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Love is but a Dream.. (Dream Blog #3)

(This was not a long dream, however this has been one of the most detailed heart wrenching emotional filled dreams that I have ever had)

Summer was in full session when I first laid eyes on her. I was at a local store with some friends when she first stepped foot into my life. Dark brown hair that was a perfect shoulder length, and beautiful brown eyes that matched perfectly. She was medium height and wore a dozen freckles across her face which tied her traits together perfectly. Her perfume permeated across the freezer section and met my nose with blissful greetings. I think I am in love.

I began to make my way over towards her to try and muster up the courage to say hello. Before I could even get close her friend came around the corner and struck up conversation with her. I quickly veered off to some frozen breakfast items to try and pretend like I hadn't just been on a mission. However I couldn't help but stare at her has her adorable slight country accent echoed down the aisle.

Her friend had needed to find something elsewhere in the store so she walked away. There was no other chance for me to strike up conversation, so I took a deep breath, pushed out my chest slightly and with the best posture that was capable of creating I began to make my way to the end of the aisle where she resided.

Time was moving slow by this point. I could hear myself breathing as my shoes clacked along the tiled floor. By this point my hands were buried deep into my pockets to try and mask the fact that I was freaking out. My hands were fumbling with loose change in one pocket and my phone in the other. Why was I so awkward? I was trying my hardest to look and feel normal but to any bystander I was positive that someone would call security because there was a strange heavily breathing man passing around the freezer section.

I used to believe the phrase, "love at first sight" seemed so cliche. How in the world could anyone fall in love with someone that they had never met or had just laid eyes on them for the first time in their lives. The odds of having anything in common with these people were low enough as it is, but add to the fact that you are looking to find love in them? Case closed, It wasn't possible in real life, that is just a movie plot that gives viewers false hope in order to make money on their sappy plot line...However, I think that love at first sight may have just came into fruition in the freezer section.

As I approached she was glancing down at a list of groceries. When I stepped up to her I tried with everything I had to say Hi, but that is not quite what came out. Instead of this simple sign of greetings, the only noise i was able to dig up from the pit in my chest was a soft messy slurr of words that sounded like an open mouthed old man snoring on his lazy boy recliner taking a Sunday nap. I then clamped my jaw shut, teeth clinging together when doing so. I do not believe my eye have ever been that wide in my life. As my tomato hued face began to get warmer and warmer, I very quickly turned around almost tripping as I did so. But before I could make it a full rotation that familiar voice filled my ears and filled me with a new warmth that seemed to make my face feel ice cold in comparison. "Hi!" she said.

After all of my mind Olympic preparation for this scenario, how had I messed it up so bad. How was I this bad at being a human being that the simplest "hello" was even to difficult to get out. And of all of the things that could have happened after this failed attempt of a serenading, she smiled and said hi to me. The small 2 letter word seemed like an award winning poem when spoken with her soft penetrating voice. My heart was racing even harder now. I couldn't help but to smile back at her smile. Her perfectly symmetrical oval lips were housed in between two small dimples, which made her rosey cheeks stand out even more. It was love at first sight.

I turned back around and finally got enough strength to greet her back. I then someone also found it in me to apologize for the way that I was acting. I told her that I was nervous and had never had that happen to me before. She then asked the exact question I knew she would ask had I even brought it up....,"What are you nervous for?". Who would have thought I could get any more nervous. Alas, I could. I now could have put an envelope licking professional out of business with the amount of sweat that was permeating from my palms. I have ruined my chance at small talk and now knew that I had nothing to lose, I might as well end this now and turn around so that I could go home and sleep away this cringe inducing nightmare.

With me already knowing the conclusion to this conversation, I felt that I should at least answer the very simple question that she had just asked me. How hard could it be? She probably already thinks I am crazy, might as well solidify those accusations!

I opened my mouth and without thinking about it more I finally responded, "God must have been having a great day when he created you. I have never met anyone as beautiful as you" As corny as this statement must seem, it was have worked because she now seemed to be the one with a lack of words. There was a brief stint of silence as we both just gazed at each other. She then broke the silence with only two words of which came out of her mouth guarded by the smile in which I had previously instilled in her. "Thank you!" She exclaimed.

We then spent that day together, laughing and introducing ourselves to each other. We got to know each other more and more as the day went on and it was no constellation that we were perfect for each other. The similarities were uncanny. Food, music, movies, you name it and we were both on the same level with them. I had never felt this kind of happiness before in my life. There is a special feeling that you get in your chest when you finally meet the person that you are meant to fall in love with. There is nothing else in the world that matters in that moment. There is only you and them, and you wish for nothing more in this moment only for it to last just a little bit longer. An eternity could pass and it still would not be long enough in that persons hands. Unfortunately, sometimes life as other plans for you... -END-

(I then woke up. I tried as hard as I could to fall back asleep but it was too late. She was gone forever. She never even existed. I had fallen in love with my dream girl that my brain had conjured up 5 minutes before my alarm had to go off. It took me a couple of days to snap out of it. This pure feeling of love that this dream gave me was one of the truest human emotions that to this day has yet to be topped. One of these days I hope I will find myself filled with these same feelings as this dream gave me. Lets just just next time, I am awake for it!)