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milkweedman · 3 years ago

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Had the first of 3 appointments that precede me getting pain management, which was mostly just talking abt the chronic pain and how it affected my life. Usually i would say its pretty bad but after being asked a lot of qualitative questions abt it i have realized its actually like. Real bad.

#which i guess makes me feel a little better abt how incapable of everything ive been recently #my sister has been increasingly shitty about it so ive been having a lot of feelings of like.#wow maybe i am just being a spoiled lazy asshole and maybe my sister is right to roll her eyes when i say #that i need the cast iron to stay on the stove because lifting it up is painful and difficult #and maybe i am just being intentionally difficult by not wanting to do things where i will have to stand #or even just exist outside my house for long periods of time #feel a bit more justified now. plus the lady i talked to was super nice AND told me i should ask my doctor #to renew that gabapentin scrip. i was worried even asking would be considered drug seeking but also it helped so much...#really bad past few weeks on all fronts though #but today i am spending my last $8 on weed and i am gonna sit outside and do some spinning for the rest of the day #and just generally ignore everything shitty #at least thats the plan.#chronic illness

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