#tomorrow is kind of gonna suck cuz i have three things (rehearsal rehearsal concert) and they are like perfectly spaced out
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the will to practice leaving my soul after i get good jury comments
#THANK GOD#lowkey i was mentally and emotionally very ready to simply receive a paper that said 'we're not mad we're just disappointed'#bluebird.txt#violaposting#but unfortunately the will to not practice and watch smallville is strong#but brahms 1 finale's light fuckery is stronger#tomorrow is kind of gonna suck cuz i have three things (rehearsal rehearsal concert) and they are like perfectly spaced out#two hours apart btwn all of them#but unfortunately i 1) don't live near (not super far but not near so traffic will take time) and 2) can't drive myself so im gonna basical#fuck up my whole family's plans#we didn't have any but like still#THIS IS WHY YOU SHOULDVE TAUGHT ME TO DRIVEEEE RAHHH!!!!#anyways#gonna have FUN though i got not to a terrible point but to one of those Points where what you're playing#you've been playing so long that it doesn't give you joy or even that much stimulation anymore#and you need to leave it and do more stimulating and fun stuff#so tomorrow is a bunch of christmas stuff but most of it is easy and fun :) a good rest from allllll the bach and double stops lmao#and as always thank goodness GRACIOUS i haven't had orchestra for like a month and won't for another month <33333333#i like orchestra but Jesus Fucking Christ talk about intense
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