#tokimitsu headcanons

[alexiswritergirl]

“I have a crush on my wife”

“I have a crush on my wife.” He thought to himself.

If he were to say this out loud, people would tell him “Well duh, you love her”, but having a crush is different from loving someone. 

For him, he can never get enough of you because every second, it’s like he’s falling in love with you all over again. 

You make him so giddy and nervous to the point where the constant feeling of butterflies is the only thing that makes him feel truly alive.

Every day is like a battle with several questions, like “How did I get so lucky” kind of questions, that are cramped inside his head, while every night is like a dream when you are in his arms.

His eyes always find their way to yours, completely mesmerized by you. He’ll have this curious look on his face, wondering what that pretty mind of yours is thinking about. And then he’ll quickly look away when you catch him staring.

Every time his phone buzzes, he instantly checks and hopes it’s you.

He is absolutely delusional for you. Always playing scenarios in his head where you go on dates, what he should say to you when he comes home, how much he wants to hold you….the list goes on and on.

He spends hours in front of the mirror to look just right because he knows you deserve the best. He’ll carefully readjust his collar multiple times and brush his hair just right, so he can look charming only for you.

He’ll never get used to how his name rolls off your tongue so perfectly or how pretty your lips look when you say I love you.

When he first met you, it was scary to think he developed a crush on someone. He didn’t know what to do and that ate him up every night.

Now, he sits beside you on the couch, stealing quick glances at you as you watch TV. He still can’t believe that you both have been married for 5 years now because it all feels like a fuzzy dream. He’ll awkwardly wrap his arm around your shoulders as if this were a first date. Even though you’re just wearing sweatpants and a stained t-shirt, his heart still beats fast for you. 

When you turn to face him, his face flushes and he freezes. You giggle at him and ask him to pass you the remote. He complies and starts to feel antsy from the way your fingertips graze his skin when you’re just grabbing the remote from him.

He’ll then give you the “I want to lean in and kiss you” look, and when you finally notice those shy hints and give him what he’s been wishing for this whole time, time will utterly freeze over the both of you.

.

.

.

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You have no idea what you do to him.

RIN, HIORI, Tokimitsu, NESS, ISAGI, NIKO, Yukimiya, Chigiri, (pre-wd) Kunigami, Kurona, Reo, Raichi, and Bachira

[dior-luxury]

how would the bllk 11 react to you suddenly giving attention to someone else in bllk? :P

Me Or The Wannabe

( ✧ ) ────── boyfriend stories . drama - no prns .

- [𝐜𝐡.] bllk 11

- [𝐩:𝐬] jealousy . sfw

Note: I only included major bllk 11 character, so sorry!!

The Hot-Headed & Possessive Types

Rin Itoshi - Cold but territorial

He’d act like it doesn’t bother him, but you’d feel his aura shift. He’d start silently staring you down and shooting deadly glares at the other guy. If you keep ignoring him? Expect him to flex his skills in front of you—whether by humiliating the person in a match or proving why he’s the only one you should be looking at.

Shidou Ryusei - Chaotic and unhinged

“Oi, babe~ You tryna make me mad or sumthin’? ‘Cause it’s working~” He’d absolutely start shit—maybe by mocking the other guy, throwing his arm around you, or even challenging them to a 1v1 just to “prove who’s the real alpha.” Might even kiss you in front of them just to stake his claim.

Barou Shouei - Possessive but tsundere

“Tch. Why waste your time on weaklings?” He wouldn’t directly show his jealousy, but his actions would scream dominance—whether by outperforming the guy in training or flat-out ordering you to pay attention to him instead. If you keep ignoring him, he might just pick you up and walk off.

The Competitive & Clingy Ones

Isagi Yoichi - Subtly insecure, but he’ll fight for you.

At first, he’d be confused—“Am I not good enough?”—but then his ego would kick in. Expect him to train twice as hard and absolutely destroy the person you’re giving attention to, just to prove he’s better. Later, he’ll shyly ask, “You still like me the most, right?”

Chigiri Hyoma – Acts cool, but he's pissed.

He’d flip his hair dramatically and pretend he doesn’t care, but his passive-aggressiveness would say otherwise. “Maybe I should change my hairstyle… might make me more interesting to you.” If you don’t reassure him, expect him to race past you in training and “accidentally” bump into the other guy.

Nagi Seishiro – Lazy but needy

He’d straight-up attach himself to you. “Mmm, don’t wanna share you.” If you keep ignoring him, he’ll drag you away somewhere quieter so he doesn’t have to compete. If that doesn’t work, he might start showing off his skills to remind you why he’s the best.

Bachira Meguru – Playful but secretly hurt.

He’d tease you at first—“Nee, are you replacing me~?”—but if it continues, his usual energy will dim, and he’ll go quiet. If you don’t fix it, he might start getting competitive and lowkey challenge the other guy in a match just to re-earn your attention.

The Sweethearts Who Just Want Your Love

Kunigami Rensuke – Confused and hurt.

He’s not the type to get jealous easily, but if he feels like you’re ignoring him too much, he’d straight-up ask, “…Did I do something wrong?” If you reassure him, he’ll trust you, but if not? He’ll pull away a bit, waiting for you to notice him.

Reo Mikage – Overdramatic & clingy.

“Oi, princess, you’re breaking my heart here.” He’d whine playfully at first, but if you keep ignoring him, he’d get pouty. Might even go out of his way to spoil you with gifts or sweet words just to steal back your attention.

Tokimitsu Aoshi – Anxious wreck.

He’d immediately overthink it. “A-Ah, am I boring you? Do you like them more?!” He’d start apologizing for no reason and getting visibly flustered. If you don’t reassure him, he might just spiral into self-doubt mode.

Karasu Tabito – Cocky but secretly insecure.

He’d act unbothered, but the sarcasm would come out tenfold. “Damn, guess I’m not interesting anymore. Should I start juggling soccer balls on one foot to impress you?” If you ignore him too long, he might call you out directly and pull you away, smirking but dead serious.

[maochira]

Blue Lock big brothers with a lesbian sister who likes a straight girl. That's all.

-fem!lesbian!reader-

Blue Lock!Big brother who jokes about how pathetic you are for falling for a straight girl, but only makes those jokes because he hopes to make you laugh and look at the situation with humour. He hates seeing you upset and while he doesn’t know how to comfort you, he at least wants to see a smile on your face for even a second. After all, bullying is his favourite love language.

-Barou, RAICHI, Karasu, Oliver

Blue Lock!Big brother who reassures you about your feelings. He tells you it’s alright to fall for someone who will never love you back, and that love is just a feeling that comes and goes. He know the situation you’re in sucks, but he doesn’t want you to feel bad about the feelings you have.

-Bachira, Yukimiya, Isagi, NESS, Aryu, Kunigami

Blue Lock!Big brother who watches romance dramas with you in which the main character doesn’t end up with their love interest. Lets you cry and sob as much as you need, he listens to you talk and he tries to work through the complicated mix of feelings with you.

-Tokimitsu, NANASE, Chigiri

[opalescentidiot]

[rintoshis-archived]

fav!character who loves seeing his frame devour you. the way his clothes just swallow you whole, your thighs barely visible. he thinks it's fucking adorable. you tried his pants before but wore his boxers instead. that sight alone drove him mad.

the times where you had to physically climb him in order to get something off a shelf or on the top of the cabinet, he loves it. instead of volunteering to get it for you, he knew you were too prideful to let him do all of the work. your hands grabbing onto his large biceps and toned back, his thin shirt giving you a glimpse of his nipples.

the little things where you still choose to sit on his lap other than any chair available, where he gets to wrap his big arms around you, completely engulfing you.

or when he's wearing a hoodie a little too big for him, (which was huge for you) you like to crawl underneath it, feeling his mellow skin warm you up more than any hoodie or sweater can. he loves it, trust me, he fucking loves it.

he loves helping you out. he isn't sure if his love language is acts of service, or he just loves the way his name rolls off your tongue, cause he's the first one you shout out for when you need help. he's always one call away. ''___'' ''___?'' ''___!'' and he's sprinting to where you are.

whenever he sees you doing something, if it's painting your nails, doing your hair, drawing, brushing your teeth in the morning with messy bed hair, he just loves seeing you in your element.

it might be weird, but he just feels so much better when he sees traces of you everywhere in your home. your toothbrush beside his, a plushie sat on your bed together, your small shoes beside his, your things on your side of the sink, and his things on his side of the sink, your towels being two different colors, he just loves it.

it might be corny, but he just loves you... being there. you two could be doing nothing and could still sit there for hours. one look from you and he folds immediately.

he's fucking whipped.

𝐁𝐋𝐔𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊 ; (BEFORE WILD CARD) RENSUKE KUNIGAMI, OKUHITO IEMON, GIN GAGAMARU, SHOEI BAROU, AOSHI TOKIMITSU, TABITO KARASU, KENYU YUKIMIYA + ..

𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐊𝐘𝐔𝐔 ; DAICHI SAWAMURA, ASAHI AZUMANE, TETSURO KUROO, LEV HAIBA, HAJIME IWAIZUMI, KENTARO KYOTANI, TAKANOBU AONE, KOUTAROU BOKUTO, WAKATOSHI USHIJIMA, SUGURU DAISHO, ATSUMU MIYA + ..

and other of your favorite characters !

[iwashie]

𝙱𝙻𝙻𝙺 𝙼𝙴𝙽+𝚈𝙾𝚄=𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃𝙸𝙽𝙶

warnings-some conversation memes that would be you and bllk men

otoya, karasu, ryusei, nagi, sendou, chigiri

otoya, karasu, kaiser, alexis, reo, lorenzo, chris

ryusei, oliver, kaiser, otoya, lorenzo

isagi, kurona, nanase, kenyu, yo, chigiri, rensuke, niko, noa, snuffy

oliver, kaiser, chris, otoya, sae, ryusei, lorenzo

otoya, karasu, kaiser, alexis, lorenzo, chris, oliver

isagi, kurona, chigiri, nanase, yo, kenyu, alexis, noa, snuffy, niko, nagi, reo

barou, nagi, zantetsu, rin, raichi, ryusei

oliver, lorenzo, otoya, chris, kaiser, karasu, ryusei

nagi, niko, yo, nanase, bachira, isagi

chris, kenyu, tokimitsu, snuffy, kurona, nanase, niko, isagi

oliver, kaiser, sae, ryusei, ego

bachira, alexis

oliver, kaiser, lorenzo, chris, otoya, karasu, sae

alexis, karasu, otoya, chris, sendou

kaiser, alexis, ego, oliver, lorenzo, ryusei, rin

alexis, bachira, kaiser, oliver, sendou, chris, lorenzo, ryusei, reo, jyubei

barou, raichi, rin, sae, ego

reo, rin, barou, kaiser, noa, sae, ego, rensuke

[milaisreading]

Blue lock characters and why they joined the army:

Isagi- They told hin they had Noel Noa merch

Bachira- He joined without being asked

Chigiri- They told him the Wanima twins won't be able to enter the grounds

Kunigami- He tried to get Bachira, Isagi, and Chigiri out of there and ended up being recruited as well

Barou- They told him they value cleanliness

Nagi- Got lost on his way out of the gaming store

Reo- Followed Nagi

Zantetsu- He thought it was the BTS Army and not the real army

Niko- They said they had Yu-Gi-Oh cards there for sale

Otoya- Lost a bet against Karasu

Karasu- Decided to follow after Otoya bcs he can't trust him with guns

Yukimiya- Was dragged into it by Karasu

Hiori- The recruiter said there will be no parents

Kurona- Isagi begged him to save him, but ended up being recruited

Aryu- Thought the uniforms were cute

Tokimitsu- Aryu dragged him into this

Rin- Hoped to find Sae there (Sae was stationed in a completely different base)

Gagamaru- Told him he can take his stuffed teddy bear

[shunshunrika]

Blue Lock boys and The Morning After

minors dni, 18+ only

The Doer

Will do all sorts of acts of service while panicking about everything being perfect. Full spread Breakfast in bed, full body massage, hot bath with epsom salt and mineral soap, you name it and they have it ready to go. Would even go ahead and clean up the room, any stray liquids on the sheets and pick up the clothes you discarded. Keeps medicine at hand too just in case you feel a certain way after waking up. Honestly, overdoes it and does it after each night of particularly intense sex. But that's why you love him so much!

ISAGI, Tokimitsu, Raichi, Ness, YUKIMIYA, Nanase, Chigiri, Barou

The Talker

You wake up to find him staring and smiling at you. Appears creepy at first glance but you've gotten used to it now. Either has his fingers intertwined with yours or has your head tucked under his chin, holding your back. Talks about the events of last night in great detail while stroking your back. Mentions all your peculiar moans, groans and the way you squirted on his face. Compliments you on how well you did. Asks for more without fail.

KAISER, Reo, Oliver Aiku, Aryu, Niko, Hiori, Kurona, Ego, Sae, Loki

The Toucher

Satisfied from last night because his dick hurts now, and his balls are dry. Yet, his appetite is clearly not satisfied as his arms are still groping the softness of your body when you wake up. He stares into your eyes while his fingers toy with your belly button, earning chuckles from you and then with your clit, earning whimpers of protest. Wants to just spend the morning with you, chilling, his dick,now limp, is still stationed inside you from last night. Would kiss the hickeys he left.

RIN, Kunigami, Shidou, BACHIRA, Otoya, Nagi, KARASU, Zantetsu

[theholypeanut]

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends ♪

Content: Being best friend with Tokimitsu, Aryu, Zantetsu and Raichi (separately) // platonic gn!reader

Characters: Aoshi Tokimitsu, Jyubei Aryu, Zantetsu Tsurugi, Jingo Raichi

Tokimitsu Aoshi

- You became friends when you stood up for him in primary school

- He started to follow you like a puppy but then he got an idea that maybe he is just bothering you, so he stopped

- You went to him and tell him to do what he wants, not what he things doesn’t bother others - and now you are still best friends in high school

- Now people don’t bully him because he is huge, however people take advantage of his kindness a lot

- Thankfully you are not that kind so whenever you are around, no one even dare to request ridiculous stuff from him

- “But maybe they just need help…” “No, shut up, they are using you” “….I don’t mind” “And that’s the problem”

- Outside of that you always ask him for his opinion whenever you two are deciding on something and he knows already he cannot answer “whatever you prefer”

- You love watching trashy movies together that you find via online reviews

Angel protector: Omg omg omg look at this review: “This was glorious. Pure batsh** cheese. So much better than I could have even hoped for.”

Disasterous Sorry-Machine: Sounds great! What’s the title for the movie? When do you want to watch it?

Angel protector: Velocipastor. We are watching this weekend it will be hilarious

Disasterous Sorry-Machine: I’m sorry what’s the title again?

- He gives the best gifts ever and still apologies that “it probably isn’t what you wanted”

- He is also the best math tutor ever, except that he apologises every time you get something wrong (because he is the tutor, if he would be any good you’d get it right…)

- One time you sent him to grab you two food in the cinema, and he couldn’t decide if he should take caramel popcorn or normal, and nachos with cheese sauce or salsa, so he took it all, and that’s how you two found out that caramel popcorn with cheese and salsa sauce is really delicious

Jyubei Aryu

- Ah this man, what can I say - pure glam

- You met in middle school when you two were made sit desks, and after first period he said out of the blue “I am so sorry, but I couldn’t stop looking at your nails… They are so stylish! Are you going to a manicurist?”

- The answer was no, but you two became friends

- Aryu is always there to compliment you out of the blue and it really made you feel so much more confident

- You have to go shopping together, however it takes ages to shop with him

- However you’d know whenever something fits you because Aryu is behaving dramatic af and is almost passing out from stylish energy you give

- You go together to different shrines he finds glamorous and you are taking a whole photoshoot of him there

- Generally you have lots of pics together

- You love to braid his hair and whenever you have sleepovers you read fashion magazines and you try to style his hair accordingly

- Skincare. Party.

- All your prettiest Instagram photos are made by Aryu, this man is a professional

- He can do flower crowns and taught you and every summer u make flower crowns for each other and have (another) photoshoot while looking glam af

Zantetsu Tsurugi

- You were neighbors since how long you can remember, and you parents are friends

- At the beginning you didn’t like Zantetsu: because you thought he was an idiot. You complained to your mother that you don’t want to play with him, but she said “Being smart is not the most important thing person should be”

- It didn’t h it you at first, but in middle school you ended up in the same class for the first time, and you noticed how people make fun of him

- And that enraged you, because Zantetsu always was the nicest person to them, so honest too

- That moment you decided to be friends with him and that was the best decision you made

- You always help him study so he won’t fail his exams (but even with your best effort he still barely passes at best)

- He actually has great music taste and you like to share headphones during breaks and listen to newest gems he found

- You always tell him that without glasses he is hot af, but he said he prefer to be “smart al” (as A Lot)

- Oh he always misuse all acronyms because he forgets what they mean

Speedster: Hey my fwb is coming to visit this week,so I cannot hang out with you on Saturday

Bestie: YOUR WHAT

Speedster: Father’s Wife’s Brother

Bestie: … you mean your uncle?

Speedster: Bbg

Bestie: ??? Since when you call me Bbg?

Speedster: but aren’t you my bbg

Bestie: what do you mean bbg means?

Speedster: Best Buddy Gorgeous?

Bestie: that doesn’t even make sense

Speedster: wait so what does that mean?

Speedster: halo

Speedster: okay I’ll Google it

Speedster: … I mean I was close

- He loves going to the arcade with you and he is actually amazimg in most of the games

- He is great with animals, they LOVE HIM

- You went to the Bunny Cafe once and they loved him

- The same in Raccoon Cafe, Cat Cafe and Pig Cafe

- You generally like to hang out in this kinds of spots, also you can see that Zantetsu feels great with animals because they don’t care if he is smart or not

- Whenever he finds any fun activity in town he asks you to go together

- In amusement parks he wears animal ears without shame because he knows he looks gorgeous

- He is afraid of haunted houses for sure, but if you have to go and you are more afraid, he will step up to “protect you” while his legs will shake

Raichi Jingo

- You are cousins, but also best friends since forever

- However you are so different

- Your main task is to be The Calm One and do not allow him to get into any fights

- Even if he is an actually really good guy, somehow everyone assume he is an aggressive delinquent with yakuza relations

- However he could really chill and not hit you in the back “friendly” everytime he says hello, because your back might snap soon

- Whenever you have any disagreement about anything he says WANNA BET???

- If it is about something that requires fact check, usually you win

- He is a huge picky eater so you usually eat all of the food he will not eat

- Which is… a lot of veggies, because Raichi is like a kid

- However if he likes something he can eats so much, no wonder he has so much stamina

- He loves american romcoms especially the cheesy ones, but if you tell it to anyone you are dead

- He is very blunt and sometimes doesn’t understand that he can hurt you by what he just said, but when he finally notice he will apologise sincerely and tell you that you can pick the movie to watch

- And then you choose horror just to mess with him because this guy is a coward when it comes to ghosts and exorcisms

- But he will own it and watch it as a punishment from behind a plushie (if you tell anyone you are dead 2)

- Actually really good at cooking???

- He always asks you to watch all of his games because he treats it like a good luck charm

- He is actually a soft bestie, but with rough exterior

- You totally once found his stash of dirty magazines and he got beetroot red (he is a boob guy)

- Because of that you sometimes tease him to just see him blush like a tsundere he is

By slowlyholypeanut please do not copy or change, give credit

After writing this I wanna make a full fic about Zantetsu x reader uhhhhh

[pinkinsect]

i wonder if aryu could have convinced his second selection team to let him paint their nails. tokimitsu's nails are probably a war zone because of his anxiety, so aryu would probably file them and give him green polish, or at least a clear coat, to dissuade him from biting them. he'd suggest teal nail polish for rin, to match his eyes, which pisses off rin for reasons aryu is not quite sure of. isagi would offer to take the teal instead, and bachira would ask for the same so he can match isagi.

(aryu had different colors in mind for bachira, but his dedication is stylish, so he'll paint bachira's nails teal.)

[alexiswritergirl]

“I think I’m in love with my best friend.”

“I think I’m in love with my best friend.” He utters.

Of all the things he could’ve predicted, loving you wasn’t what he anticipated. He doesn’t know how it happened or why it happened, but this sudden moment of epiphany set off a slew of thoughts. 

He tossed and turned his body constantly, completely sprawled in bed to forget about those bubbling feelings to find some rest; however, those underlying thoughts of you flooded his mind, like a ferocious tsunami. 

He never imagined a simple friendship with you could grow into him being utterly infatuated with you. Admittedly, you’re kind, strong, smart, and even beautiful, but you are just a friend, and it would never work out.  He’s too difficult for anyone to handle; hell, he can barely handle himself at times and he knows he can be a jerk. But the more his brain tries to rationalize his feelings, the more his heart takes the lead. 

He couldn’t stop the wave of “whys” and “hows” from washing over his clouded mind. What was it that made him feel this way? Was it the way you smile so happily or how contagious your laugh is? Was it the way you talk so passionately or how your eyes light up whenever something even remotely sparks your interest? Whatever it may be, he sees you differently: more than a friend, more than a sibling, more than just someone. He sees you. 

And now, he feels different. It’s all too foreign for him to grasp what’s stirring up inside him, especially when he yearns for something more. It’s like something is urging him to do everything with you, whether it’s something significant or simple, from wanting to travel the world with you to telling you all of his dirty jokes.

He lies in his scrunched sheets and stares at the ceiling, lost in thought, contemplating the “what ifs”. What if it does work out? Maybe, he can love you. But, can you love him too?

He doesn’t know how this new chapter in his life will end, but he knows for certain he wants to start it with you.

RIN, Sae, Oliver, Kaiser, Isagi, Barou, CHIGIRI, RAICHI, Karasu, Hirori, Tokimitsu, or any of your favs <3

[remy-roll-writes]

For the queer headcanons 👉👈

Raichi, Barou, Kunigami, Junichi, Reo, Gagamaru, Shidou, Tokimitsu, Zantetsu, Nagi

Jingo Raichi

swings both ways. violently. with a bat

bisexual but with a preference for girls

he was shocked to find out not every boy likes boys as well

some of his classmates were talking about the pretty girls in their class and when raichi started talking about the pretty boys as well, the others gave him confused looks

will beat up any homophobe he comes across to

Shoei Barou

he doesn't use any labels, he likes what he likes (which just happens to be more boys)

he'd still be somewhere in the demi-spectrum. needs a lot of time to get used to the feelings

he's also very in denial. not only when it comes to boys. it will take him a while to realize he likes someone, then some more time to admit it to himself and then even longer to admit it to the other person

Rensuke Kunigami

our bisexual king

very closeted though, he's doesn't want to come out if it's not necessary (and that's okay!!)

his older sister was the first to know though. Kunigami really wanted her to be the first to know

he did question his gender for a while as well but he ends up being cis

Junichi Wanima

on the aroace spectrum. he's not sure where exactly but somewhere

would only consider qprs

keisuke is ready to throw hands for his brother anytime

Reo Mikage

another bisexual but he prefers boys

also transmasc

his parents were accepting of him being trans, they drew the line at him wanting to play soccer

before his outing, everyone always called him a tomboy and we all know where this leads us

Gin Gagamaru

*slaps rooftop* this boy can fit so much gender

very funky gender. they use all pronouns and either just go by queer or by pangender

also panromantic asexual, maybe also demiromantic

no one knows what gender gagamaru was assigned at birth. could be anything

Ryusei Shidou

gay gay homosexual gay

very open and loud about it

he would flirt with/make sexual jokes about or with girls as well but he wouldnt be serious about it

he always knew. everyone always knew. he's that one kid you look at at the age of 6 and immediatly go "i know what you are"

Aoshi Tokimitsu

asexual panromantic, also demiromantic

but he's very scared of relationships, he'll be so gentle

he will deny he's queer out of fear, even if the people around him (aryu, bachira) are obviously queer as well

Zantetsu Tsurugi

he called himself a lesbian once because "he likes girls"

doesn't have any idea about labels so Reo told him to just use queer

he mixes the order of LGBTQ+ up. "im part of the BQTLG" "the what"

would honestly not care about his partners gender

Seishiro Nagi

gay and demiromantic

does not care about anyone knowing. he's not loud about it like Shidou but he is very casual about it

might be non-binary as well. he just doesn's care

considers using he/they

[maochira]

Blue Lock boys seeing your scars for the first time

Characters: Rin, Barou, Isagi, Tokimitsu, Zantetsu

Tags: gn!reader, established relationship, reader has a past of self-harm (cutting), fluff and comfort!!!

Only read if you're in the right mental space to confront yourself with this topic - stay safe!💟 Also, please don't request more of these. It's a sensitive and personal topic that I'll only write about if I feel like I'm in the right mental space (side note: I've been clean for almost 4 years:])

You're a few weeks into your relationship with your boyfriend, and while you've already talked a lot about deeper topics, something like self-harm never came up and you never found the right moment to tell him about your past with it. You weren't intentionally hiding it from him, but you knew you had to tell him at some point. Today you finally find a good moment for it...

As soon as you tell him about it, Rin is in denial. Even after you show him your scars, he keeps saying things like "No, you didn't do that" because he can't stand the thought of you hurting yourself. After a few minutes, he processed the new information and pulls you into a tight hug. He doesn't let go for minutes and keeps repeating how much he loves you and that if you ever get the urge to do something to yourself again, he'll be there for you until those thoughts are gone. "And you know I wouldn't love you any less if you ever hurt yourself again, right? But I'd do anything to prevent it from happening again."

Barou isn't sure about what to say. He just looks at you with a mix of shock and worry. He's afraid of saying something wrong that could hurt you in a moment like this - he knows he comes across as too harsh often - so he wants to let his actions speak instead. He looks down at your arms and gently pushes up your sleeves. The sight of your scars makes his heart ache, but it doesn't make him love you any less. This only makes him more overprotective over you than he already is. Barou carefully grabs your wrists and pulls your arms close to his face before he starts placing kisses all over your scars. "You're so strong... Those scars show the mental battles you went through. I'll make sure no battle will ever be bad enough to leave scars on your skin again."

Isagi gets worried immediately. He doesn't want to step over any boundaries, but he can't help but ask you a few questions about it. He doesn't force you to say anything you don't want to, but there are a few things he wants to know like for how long you've been clean, if you still get the urge to hurt yourself and what he can do to help if the urge returns. He politely asks if he can see your scars, even though it makes his heart hurt. He knows he'll get used to it at some point. It's a part of you he doesn't want to look away from. "Thank you so much for trusting me with this... You know you're still as beautiful to me as before, right? Your scars are a part of you, please never feel ashamed of them."

The moment you mention your past with self-harm, Tokimitsu gets tears in his eyes. He's really trying his best to not start bawling his eyes out, but when he gets the first glimpse of your scars, he can't hold his tears back anymore. He pulls you into a hug and starts apologizing over and over for crying because he doesn't want you to feel bad for your past. He refuses to let go of the hug and he also squeezes you a little too tight. He's just full of emotions and needs you this close to his body so he can process what you just told him. "S-sorry... It's just a lot to take in for me right now. But... I'm so proud of you for getting through this. You're so strong..."

Zantetsu gets extremely afraid of saying something stupid now. As much as he knows you don't mind his stupidity, he wants to avoid accidentally triggering you. He listens to everything you tell him about it and often nods to signal he's listening and understanding. Although, his sudden silence does worry you a little. When he gets to see your scars for the first time, he's speechless for a few moments. He feels like he has to say something now. He gets lost in his thoughts while trying to find the right words to say. You're already used to this, so you let him take his time until he feels confident enough to speak. But even after minutes, he can't manage to find the right words, so he pulls you into a long kiss and as you pull your faces away from each other, he looks into your eyes with the most loving expression you've ever seen on him. It tells you way more than words ever could.

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[heartbeatlicense]

blue lock characters as things that occurred during my youth

i want you to imagine these as the characters in their current canon ages

cried when my mom got too competitive and braggy during family monopoly

isagi, tokimitsu

somehow sliced my calf with broken glass trying to chase down my sibling to yell at them so i had to go to the ER and get stitches

sae, rin, barou, raichi, chigiri

got a tight ring stuck on my finger to the point where it was cutting off my blood circulation thus made my finger swollen so i had to go to the ER again (within the same week btw) to have it removed

zantetsu, bachira

pulled multiple all-nighters to play roblox just to provoke and argue with random people for no good reason

kaiser, nagi, shidou, karasu, ego

tried monster for the first time which made me uncontrollably twitch for an hour then pass out and sleep for another three hours

bachira, hiori, nagi

tried doing some acrobatic trick to show off only to fall over right onto my face, bruising a part of my gums for a week

bachira, aryu, shidou, karasu

almost broke my nose trying to run inside only to run into a glass door i didn’t see like a fucking pigeon

zantetsu

was trying to sound out the word “food” but somehow said “fuck” instead so i got scolded and lectured by my whole family

barou, raichi, kaiser, chigiri, shidou(they all seem like the type of person to say fuck accidentally in that exact way), zantetsu

getting two plushies from a claw machine first try because i was just that fucking cool

nagi

[boinin]

Was thinking about how I'd rate bllk characters in order of favouritism. Reo has reaaaally jumped up thanks to EpiNagi.

Right now, my top ten looks like this.

1. Kunigami (duh)

2. Chigiri (a surprise to no one)

3. ... probably Reo?? (he would have been around position 7 before the latest EpiNagi chapters)

4. Hiori

5. Isagi

6. Kaiser (I'm a tsundere for him)

7. Bachira

8. Rin (when I stopped attempting to take him seriously my appreciation for his character jumped a lot)

9. Nagi

10. Noa

[iwashie]

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚢𝚙𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙴𝚇 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚋𝚎| BLLK MEN

----☆ synopsis: There are only three types of people when they end a relationship. Those who take time to overcome, but one day overcome. There are those who don't care, it's just another phase. And there are those who pretend to overcome, but call, crying, remembering everything.

( ◞‸◟) warnings- gn! reader, end of relationship, mention of crying, exaggerated alcohol consumption, pro player(20+)

💔 Taylor Swift type- Bigger than entire sky + My tears ricochet

He thought it was okay. Loves come and go, not all are made to last, and it was okay. He understands that. But the realization of losing you, probably forever, hurt. The man cried a lot, tears and snot soaked his face, the sobs choked him and the pain in his heart was heartbreaking. Everything reminded you, and you were no longer there with him. He suffered as if a part of him had been torn away. It took a while, but he understood it was all over. It still hurt and he was sad to see you happy with someone else. But he couldn’t do anything else.

isagi, kurona, nanase, sendou, alexis, bachira, rensuke, snuffy, tokimitsu, zantetsu, niko, kenyu, yo, chigiri, noa, loki

💔 DNMO, SUB URBAN/ The Weeknd type- Sick Of You + Party Monster

He broke up with you and soon appeared with another, as if nothing had happened. Nor does he know if he suffered when you broke up. He saw an opportunity to enjoy life alone. This man goes on dates, clubs, hotels, motels. He’ll do everything again as when he was single. If you meet again, he will pretend that nothing happened. He’s always been like that and will be.

otoya, oliver, nagi, rin, barou, ego, lavinho

💔 Arctic Monkeys type- Why’d You Only Call Me When You’re High? + Do I Wanna Know?

This man is a fake! He says out there that you were just another body for the bill, that getting over you wasn’t even that hard, that he was better off without you, and now he could stay with whomever he wanted. But this man drinks so he can forget you. Your ghost haunts him when he wasn’t drunk. He still hears your laughter, your touch, your kisses, always remembers you when he sees something that is your type. He misses you. This man pulls anyone, but always ends up calling your name, always looking for your body in the crowd. He calls you drank, crying regret out of his body. “I was stupid to break you up with you! I’m an idiot! Love you! Please come back to me! I miss you!” That’s what he yells at on the phone, but you hung up. He knocks on your door at three in the morning, shouting your name, apologizing until he sleep on your door and wake up being kicked out by the neighbors, he walks away with his head held high, as if he were the king of the world. You can be sure that everything will happen again.

ryusei, lorenzo, kaiser, chris, karasu, sae, raichi, jyubei, reo