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[leejungchans]

ᜊ( ᜊ ´ ˘) ੭ hiii its nene again! I hope you're doing well sol <3 i haven't been on for almost 10 months 😣 but i just wanted to say i hope you're currently taking care of yourself :)

reminder: you deserve to be loved without having to hide the parts of yourself that you think are unlovable

nene omg it’s truly so nice to hear from you!!!! ☹️☹️💗💗 thank you for checking up aaaaaa i’m doing okay!! busy w uni but what can u do </3 i’m managing and doing my best to take care of my wellbeing so it’s all good hehe :’)))

i hope you’ve been well and are surrounded by the love you deserve :(((( giving you a virtual hug and making you a warm cup of tea rn

[leejungchans]

also heres some chan pics to bless your week even more too <33

no but….the way all of these are some of my fav pics of him 😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞 u know me so well bestie gahshajsh 💗💗🫶 i can only post one more image here so have a cute liddol smiley chan 🥹🥹

[leejungchans]

hope your week has been going swell <3 ilyy sol

honestly just a random piece of info: i hate caramel, im sorry caramel lovers i just cant i always end up choking when its in my mouth :(

on another note i suggested to my friend about making a doc of all my fear foods that play into my ed and she said it was good so im happy now because it means my friends can understand which ones i like and dont

ily too nene ☹️💗💗💗 and i think the doc is a great idea :’)))) and i’m sure your friends have only your best interests in mind and would hate to make you feel uncomfy, so i’m sure the doc will help them lots!!! wishing u lots of good health and happiness 🫶

[leejungchans]

｢ ❀ ｣ continuing this for those who may need to hear it :)

❝ where there is self love,

there is endless happiness ❞

you don't need to be perfect to prove the world that you are worth it. accept the version of you which makes mistakes, which has flaws, which has some insecurities <3

at the end we all are humans and we cannot get over some natural tendencies and lovely it's okay to be fetish sometimes but what's not okay is hating yourself. think how you won the race of your life. from being the one that won to being the person who won over the world

you are worth it, and at the end, you'll get it ♡

nene this is so :((((((( thank you for sending this :’) my week hasn’t been the best so this is a really good reminder and i hope someone will find some comfort in this too 💗💗💗💗 ily besties muah

[leejungchans]

Good morning !! 🌸🤍

im doing good! but revision for end of year mocks are killing me rn i just some sleep 😭 hope you're doing well sol and taking care of yourself <3

enjoy this art

hi nene <33333 i hope your day’s been good!!! i’m so glad to hear you’re doing well 💗💗 good luck with revision and for your mocks :((((( i’m sure you’ll do well and i hope you can get more rest soon ;;;;; remember to stay hydrated and drink lots of water!!!!!! sending you hugs 🫂🫂

ALSO THIS PICTURE IS SO CURSED WHEJJWJS MY EYES IMMEDIATELY WENT TO JASMINE’S ARM 😭

[leejungchans]

i am back and terrified 🧍‍♀️

NENE HIIIIIII 🥺🥺🥺🥺 how have you been? i hope life’s been treating you well :(((((( naurrr why are you terrified? it’s okay to take coming back to social media one small step at a time!! you don’t have to jump back in completely and overwhelm yourself <33 take things at your own pace

[leejungchans]

HELLO IM DOING QUITE WELL :D sending you lots of love and hugs <3 IMT ૮₍ ˃ 𖥦 ˂ ��ა

MY MAMA IS FINDING ME OVER DRAMATIC AND SAYING ITS TINY @**#^$ LIKE WHAT PART OF THAT CREATURE LOOKS TINY TO YOU MA'AM 🤨⁉��� I DEFINITELY DO NOT HAVE MAGNIFINED CONTACTS LAST TIME I CHECKED—

my arachnophobia could never, i definitely never k word them i scream and run away jumping up and down for help in the room for someone to come and do it for me only for it to disappear when they go to k word it. its like they're out to get me and purposely appear only for my eyesight

AAAAAA THAT’S SO GOOD TO HEAR 🥺🥺💗💗 i hope things keep going well for you bc you deserve happy days!!!!

NAURRRRR I HOPE SOMEONE GOT THE SPIDER FOR YOU <///3 “MAGNIFIED CONTACTS” HJWJSSJKA PLS 😭😭 we don’t get a lot of spiders but when we do they’re the super teeny ones but THEY RUN SO FAST AND I’M SCARED OF SQUISHING THEM BC I DON’T WANT SPIDER JUICE ON MY STUFF

oml but speaking of parents finding us over dramatic over bugs </3 last summer there was this HUGE cockroach in our bathroom the size of my pinky finger, and when i told my mom and brother THEY DIDN’T BELIEVE ME BC IT DISAPPEARED AND I SPENT THE WHOLE DAY OUTSIDE WITH MY MOM BC I WAS TOO SCARED TO USE THE BATHROOM 😭 and we waited until my dad got back from work and he found it and flushed it down the toilet 👍

[leejungchans]

help 😭 theres a spider the size of my hand on my bed IM MOVING TO DUBAI GOODBYE- NO THANK YOU

HI NENE!!!!! IMY 💗💗💗 how’ve you been :>

BUT ALSO OH NOOOOOOOO 😭😭😭😭 I HOPE YOU CAN GET SOMEONE TO HANDLE IT FOR YOU 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 THAT SOUNDS SO SCARY OML THE SIZE OF YOUR HAND— SENDING YOU LOTS OF STRENGTH ;-; HERE HAVE A HAO PIC HE’LL DROPKICK THE SPIDER INTO A DIFF DIMENSION

[leejungchans]

☆ DAILY AFFIRMATIVE #6 - 7 ?

i saw this while browsing through old conversations with an ex friend and it was one of those paragraphs that stay and make you think <3 thought to share it with you

you are here for a reason. i know that sometimes it doesn't feel that way. i know that sometimes life can be a difficult thing to navigate. it can break you down and challenge you in ways you never thought it would but i also know that you have the potential to do incredible things in this world. you have the capacity to overcome whatever it is that is hurting you or confusing you or making you doubt yourself. i need you to believe in that. believe, with reckless abandon, that you are meant to be here. trust in yourself - even if you haven't figured out what inspires you deeply, even if you haven't discovered your purpose, even if you're moving forward in the simplest, smallest of ways. just keep going. wake up each morning and be gentle with yourself. do the work. feel whatever it is that you need to feel. tuck beautiful memories into your chest for safekeeping, revisit them whenever things get too tough. remind yourself of the art you want to create, of the things you wish to write, of the places you want to visit, of the people you have yet to meet. no matter what, just continue to remind yourself that you are going to make it.

nene!!!!!!!!!! it’s been a while ;-; how are you? i hope life’s been treating you well lately ☹️💗💗💗 this is such a lovely paragraph and i hope everyone who comes across this can find comfort and encouragement in it as well :(( the people in your life are very, very lucky to have you nene and i hope they realise that (i certainly do!! <3) 💗 i hope you’re having a good day/night and i’m sending you so much love (and hao pics 💖)!!!!

[leejungchans]

IM DOING GOOD MY TESTS ARE FINALLY DONE FOR THIS YEAR !! im moving to year 11 soon in September- aaa im super nervous too :( i feel like im going to be failing my gcse now once im in yr 11 i'm NOT ready at all, 3 more months and yr10 is finished 😭😭

BUT HAO IS COMING BACK NEXT WEEK IN GOSE AND IVE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY </33 AND ALSO JUN I'VE MISSED THE PAIR SO MUCH also hao's angelic voice ?!?!? i cant say how much I love hearing him sing, if comfort really was a person its him for me along with svt

OMG NENE IM SO SORRY IDK HOW I MISSED THIS 💔💔💔💔💔

i’m sure you’ll do well in your gcse!!!!! i felt the exact same way about the public exams in my last year of secondary school bc time definitely passes way too quickly :’)))) but i’m sure your school will help you guys prepare for them!!!! for now take one day at a time 💗💗 it’s gonna be okay :’)))

AND YESSSS I’VE MISSED JUNHAO SM IN GOSE :(( and haicheng 💔💔💔 heart been broke so many times it’s lich rally so dreamy and bittersweet and it just makes me feel so <///3 hope the hao luvrs are doing okay after that masterpiece ;-;

[leejungchans]

SOLL I JUST WANTED TO COME AND SAY ILY <3 YOU'RE SO SWEET AND TALENTED MWAH 💗

NENE I MISSED YOU SO MUCH 😭😭😭💗💗💗💗💗💗 HOW HAVE YOU BEEN <33333 AND PLS YOU’RE TOO SWEET BRB CRYING ;;;;;;;; i love you more and seeing your ask brought the biggest smile to my face and i hope life’s been treating you well 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

[leejungchans]

i regret opening up a twt account– ksjdkdj wtf is this new territory I've walked into ?!

hope you're happy a nice day today though sol !! 🤍

OOF yeah…kpop twt can be 😵‍💫wild😵‍💫 hwjshajs i used to be super active on twt before worming my way over to tumblr but after a while it just got too much for my mental health ;-; but i think it also depends on the individual and how you view (?) kpop twt discourse hwgahah i tend to struggle a lot with fomo and felt obligated to keep up with everything so that was why it got too much for me but it can definitely still be fun if you don’t take it too seriously ^^

i hope you’re doing well too nene 💗💗💗 i just finished a lecture and it was pretty interesting and i’m probably gonna write a bit!!!

[leejungchans]

how are you today sunshine? 🤍🤍 i hope you've had a lovely day or night and you're taking care of yourself <3 Just a little reminder for you: you are not lost, you are redirecting you are not a failure, you are learning you are not behind, you are preparing.

#♥︎ I hope you live a life that inspires you to believe in yourself and everything you dream of.

tw food/ed? (just to be safe)

im super happy today :D i managed to have 3 meals with a little snack! i think this might have been the first time I've had this many meals this year— but I feel good :> even though it took a lot of thought.

HI NENE!!!!! i’m okay hehe i’m in online class rn and kinda tired bc i keep sleeping at ungodly hours sigh someone needs to knock me out if i’m still awake at 3am 🧍🏻‍♀️ but other than that i’m well 💗 staying home a lot bc we’re in lockdown again </3

and thank you for the sweet reminders ;-; i hope you’ve been doing well to and i’m so so proud of you for making progress ❤️❤️❤️ i understand it can take a lot of thought and self pep talk (to put it in lighter terms) and i’m really happy for you :’))))) being through something similar i know progress doesn’t always come easy and it can be a bumpy road but let’s take one day at a time togeyher hehe :’))) you’re doing so great and i’m proud of you!!! ❤️ here’s a pic i found on pinterest and it made me laff so i hope it also brings you a little serotonin!!

[leejungchans]

☆ DAILY AFFIRMATIVE #5

i hadn't sent one in a while so i wrote this <3

NAURRRRR NENE THIS IS SO CUTE :((((((((( I’M PROUD OF YOU AND I HOPE YOU’RE HAVING A LOVELY DAY/NIGHT 🥺💗💗💗 here’s a lil bunny i just drew for u teehee :]

[leejungchans]

HELP SO MANY PPL ARE THIRSTING OVER ME I FIND THIS SO FUNNY KSJDKNDJDJFJ i dont know if i should be concerned or not for them 🏃‍♀️

also hi ☀️ ! hope you're having a lovely week <3 and have a wonderful day ahead of you, whatever you've done today, small or big im super duper proud of you :D

PLSBGWHSHAJSB this is giving tumblr nsfw bots energy 😭 the funniest thing is those blogs almost exclusively comment under my venting posts lmfaooo like sir???? i am Going Through It can you not do this rn 😭

thank you for your sweet words 🥺💗 i’m feeling pretty relieved rn bc i just finished an assignment that’s kinda demanding (probably bc i’m an idiot with video editing and stuff 🥲) so i’m just chilling and getting ready for bed hehe <333 i hope you have a lovely day/night too ❤️ also thank you so so much for your tags on my fic ;-; i’m so happy to hear you liked it and i hope you’re okay and that the cut from the shower screen is not too serious :(((

[leejungchans]

he's making it hard staying loyal to hao 😃🔫 i know im editing him but can he not be so &@&$^^#!?!@

NENE I DIDNT ASK TO BE ATTAC(CA)KED LIKE THIS WHAT THE HELL %%]^]%]^€]>]%^]^]>[^[^*[*]\€€] THATS MY MAN THATS MY BOYFIE AWOOGA CAVEMAN NOISES