#to be fair this is the longest ive stuck witg this thought but at the same time what thr fuck ive faked so much before i can never yell what
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#i have#too many 5 am crisises zjcnxbcdbd#like bitch weve been here before try smth new sjfbdbfb#idk how i feel lol#but its not great scjsbfb#i just wanna know how i acctually feel and not fucking go into a daydream or whatever the fuck#i just want to think aboyt myself instead of theis fucking characters i mske like i cant even fucking tell what is my feeling and whates#their feelings and i fucking made them#i cant tell anything and its fucking frustrating its been fucking yesrs already i should be able to answer this ine fucking question#to be fair this is the longest ive stuck witg this thought but at the same time what thr fuck ive faked so much before i can never yell what#is real#if i could just understsnd that it would be so much easier.#sorry for rsnt sjdhshdbs im sleepy#ppl dont really read tags plus its fucking 5am so sjfbsbfbd#idk i dont wannna be a downer sjfhshfdb#i probably write this every few days sjhshfshdh i wish that was all the tidme i thonk about it#in reality its so much more#its like this fucking xintrols my like#like im never going to be me#ill just be whatever character i create#i do it so fucking much with ppl i evem like or they can do something i want to or whatever#ive spent so much time trying to be other people its like im not a person anymore#even i fall for tge act sometimes#i sound fucking weird i know im not someine else but i just get so lost in the though that i am you know
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