#to reach out.. what like 8 years later is ๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธ
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#kat talks#is it weird that i still have the gift/s this guy gave me for my 18th birthday#he had a crush on me and i still hold a lot of guilt over how i handled the situation tbh#full on had a dream i was able to apologise to him like. last week or smth.#anyways he folded me a bunch of paper cranes and got me a bracelet and handmade + illustrated a card#man idk i feel like my fear/anxiety (about multiple different things) at the time made me kinda like#idk i would really like to apologise to him#but i. im conscious im the type to hold onto the past really tightly so like#to reach out.. what like 8 years later is ๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธ#wait EIGHT no it has not been eight years#....#five. just five.#okay i scared myself there#but anyways ive seen him a few times since (like from a distance) and i know hes seen me from a distance and chosen not to come up to say hi#(even tho his friends did) (but i feel like it was more to tease me/him or smth idk how to explain it but thats the vibes i got)#so idk i guess i just dint wanna risk like. bringing up unmecessary things esp if hes moved on#๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธ
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