#todrinkornottodrink

[desperatechronicles]

Finally the latest edition of Corson Lucifuge is live in Amazon! As an ebook and softcover... So excited!

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B09N35ML2F

#corsonlucifuge #desperatechronicles #amazonkdp #amazonkdpselect #christmas #christmastree #vampire #drinkingblood #todrinkornottodrink

[mumia112]

My body says one glass or my mind says the whole bottle? Decision, Decision. Hmmmmmm... #🤔 #MarquésdeCáceres #redwine #rojo #🍷#red #wine #winefordinner #winefordays #mybodyhurts #justoneglass #todrinkornottodrink (at Springfield Gardens, Queens) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu-MVjagzZ8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=nc1k3yddw5hp

[cassandraphelan]

I’m procrastinating on writing my blog post about grimoires/BOS. It doesn’t help that my sis-in-law gave me Kahlua for Valentine’s Day! What is a witch to do? 😉 #witchesofinstagram #procrastination #todrinkornottodrink https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt399YLnhIu/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1hkug4hysk4zi

[hidupnithe2nd-blog]

contemplating if I should drink the water as recommended by trip advisor.. - Bourg-de Four Square, Geneva, Switzerland, 23032017

[grandynetheroshan-blog]

Foolish.. this is completely and utterly foolish. What else is one to do when they are unable to handle? Truth was, ever since that night when Phlare had given his farewells - the words that left her tumbling to her knees and broken for all of the Row to see; Her first love, and her first heartbreak. She’d tried her best to cope with the loss. Seeing him every day as she walked by or happened upon him hadn’t helped. So close, yet so far away.. the emotional whiplash nearly consigned the inexperienced mind to a dark place; it was maddening. Perhaps it was her lack of a proper upbringing that hadn’t prepared her for the world and the pain that came with it. Where was her mother to tell her that it would be alright, that it would get better over time - how everyone goes through their first heartbreak. She had lived her whole life with self-blame, that her loss boiled down to the fact that it was always her fault. Her father, her mother.. even her brother. The people who she cared for the most in the world. Now Phlare, and truth was - it was her fault, and he made that abundantly clear every time he’d seen her. If only she had learned how to love properly, without an agenda and without neglect. It was becoming more and more apparent that someone wouldn’t have the patience for her peculiar ways and methods of doing things, how she handled them. Helheim for example, the simplest gesture of leaving a note for Phlare so he’d at least know of her whereabouts - completely eluded her. She hadn’t ever needed to answer to someone. Never having to express what she had going on, she was raised with the help, and the help never questioned her; Even loving her as their own family, it wasn’t their place.

Her thoughts and emotions had become clouded, she could feel herself slipping into an everlasting darkness. The good Doctor Xarduss had expressed to her that harnessing these emotions would strengthen her and unleash a sense of enlightenment within her power. This was -not- the power she wanted, truthfully, she’d much prefer to have sacrificed her own magic if it would have been able to make this internal torment stop. Which brings us to now..

The undead elf had given Gran’dyne the last part of the formula that she had been accumulating for testing, an elixir that would wipe clean the slate - to clear her conscience of Phlare Shadowdancer. All she needed was a fragment of his DNA to create the magical culvert modifier, in order to create the perfect pathway into her memory, erasing the specific individual from existence. He wouldn’t have known it, and she would never admit to it, though when she had stumbled onto his ship a few nights ago with the excuse of returning the gifts he’d given her; she had actually intended on gathering a fragment of his hair. That plan was cut short, sadly, by the unwarranted arrival of the old elven protector, Caedus. To her knowledge he had been rather elusive as of late, though figures he had been there at the exact moment she needed him to not be. She would have to find another way-- and she did. Returning home to her estate, she had felt defeated, lost. Wallowing in her own tears and pain - until she remembered a very important detail that held the answer to her predicament. Her dress. The same dress that she had worn to the Wolve’s Ball. She still had the blood covered rags stored away in hopes of having the gown recreated and altered with fresh and new fabric, a reference if you will. His very life essence would do the trick and was added to the concoction, causing the violet liquid to darken with purple and crimson.

It was finally ready, and she could finally be free from her torment. She had told Xarduss her mind was made up, and that she was certain of her decision, risks and all - but was she? All she needed was the courage to down the damn draught and pray that her fail-safes and friends who she had informed would be able to handle whatever aftermath came next. Yet for some reason none of that worried her.. the only unsettled anguish now was accepting the loss of the loss - precious memories she most likely would never get back.

A tear would grace the pale, porcelain flesh as manicured thumbs rocked the cork loose from the glass container in her hands. 

“Even if this goes horribly wrong.. alternatives? I had endured hell itself, and even still, this hurts so much more.. Anything is better than this..” she muttered to herself reassuringly with unknowing ignorance.

 ( Mentions: @xardus @phlareshadowdancer @wolvesof-winter)

[clsmetaluniverse]

“To drink or not to drink...” . . . #me #myself #I #cachacademonteverde #cachaca #cheers #todrinkornottodrink #monteverdemg #cachacaheadshot #headshot #photography #sx50hs #nowdrinking (em Votorantim)

[andyallaround-blog]

每個新造訪的城市 一定要來杯馬丁尼 #todrinkornottodrink #andyallaround #bar #bartender #mixology #korean #gin #martini #vermouth #shake

[florestina]

🌜#todrinkornottodrink 🌛

[uberdottie]

I like that my options are still open 🤣😝💋 #breastfeedingmum #bardrinks #todrinkornottodrink (at Dubailand)

[faithrys]

Creepy tea this morning! 💀 @flyingtigeritalia #skull #skulls #tea #morningtea #twinings #ilovetea #flyingtiger #todrinkornottodrink

[klvnhrpr]

Life is Good, Love is Real. Today marks 30days of sobriety. I feel better than ever and I honestly haven't had the urge to drink. Hitting the gym and eating healthy makes for feeling like a million bucks. I will never go back to the way I was with my #kelvinstyle vodka crans...which had the idea of cran but I won't be afraid to have a drinking If i feel like it. Though it might just be a mocktail...you will never know. 😎😎😎😘 #thirtydays #todrinkornottodrink #reallydonthavethedesire #thoughaftertodayimayneedone

[eliseshootthelife]

Boire pour oublier ...la maison inondée ...#lifeisdeadly #365project #todrinkornottodrink #tired😴

[fatgirlproblems321]

To drink or not to drink? That is the question . . . . 📸 @jacuzzicaptain . . . . . #fatgirlproblems #fatgirladventures #losersbar #d3darlins #d3darlinstyle #imadarlin #mgmgrand #vegasvacation #whathappensinvegasgoesoninstagram #todrinkornottodrink #shakespearemoment (at Losers Bar Las Vegas)

[posterchildparacord-blog]

Either way, its still gross!

[andyallaround-blog]

#andyallaround #指路明燈安迪哥 #drinkphoto #cocktail #bartender #mixology #numerology #todrinkornottodrink

[lindsaytaub]

It's a black fly... in my Viognier. #isntitironic #winenow #todrinkornottodrink