#tobias actually handed me a Fabercastel white pencil that ACTUALLY PAINTED WHITE

[the-acid-pear]

Tonight aside from refining my seer skills I dream about a fucking baby almost dying. We were in this old house like full on grandma house so dark (bc poor lightning) and brown (lot of wood, the other tone was greyish white). I was sitting in the ground around this coffee table w some ppl and in a diff room a baby was climbing around and by baby I mean toddler? He changed age a lot. And the baby was doing some spiderman shit until he fell FLAT on the ground and as you can imagine that was terrifying bc we thought he fucking died but no he was a little bloodied (blood looked dry and wiped away in his cheek, that orangy after tone outline) but Alive so I picked it up and we rushed outside (we were like 5 ppl no clue WHO I kinda recognize someone from highschool but don't even remember her name???) and the baby started crying but i started tickling him and just goofying and he laughed bc he liked me.

Now I don't know why but car wasn't an option anymore now we got on a bus and it was the type of surreal shit you'd usually expect from a dream with senseless rules and architecture bc i just couldn't get around it I had to get around the seats hand the baby then spin back around I have no clue why it was so awkward. I mean it was bc my fat ass couldn't fit but that engineering man fucking hell...

Anyway instead of a going to a hospital we went to a courtroom and it was going well a bit of fighting against ppl I had no idea who they were until we had to hand a paper but we hadn't finished it and so they dismissed us and were like alright everyone go outside grab a book and it was like recess in a little patch of grass surrounded by brick walls (and a side step around it) outside of the courthouse. There I sat to draw and saw two primary school friends. I spoke w one named Tobias. I was drawing and so was he. He drew Goku. I started drawing a scene. Drew the background then a person and it was fun even in dream struggling w it but managing. I ended up drawing this white haired butch w a dog. Maybe it was a guy idk. Tits out tho last minute addition. Background had hills and square mountains and waterfalls. It was very pretty :)

And yeah then I woke up damned be the baby