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piplupod · 1 year ago

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something is very very very wrong with the brain the past few days and i have genuinely no idea what to do. idk if I've ever dealt with this. me when my brain reaches a new level of desperate panic so much so that it ... breaks i guess. cool cool cool. i will continue to try to dissect and fix it tomorrow i suppose. I'm tired y'all

#too bad i dont have any counseling appts til october 2nd lmao #not that it does me much good anyways #i don't think she's given me literally anything that i didnt already know. so. wouldnt be useful for this probably #god it does suck to be trying to figure out + fix all this fucked up trauma and active abuse brain mess on my own though!! hate that for me!#nothing is helping this time unless i partition off a whole section of the brain and then disconnect from reality entirely #and uhhhhh this aint healthy! but also nothing else is helping. idk what else to do #god its all just so fucked up that its stupid. like. this is so fucking batshit insane. how is this happening or real lmao #i really do just live like this apparently. that's so so so fucked. absolutely incredible that i cannot get out of this #baffling honestly. everything is so fucked!!#vent cw #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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