#tomorrow i'm going to a concert too so like. all booked up. my fate is sealed.
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I'm ngl I'm feeling real self-conscious of tomorrow's entry 🧍
#like............... it's kinda too late to do anything about it now LMFAO no take backs#but like. it was a v in the moment thing and also like. not nearly as fleshed out as i would have liked#due to time constraints lmfao. can never quite get that design right anyway.#but also more than that i'm just having a lot of self-doubt/second-guessing it. like. i know it's all for funsies#but man..... not only does it not feel v fleshed out it also just feels like. one of those#'you strayed so far from the source material you might as well make a new guy' about it#like.... it's so half-baked and entirely self-indulgent and now i'm wondering if it even fits.#agonizing over it. tbh.#also in one of those 'i gotta find a hole to crawl into and die in' moods. for like no reason LMFAOO#i just feel..... a little to seen...... or a little too vunerable.......... and i have to act like a wounded animal about it LMFAO#i can never figure out where that line is. or why it even happens when that was the whole point!!!!!!!!!!!#tomorrow i'm going to a concert too so like. all booked up. my fate is sealed.#SAD.... well there are other entries. and who knows maybe i'm overthinking it.
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You are going to kill me... buuut all 200 questions? I'm keeping you busy and thinking about your life
200: My crush’s name is: Jennifer
199: I was born in: a hospital? (Jks 1998)
198: I am really: funny
197: My cellphone company is: Lebara
196: My eye color is: boring ol’ brown
195: My shoe size is: a ladies 9
194: My ring size is: I actually don’t know
193: My height is: 5'10
192: I am allergic to: nothing surprisingly
191: My 1st car was: 1998 Subaru Legacy (the station wagon)
190: My 1st job was: Checkout Worker
189: Last book you read: The Accident Man
188: My bed is: a king
187: My pet: I don’t have one atm
186: My best friend: Anushka
185: My favorite shampoo is: I don’t have one (but I like anything coconut or tropical scented)
184: Xbox or ps3: don’t care
183: Piggy banks are: lit
182: In my pockets: I’m a girl, only 20% of my clothes have pockets big enough to put anything in
181: On my calendar: “Spotify Premium runs out on the 27th of August"
180: Marriage is: Not married
179: Spongebob can:
178: My mom: is awesome
177: The last three songs I bought were? Whatever I listened to last on Spotify?
176: Last YouTube video watched: review on Aztec clay face mask
175: How many cousins do you have? 4 step cousins and then 6 blood related cousins
174: Do you have any siblings? Just a younger sister
173: Are your parents divorced? Nah they still together and in love
172: Are you taller than your mom? Only just
171: Do you play an instrument? I used to play the piano
170: What did you do yesterday? Worked
[ I Believe In ]
169: Love at first sight: kinda
168: Luck: yes
167: Fate: not really
166: Yourself: sometimes
165: Aliens: yes
164: Heaven: yes
163: Hell: no
162: God: yes
161: Horoscopes: I mostly enjoy the zodiac memes and compatibility and personality horoscopes
160: Soul mates: yes, but I believe you have more than one
159: Ghosts: yes
158: Gay Marriage: big yes
157: War: nope
156: Orbs: it would be cool but I’m neutral
155: Magic: yes
[ This or That ]
154: Hugs or Kisses: Hugs
153: Drunk or High: Drunk
152: Phone or Online: Online
151: Red heads or Black haired: Red heads
150: Blondes or Brunettes: Blondes
149: Hot or cold: Hot
148: Summer or winter: Summer
147: Autumn or Spring: Autumn
146: Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
145: Night or Day: Day
144: Oranges or Apples: Oranges
143: Curly or Straight hair: Curly
142: McDonalds or Burger King: Maccas
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: Milk Chocolate
140: Mac or PC: Mac
139: Flip flops or high heels: High Heels
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: Sweet and Poor
137: Coke or Pepsi: Coke
136: Hillary or Obama: OBAMA
135: Burried or cremated: Cremated
134: Singing or Dancing: Dancing
133: Coach or Chanel: Chanel
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who are they?
131: Small town or Big city: Big city
130: Wal-Mart or Target: I haven’t been to either
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Ben Stiller
128: Manicure or Pedicure: Manicure
127: East Coast or West Coast: East Coast
126: Your Birthday or Christmas: this is too cruel to answer
125: Chocolate or Flowers: Chocolate
124: Disney or Six Flags: Disney
123: Yankees or Red Sox: um don’t care
[ Here’s What I Think About ]
122: War: It’s expensive and unnecessary and should be a last resort. It’s not worth the lives lost, people injured and relocated. The monetary cost is ridiculous and it barley solves anything. It cause more issues and potentially more wars
121: George Bush: did 9/11
120: Gay Marriage: It’s actually crazy how long and how much effort it took to get this accepted. And I just hope this right isn’t taken away!
119: The presidential election: Donald Trump and Pence need to die or be locked up forever, I don’t even understand how anyone thought that Hilary Clinton would be worse.
118: Abortion: Pro-choice for the win
117: MySpace: I wasn’t old enough for this
116: Reality TV: my guilty pleasure tbh
115: Parents: I love my parents and they are good to me. But it would be great if they could be less homophobic.
114: Back stabbers: I don’t know why people feel the need to intentionally hurt and embarrass someone, especially someone who isn’t prepared for it or trusts you
113: Ebay: I don’t really use eBay
112: Facebook: I use it to tag my non tumblr friends in memes and to stalk people
111: Work: I’m sick of my job but I’m having to stick it out for now.
110: My Neighbors: They are seasonal but if their kids could not move and rearrange the bedroom at the ass crack of dawn that would be fantastic
109: Gas Prices: New Zealand, especially in the towns. Gas prices are so high. Spain isn’t so bad
108: Designer Clothes: I’d rather have more clothes than one designer one
107: College:
106: Sports: I have zero hand eye coordination and therefore hate sports! But I will watch the Olympics
105: My family: They are cool for the most part
104: The future: is scary and it makes me wanna throw up if I think too much about it
[ Last time I ]
103: Hugged someone: like a week ago
102: Last time you ate: I’m eating chocolate right now
101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: my grandparents and my cousins today
100: Cried in front of someone: it’s been forever
99: Went to a movie theater: like a good 6-8 months ago
98: Took a vacation: ummm like 4 months ago
97: Swam in a pool: yesterday
96: Changed a diaper: not since my babysitting days
95: Got my nails done: literally before I left New Zealand so 5 months ago
94: Went to a wedding: it’s been years
93: Broke a bone: never actually broken anything in my body
92: Got a peircing: I got my ears pieced when I was 12
91: Broke the law: Probably when I was driving, speeding or something but nothing I've been charged with lmao
90: Texted: like a couple of hours ago
[ MISC ]
89: Who makes you laugh the most: my sister
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: having consistently good home cooked meals
87: The last movie I saw: probably shrek
86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: being back in New Zealand! Or doing some travelling
85: The thing im not looking forward to: working
84: People call me: gay
83: The most difficult thing to do is: be honest
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: I actually haven’t
81: My zodiac sign is: Leo
80: The first person i talked to today was: my girlfriend
79: First time you had a crush: the first crush I remember, I was in year 4 (so 8 years old) and it was on this boy named Joseph
78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: I’m good at hiding things tbh
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: my sister when my mum and dad were talking shit
76: Right now I am talking to: my sister and my friends from New Zealand
75: What are you going to do when you grow up: Hairdressing tho I kinda would like to do pre school/nursery/kindergarten teaching
74: I have/will get a job: currently working as front of house at a little supermarket
73: Tomorrow: I’m working and doing house work
72: Today: I slept and then worked
71: Next Summer: I will hopefully be enjoying the sunshine
70: Next Weekend: Working yet again and having dinner with my grandparents
69: I have these pets: Definitely a cat, and also a dog
68: The worst sound in the world: chalk or finger nails on a chalkboard
67: The person that makes me cry the most is: myself
66: People that make you happy: my sister, my friends and my girlfriend
65: Last time I cried: when I watched beauty and the beast
64: My friends are: absolutely incredible, I don’t deserve them
63: My computer is: I don’t have one anymore
62: My School: I’m not in school
61: My Car: I don’t have a car atm
60: I lose all respect for people who: are snakes
59: The movie I cried at was: beauty and the beast
58: Your hair color is: brown and boring
57: TV shows you watch: Atm limitless, shooter, Shetland, Rewatching Criminal Minds, AHS and Black Mirror
56: Favorite web site: boohoo.com or iherb
55: Your dream vacation: A cruise or a historical/relaxed tour of the ancient world
54: The worst pain I was ever in was: in a tie between slamming my fingers in a car door or when I got a virus (it’s a really bad version of food poisoning) and I actually thought I was gonna die.
53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium to well done
52: My room is: relatively clean and currently got that minimal plant theme going
51: My favorite celebrity is: Dua Lipa
50: Where would you like to be: with @dysfunctionalgroup
49: Do you want children: yeah one day
48: Ever been in love: yes
47: Who’s your best friend: Anushka
46: More guy friends or girl friends: it used to be a balance but now mostly girl friends
45: One thing that makes you feel great is: cute underwear and a good nights sleep
44: One person that you wish you could see right now:
43: Do you have a 5 year plan: yes
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: mentally but it’s not written down anywhere
41: Have you pre-named your children: no, but I have some names I really like lined up
40: Last person I got mad at: my sister
39: I would like to move to: the Uk or NZ
38: I wish I was a professional:
[ My Favorites ]
37: Candy: Reece’s pieces or skittles
36: Vehicle: Kinda want a Range Rover or a Land Rover but in the old style. Or a classic car
35: President: Obama
34: State visited: ive never been to America
33: Cellphone provider: Lebara
32: Athlete: my bio teacher, she played for a big women’s netball team
31: Actor: Jensen Ackles
30: Actress: Gal Gadot
29: Singer: Dua Lipa
28: Band: The Internet
27: Clothing store: h&m or boohoo
26: Grocery store: I don’t have one
25: TV show: Brooklyn 99
24: Movie: I have too many
23: Website: this hell hole
22: Animal: Cats or Goats
21: Theme park: I’ve only been to Disney
20: Holiday: Christmas and Halloween
19: Sport to watch: Gymnastics
18: Sport to play: None
17: Magazine: who reads magazines anymore
16: Book: the Mysterious Benedict Society
15: Day of the week: Friday
14: Beach: as long as it’s sandy I’m cool
13: Concert attended: J Cole
12: Thing to cook: Pizza and Sweet and Sour Pork
11: Food: Cheesburgers
10: Restaurant: Any that sell food I like
9: Radio station: ZM
8: Yankee candle scent: most of them
7: Perfume: Dolce and Gabbana, Floral Drops
6: Flower: forget me nots
5: Color: Green
4: Talk show host: don’t have a fave
3: Comedian: don’t have a fave
2: Dog breed: Border Collie
1: Did you answer all these truthfully? Guess you’ll never know
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