#toka if written by vivziepop hhwhwhsjabahahdff im gonna fuxking kill myself

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Ill be thinkinf im getting better like oh maybe i wont kill myself but then i remember how fucking hopeless my situation is and dysphoria will hit at full fucking force and idk how im ever gonna fucking afford top surgery and is it even worth it to keep fucking waiting atp i died ten years ago and havent lived a day of my life since i have to choose between sleeping with a shirt on and dying from the fucking heat or strip and die from staring and feeling my massive fucking boobs this shit is literally unbearable i need to die in a car crash so this shit is out of my hands and not my fuckign problem anymore