#too bad shes dead now sighh

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used to not understand how ppl can get attached to bg characters that have like 2 lines and only appear in one book or episode or whatevs and then i saw viper wof

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LBC Episode 9 Review leggo~

Hmmm where should I start? It's currently 3+am in my country, I need to sleep 😴 but.. There's so much going on in Episode 9, I really want to talk about it so here goes.

I watched Episode 9 live then I quickly watch the Line TV version and to my surprise, the episode was already subbed?! 😱 Seriously, a huge thank you to JayBL for taking her time to sub for us hungry inter fans.

Now on to the first part - LOL Can again is being a whiny kid but how he kept rubbing his lips off cause of the kiss with Tin is seriously cute. And then you have Tin that snickered and said that Can finally shut up. Bro, you gonna need to keep doing that cause Can for sure ain't gonna shut up even if you guys are together. But that scene of Tin and Pete in their classroom.. I seriously want to slap Tin ugh. I salute Pete for defending Ae cause Tin needs to get through his head that not all people are bad, especially our Ae (and maybe Can). Now I really want to know what happened to Tin that got him like this. Oh, Pete being pissed at Tin was such a great scene to see. We rarely see Pete in such feeling, it's so satisfying to see so lol. But am I the only one that notice the slight change of Tin's face when he saw how pissed Pete is? Anyone? No? Nevermind. Anyway, Pond being nosy again and asked Pete whether they have sex or not and then you have Ping smacking his head. Man, I kept replaying that scene. Pond deserved that 😂 And then Chompoo came! I was wondering where did she go lol (I know some people, or is it majority? Don't like her but I heard she's a good person so I don't really mind her) And we have Pond being mischievous by saying that he wants to help Pete and make sure he gets Ae before Chompoo does lol. Then we have Pete meeting Ae but out of the sudden, Tin appeared?? I felt it was random. But it's a good thing cause Pond get to be mischievous again and try to make Ae jealous lol. You see that smirk Pond have? I LOVE IT.

Now move on to Part 2 - I'm not sure whether is it true that Pond is organising a porn party or he's just trying to force Ae to sleep at Pete's apartment so that they can do 'it'. If it's the latter, gotta salute Pond for being the captain of AePete haha. And we saw how he slipped in the condoms into Ae's bag and then start messaging. To those who've read the novel spoiler, he's actually messaging Pete to let him know that Ae is coming. I seriously love Pond here haha. And we finally get to see our cutie Good again! I seriously miss him. Our P'No being clueless of Can (again) lol but really, Can need to stop being 'annoying' if he tone down, I would have really like him. (Sorry not sorry) Ae finally came to Pete's apartment and being a sweet boyfriend, bought lots of food for both of them. Notice how their height difference aren't that big during that scene? 😂 Pond's plan worked cause you have Ae asking Pete if he really see Tin as his friend only. "He's a friend. I only have a feeling for you. Otherwise, I wouldn't.." Yeah, Pete. What do you mean 'you wouldn't'? 😏 But did you guys saw that Ae still have not taken off his sneakers? My asian ass is feeling irked about it lol and Pete isn't wearing any shoes (and talking about this, in Episode 8 when they checked out the apartment, they're walking with their shoes on and I'm like NO) Ooo Pete being a cutie after his shower and he updated his status in facebook after looking at Ae fondly sighhhh 😍. I was wondering why in facebook his name is Peach then I remember they have other names beside their nickname lol. Wait, it seems we have a slight uncut version in this part two? Cause I remember for sure there was no scene of Ae saying that he's hard live 😏 But what have you done, Ae? You stood up Pete again and then you see Pete being pouty. Sooo cute! 😚

FINALLY, THE LONG AWAITED SCENE IS HERE! Ae asking Pete if he's mad at him. Well, obviously duh. I really like how Pete was whiny about it and express that he too wants to have sex with Ae but Ae always stood him up lol. "I even cleaned it for you." "Because if it's you, I don't mind the pain." Fuck Pete, please stop being so cute (and being a 'salad' lol) ughh. NO WONDER THE CUT SCENE FOR PART THREE WAS SO WEIRD AND FUNNY. LIKE, I JUST NEED TO BLINK A FEW TIMES AND THE SCENE IS DONE SO IM LIKE??? BUT FCK, THE UNCUT SCENE WAS SO HOT. IT WAS SO UNEXPECTED FOR ME. I do wish they showed how Pete was undressed bUT THAT'S OKAY. THERE'S SO MUCH GOING ON. I WASN'T EXPECTING A LOT OF KISSING?? I MEAN I'M EXPECTING SEXY TIME LIKE LOTS OF GROPING ETC SO YEAH, EXCUSE MY DIRTY MIND. AND DID YOU GUYS HEAR THE NOISE THEY MADE WHEN THEY KISSED??? ASDFGHJKL 😍 AND THEN WHEN AE STOP KISSING PETE AND LOOKED AT HIM, PETE JUST CHASE AE TO KISS HIM AGAIN I'M- /DEAD. AND THEN AE. FREAKING. KISS. PETE'S. CHEST ?!?! AHHHHHHH !!!! AND THEY KISSED AGAIN IM GOING CRAZY I CAN'T STOP PAUSING AND REWATCHING IT AND THEN SQUEAL ABOUT IT AND THEN KEEP REPEATING THE CYCLE ASDFGHJKL 😍😍😍 BUT I NEED TO SAID THIS. WRONG CHOICE OF SONGS TO USE DURING THE SCENE?? LIKE, I FELT IT DOESN'T MATCH THE MOOD IN MY OPINION. Anyway, of course we can't forget the sweet scene after that. How Ae kissed Pete's cheek twice, Pete still feeling shy and Ae spooned Pete while they sleep sighh can I have a relationship as sweet as them? But seriously tho. You can't just gave us a hot and sweet scene and then slap us with a sad TumTar scene. I honestly ended up not interested in them cause I'm still going crazy about AePete (no offense) But poor Tar. Even years after that tragedy, he's still pretty scarred.

Finally it's the last part of Episode 9!

"He helps you to eat shrimp, so you have to do all the assignments for him this semester." "Anyhow, what kind of shrimps you are having? Why is it so expensive?" HAHAHAHHA PING PLEASE. EVEN IF AE DIDN'T EXPLAIN, HE KIND OF GETS IT LOL. CAN IS STILL NOT OVER THE KISS HAHAHAHAHAH POOR CAN And then Good suddenly can speak slightly faster than his usual slow way of speaking? LOL But fck, I guess he's thinking too much about the kiss scene that when he got hit on his head by a ball, he got a nosebleed lol And now everybody teased him about it 😂 Can must be so interested in Tin that he pulled Pete along with him just to ask whether Tin is gay or not lol and then he got tongue-tied explaining why he asked such questions lol. Anyway, THE PREVIEW FOR NEXT EPISODE. THE BATHTUB SCENE. AHHH!!! IT WAS NOT INCLUDED WHEN I WATCH IT LIVE SO THAT MEANS.. 😏😏😏 Now, another week of waiting for the next episode. AHHHH IM GOING CRAZY. I WANT TO REWATCH BUT IT'S TIME TO SLEEP SO GOODBYE 😘

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❧ y.jh | emergency

pairing; seventeen jeonghan x reader (ft. joshua)

genre; angst, fluff

synopsis; you faint in school and get admitted and jeonghan freaks out. really bad. 

word count; 2k words 

notes; i’ve been so damn busy with everything and i’m honestly wondering when i’ll finally get a proper break sighh // dance training isn’t going very well either haha but i’ll cope i guess !! august is coming already omg the year’s passing too fast

text message from hannie; have a good day at school,, please do survive till the end of the day :)

You chuckled at your boyfriend’s sarcasm.

you replied; of course you ass, survive @ work too ;)

Holding the warm cup of coffee with both your hands, you used the heat that it was giving off to warm your frozen hands. You were so cold that you felt like your joints were locked into place — you could barely bend your fingers.

No, it wasn’t snowing heavily or anything; it was just so very windy with the temperature lower than usual, and you merely donned a hoodie and leggings. 

You brought the paper cup up to your lips, taking small sips from the piping hot brown liquid. It was cold out, but the bitter coffee still burnt your tongue.

You scurried into campus, briskly walking to the nearest building to get indoors as quick as possible. Your class was in the next block and the direct way to get there was to walk through the outdoor quadrangle, but you couldn’t care less. You’d rather walk a whole round around the warm teaching blocks to get to that class than to walk out in the freezing cold — you were sure you’d get hypothermia or something sooner or later. 

The heaters in the school buildings were turned on, and you felt so snuggly and warm once you were inside. You were proud to say that your school had a relatively high budget and doesn’t cut costs to improve the learning environment for the students. That made you hate waking up early in the morning and dragging yourself to school a little lesser. Just a little. It really wasn’t that bad.

You started to slowly stroll through the hallways, dropping by your locker to pull out a few books you needed for classes that day. You felt your stomach grind at nothing, and then grumble, and you internally pray no one else around you heard that. 

You hadn’t been eating proper meals for the past three days. You were busy, having a task of choreographing a full song thrown at you recently by your dance instructor. Dancing was a co-curriculum activity that you had taken up outside of school, and it was more than important to you. You wanted to do your best at coming up with the choreography and doing your instructor proud, and you had started to skip lunch meals so you could use that time to practice. 

You didn’t even find time to have little snacks or even to just have a quick bite on sandwiches. You pretty much made yourself full with water while practicing.

Dinner isn’t any full-set meal either. You’d simply munch on small energy bars or chocolate, just to satisfy your cravings for food. You never noticed nor paid attention to your growling stomach, eager for proper, solid food.

This went on for close to five days.

As a result, you were completely oblivious that there was something wrong when you started having dizzy spells. You’d be sitting in class, at your desk, paying attention to whatever the lecturer or teacher is saying — you were good at not being distracted, you would say — and your head would start to spin slightly, and your vision would blur as the blackboard in front of you divides, then joins again. 

You shook your head, trying to get rid of the lightheaded-ness you were feeling, but it only made it worse as everything spun just a little faster. 

But that was enough to make you feel like throwing up. 

“It’s Gym now, everyone! Be at the class in five minutes!” your class chairperson, Joshua announced, and groans were heard from the girls, and cheering came from the boys. 

But everything was ringing and echoes to your ears.

You pushed yourself up from your chair, your body weight leaning onto your unstable desk. 

How you imagined fainting would be like was with delicate femininity where one gracefully and gently falls to the floor, then lays still. 

But that’s just in stories, and fairy tales, just like how Snow White passed out after biting into the poisoned apple. Your case was nowhere near that.

Everything became quiet. Your ears felt plugged, and your head stopped spinning — everything just went entirely numb. Beneath your feet, the ground felt soft, not even half as firm as how carpets would be. You didn’t realize that your breathing was barely apparent, and you briefly heard someone calling out your name — or maybe you had imagined it — before you crumpled like a puppet suddenly released of their strings. 

There was a moment of absolute silence from the other kids as you knocked into other tables and chairs when you fell to the tiled floor, the chairs toppling over with a clang and the loud thud that was heard when your body hit the ground. 

Then everyone snapped back into reality as they stared at your motionless self on the ground.

“Y/N!” 

Joshua instinctively rushes over, pushing the table that was in contact with your head away as he stuck a hand under your head to provide cushioning. 

Not that it was of any help, now that you were already unconscious.

“Go get the teacher from the next class!” Joshua ordered, and one of your classmates dashes out to the class next door.

“Where’s her phone? I’ll call her parents first,” Joshua said, looking over at your desk. 

“Not her parents,” Jelene, your closest friend, said instantly. Joshua frowns, then nods as he briefly understood what she meant. 

“I’ll call Jeonghan.”

When Jeonghan’s phone rang, he was elated to see your contact name on the caller ID. He took a few deep breaths, exhausted from the hardcore training that was taking place. He swipes the screen, putting the phone to his ear.

“Hey, babe! How’s it going?” he jokes cheerily, but when he hears the unfamiliar voice on the other end of the line, his smile vanishes.

“Jeonghan,” Joshua starts, cupping his mouth and the end of the phone. He watches as the paramedics places you on the stretcher, and he follows them out to the foyer where the ambulance was. Everyone else had returned to their original scheduled classes.

Jeonghan hesitates for a moment. “Shua?”

Joshua inhales sharply. “Y/N…”

“Y/N? Y/N what? Why is her phone with you?”

“…She passed out.”

Jeonghan never ran so fast in his life. He sprinted down to the lobby, having nothing but his wallet and phone with him, as he hailed a cab and rushed to the hospital you were admitted to. His heart was pounding ridiculously hard against his hollow chest. His palms were sweating, his fingers rubbing against each other roughly as his leg impatiently jerked up and down non-stop. 

“I’m the ambulance now,” Joshua had said, glancing at you, lying down on the stretcher with an oxygen mask over your nose and mouth. “The medics said she’s ice cold. She’s malnourished. I don’t know.”

Tears of frustration and worry were welling up in Jeonghan’s eyes as he repeatedly tries to hurry the taxi driver, who was already going at the maximum speed limit.

When the taxi finally reached the hospital, Jeonghan hands $20 to the driver, not bothering to wait for the change as he rushed out of the cab, slamming the car door shut behind him before bolting into the building. His eyes furiously scanned his surroundings before they landed on Joshua, who was at the entrance. Jeonghan ran over to him.

“Y/N? Where is she?” Jeonghan spluttered, slouching forward a little as he panted heavily.

“Calm down, Jeonghan,” Joshua said, placing his hand on his shoulders. “She’s upstairs, in the ward. She’s being checked on.”

Jeonghan bites in his lips, squeezing his eyes shut before letting out a heavy breath as he opened them again. His eyes were even glossier. 

“She’ll be fine,” Joshua said, even though he was unsure himself.

The both of them quickly went upstairs, and the doctor comes out of your room as soon as they reach. 

“How is she? Is she fine?” Jeonghan rambled again. “W-will she be fine?”

The doctor nods. “She will be. She’s extremely malnourished, she probably hasn’t been eating for a while. She just needs plenty of rest, that is all.”

Jeonghan lets out a sigh of relief before entering your ward. It wasn’t the worst it could’ve gotten. 

You were still not yet awake. The room was dead quiet; the only sounds that were heard was the beeping of your heart monitor and your soft breaths that fogged up the oxygen mask whenever you exhaled. 

“I’ll get going first,” Joshua said. “I have to be back in class.”

Jeonghan nods, giving him a friendly hug. “Thanks for everything.”

Joshua smiles, taking his leave.

Jeonghan sits down at the chair beside your bed, leaning forward as he stared at your peaceful self. 

And he stared some more.

You were just perfect. 

He was filled with self-blame — he felt guilty that he hadn’t been taking care of you. As your boyfriend, he should’ve noticed how you had been getting weaker, and paler. He should’ve noticed how you were not as bubbly as you were before, although you still are. He should’ve noticed all those signs. If only he did — you wouldn’t be lying there, on an uncomfortable hospital bed in some creepy white room with a fat, painful tube stuck up in your lower arm. You and Jeonghan always facetimed each other at the end of every day to talk, but due to both of your busy schedules, facetime sessions were cut, and you two only talked on the phone for the past week.

That probably led to him being absoultely unaware of your physical state. Jeonghan inhales sharply, folding his arms on the edge of your bed and buried his head in there, sniffing softly as he blinked his tears away.

Two hours later, he was awoken by you shifting slightly as you drifted back to reality. You stared at the ceiling for a good minute, trying to process what the hell was going on. Your thoughts were still foggy. 

Then you see Jeonghan beside you. Awake now, although it was obvious that he had been asleep beside you. 

Jeonghan widens his eyes and stands up abruptly, moving closer to you as he scans yours, his hand gently grabbing your face. 

“Hannie,” you said, your voice coming out hoarse. 

“Y/N,” he murmured uncertainly, not knowing if he was still seeing things since he just woke up from his sleep, or if it was really real that you were awake. 

When the corners of your lips pulled up slightly, tears pooled his eyes and flowing down his face as he broke out in a smile, pulling you in a secure embrace. “Y/N, Y/N, Y/N.”

You hugged him back, ignoring the tug on the tube that was inserted under your skin. Something made you feel so relieved that he was by your side.

After what seems to be a short minute (but it was really like five minutes of you two in a hug), he lets go. 

“Why didn’t you eat? Why haven’t you been taking care of yourself?” he nags. “I was so worried something would happen, I was so scared you wouldn’t wake up, I— I don’t even know, oh God.” 

You chuckle sheepishly. 

“I didn’t have time to,” you mumbled. “I’m fine now, though.”

Jeonghan scoffs. “You’re not! I’m gonna keep you with me for the next few months, Y/N, I’ll place food right in front of you for every single meal.”

“I have a dorm room—”

“Well I have one too! And I have a big bed!” Jeonghan argues, and you laugh. 

“Fine,” you said. “I’d be happy to wake up next to you every morning.”

Jeonghan smiles, leaning in and pressing his lips to your forehead. 

“I love you, Y/N. Please don’t ever frighten me like that again.”