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[bossmantommy]

HELLOO TOMETHEUS it’s martyn nice blog 👍

FUCK YEAHH thank you martyn sorry none of yhe dream smp stuff makes sense to normal people

[agerechococat]

itsokay tto be open abt myrregression i dont have tomask it’s okayits fine it’s okayy idodnt have to be shy its Fineits. guh

[the-fallen-collective]

tw suicide and self harm (sorry if i never come back after tonight)

I jsut fucking relapsed last ngith why do i want to again right nwo i fuckign hate it i hate eveyrhtingn sommuch i hate myself i want to fucking die i want to fucking kill msyelf i hate eveyrhting why am i like this i was doing fucking fine today but now im crying and trying not to fucking hrut myself or kill msyelf and literally nothing caused it i dont udnerstand why cant i jsut be okay no mayter what i do nothing works and i always emd up getting worse and no one fucking listens and i hate kt i hate everyone i just to be ok why is that too much tomask for

i promise i try i do when i staft getting better i do everyhting i can to stay better but k always end up getting worse and i dont know why and i jsut want to die everyhting hurts and im in so much pain and i jsut am so tired of people hurting me why cant i jsut exist why am i not allowed to exist why am i always hurt i havent been allowed to exist without being hurt for 12 fucking years witth no break i hate kt i hate it i hate eveyrhting please jsu t let me fucking die

if i disappear its because k fucking killed myself

[kireoppi]

sometimes i question if im actually autistic or just weird. its so confusing and upsetting because finding out about me possibly being autistic made so many things make sense to me and actually gave me a sense of identity, i guess? but at the same time a lot of people say im faking it cos i apparently ‘never acted autistisc’ around them due to the fact that i used tomask heavily, especially when i was a kid and started going to Kindergarten. i know its probably not true and im maybe just overthinking but im scared i wont be able to get a diagnosis because of this. getting an official diagnosis wouldhelp me with the overthinking so much, but what if i get misdiagnosed or just dont get diagnosed with autism? i worked so hard to finally get to this point and finally found something that described all my problems exactly. do i just statr over? am i just sensitive and weird? its painful to think about and im already takking to both my counselor and parents about a diagnosis, and that is all i want. a clear solution to everything. the identity crisis ive had for almost my entire life will go away once i get this diagnosis. please ):

[thecpdiary]

To Mask Or Not To Mask

I am home for the foreseeable because masks are not being worn and my struggles continue. But talking about mask wearing will never go away because the virus still exists, it’s not done with us and we’re not done with it. Cases will continue to rise.

‘The Kite Runner’ is the first show on Broadway requiring audiences to wear masks at certain of their performances. Being disabled myself my life has changed irrevocably. It’s a noticeable move, primarily because it’s the only theatre, but also because masks are required on the busiest day of the week, a Friday.

Fans who live and deal with a disability or those who have health vulnerabilities have continually called for theatres to host nights where masks are worn.

In London’s West End they have yet to introduce the same scheme. There has been audience demand for theatres to continue to insist on theatre goers masking up. The major theatres in London’s West End have not yet introduced wearing a mask scheme.

Some venues in the UK including the Nottingham Playhouse, the Stephen Joseph Theatre in Scarborough, the Hampstead Theatre, and the Royal Shakespeare company have scheduled occasional mask-only performances.

It is because restrictions are lifted and the government have chosen selfish practices over common sense, there is little appetite for theatres bringing mask mandates back to venues in the UK, but there are groups out there including me, who are struggling without mask wearing.

Although we are a minority it has been noted by the media. Individual nights, are being trialed for those who are keen to protect themselves in theatres. This information should be shouted from the rooftops.

Conclusion:

We should be masking up. How else collectively will you reduce the virus? Being told this could be one of many viruses, should be enough for us to do ‘the right thing’ and make sensible choices, so that we’re helping others who are now ‘home’ for the foreseeable. The disabled, the infirm, the elderly, what about them?

We are already setting ourselves up to fail because we’re ignoring the facts and because there is no cure to Covid, it’s madness we’re not taking responsibility and changing that.

Ignoring the world deals with a virus is setting us up to fail. For me, it means unless I can make provisions to keep myself safe I am home. I think that’s selfish, not selfless.

Source: https://www.bbc.co.uk

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[wael93derouiche]

6 months #selfie #friends #love #relationship #grintael7amra #ksa #jeddah #tunisie #morocco #fitness #hard #russia #russia2018 #tomask #gafsa #ksar

[tomasklt]

#tomask #spring #agluonenai #abandoned #abandonedbuilding #lithuania (at Agluonėnai, Klaipėdos Apskritis, Lithuania)

[maki-ryota]

it’s true! he only fucks houses

[bleh-bleh-blehs]

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Mob!Tom Holland x Reader

A/N- Finally! So I am back with a shitty ending to my shitty fic. I am really sorry if anyone doesn’t like it. Feedback will be appreciated :) and requests are open!

Warning- feelings, mentions of death, angst

word count- 2.6k

Home or whatever people called the place where they belong. You were going there, after waiting for your whole life you were finally going to meet your parents. Your real parents who you thought were dead. You learned everything about your abduction from Tom.  

And now you were going to finally meet them; your real parents. You were finally going to your actual house. You can’t help but feel overexcited. Tom on the other couldn’t even describe what he was feeling. 

“Hey, we are leaving tomorrow. Get some rest.” Harrion told Tom through the office door. He entered the office upon hearing no snarky comment. He found Tom sitting on his chair; eyes red from crying, hair disheveled, a whiskey bottle in his hand and air pods plucked in his ears. 

Harrison was shocked to find Tom like this. The man that made others cry was crying himself today. Tom paid no attention to his best mate. Tired of his shit Harrison snatched his phone to turn the music down. 

“You have been listening to ‘Let her go’ on repeat? Oh my god Tom what is wrong with? When did you become this love sick puppy? What happened to that playboy, who hooked up with any girl he wanted? Uh? And I am damn sure that you haven’t confessed to her too. What are you..”

“Shut up! Shut up! Just shut up!” Tom shouted, running his hands through his hair. “Why do you think she would ever be with me. I am not her knight in shining armor, okay. And she would run away from me once she is aware of my deeds.” Tom believes that you will never love him. 

“Tom she knows what you do for living, and her feelings for you are completely obvious. You are just stupid…” 

“No Harrison! She still gets nightmares about you and Harry beating her; nightmares about her foster parents beating her. She would be scared of me when she finds why everyone is so scared of me.” Harrison was not clearly amused by Tom cutting him off in the middle of the sentence. While Tom was just being anxious. 

“Aren’t you the one that calms her after every single nightmare? Aren’t you the one that makes her feel safe? Come on Tom only time will tell. Her past will only haunt her and I feel guilty that I gave her more ptsd. But you made her some good memories with her too right? And it’s not like you will never meet her again after she reunites with her family. You can still keep tabs on her right? Just tell her before it’s too late.” Harrison sighed at the end. 

“Wow! I can’t believe you are talking so sensibly. Who did this to you, mate? When did you start to talk like a mature person?” Tom couldn’t control his laughter while Harrison just rolled his eyes. 

“Hahaha very funny. I don’t know, maybe Stacy made me a mature man.” Harrison chuckled. “Yeah, yeah. Now get out of here you div.” Tom snatched his phone back from Haz’s hand. 

“I am going but you better think what I told you.” Harrison made a serious face.

“Get out!” Tom said while smiling. Just tell her before it’s too late. As if it was that easy. 

*

When Tom finally decided it was half past 1am. Lazily he made way towards his room but stopped in front of your room. Thinking whether he should check up at you or not. And decided that he should leave you alone. And kept on walking.   

What he did not expect, was you sitting on the armchair beside his bed. It was clear that you were waiting for him. But why!

“Hey Tom.” you said as you sat straight. “I thought you would be asleep right now.”  Tom wondered out loud. “I can’t sleep. I am too excited to sleep. And you were the only awake at this hour. So I thought I could talk to you.” you said cheerfully. There was not a single ounce of sleep in your eyes. 

“Alright what do you wanna know about?” he asked while taking a seat on the armchair beside you.

 “I don’t know. We never talked about your parents right?” 

“We never have. What do you wanna know?” all of tom’s tiredness vanished with you excitement. 

“Everything! Like how are they? How are parents in general?” 

“They are amazing. Best parents i could ever ask for. My father is a strict man and he was the one who forced me to take after him; he is an amazing father though. He loves my mum a lot. I have three brothers, Harry lives here with me but Sam lives with mum, dad and Paddy. just in case if they need him.”

“I didn’t know about your youngest brother. Why did you never tell me about him?” you gave Tom a questioning look. 

“You never asked.” Tom said simply.

“Why does he never visit here? How old is he?” you asked. You have seen Sam around a lot.

“Mum doesn’t like homecoming here, mainly because of the exposure to the danger. He's sixteen, can’t defend himself quite yet.'' Honestly Tom missed his brother. He just wanted to spend some time with Paddy like he used too. 

“I don’t know if I have siblings. Guess I will find tomorrow.” you chuckled. You looked at Tom as before you left the room. Really looked at him. Taking in his features. He looked tired; eyes were a bit swollen and red.

You could smell the alcohol off him. Over and all he looked tired. He stood up too. Slowly walking towards his closet. “Tom?” 

“Hmm?” 

“Do you have anything to say to me?” he had. He wanted to confess to you. Wanted to tell you everything then and there. But he was not brave enough. Harrison’s words went spiral through his brain again and again.  

And there you stood waiting for him to say anything. You were not ever even sure what you wanted him to say. Tom came out of the closet and stared at you for what seems like forever. You can see that he was in deep thought. 

“I will miss you Y/N.” he finally said. You smiled, a little disappointed. You have no idea what you want him to say. “I’ll miss you too, Tom.” with that you finally left his room. Leaving Tom with his thoughts

*

Was much more dreadful for Tom. You were leaving. He felt like he was drowning. He was sad, yes but what he felt wasn’t sadness only. It was a mixture of emotions. Emotions he can’t name. He never felt this uneasiness before. 

On the other hand you felt the same. Excited to meet your birth parents. Not wanting to leave the mansion you once dreaded. Not wanting to leave Tom. Slightly scared because you were not sure about your parents reaction. There are many possibilities that they might not be as good as thought. 

And there was a strange tingling in your guts that made you feel uneasy. But you put it all aside. 

“Harry, you take the other car and Stacy, you are going with him. Just maintain some distance. Look out for danger. Inform me if you find anything suspicious. Alright?” with that everybody left for their vehicle. 

The whole ride was eerily quiet. No one uttered a word. You sneaked a glance at Tom; his face was completely emotionless. He noticed you staring but did nothing about it. He never felt these many emotions at once. 

He didn’t want you to go. But he had to. He can’t be this selfish now can he? You were finally getting what you always wanted. A family. Parents you always wanted. He can't replace them but he was the one who found them, he was the one reuniting you with them. And that is the biggest thing he could do for anyone. 

Your hometown was not far from London. It only took two hours of driving to reach there. 

You started to grow nervous as you reached the residential area.  The retardation in the speed of the car indicated that you had reached your destination. The car eventually stopped in front of a small cozy house. 

This was it. You were finally going to meet  your parents. You always imagined this moment but can't really believe that it is happening in real life.

“Y/N.” Tom’s voice brought you back from your thoughts. 

“Humm.” you hummed; not knowing how to reply. You composed your posture. Trying to get hold on your thoughts. This is now or never. You thought. And got out of the car. The boys did the same.

Harrison called Stacy to ask when they would be here. While Tom came to stand near you. “How are you feeling?” he asked. That was the worst question ever. You had no answer to it. You couldn’t describe your emotions that easily. 

But before you could answer Tom’s phone rang. The screen lit up with ‘Adam’s name’, you knew who he was. Adam was the most trusted person in the mob. No one could compete with his loyalty for Tom. 

Tom immediately answered the phone. Adam never directly called Tom unless it was an emergency. 

“What is it?” Tomasked rather harshly. To be honest, Tom didn’t want anyone to drag him to work today. He didn’t want to put his brain through that stress on top of his feelings. 

“Sir, sir, please don’t go to that place. The L/Ns were killed years ago. Rick is a mole, sir.” 

“Get in the car.” Tom shouted. He opened the door and pushed you in before getting in himself. Harison took the driver's seat. And then you saw any people coming out of their hiding places. All armed. 

“What is happening?” Harry’s voice came from the phone. “Drive! Harrison. Drive!” Tom shouted on top of his lungs. The people now started to circle the car. You have never been this scared in your whole life. 

The people started to shoot; making you more scared. Tom brought his arms around your body protectively. You leaned into his touch. Hiding your face in the crook of his neck. Your whole body was shaking with fear. Clutching Tom’s clothes. You were never so grateful for the bulletproof car till now. 

“We are attacked, Harry. Turn back the car.” you heard Harrison say. But Tom hasn't said a single word. You were sure that those people were following your car. What about your parents though? You heard Adam said something about them but you weren't sure but you knew that they were. Maybe your gut feeling was telling you about this. 

You finally opened your eyes when the car stopped moving. “What happened?” Tom asked while checking for danger. “I don’t think that the car can take more damage.”

“So do you think that we’re gonna run barefoot from here?” “No! But the car will blast and we should start running if we don’t wanna die.” both of them argued back and forth. “Stop! What are we gonna do now? What about Stacy and Harry?” you had tears in your eyes.  

“We are gonna and they are safe.” Harrison answered, looking for any trace of danger. “We are completely outnumbered, we have no chance of putting up a fight against them.  Therefore, we are gonna run without looking back.” Tom explained to you. 

“One the count of three.” he held up his three fingers. All of you prepared yourself for running. “One.” he held your hand tightly. “Two.” you swear to the god that your heart will burst out because of the speed of every beat. “Three.” a fire was shot. 

All you felt was pain. You were sure that it originated from your lower abdomen. But course through your whole body. All you was Tom’s face, you tried to focus his and you connected hands, his skin. Tried to take his beautiful features in. 

“You know where he grew weak boys.” an annoying voice said. “He became weak for enemies when he made his feelings completely obvious for this girl.” the man spoke again. He walked closer and closer, cockng his gun at Tom’s head. 

“Any last words, thomas?” he laughed overdramatically. Tom leaned in to give your forehead a kiss. “I am so sorry, love.” he mumbled, his lips still pressed at your forehead. 

You closed your eyes. Thinking that this was the end. You didn’t want to see Tom get shot. You heard multiple bullets fired. Way too many bullets to kill two men. 

“Let’s get out of here, boss.” you were not fully in your consciousness but you recognized the voice. It belonged to Adam. “we have to take her to hospital.” Tom’s voice was desperate. He got a hold on his tears. After all he couldn’t cry in front of his men. 

* 

You reached the hospital in no time. The doctors took you to remove the bullet and top the bleeding. Despite being scared shitless one nurse came to update Tom about your condition. Which was very critical. You have lost a lot of blood and the chances of you recovering were very thin.

“I should have said it, Haz.” Tom finally let his emotions take control. “I should have told her about my feelings. And now it’s too late. I’m gonna lose her.” Tom sobbed on Harrison’s shoulder, hugging him tightly. 

“It’s alright, she’s gonna be fine. You have a lot of time with her.”

“You think so?” 

“I know so.” Tom chuckled. “Mr. Holland.” This time the doctor came to talk to them. “The patient is out of danger. She is resting right now. You can meet her just don't wake her up.” the doctor smiled awkwardly and left. 

“Go meet her. This is your chance. Tell her everything.” Harrison motivated him.

With that Tom left to meet you.

*

This is it. Tom thought that this was another chance he had with you. But he knew that he fucked up. He putted your life in danger and most important of all that he made you believe that you parents were alive. 

“Y/N. i'm so sorry, love. I  put you through this all and I-” Tom never cried this hard for anyone. “And I just couldn’t man up and tell you about my feelings. I-I made you believe that your parents are alive-  I couldn't keep you safe-” Tom collapsed on the floor. 

“I never thought I would love anyone the way I love you, Y/N. And i am really sorry for everything-” he tried to get up; using the bed for support. 

“I hope you forgive me.” he pleaded and leaned in to kiss your forehead. 

“I hate it when you kiss my forehead when no one is stopping from kissing my lips.” you smirked while Tom stood there in shock. 

“Hi baby. Please don’t beat yourself for everything that has happened to me. You only protected me or tried to. And my parents, I know how to live without them. You, Stacy and surprisingly the boys are my family. And I love you too.” Tom smiled at your confession. 

“You little shit, you were listening to me the whole time.” Tom accused. “And what were you saying about kissing you on the lips. Huh?” 

“Kiss me on the lips, tommy.” you giggled as Tom kissed you on the lips. Both of you sighing at the feeling. Meanwhile Harrison, Stacy and Harry watched you both from the door. 

“Don’t you think watching them make out is creepy and gross.” Harry made a face in disgust. “Shut up Harry! My baby boo is in love.” Stacy said while weeping. 

In the end you stayed with your real family.

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[bossmantommy]

woa…. thas so cool f yu… -kari

THANK YOU KARI!!!!!

[natsukashiiscans]

Hi~ How are you doing? I wanted tomask if you allow retranslations? Thanks

Hello! Thank you for your interest in our release! May I know which series you are referring to?

[ftomaske]

The Artist Claudio Fuente on the Yard5 Graffitijam 2018

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[opedguy]

Foreign Press Obsessed with Alex Navalny

LOS ANGELES (OnlineColumnist.com), April 7, 2021.--U.S. and foreign press are obsessed with the imprisonment of 44-year-old Russian dissident Alexi Navalny.  Navalny claims he was poisoned in Tomask, Siberia Aug. 24, 2020, nearly dying, spending four months recovering in Germany before returning to Moscow Jan. 14, facing immediate arrest.  Navalny had no known medical problems before entering March 2 the IK-2 penal colony in Pokrov, Russia, some 100 kilometers [62 miles] east of Moscow.  Since entering the former gulag, Navalny has complained about a back ailment, demanding his own doctors treat him, despite against prison rules.  On March 31, Navalny announced he was going on a hunger strike to protest the prison’s inadequate medical care.  While there are thousands of political prisoners around the world, only Navalny gets the daily attention from the Western press, hoping to pressure the Kremlin to release him from his two-year-eight-month sentence.     

        No other sovereign government has an obsession with any prisoner, including ones deliberately detained for political purposes in Russia, China, Iran, North Korea and many other authoritarian regimes.  Yet the media finds itself fixated on Navalny for some unknown reason.  President Joe Biden and Secretary of State Tony Blinken have flat out demanded his release from Russia prison, driving U.S.-Russian relations to Cold War lows.  “We urge Russian authorities to take all necessary actions to ensure safety and health.  So long as he is imprisoned, the Russian government is responsible for his health and well-being,” White House Press Secretary Jen Psaki said today at a  daily press briefing.  Who’s put Navalny as part of a White House briefing is anyone’s guess.  Demanding a sovereign government comply with urgent compliance issues for proper treatment in a foreign prison is unprecedented.     

        Can you imagine if President Vladimir Putin or the Kremlin demanded the release of any prisoners in Guantanamo Bay or at a SuperMax prison in Colorado?  White House and State Department officials would promptly tell Putin or the Kremlin to butt out.  But beyond whether or not Navalny gets appropriate medical care, why are the U.S. and foreign press obsessed with Navalny?  It’s clear that the U.S. and European Union would like to see Putin out of office.  Navalny has painted himself as the last best hope for democracy in Russia, commanding heroic attention   U.S. and foreign press didn’t report that Amnesty International denied Navalny’s “prisoner of conscience” status Feb. 22 because of his bigoted past statements about Chechens.  So far from an angel, Navalny still gets all the foreign press attention now that he’s behind bars, not slated for release for over two-and-a-half years.       

      Western government have been critical of Putin since March 1, 2014 when he invaded and annexed Ukraine’s Crimean Peninsula.  Former President Barack Obama and his Vice President Joe Biden did nothing other than threaten Putin with NATO action.  No NATO country was willing to confront the Russian Federation over Putin’s annexation of Crimea.  One week before Putin invaded Crimea, a CIA-backed coup toppled the pro-Kremlin Ukraine government of Viktor Yanukovych.  Ukraine 43-year-old President Voldymyr Zelensky said that Biden assured him April 2 that if Putin tries to annex Russian enclaves in eastern Ukaine the U.S. would have his back.  Whatever that means is anyone’s guess.  Zelensky said April 3 that NATO plans to hold joint exercises in Ukraine in the next few months. Kremlin spokesman Dmitry Peskov responded April 4 that would destabilize the region.       

       When you consider what’s at stake in Ukraine, it’s inexplicable why the U.S. and foreign press seem fixated on Navalny, a longstanding Russian dissident that holds no national security significance to the U.S.  Whether Navalny survives his time in a Russian penal colony, it has zero national security significance to the U.S.  If you listen to the press, you’d think that West depends on Alexi Navalny.  “We stand with like-minded allies and partners in calling for his immediate release as well as and end to the persecution for his supporters,” said Psaki, saying that Navalny’s imprisonment was “politically motivated” and a “gross injustice.”  Stating the White House position put Putin and the Russian Federation on a war footing with the U.S.  Since Navalny stated openly his intent to topple Putin’s government, Putin can only conclude the White House shares that common goal.      

       Biden and Blinken have endangered U.S. national security by letting Psaki state for the record that the U.S. backs Navalny’s goal of getting rid of Putin.  No foreign government can dictate to another sovereign state what to do with its criminal justice system.  Blinken said the U.S. has sent a “clear signal” to Moscow that using chemical weapons and human rights abuses won’t be tolerated.  “Any use of chemical weapons is unacceptable and contravenes international norms,” Blinken wrote, further throwing gasoline on the situation in eastern Ukraine. If Putin gets even a whiff that NATO could intervene in Ukraine, he’ll give Putin the green light to annex Russian-speaking enclaves in the Donbass region and city of Donetsk.  Biden and Blinken have adopted Navalny to discredit Putin to the Western alliance.  Biden and Blinken will find out quickly NATO wants no confrontation with Russia.

 About the Author 

John M. Curtis writes politically neutral commentary analyzing spin in national and global news.  He’s editor of OnlineColumnist.com and author of Dodging The Bullet and Operation Charisma.  Reply  Reply All  Forward

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Young Boi PG, and Tomaskers - O.K.

Young Boi PG, and Tomaskers – O.K.

https://soundcloud.com/eric-willams-289779849/ok-feat-tomaskers

Check out the new single by Young Boi PG, and Tomaskers, “O.K.,” which is a song about being okay with mental illness.

Stream Young Boi PG, and Tomaskers – “O.K.” on SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/eric-willams-289779849/ok-feat-tomaskers