#told an irl friend ab my current hyperfixation A LITTLE im terrified lol | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

huraiyra · 1 year ago

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I'm having a really wild time being unemployed bc after working through burnout and neglecting and harming myself for 2 years, on one hand I'm having mental and life problems (dysphoria, body dysmorphia, arranged marriage, control, and the usual depression of course) unforeseen since I was 15 and it's making me crazy, but on the other hand my brain is literally overflowing with writing creativity (...also like when I was 15). I barely engaged in any hobbies since my last year of university and all my documents that were previously collecting dust just got +20 pages each. it's so wild I am having the best and slightly worst time. I hope my art comes back too but until then (writes so fast and so much)

#i wasnt getting arranged marriage bullshit when i was 15 btw dw. substitute that for being abused #whew not going to think about what was happening when i was 15. i think i just have a fear of then #whenever i see anything that reminds me of back then. the worst time of my life. im like AAHHHH!!!!! super catastrophizing activate!!!!#pipe down moppet #this is why i keep tagging everything with my ocs lately!!!!#rosie and shiro and rylie and wylie and maddie i love you...............#theyre the ones my brain has been hyperfocused on #never told anyone ab my stories in my life besides the one i was thinking of publishing but y'all get a sneak peek #told an irl friend ab my current hyperfixation A LITTLE im terrified lol #anyway yeah i felt like venting and complaining and celebrating! a little! bye back to writing.

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