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look I know what time it is but see acknowledgement is the first step to healing or whatever so surely if I analyze this feeling to shreds I Will Soon Be Rid Of It. grinds my teeth
#smudgy.txt#.vent#what if i rly am some parasitoid piloting someone elses husk hm?ever jthought of that#what if i am not real and also everyone is just tolerating my weak existence out of pity. hm??#what if i dug i really deep hole and went inside and never talked to snyone again .#what if everyone beat me todeath with hammers and bats#so i can feel real and alive just for one excruciating minute . hm?#unreality
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Eavesdrop Ruby
"She's like, the most vanilla mom-type you can imagine. She like, apparently used to kill people for a living, but it doesn't really like, come across at all? Which like, good for her, god knows I can respect hiding in plain sight and not making it supes obvious what you are. Her kiddos are supes cute, and like, I'm always down to babysit. She's actually why I was able to get some like, supes discreet like, check-ups from a like, actual Doctor. So like, I'm deffo thankful."
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Writing at my desk for the first time in months feeling # abled
#I’ve been working from my bed lately because it’s so much easier on my fatigue but I set up at my desk after I came home from the library#and I’m not dead yet!!!!!!!!!!!! oh how I have missed my desk chair (it is peeling in several places and likes to try and scratch me todeath#cats.txt
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@half-todeath @tally-whacker
I'm fine bby, but also yeah I was a bit uncomfortable Ruby. if you do want to kidnap wild rats from the sewers you're more than welcome too.
Thank you for the suggestion, but I have to be mindful since I live with people and many animals.
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how about madara? 🧵
i really like the myriad of colours card ,,,just nice colours, flowers,,, a soggy guy idkits just pretty while the df debut card idk the anatomy seems off and he just kinda feels detached from the environnent the colours dont match and the angle is kinda awkward yea,,,,,,,,,,,
#that cg is on my things to do studies of list#ah now i want to read the associated story to the first card but need to read the rest of the mama lore first eueueue#also the df debut card triggers my fight response get your ass over here you bastard imma beat you todeath/j#🌿🌿🌿#moth mail
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gorgeous! i keep being reminded of inukag from my childhood
thank you! i’m absolutely going to torment ferris with that later when he wakes up. i wanna drag him along with me to anime north when that conventions running, and i was thinking of getting him to cosplay kaname kuran, since i always loooooved vampire knight as a teen, and i was going to match as yuki. but inukag would be really cute too… the poofy red pants are probably more ferris’ style anyways hahaha.
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hahah twirls hair. shits fucked teehee.
#vent#vent tw#well we are about to lose our primary source of income so like. fuck all my effort i guess well just be homeless anyway <3#may swell off my self now before i starve tbh. like not gonna but i was hoping i would at least make it long enough#to get my top surgery which is like. actively being processer by my insurance so yanno i was hoping at least id be able to keep going until#next summer#but nahhhh gotta be homeless in the dead of winter 👍#it gets well below freezing so if im lucky ill freeze todeath instewd of starving at least 🤔#nyway. [screams]
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THEY HAVE AN EVENT 4 TRANS PPL.
#I WANNA GO. SO BAD#ITS TOMARROW IVE NEVER DRIVEN ON THE HIGHWAY AT NIGHT.#SCARY.#BUT I NEED TO BE AROUND OTHER QUEER PPL OR ILL FUCKING SHIT MYSELF TODEATH#r0b7
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theyve been pretty well behaved!!! she bit me a couple times but she hasnt bit nico or anything dangerous so were totally good!
Have they behaved? Have you figured out the issue?
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newly-mated cassian x reader or azriel x reader finds out his mate is pregnant, and his primal protective instincts go crazyyyy,overprotective isn’t even the word, like if someone looks at her funny he has a knife to their throat. or imagine someone pushes her and she falls and he just beats them to the brink of death
Overwhelming.
A/n: thank you anon for the ask, I love it 🫶
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"And then– Cassian?" Y/n groaned, realising her mate wasn't walking next to her anymore. She turned, searching for the overgrown bat, and it didn't take long to find him as he towered over everyone.
She made her way through the crowd towards the mouth of a darkened alleyway, where Cassian was furiously whispering something to a male, who was pressed up against the wall.
"I swear to the cauldron–" Her mate was saying when she finally reached them.
"Cassian!" He turned immediately, most of his attention now on her.
"Yes darling?"
She glared at him, hands on her hips. "Let him go."
"But he was looking at you weirdly–"
"I wasn't! I–" The victim in question began, but one look from Cassian had him shutting up, swallowing thickly. A glint at the male's neck caught Y/n's eye, and she realised that Cassian had a knife to his neck.
"I'm pretty sure he wasn't. Let him go."
"But–"
"Cassian." She sighed.
He grumbled but sheathed his knife. The male ran off with a grateful look at Y/n.
"Why would you do–"
"Cassian. Can you please stop doing that? I'm tired." Since he'd found out about her pregnancy two months ago, he'd almost made life living hell. For both Y/n and whoever dared to look at her. It wasn't that she hated it. No, she loved when her mate took care of her. But it was starting to get too much now. And if this was the case when it had only been two months, she couldn't imagine what he'd do for the rest of the term.
He nodded, his head low, shoulders slumped. She sighed before walking up to him and pecking his cheek. He smiled, and they continued on their way.
It had been a long time since the two of them had set foot outside of the home, with him insisting everyone out there was out to get his mate and child, and her not wanting anyone to die at his hands. So she had stayed at home, but she couldn't stay cooped up forever. They were taking a walk around the Rainbow as she told him of the new book she was reading when he cornered the male.
As they now walked on, Y/n spotted an Illyrian male walking towards them, talking to another fae male. She knew his wings would bump into her, so she tried to steer clear of them. But the place was jam packed, and his wings knocked against her shoulder.
Immediately, Cassian was on him, growling and snarling. He punched the guy, who tried to deflect. But one should always steer clear of a protective fae male, let alone an Illyrian, when their partner is pregnant.
The two went down as the people passing by stopped and stared. Some started muttering to each other as heat rose to Y/n's cheeks. She tugged at Cassian's collar, trying to get his attention by calling his name, to no avail.
She took a deep breath and then screeched. "Cassian!"
He stopped immediately, giving the other Illyrian the opportunity to slip from his grasp. He leaned heavily on his friend, looking halfway todeath. He was bruised badly, blood trickling from his nose and mouth as he stared incredulously at the General of the Night Court.
"What the hell?!" He said, glancing at Y/n who gave him an apologetic glance.
"I'm so sorry, he didn't mean to harm you."
"I most certainly did." Cassian snarled, standing and again starting to advance on the Illyrian.
"Cassian, please stop." She pleaded.
"Apologize. Now. You hurt my mate, and you will apologise."
"What?"
"You heard me. I will not repeat myself. Apolo–"
"There is no need to apologise. How can you expect him to ask for forgiveness when you nearly beat him to death?" She glared at her mate, exasperated.
The fae male sniffed the air, then his eyes went round. "Are you pregnant?" The Illyrian turned to her as well while Cassian continued grumbling.
She smiled and nodded.
"I'm so sorry then. I didn't mean to hurt you." The Illyrian smiled.
She shook her head. "Don't worry about it." Turning to cassian, she crossed her arms. "Cassian, say sorry. Please."
"Why me?" He burst out, his eyes wide. Before Y/n couldn't answer though, the Illyrian spoke up.
"There is no need. I understand. I had a similar reaction when my wife was pregnant." He turned away, giving a wave to Y/n before clapping Cassian on the back and walking away. Cassian eyed him until the crowd swallowed him up. Then he turned to Y/n.
"Take me home." He blinked at her demand.
"But didn't you want to spend some time here?"
"I would like to stay locked in the house if you are going to kill every citizen of Velaris for just even breathing the same air as me."
He opened his mouth, but picked her up to fly back when she gave him a look.
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She hadn't talked to him since they returned, and she was as sad as he was.
The door creaked open, but she stayed lying on her side. She heard his footsteps coming closer, but he didn't climb onto the bed. She waited.
"Do you want me to sleep somewhere else?" His voice sounded so sad, like a kid who knew their parent was angry. She turned to him then.
"Why would I want that?"
"You're angry." His shoulders curved inwards, as if awaiting punishment.
She sighed. "Come here."
She spread her arms, and he climbed onto the bed, his arms going around her as his head rested on her chest. "I'm not angry, love. I just get a little upset when your protective side becomes overwhelming."
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be." She told him, stroking his hair. "Just try to control the instincts. Yeah?"
He nodded, and when she glanced at him, she saw that he was pouting. She smiled.
"I love you." She murmured, kissing the top of his head. She flooded the bond with love, receiving the same amount of love that crashed into her soul from his side.
"I love you more. And you too." He mumbled, poking her belly.
She smiled. They talked into the night until sleep claimed them both.
As she drifted off, she knew the child growing in her would be the most loved child in the entirety of Prythian. And her mate would be the best father in the whole world.
Becuase, just like his protectiveness, his love was overwhelming.
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I offer a gift
I AM IN THE MIDDLEE OF CLASS AND I HAVE . THE MOST STUPIDEST GRIN ON MY FACE
HE IS SO LITTLE OH YM GOD I WANT TO SQUEEZE HIM TODEATH
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adding ur tags also bc u NAILED it 10000%
its so interesting mycroft narrates the “it was richters fault but it wasnt on purpose” ending. its the ending that has them on the worst terms after imo but after spending the whole game in sherlocks POV its really interesting getting a glimpse into mycroft’s side. “I saved my brother. He will never forgive me.”
#sherlock has a difficult time seeing the big picture mycroft even says that to him#hes focused on here and now. so to him. in that bubble of time when violet was being pulled off him#richter was just trying to save him and save his mother w the tracheotony#and sentencing a man todeath for that is fucked#But. It didnt happen in a vaccuum. everything richter was doing lead up to that moment like mycroft says#i need to do the richter was malicious ending see how that one goes
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*There’s a tiny black bunny nearby, nibbling on some berries*
~ @hop-hop-hopmyway-todeath
awwwww bnnuy
crouches down near the bunny. Doesn't wanna pet it lest he scare it away
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waow you’re so pretty. can yuo. stab me todeath?
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tbh im way more clumsy when im NOT wearing them! i can sprint n those motherfuckers
cherry and juan have prob caught me b4 or been witness 2 me tripping and falling on my face a dozen times since i started walkin around again
Damn girl I am impressed first off you can even walk
Second I'm even more impressed you haven't snapped an ankle
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Not an ask but YOUR OCTS HAVE BEEN MAKING ME GO ABSOLUTELY CRAZY LIKE IM JUMPING OFF THE WALLS RN IVE BEEN A FAN OF THESE DUDES FOR SO LONG IM GOING INSANE YOU DID EVERYTHING SO WELL DHHDVSEEHGEHEGRRRGGG GRRGRRRGFRRGHKF IM NOT NORMAL ABOUT THEM. OH MY GO D. RUNS AROUND JUMPS OFF THE WALLS ITS SOOOO GOOD. I WANT TO SQUEEZE CHANDLER AND NORMAN TODEATH. SHAKES VIOLENTLY ok anyway love ur stuff its literally so…. Its the thing ever……. GOD BLES! LIVE AND LOVE
HOLY SHIT THANKS SO MUCH I REALLY APPRECIATE IT MAN!!! (im shaking you by the shoulders out of appreciation btw GOD BLESS HAVE NICE DAY)
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