#toni shares too much on the internet 2k23

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shh more tmi (ft. the audacity of this man)

“edge with a vibrator until i get there” ? ok sure

“it’s gonna be at least half an hour” ??? prepare my fucjing casket for when he’s done with me today smh

[corazondebeskar]

just venting, this is my diary today lol

depression: ✔✔✔

seasonal depression: ✔✔

anxiety: ✔✔✔

burnout: ✔✔✔✔✔✔

ED relapse: ✔✔✔

my brain:

and then my period rolls up like

[corazondebeskar-reads]

time for tmi with toni (non-fandom; this is also my kink blog)

so I totally did send him this ⬇️

and it worked lmao. got myself a hot date this weekend. a whole scene and everything 😳😳

ya girl gonna get tied up and eaten out and whipped and fucked 😍😍

and then have to go to holiday event #1 after lmaooooo

[corazondebeskar-reads]

personal shit under the cut but tldr; sorry if I don't respond very much right now, and thank you for your patience and support.

I'm still planning on publishing on schedule, but I'm struggling with mental health right now, so I'll probably be absent or inconsistent at best for a little bit.

It's a combo of a rough time at work (I'm under immense pressure rn) and me fighting off The Birthday Breakdown™

BUT I love you, I see you, thank you so much for reading/chatting/etc., and I will (probably) be back to normal soon

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tmi with toni

did I tell y'all that I went to my holiday event after my last sesh (before today, anyway 🥴) and realized ten minutes into it that you could see rope marks on my wrists and ankle?

💀 luckily I brought a sweater and just sat criss-cross applesauce until I was sure they were faded but. 🤦‍♀️ amateur hour over here. I knew there were marks; he kissed them. and then I just... forgot.

extra tmi below

only one ankle bcus he tied my hands behind my back and then one leg to the bed. he left the other one free for leverage lmao.

i did not get tied up today sadly, but still had a helluva time

[corazondebeskar-reads]

tm-fuckin-i below; aka toni shares too much about her d/s life

we’ve been testing the waters with free use (he’s hesitant only because I have a hectic demanding job and he doesn’t want to interrupt)

and so far he’s like. groped me at his whim or been like “hey suck my dick… unless this is a bad time” lol

but today my friends I got TWO of my dreams come true lol

he started eating me out while I was napping (somno has been the same issue - I work a lot and sleep very little so he hates to take any away) and then he used my cunt without so much as a word, so

I’m still a little dazed, wading in subspace

10/10 highly recommend (if you’re into that, with consent, etc etc)

[corazondebeskar-reads]

tmi below lol unrelated to fic or fandom

had an impromptu date night after plans fell through so we got a shitty motel and stopped at a grocery store for makeshift toys and lube (and condoms. wrap it y’all).

and then the self scan thing was like hey someone has to verify your items

So I fuckin’ fled to the car and left my dom to deal with our bag of suspicious items

I’m probably going to pay for that :)

[corazondebeskar-reads]

tmi with toni (actually sort of fandom-related this time)

watching that photo awaken armpit kink for everyone has been SO FUN lol

psst y'know how good that smell hits when you're getting up close and personal with balls? it's like that but more accessible when you're fucking lol

it sets off such a primal feralness. i am not immune to pheromones. like it doesn't have to be full BO, your partner can be clean (best after a recent shower but before deodorant imo). the hint of musk... anyway I can be normal about this (lying)

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tmi with toni

I am still sore and he is being so smug about it

​am i still a little floaty? yes. love when subspace lingers 💕💕💕

also still reeling over him calling me his “pretty slut-shaped punching bag” who tf gave him the right?? shit it was me lmao

Also feel free to block #toni shares too much on the internet 2k23 (and #toni shares too much on the internet 2k24) if you don’t want to see this stuff amid the fanfic

[corazondebeskar-reads]

turns out sometimes the cure for writers block is to let yourself purge gratuitously bad poetry into a google docs trash can

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I’ll spare y’all the details but I survived and it was so worth it 😍😍😍

shh more tmi (ft. the audacity of this man)

“edge with a vibrator until i get there” ? ok sure

“it’s gonna be at least half an hour” ??? prepare my fucjing casket for when he’s done with me today smh