#to being expected to decipher whether I like this guy enough thru msges
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I have been setup with this guy who lives outside london and so we’re supposedly getting to know each other by texting first and I am literally sooooo anxious I just want to block him and move on 😭
#I don’t want to get married I don’t want to talk to men I don’t want to do this !!!!!!#but I just truly do not deal well with change so it’s probs jsut anxiety attack about the possibility of things changing#meeting someone etc#but I’m scared and nervous and I feel nauseous and I feel too young for all this 😭#it doesn’t help I’m going from never communicating w a guy w ‘romantic’ intentions#to being expected to decipher whether I like this guy enough thru msges#and he wanted to call first and I was like absolutely not I will shit myself#but this is weirdddddd#and my parents would never force me#they’d heavily encourage 😀 but if I went home crying they’ll be like wtf it’s okay we can say ur not interested#buttttt I knowww I’m not averse to getting to know someone#it’s jsut the whole thing rly scares me#and so it’ll be like this whenever it happens w whoever it happens with ‘#so I’m like trying to challenge myself but idk I feel like maybe now isn’t the right time?!! but then when will it be#god. also doesn’t help I don’t find him attractive#but still giving him a chance cos I know personality plays a part#BUT ALL THIS TO SAY IS IM SCARED OF MEN AND DONT EANNA MEET ANYONE#rahma’s rambles
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