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Belief

noun. something believed; an opinion or conviction: a belief that the earth is flat. confidence in the truth or existence of something not immediately susceptible to rigorous proof: a statement unworthy of belief

Believe comes from old German words meaning to have trust. Belief doesn't require proof, just acceptance. If you're on a jury and the prosecution and defense present two different versions of what happened, you have to decide which side you believe. To believe can also mean having confidence.

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Writing the word belief

What are my beliefs who am I really as ive just walked being and not really knowing who i am so what to I believe myself to be ? As i dont know who I really am at the moment.

Im of the belief of so many things that im not who i think i am for a start like i think im shy timid but am i really just because i say i am am it its only a thought do i have to believe all my thoughts they could be wrong why ive decided to live by these thought for 55 years doesnt mean I believe them and i should start questioning my belief redefining my beliefs what would suit me better to move through all my beliefs until i stand as me and not a belief my mind has told me to be which is such limited and only one prospective of what it thinks i should be. It been like a support but a scared frightened and fearful in which ive believed i should be but not actually am, i thank my mind for the support but id like to actually try myself now confidently with determination.

Thoughts of others beliefs and the judgement i have towards them like religious people how ive seen them as stupid inferiority to me less than because they are scared and not seeing they are scared only seeing there chooses of being scared. New age people how ive seen myself as better because I think I know better within desteni my belief that all people that take drugs drink alcohol are beneath me because i dont do it and have perceived myself as better than. The belief when meeting someone have have to be superior or inferior to them to judge me and them at the same time to see where i am, and that if I haven’t fitted it that ive alway blamed them for being not so nice people but not looked at why i think im inferior to them.

The belief ive had in the past not suiting me know and feeling ashamed of them now thinking how did I believe this when ive believed myself as not equal for 50 years from my first moments of learning my abc 50 years in sept that I just wasn’t getting it like the others whats wrong with me and how ive decided to live this about myself or the rest of my life and even tried to hide it from others so im no it judged,

I think of monks nuns who devoted there lives to religious things and i judge as wasting there lives especially the ones that call themselves religious and have been evil with the name of there religion like in children’s homes where they have been beaten raped and all sorts of terrible monstrosity’s

Reading the word Belief

Im not sure what to believe as in i most question everything but i cant get the answer to everything well maybe i can ive not tried with fear of looking stupid for not knowing.

Having a belief makes you narrow minded that you don’t want to expand on that belief because its so ingrained in you that if it was wrong your whole life will be wrong.

The belief that something awful will happen like the end of the world scenario or something will happen to my daughters plays hard on my sometimes but why do i do this why have this carried around all the time its affected my physical to the point of not more the body has started to breakdown malfunction because of these constant belief.

The belief that i will change and i am changing is keeping me goin i see since writing my words thing feel so much better i feel good about myself and what im processing to do but just as i said that comparison of myself and other destinations came up and how i saw myself for a brief moment of being superior to them with all my hard work when ive only just started walking with writing and they have walked 15 years of writing lol

Belief out load

Thoughts of being lost in my beliefs comes up do I actually know what I believe its like i cant put my finger on it because fear says hey what if your wrong about this you need to ask someone about that because you could be wrong. Fear of being wrong and always wanting guidance to be sure not sure in one self i always do what I think others want me to be to so im not wrong it’s a coping and coping mechanism that i dont look stupid i need to find myself to live myself with confidence so i can be true to myself.

Belief in god when i created a belief in god that i had a amazing experience that i named this god but 10 years later when I realized that there was not such thing as god with the George recordings it left me the thought it came out of my physical down my left side it pulled out it was pretty amazing to happen and it was gone in second well it took tow days to get to this belief so my belief in god was 10 years and not as a person but as an all being presence.

The belief i will walk my mind before i die worries me im 55 and move like a snail but this is only fear so i looking that i will get the job done in this life and be able to help others find there paths

Being trapped in belief maybe just letting be whats be would be good but i see this is part of procrastination of doing nothing and wanting to do nothing.

Belief run deep for most people they find it very hard to change a belief they have about themselves.

Dos this definition support me no it has lost of judgement towards others myself in a polarity of good and bad fear within beliefs and how im a going to change the belief ive lived with all my life

Belief be life

Belief

To have a belief in self and selfs process to support my change and the change of others so they to can believe in themselves

How will you live this word ? I will live this word with self belief that i will crate within me all who i am and can be in this life and help others find there way in this life by living the words determination self belief self confidence in self and others change

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