#tomyalmostlover

[jayceebel]

To My Almost Lover,

Thank you for not taking me to the next level. Thank you for not letting me take risks. Thank you for refusing my feelings back. Thank you for saying no. Thank you for not losing a friend. I would always be grateful for the little infinity we've had. I would always cherish every moment I had with you.

This isn't a sentiment but a form of regard. Majority would've called this a heartbreak but mine was a lesson. I learned not to make hasty decisions. I learned to set my stand.

I learned to set my standards not to the sense of greater expectations. I learned to love myself a little more for you've brought me to my value. I learned to wait patiently for you taught me not to assume for something more. I learned that not all love stories have happy endings, that not all "almosts" reaches higher stages. I learned to draw the line. I would be always grateful for the wisdom you directly implied. I would be always grateful with you.

We could've been the future but it was a gratitude for not dragging us to be each other's pasts. You staying in my present is more than enough. I'm happy with what we have right now. I guess this is how it really goes. You're merely an approximation but however, there are things inevitable for some reasons. There are things badly needed our approval. That not all you want you'll always get.

I can never thank you enough for refusing the love you won’t deserve, the love you’re not worthy of.

[domielgarcia-blog]

To my almost lover.

You kept on telling the whole Universe that you need someone to love you more than anything else and here I am wanting you but you don’t want to give me a chance.

Sadly, it’s your way of saying.. “Hey, I’m sorry. You’re not my type. I like someone else and I’m waiting for him to love me back.”

It’s ok. I don’t care. Maybe we are not destined to be in each other’s arms. At least I tried my very best to save your heart to those losers and you don’t want me to. It’s your choice then.

Does it make sense? Yes! Stop asking for something that you can’t give back.

God is giving you the right man but you keep on choosing the wrong guy that’s why you always end up losing it.

Hey, wake up. Stand a chance. In order for you to receive love, give it first. That’s a start!

Matagal man dumating, at least dumating. Kaya ikaw, Yes ka dapat sa self respect. Wag atat paps. Go with the flow lang.

Who knows, the man that you stood a chance for love is the one you have been waiting for. Diba mas masaya yun kesa umasa ka pa sa wala?