-destructing

And I just need you to know I tried letting go but nothing would let me”

“my arms, slowly starts to slip away

I'd gone too far, I'd fed into an aching soul

Believed the lies I told myself, and they took control

This image burned into my sight”

“my arms, slowly starts to slip away

I'd gone too far, I'd fed into an aching soul

Believed the lies I told myself, and they took control

This image burned into my sight” these are the ones that stood out the most to me in the first few listens without looking at the lyrics yet. (But should I repeat perfect lyrics again orrrrrrrrr)

Also I really really love the music behind it too.

The last lines. FUCK.

Freed

Oh fuck. Well. Freed. Freed my beloved.

“You’re tearing out the pages of me”

I love the sounds in this so much!!

FUCK THE ENTIRE CHORUS IS FUUUUUCK.

Anyway 100/10 song

Thank you so much for recommending The Plot In You!!

these two albums and Crows are VERY GOOD and I love them!!! (Who knows when I ll be able to listen to more. Maybe if I download some more but idk if I’ll get to it before I go tbh 😔)

[smashedpumpkinprincess]

The Plot In You // Munich 13.09.2024

I saw the plot in you and invent animate yesterday and it was pretty great

[immaculate-imperfection]

The Plot In You -- Left Behind

[lastxprophecy]

The Plot In You // THE ONE YOU LOVED

[goodapollo]

"Could you watch your children burn?" - The Plot In You

First time on vinyl a decade after release!

[branches-in-a-flood]

Why is every TPIY song like

Fuck, dude, I'm sorry you feel like that

But also

[nozirohhex]

The Plot In You - Forgotten

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[lastxprophecy]

The Plot In You- Time Changes Everything (x)

[autotheophagic]

'cause it's a game to see which one of us will die first......

[screamsinsilver]

Tell me more about your Noah/Jesse ideas!

AAAAAA so (i have so many of these)

to start with it's like. they work pretty well together - they're friends to lovers with mutual pining, both pretty stubborn and kinda stupid to see why everyone else considers them married

becuase they're the type to be dating before they're dating - they watch their niche arthouse films together both at home and at screenings and they both go out for food when they've been up too late working and don't have the energy to cook and end up accompanying each other to different things theyre interested in

they're both home types too, and try to spend as much time in those few moments off tour just existing together (probably also spend a lot of time just chilling on calls together) again, before they actually get together they're spending time in each others' rooms becuase they genuiney enjoy each others' company

their dates are stuff like artisian coffee shops and museums and parks and beaches, calm places mostly

they're also like, annoying in a disgustingly cute way, they flirt a lot and bicker a lot and are always joined at the hip (and draped over each other). sometimes one will join the other's band on tour for a bit which their bandmates are mostly chill with (conor and matt as tour managers just have a little more to deal with especially if it's unexpected), and the other bands inthe package are a bit surprised when noah walks out of the erra bus at some show in, like, chicago, but whatever, they're all friends its chill.

(they do fuck on tour, which annoys matt and conor if they're disappearing away with no explanation but it's mostly fine as long as they don't leave a mess that has the venue staff leaving some angry message and a cleaning invoice. they both are also mindful of the fact that they're both singers and therefore a quick bj before a show might not be the best idea (does it stop them? probably not))

when erra and bomens are touring together both bands spend a lot of time hanging out together anyway, but when travelling sometimes one band will have to check their singer is with the other band because sometimes he is but sometimes they might have left him (or both of them) somewhere and they can't have that lol

there is more, a lot of which is wrapped in the context of fic i'm writing with a friend. angst and smut and fluff and everything. it's gonna be a long fic. we're even talking sequels and spinoffs

[xbasement-baitx]

No bc if BMTH brings the Mexico line up the us I will die happy

[heartofannie]

Saw the Plot in You. Slept 2 hours. Have a 9,5 hours work day. I kinda hate my life right now. But I loved (almost) every second yesterday.