#toybox! 🧸 ⌇ hoard

[butterflyboned]

Hi, and welcome to my blog!! My name is Mochi, and this is my manifestation sideblog! I am a 16 year old headmate in a bodily 19, mixed origin collective! I am an age regressor and slide between 2-5 years old, so this account is a very cool blend between babycore, kidcore, and hospitalcore!

I am also a part of the transabled and reality shifting communities and use underground subliminals to manifest different chronic illnesses that I want, as well as reach my ultimate goal of shifting!

This account will be completely immersive RP based on my "permanently hospitalized" desired reality, starting after this gif! Click "read more" if you have questions <3

A little about me! ~ <3

Likes: fuzzy blankets, stuffed animals, toys, the hospital I'm in, pokémon, carebears, my little pony, arthur, lolita fashion, mermaids, fairies, unicorns, fairytales, thunderstorms, animals, nature, most bugs, sanrio, minecraft, TS4, roblox, LDShadowlady, DanTDM, Stacyplays, IHasCupquake, Pocari Roo, PopularMMOs, Aphmau

Dislikes: my chronic pain, cold weather, heat, bullies, homework, spaghetti and similar noodle shapes, peas, face bandages, fruit punch :(

Favorite foods: mochi ice cream (and ice cream/frozen yogurt in general), spicy food, candy, sushi, cheese, caesar salad dressing, fruit, honey, peanut butter, Mac & Cheese, most kinds of pasta, soda, orange juice, cake, cookies, donuts, chicken quesadillas, tacos, nachos, cream cheese wantons, energy drinks, Wendy's, Tim Hortons, Subway

Hobbies: watching movies, listening to music, playing video games, watching YouTube videos, reading stuff on ao3/wattpad, writing, drawing, hiking, witchcraft, and blogging on tumblr ofc!

Physical health problems I have: scoliosis, lupus, raynaud's, cAIHA, rheumatoid arthritis, POTS, hEDS, ME/CFS, PANDAS, asthma, eczema, narcolepsy T2, sexsomnia, PGAD, nyctalopia, and a banana allergy

Disability aids I use: wheelchair, smart crutches, wrist & knee braces, finger splints, AFOs, AAC tablet, communication cards, and compression socks

Fun facts! ~ <3

☆ I have two service dogs and an emotional support cat that are living with me in the LTSCU (long-term special care unit)! They're my best friends :3

☆ I have a gastrostomy tube and an IV port to get proper nutrition and hydration cuz my body is really really bad at it :/

☆ There are ten patients in the LTSCU, including me!

Feel free to send in asks about the unit I'm in, my hobbies, or really anything else you want to talk about! I love to chat online!!

FAQ

🍤 :: What does "trisabled" mean?

🍣 :: Trisabled is a term where an individual is both cis-disabled and trans-disabled! In my case, this means that I am already disabled and chronically ill but wish to acquire more illnesses.

🎀 :: What is reality shifting?

🍣 :: Reality shifting is a spiritual belief in which you can choose any reality within the multiverse to be in at any given time by gaining awareness of your existence in alternate realities and "shifting" there. If you wanna learn more, go check out Reya Singh on YouTube!!

💌 :: But why would you want these things? Being disabled sucks!!

🍣 :: Because I suffer from something called atypical dysphoria! It's similar to gender dysphoria, but regards other things such as age, race, species, and, in my case, health and abilities! This dysphoria can make people feel very stressed, isolated, and lead to suicidal thoughts or extreme attempts to achieve their desired body.

🍩 :: Are you a radqueer/lsdqueer/basedqueer/Xenosatanist/etc.

🍣 :: Nope!

☔️ :: What is your opinion on contact discourse?

🍣 :: I am strictly limi-contact!

🍮 :: I have xxx and you "manifesting" it makes me very uncomfortable!

🍣 :: I understand, and I do apologize if I've upset you! If you'd like to talk about this and find some sort of common ground, then feel free to message me or send in a polite ask! Blocking me is also an option, and I will understand if you choose to do so. Either way, please take care of yourself! <3

🍔 :: Have you tried therapy?

🍣 :: No, and I will not. I have schizotypal personality disorder and complex PTSD (both cis), and I struggle with intense paranoia because of this. Telling a total stranger my most vulnerable parts when they are capable of getting me locked up, abusing me, or putting things on my record that could get me denied life-saving medical care in the future is absolutely out of the question. No shame if you choose to do so, I simply will not be taking part in it.

🍰 :: Why do you post so much stuff about disorder awareness and tips for dealing with it if you don't have these things?

🍣 :: Because it makes me feel very euphoric! Also, because I love everybody who struggles with these disorders and I want to show ally-ship with them and provide support where I am able to <3

🌷 :: Which IDs are trans and which ones are cis?

🍣 :: It's a secret ^w^

Tagging system ~ <3

# crayola! 🖍 ⌇ my posts

# yummy! 🍦 ⌇ asks

# toybox! 🧸 ⌇ hoard

# look what i can do! 🍤 ⌇ shifting

# waow so cool! 🌈 ⌇ disability info

# i did it all by myself! 🍰 ⌇ successful transition

# exit stage left! 🎭 ⌇ ooc posts

# fingerpaints! 🎨 ⌇ transition tips

# silly tunes! 🍮 ⌇ subliminals

# glitter! 🎉 ⌇ visualization