#to be 100% completely open and honest I lowkey made that other post as a funny little exercise in wild metaphors

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JIROUSHI HEADCANONS.

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!!!Please note!!! All of the things stated in this blog are my own personal opinions and not meant to imply canon. My purpose is spilling out some headcanons for a crack ship cause it makes me happy. If you don't like this ship, feel free to ignore this post! Thank you and enjoy :)

*And if you guys wanna add onto this with your own headcanons for them, I would love that so much <33

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These are in no particular order, just whatever comes to mind! I'll try to keep somewhat of a timeline in the beginning, but a fully-fleshed out, AO3 fanfic style timeline is a whole post by itself. (I'll gladly type that out too if you think you'll enjoy it 🥴) Creds to my friend for helping me out with some of this!!!

So without further adieu,

let's get into these headcanons!

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RANDOM HEADCANONS ;

*Short and sweet, no particular order.

• They both love My Chemical Romance; Jiro's favorite album is Danger Days and Jyushi's is Welcome To The Black Parade. (another shoutout to my MCR fans.)

• Jiro plays MCR songs on his guitar for Jyushi to cheer him up.

• Jiro tried to teach Jyushi to play soccer, but he cried went he got mud on his boots and Jiro decided it would be better if Jyushi just watched instead.

• They read Junji Itō together on rainy days, usually accompanied by a blanket and tea that Ichiro made for them.

• They both have AO3 & Wattpad accounts for the sake of reading all the horrible fanfictions and giggling over them.

• Despite really enjoying each other's company, they still bicker like they did when they fake dated.

• Ichiro is proud of his brother for finally finding someone who he can spend time wish, while Kuko is completely disgusted by the fact Jyushi has a date. ( /lh ) Parents.

• Jiro once texted Ichiro, verbatim, "Can u tell your boyfriend's emo friend to text me back" and Ichiro left him on read.

• They once went on a double date with Ichiro and Kuko and I'm sure everyone can imagine how horrible and awkward that turned out.

• They are avid Guitar Hero and Dance Dance Revolution players and usually have competitions to see who can score higher.

• Jyushi gave Jiro a wolf stuffed animal to match with Amanda and Jiro falls asleep with it in arms reach every night.

• Jyushi is a vegetarian and Jiro always remembers to get him something meat-free when they go out to eat.

TIMELINE HEADCANONS ;

• Jiro and Jyushi originally didn't like each other very much; Jiro thought Jyushi might be as stuck-up as everyone says he was, and Jyushi assumed that Jiro thought that. They didn't avoid one another, but they definitely didn't go out of their ways to interact.

• They were in a fake relationship for a few weeks, just because they were tired of being teased for constantly being alone. It happened at a high school dance, when Jiro went to sit on the bleachers and saw Jyushi sitting there too. He decided to sit next to him and it caused them to bicker back and forth for a while, then it dissolved into them devising a plan to "fake date". (If y'all want that extended timeline post...)

cont. : When they were around other people, like walking down the hallway, they would very begrudgingly hold hands. Jiro comments about how cold Jyushi's hands are and Jyushi snaps back with something like, "Well, your hands are clammy- s-so. . . Shut up!" This would inevitably lead to them bickering, shushing each other, smiling awkwardly at the people around them, shared glare, and repeat.

• They only really started to like each other's company when they realized that they had none in common than they thought. In canon, Jiro loves manga and Jyushi likes alternative fashion (visual kei), so naturally one of the things they had in common was owning Junji Itō mangas. They also share similar music taste, My Chemical Romance being the main one. ;)) This was found out when Jyushi went to Jiro's place for the first time. It was necessarily planned, but in a moment of worry they made plans to hang out within earshot of the other students. Jyushi didn't really pick up on the fact it was just a show and showed up at Jiro's place later that day.

• Their first official date happened partly because they realized they may actually have feelings for one another, and because the questions about how long they'd been together, how many dates they'd been on, how they met from their classmates became unavoidable. Since both of them are pretty terrible liars, they decided the only way to get out of this was an actual date. . . Were they lowkey flirting then? Absolutely.

• Because they're both teenagers with not much in the way of an income other than their rap groups, their first date was at a foodcart. The place was too crowded and loud for Jyushi's liking, and Jiro being the natural gentleman he is offered to buy their meals so Jyushi could get away from the noise.

cont. // slight writing bonus : Jyushi sits on a stairway away from the foodcarts, looking at the bright lights of the Shinjuku division. It doesn't take long for Jiro to return with their food--burgers. Jiro digs around in the paper bag containing their food awkwardly for a moment before pulling one out and handing it to Jyushi.

Jyushi hesitates as well, but eventually takes it from Jiro, who only then sits down next to him on the stairwell. He sits closer than Jyushi would have expected. Jyushi huffes, pulling back the wrapping of the burger, he turns to Jiro with a slightly annoyed expression, opening his mouth to speak;

"You know, I'm vegetarian. . . -"

"I know. It-it's a veggie burger."

Jyushi closes his mouth again and a small blush creeps over his face. His and Jiro's eyes meet for a moment,

"Oh. . . Well, thank you. . ."

and then he looks away before taking a quick bite of the burger in order to hide his face.

It seemed silly. . . though, no one had ever been that observant or caring toward him.

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Awesome! Any headcanons for romanced macready and/or danse with a doting s/o?

Hey, so you complimented my writing on another post and since this is a sideblog I can't reply I wanted to thank you here, because that actually made my day. So, Thank you <3

Danse

• Danse isn't used to anyone caring about him so openly. He's never dated anyone before and this kind of affection is completely alien to him.

•He's easily flustered, especially at the beginning of your relationship, mostly because he's new to this.

- He dislikes that you can make him tongue tied by just saying "I love you so much" but his reactions are adorable

- His expression doesn't change very much but his face flushes faintly and his ears get very red

- Sometimes he will stutter when he first replies too

- He will usually graciously accept your praise and then compliment you in return.

• He actually lowkey enjoys your doting as long as it isn't in public

- Danse doesn't like PDA in general, especially on the Prydwen and around his crew

- He finds it unprofessional

• He's still pretty stiff and awkward about it in private, but he does appreciate it.

• He knows that he has accomplished a lot, but he still doubts his skills as a leader sometimes. Your doting will help squash his doubts.

- If he starts doubting his actions, he will seek your opinion on them. He knows that you love him a lot, but he still wants you to be honest with him.

• He values your opinion a lot, and it warms his heart to know you think so highly of him.

- but, make sure not to compliment him too much or else he might start to feel like you're being disingenuous.

• He will cherish anything you give him, but he likes to receive practical gifts.

- Danse wants you to be around for as long as possible and will often give you things necessary for survival in return. Like Stimpacks, ammo, food etc. Luxury items are nice, but they won't help you when need to get out of a tight spot.

Post Blind Betrayal -

• Danse's opinion and reactions to your doting mostly stay the same, but he sometimes feels guilty about it. He feels like he catfished you.

• Learning that he is a synth was very hard on Danse, and sometimes he will need your reassurance that you still love him. In moments like these, your doting comes in handy.

• Ultimately, your doting is sometimes awkward for Danse but he loves it and you very much.

Maccready

• Maccready loves your doting

• Hes so happy to have someone who 100% knows who he is and accepts him so wholeheartedly in his life.

- His biggest regret is lying about being a soldier to Lucy. He still wonders if she would forgive him if she found out he's actually a mercenary.

- Because of this he is very open about what he has done in the past.

• Really likes it if you brag about him in public (As long as it isn't embarrassing)

- If you want to make his day, brag about his sharpshooting skills to people.

- Just don't overdo it and fake it sound fake.

• Maccready already acts arrogant (even though he really isn't) but your doting will make it 10x worse

- Mostly because him legitimately knowing that you believe in him is a huge confidence booster.

- He will usually joke about your comments but he really does take them to heart.

• Maccready doesn't dislike the idea of pda itself, but he is worried about how it would impact his reputation. So he would prefer if you didn't get too soft on him in public.

• If you sit down with him and seriously tell him how much he means to you he will choke up

- Literally, he will almost cry. If you ask about it he will say he has something in his eye or some other lame excuse.

- He will tell you how much you mean to him in return (Spoiler: It's a lot)

• He will keep any gift you give him forever

- He likes to receive and give gifts with personal meaning to them. It doesnt matter if they're not valuable, they're worth 100s of caps to him.

- If you give him something, he will give you something in return. Even though he knows you gave him a gift, he doesn't like feeling like he owes someone something, even you.

• He lowkey hopes that you will dote on Duncan one day. He doesn't expect you to see yourself as Duncan's parent (nobody could replace Lucy) but both of you are very dear to him and he wants you to get along.

• Overall, some doting does Maccready a lot of good.

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[ summer sizzle ] | wet. - steve harrington. [M]

PROMPTS USED:

[ I have lost the links to these lists but if I find them, I’ll edit this to link to them bc whew boi.. they were good. ]

“You look good all soaking wet.” + water based ( in a pool ) + public / semi public sex - i mean… it’s starting / building to the smut outside, so yes.. + dry humping / heavy makeout + wet + to skinny dip

AUTHORS NOTES:

AGAIN. This is 18+ only, okay? And this didn’t take quite as long as the one I wrote for Jonathan yesterday or the day before but.. I’m still lowkey happy with how it came out. This time, I had difficulties in the form of writing a virgin character ( my oc ) without making it too unrealistic or cringe. I still feel like I didn’t do the best at that BUT.. regardless, this is done and I’m happy so posted it gets.

Huuuge special thanks go out to @rampagewriting​  because if not for you bb, I probably never would’ve caved and gotten into this show. Love you bb.

PAIRING / FANDOM:

Steve Harrington / OFC - Stranger Things

WARNINGS:

18+only,virgin character ( female ) , oral ( male giving), protected sex. MATURE. STAY OUTTA HERE KIDS.

OTHER WORKS USING OFC :

blindsided |

THE SQUAD:

@rampagewriting​​ | @chasingeverybreakingwave​​ | psst.. if anyone wants to be on my multifandom tag list, pls go add yourself to the doc I’m going to link below.

OTHER LINKS:

[ multifandom tag list doc | four seasons of smut | ]

                            -- WET, Steve Harrington & OFC,

Steve let his swim trunks fall to the concrete and I raised my hand to my eyes, peeking through my fingers as I gulped. I swear I tried really hard not to stare, but I just couldn’t help myself. I laughed softly, even as I blushed and tried not to stare at his body. 

 He made his way over to me, stopping in front of me, his hand raising to lower mine as he stared down at me and bit his lip. He laughed softly and I could feel my cheeks flaming up as I met his gaze and held it. “I saw you peeking, sunshine.” - the cockiness of his tone didn’t escape me. My mouth opened and closed and his hand lowered from where it rested on my cheek, coming to a stop on my hip, clutching at it and tugging me closer. His other hand raised to my face, taking it in his hand.

There was something about the look in his eyes that had my knees almost instantly turning to jello and my breath catching in my throat. Meanwhile, my heart was hammering wild against my chest and I managed to gasp out softly, “Steve?” in question as his lips inched closer and closer to mine. 

“Yeah, princess?” he hummed into the kiss, his voice thick with desire and heavily distracted as his eyes roamed over me entirely, even slower than a minute ago. “Use your words.” he instructed, almost firmly, chuckling at my flustered and wide eyed reaction to it  as he deepened the kiss, breaking away to breathe and muttering  in a daze, “You’re so fucking cute when you blush like that.” and just to tease me, his tongue ghosted the outline of my bottom lip. 

“It’s such a turn on, how innocent you are sometimes, princess. That.. is one of the millions of reasons I love you so much.” he mumbled as he teased at kissing me again, his mouth settling lazily on the corner of mine, him pulling his face back before I could greedily connect our mouths because God… Did I ever want to. 

I was almost dripping at this point and rapidly, my breath was catching in my throat and my entire body felt like it was both on fire and all the bones holding my frame upright had fled in haste. I whimpered almost helplessly and a shiver passed through me, leading to Steve, pulling me completely against him and me, swallowing hard and whimpering all over again when I felt the way his cock twitched and rose as our bodies rubbed together lightly; almost clumsily.

“Steve.” his name tumbled out of my mouth  in a breathy rush as I melted into him, cunt starting to throb. It felt like my entire body was lit on fire at the way his hands moved over it slowly, clinging to and ghosting over every single curve. The kiss broke and his lips strayed from mine down to my throat, his teeth digging in slightly as he stopped to look at me, silently asking permission. I rubbed against him again, needy, a whimpering mess because he’d stopped letting his hands and mouth wander and damn it, I needed to feel that. 

“Have you ever been skinny dipping, princess?” he asked the question as his mouth zeroed in on mine again, his lips latching onto my bottom one, tugging and sucking at it until I felt it starting to ache and swell on impact. “No.” I breathed into the kiss, my arms raising to his neck, my fingers tangling in the hair at the nape of his neck, tugging him even deeper into the kiss until we were breathing for each other. I’m pretty sure I nearly toppled us over, my frantically rubbing against and clinging to him. 

He broke the kiss and pulled away, nodding at the pool with a mischief filled smirk. “Do you want to go skinny dipping, princess? It’s just you and me.” he bit his lip as his hands moved up and down my back, his eyes searching mine for any indication of what my answer might be. I eyed the pool and my gaze flitted back up, fixing intently on him as I raised my hand, resting it against his chest, a fingertip trailing over well defined chest muscles, a needy whine coming out of his mouth quietly as he rubbed me against him all over again.

If I thought I was dripping before, I was wrong. I could practically feel my thighs going slick, sliding off of each other when I tried to clench them just a little. 

“Yeah. I want to.” I answered his question finally, taking a deep breath and trying to calm my nerves. His lips curved upward in a smile and one of his hands rested against the side of my neck as his opposite fingertips danced up my spine and hooked beneath the thin little strap of my bathing suit top. The top fell away and he glanced down, swallowing hard, biting his lip as his hands made a beeline for my chest, squeezing my tits together. We rubbed against each other all over again and he drew a few ragged breaths. “Fuck.” the word left his mouth in a filthy and needy growl against my bottom lip as he nipped at it.

I was not sure how to tell him that not only was I about to skinny dip for the first time with him, but if he kept going… I was beyond fully prepared to fork over my virginity too. I stared at his chest, trying to catch my breath and work myself back down from the frenzy I felt taking over at the moment and his finger tucked beneath my chin. He tilted my face so that I was looking up, directly at him. “Everything okay, princess?”

God, the way his voice sounds right now. That perfect pitch between velvet and a growl. I could feel my legs getting even weaker at the sound of it. That and the look in his eyes as he fixed a soft gaze on me. I guess it suddenly clicked for him, his eyes getting wider, pupils blown with lust as he mumbled the question against my mouth, “Are you a virgin, sunshine?”

My head fell back as his lips broke from mine and started to dance down my throat, across and then up the side of my neck. His grip on my body tightened and when he met my gaze again, it was softer. Even more filled with desire. He swallowed hard, catching his breath as he pressed his forehead against mine. “Stop me if..” he warned, his hands moving down my sides, stopping at my hips, his fingers hooking in the side ties of my bikini bottom.

I was not about to stop him. There was no way in hell I was stopping him, not when I’ve wanted to go farther with him for a while now, we just always seem to get interrupted mid-heavy makeout. I mustered up the nerve and answered the question he’d asked a few seconds before, pressing against him, rubbing my body against his frantically, desperate to keep the friction building between us at this point. “To answer your question, yeah.” my lips broke from his and I pulled away, searching his face for a reaction. “ Why would I stop you? I want you. I want to skinny dip with you, too.” I reassured him, biting my lip and fidgeting nervously just a little bit under his gaze.

He gaped a little, wide eyed as that soft and cocky smirk crept to his lips when he realized what I was getting at, just how far I wanted to go.

 “Princess.” the word came in a heated groan as he lowered his hands, hooking his arms beneath my ass and pulling me up his body. “Hold on tight.” he continued, stepping towards the deep end of his swimming pool, jumping in, submerging us both in the cool water.

We surfaced, laughing through chattering teeth. The laughter died away slowly as we locked eyes, the distance between our bodies closing all over again, skin pressed against skin. I whined quietly when I felt his cock rubbing against me. 

My back hit the wall of the pool and he pressed into me even more, his eyes locked on my lips. His head lowered, his mouth brushing against mine. I wrapped my legs around his waist and he growled into the kiss as it deepened, rubbing me against him. “If you keep that up, sunshine..” he breathlessly warned as the soft smack of our mouths meeting over and over overpowered the words briefly, “We’re not making it to bed. And I refuse to let our first time together happen in a pool, baby girl.” he tapped a fingertip against my lips and we both took a few deep breaths, trying to calm ourselves down.

You’d think the cold pool water would help. Spoiler alert, it did not.

“You look so good all soaking wet.” Steve’s voice broke through my dazed staring and touching and he tilted my chin, making me look at him. “So fucking good.” 

All I could do was nod, dazed. Drowning in his eyes. His hand caught my cheek, a gentle caress. His thumb trailed slowly over my bottom lip, making me rock against him, suddenly not caring that he was hell bent on… Other things.. Happening elsewhere. I wanted what I wanted and damn it, I wanted it now.

“So do you.” okay, so maybe I’m not the best at being smooth but I wasn’t lying either. I was being 100 percent honest. Then again, it could be argued that Steve Harrington looks damn good, wet or dry.

Or that’s what I think anyway.

He chuckled quietly, placing little noisy pecks on my cheeks, the bridge of my nose and my mouth, making me pout when he pulled away a little just before I could go in for a real kiss. “That’s not fair.” I frowned, pretending to be hurt.

“Oh, you wanted me to kiss you, huh? That can be arranged, baby girl.” Steve’s hands dug into my thighs to keep me from slipping down his body and my back pressed even harder into the wall of the pool as his mouth found mine, his tongue slipping between my lips, overlapping mine. I rubbed and rocked myself against him and he groaned out my name, bucking himself against me right back, that teasing look of warning in his eyes. “Careful, princess or I’ll take you upstairs.”

“But Steve.. Maybe I want you to take me upstairs.” I mumbled as my lips broke away from his and moved slowly, lightly down the side of his neck. A quiet growl and the warmth of his breath against my skin had me shivering, giddy with anticipation.

He groaned, bucking himself into me a little more urgently, mumbling next to my ear quietly, “Oh you do, hm? Well, see, I want to take you upstairs.”

“So do it.” I gasped as I felt his cock brush right against my practically throbbing core. My legs and fingers dug into his body and he captured my mouth with his, his teeth latching on to my lower lip, tugging a little. “So do it, hm?” he muttered quietly, a voice thick with lust. “Are you sure you want me to, princess?”

“P-please?’ I practically whimpered as I rubbed myself against him all over again. 

Wordlessly, he started to walk towards the shallow end of the pool, carrying me, stopping halfway to sit me on the edge so he could climb out. Once he’d climbed out, he bent, scooping me up, chuckling against my mouth, “You have no idea what you just asked for, princess.” making me giggle into the kiss, “No, but.. I’m dying to find out.” a needy whine escaping when he opened the back door to his house and stepped inside, sitting me on top of the washing machine and stepping between my legs, staring down at me a few seconds in a lust filled daze.

“Steve, please.” I whimpered as his hand crept slowly up the inside of my thigh and I could feel myself getting wetter, the dull throb turning more urgent. By the time his hand was flat against my throbbing heat, I was rocking against it clumsily and he was sucking on my neck as he slipped me off the washing machine and started to walk up the staircase with me in his arms.

My back met his bedroom door with a soft thud and he reached down, trying the handle, not bothering to break the kiss. The ragged sounds of our breathing filled the silence around us, driving it out and when he finally got the door open partially, he kicked at it with his foot to open it completely, stepping inside and sitting me on his desk while he rummaged through one of the drawers on it, knelt down.

He rose slightly with a triumphant smirk, sitting a condom on the desk. But his eyes locked on me and he bit his lip, not standing completely, instead, positioning himself between my legs, licking his lips as he smirked up at me.

“Wanna taste you, princess. Can I?” he breathed out against my inner thigh as his mouth started to roam upwards. My breath caught in my throat and I squirmed at the way his mouth felt on my thigh. My hand gripped the edge of the desk and my other hand carded through thick wet hair, tangling in it, my head falling back as I felt his tongue rolling over my thigh. When his teeth scraped against, clamping down gently, I moaned out loud and I felt him smirking against my skin. He stopped to look up at me. “Fuck.” he groaned as his nose bumped right against my center. “So wet already.”

As soon as his lips latched onto my clit, sucking at it, the grip I had on his hair tightened. “Steve, oh, oh..” I moaned out, rocking against his mouth, the way it felt almost too much for me to handle. He groaned against my core, the vibration racing through my body and I couldn’t help but dig my heels into his back. Just when I thought I couldn’t possibly take anymore teasing and tears were starting to sting my eyes, I felt his fingers bury deep in my core, his tongue plunging in behind them, scissoring and massaging and swirling until I felt myself shaking a little, my stomach tensing right up and that throbbing sensation I’d been feeling, well.. It was sharp now, almost sharp enough that I wanted to scream, to beg him for more. My fingers slid over his scalp, tugging at his hair and I rocked myself against his tongue and fingers after he looked up at me and muttered with a smirk, “C’mon.. Move your hips for me, princess. If you think it feels good now, it’ll feel so much better, I promise.” 

“Ah. Oh, fuck.” I moaned, rocking my hips against his mouth as his tongue and fingers moved faster, plunged deeper. I could feel myself racing towards an orgasm and I was trying to hold back, not sure what to do in the situation entirely.

I was kind of just letting him lead at this point. He was the one who knew what he was doing… and oh boy, did he ever know what he was doing, the thought came, just as he glanced up, his mouth glistening with my juices as he bit his lip and winked. “Does that feel good?”

“So good.”  I pouted down at him because he’d stopped and it was driving me crazy. When I felt his tongue lapping at my core all over again, his teeth grazing against my clit, I sucked in a sharp breath and moaned his name over and over.

“You taste so fucking good, princess.” he groaned out against me, glancing up, muttering in a quieter tone, “C’mon, let go.”

He didn’t have to repeat himself, with a few more deep thrusts of that thick tongue and the slow and almost teasing kitten licks to my folds, my orgasm shattered through, leaving me shaky all over, desperately bucking myself against his tongue and fingers as I rode it out. And Steve groaned as he greedily licked me clean, raising to stand, pulling me forward on his desk, grabbing the condom he’d stopped to get before getting distracted and a second later, my back was hitting the mattress softly, Steve following me down.

I heard the foil packet ripping quietly and I clung to him, my arms around his neck as he stared down at me, a soft look in lust blown brown eyes. “You’re sure, right?”

“Steve, please.” I begged, rubbing myself against him, his cock dragging between my folds and making him groan and buck right back, hissing sharp as his mouth found mine and swallowed up my whimpers and moans in a deep, heated kiss.

His hand lowered, wrapping around his thick length, guiding the condom down. Then he teased it along my folds, making me shiver and arch myself upward, desperate to have him buried inside me. “Steve, baby, c’mon.” I begged, making him smirk all over again as he pushed into me carefully, going still when I winced and my nails raked down his back. His hips snapped against me slowly, deep thrusts that had me clinging to him, trying to keep my breath and keep from screaming his name over and over.

He leaned down, muttering against the shell of my ear, “We’re the only ones here. You can be as loud as you want, princess.” as he chuckled. I blushed and nodded, rocking my hips up into him, the slap of our bodies meeting and the quiet creak of the bed, the headboard hitting the wall were nothing compared to me moaning his name and begging for more, harder, faster, when he bottomed out and it felt so good I had to drag my nails over his shoulders and down his back again. His mouth found mine and his hands roamed all over me as he continued to slowly plow me into his mattress. “Love you so so so so so much.” he muttered against my neck when the kiss broke. 

“Love you too.” I moaned out as his hips continued to snap slowly but a lot more erratically against mine. When he bottomed out inside me again, I shivered and clung to him tighter, resting my hand against his cheek, rolling my thumb over his lips and giggling softly when I could feel them quiver at the touch.

“God, I’m so close. Fuck.” he breathed out, licking his lips as he stared down at me. I nodded and muttered against his skin as my mouth moved over it, “Me too. So close, baby.” with my legs digging into his sides as I raised them, wrapping around him. The new position hit totally different and Steve slowed to a stop, breathless kisses all over my face, then my throat, his lips lingering over the little bruises and bite marks he’d already left behind gingerly as he tried to back away from his orgasm. “Steve, please?” I begged, casting a pleading glance at him. He swallowed hard and nodded, tongue rolling over the shape of that kissable mouth as he mumbled quietly against my ear, “Are you ready for me, baby girl?”

“Yes.” I breathed out, my back arching as he started to slam into me deeper, harder, his hands holding my hips against the bed and making me whimper and beg for just a little movement with him shaking his head. But it didn’t matter that he wasn’t letting me rock my hips up to meet his thrusts, it still felt so amazing. I clung to him harder, whimpering and moaning as he fucked us both right over the edge, shivering as my orgasm came washing over me, almost blinding this time. He dipped his head, burying it in my chest for a second or two, groaning as his steady thrusts slowed to a complete stop and he fell down into bed beside me, promptly reaching for me and pulling me partially on top of him.

“I like the way this feels.” he muttered as he pulled my head down, brushing his lips to the bridge of my nose, nuzzling his own nose into the top of my damp hair and inhaling quietly, one arm folded behind his head. I yawned out “Me too. Don’t wanna move.”

“And that’s the beauty of it, sunshine. We don’t have to.”, the words making me smile up at him softly, giggling about it. 

[navyhyuck]

here it goes a little rant:

i love resonance with my whole heart, really. but i cant help but feeling lowkey pissed with nct dynamics, like, its painfully clear that sm plays favourites here :// i know that all boys work hard and im not ignoring that, but mark and taeyong always have that center light that the others dont and that is unfair to everyone else

if you watch regular's choreo (127 ver) its easy to notice that while winwin has absolutely no lines and center time(and he never gets to dance in the front, always in the backlines, which puts hik literally as a backup dancer), mark and taeyong are always at the center or in extrategic positions so they'll shine (not even counting here the fact that they always have the center at chorus and ending/opening)

90's love was ???? i really liked the song, but they completely ignored winwin again and yangyang was really robbed from his lines too. mark had center again at a break dance(which it was great, but, i thought it could easily be given to winwin, who suprisingly is a lead dancer)

lucas and ten are in a strange position for me, like, when they are in wayv, they are pushed to center a lot of times (still, more balanced than 127), and they cover their parts well, but when it comes to superm, they get thrown to the sidelines really quick :// its like sm its just throwing them in superm to fill the spots lol. in 90's love i was really happy to see ten and haechan to have those chorus and high notes, since it gives them oportunity to shine

im still salty about johnny. like, the man spent 7 years training to sm treat him like breathes: that's enough lines from you johnny. mark, please come here again and to use him in stages just for his abs and fanservice. i really liked that he got to show his rap skills in misfit and faded in my last song, but im still pissed that they made him perform shirtless when it was freezing outside, like, sm, wtf.

idk how to feel about 7dream anymore. like, i really love mark and dreamies with my whole heart, but i always felt that 6dream had more balance than the other units in terms of center time and line distribution. if you take boom and reload era, youll see that every member got their chances to shine in vocals or performance, while they slightly pushed jaemin and jeno to fill the center part, but they never had only two members dancing the chorus in the middle(like, it always changed between jaemin, jeno, jisung and sometimes haechan). while we go up was incredible, i lowkey fear that 7dream is going to be mark-centered again, like in the early eras, and then, its going to be hell for mark considering that he already has to practice for superm, u and 127(which makes at least 2 to 3 groups which he has to double the work, considering he has a lot of center parts)

first of all, anon, i just wanna say SORRY this took me so long to respond to!! i was wondering whether i should split this up into two but decided it’s fine, so if anyone’s dash is flooded because of this, i apologize :’)

i 100% agree with you on this. i don’t know if anyone’s been following on my posts since september when nct 2020 was announced but i’ve always mentioned that it’s just not it. everyone was looking forward to a project like this, commenting on every live and making all these discussion posts and when it actually happens? members are mistreated.

i’m not going to say that markyong don’t deserve what they’re getting, but the amount of exposure that the other members get in comparison to them is basically nothing. nct 2020 was a direct reflection of sm’s favoritism towards certain members and yeah, i saw it coming.

i do think that sicheng, johnny, and yukhei get the least in sm, period. in their own subunits, in nct 2020, and for yukhei, in superm. they deserve way more than they get and johnny’s somewhat center positioning in work it reflected his talent! though i don’t think that’s nearly enough. sm generally uses both yukhei and johnny for their bodies (um, turing tbt era, i’m pretty sure yukhei mentioned showing up at the set and being told to take off his clothes??), and sicheng.

in short, sm doesn’t deserve sicheng. they don’t deserve him. they don’t get to chase after this man for years and then shun him as if he has no talent. are you kidding me??? rainbow v was a direct reflection of sicheng’s (and ten’s, but i’ll get there) talent, but that’s all we got???? i really don’t even know at this point, if i was sicheng, i would leave sm on day one for taking his talent for granted. it really pisses me off because he can’t.

yukhei and ten in superm is a joke. to be honest, superm itself is absolutely unnecessary other than the fact that sm wants to profit off the western market. yeah, we get interactions, sure, yeah we get some good music and performances, but really? it’s like they threw yukhei into superm for NO REASON, i remember watching jopping and being like ???? where is he??? because sm doesn’t want to give them equal distribution, they just want to make money. like you said, it’s like sm threw yukhei in there to fill spots. on top of this, it overworks all the members in the group, nct included.

90’s love was disappointing, no like extremely disappointing, i remember watching it and being like :/ the entire time. you know when the whole unit hyped up sicheng and said he was the leader? i really thought for once they’d give him a decent amount of screen time and an equal amount of lines but yeah! disappointed. and with yangyang too. make a wish distribution was okay, not the best but in my opinion, but i expected so much more from 90’s love. like so much more. seriously, yangyang’s lack of lines made me so mad, it’s actually ridiculous.

and with 7dream...to be honest, it’s true. dream did have really good line distribution in we boom (um, and i’m pretty sure boom is almost equal for every member) and reload, each member had really good exposure compared to earlier albums. i think we go up was okay, but generally, yeah, sm favors mark. i know people don’t like to hear it out just like that but it’s so obvious. but at the same time, the dreamies are happy to have mark back and i am too. dream isn’t really the same without mark, and i’ve never got used to seeing them without him. i just hope that dream stays equal with distribution and to be honest, i actually have some faith that they will. jaemin did get exposure in make a wish (lol...when i talk about his lack of lines too...but the ones he got are iconic) and work it, and jeno’s lines in 90’s love are there. JISUNG??? YEAH SM DOESN’T DESERVE JISUNG EITHER.

i could yell about this all day but jisung was the most hyped about nct 2020 and he shared all of his excitement with nctzens even though he’s injured and he got basically nothing in both albums. and once again, jeno? people seem to want to erase jeno’s influence in dream and nct in general because??? i don’t know, jeno didn’t get much from 90’s love either, but he did get something. i’m not impressed with sm.

okay, this was long but in general: nct leave sm rn. like NOW.

[where-theres-smoak-2]

Riverdale 5x06 Thoughts.

So I did a part one of a review when the episode first aired focusing on the Barchie elements of the episode and I said I was going to post a second half to the review covering the rest of the episode the next and well I didn’t. Truth is my mental health has taken a bit of a dip, lets say, the last couple of weeks so I wasn’t as active on here. I’m still not feeling 100% so I’m not really up to a whole ass review but I figured I could manage some general thoughts to share with you whilst waiting for the next episode as I can’t watch until tomorrow. Obviously there are spoilers and as always these are just my own opinions. 

1) Jughead, Tabitha and The Mothmen. 

I am still loving the dynamic between Tabitha and Jughead and I love that she is being supportive of his writing. Like when she said to him that as the diner was empty he could work on his writing, how she tracked down Old Man Dreyfuss and talked him into telling Jug about the Mothmen, She let him interview her for the book too. I said before that one of my issues with Jughead was that he often used other peoples stories for his novels without their permission but he seems to have learnt from this as here he is getting permission from the people that he is talking to and they know that he is going to be writing a book about them. I think its ok for Jughead to draw inspiration from others stories so long as he those he is writing about are in the know and are ok with it. 

Another thing that I am really happy about but which might be an unpopular opinion to some but I am so glad they didn’t go the same route they did as Lucas in OTH where Jughead can finally write again because he’s around Betty. As much as I loved Leyton in OTH I did think that was a very unhealthy representation/ aspect of a relationship. A person should have to depend on another person to be able to do the thing they love. Like I get that it’s suppose to be romantic but its a bit too co-dependant in my opinion and don’t think that’s healthy, you should be able to be your own person, with your own talents and skills that aren’t going to be taken away from you just because you are no longer with that other person. What I do love is that it was coming back to Pop’s, to his roots essentially and writing about something that means something to him (Pop Tate) that helps him get back into writing as oppose to a love interest. 

Speaking of love interests though I do think that Jughead and Tabitha’s relationship will likely develop into a romantic relationship. To me I did get very flirty vibes coming from her. He also seemed very impressed with her when he found out she left a six figure job to take over Pop’s I think Jughead appreciates the passion that Tabitha clearly has for the business which we know that Jughead himself has a special bond with Pop’s so I think that gives them a bit of a connection that they both love this diner. I do hope though that if they do take it to the romantic level that they take their time with it and not rush into it too quickly. I also hope we don’t end up in the same pattern as before either where Jug is only interacting with his love interest. So far Jug hasn’t really had many other scenes with characters other than Tabitha so I am hoping we will see him interacting with others soon. 

As far as the Mothmen mystery goes I am actually intrigued by it. It is really bizarre that all of Dreyfuss’ friends died from cancer and how he was talking about how his friend would be taken up on the ship. I am curious if they are actually going to go the whole alien route and introduce supernatural elements into the show or whether it’ll turn out to have a wacky human explanation. But so far I am enjoying that mystery. 

2) Veronica and Chad.

Ok this really is probably an unpopular opinion and I do want to just say that I am not hating on Veronica here I do still love her as a character but there are some things she does that I just don’t understand/agree with. Like this whole jewellery shop idea. I mean the main plot of the time jump so far has been about how Riverdale is dying and how nobody in Riverdale has any money, that they are all poor and suffering and Veronica gets the wonderful idea of opening a high end jewellery store. Who exactly does she think is going to be buying this high end jewellery exactly? The residents of Riverdale very obviously can’t afford to shop there. So the only other place she could get patrons from is SoDale who we know are rich and are near enough to give her a steady stream of business. Here’s my issue with that, it would once again mean that Veronica is saying she doesn’t support her Father’s schemes whilst also profiting/ benefitting from them. I do think this issue is covered a bit in this episode when she says she needs to decide if she’s more of a Pop’s girl or a Mia’s girl, or a bit of both. Well I can tell you right now the answer to that at this moment in time is a bit of both. Veronica has always had one foot on either side of the fence when it comes to her Father’s schemes and the family business. To be honest this has always bothered me a bit and I do hope one day she just picks a side instead of balancing between the two. I mean I could be totally wrong and the writers could have Veronica reveal an elaborate business plans for the jewellery shop that is going to bring in a ridiculous amount of revenue for Riverdale without including SoDale, I mean I don’t know much about how business works. 

I did feel like Veronica was a little bit all over the place this episode and to be honest pretty much all post time jump episodes so far. I do want to make it clear that this isn’t a criticism I do think this was intentional by the writers to show how confused and undecisive Veronica is feeling at the moment. I mean she clearly wasn’t happy when Chad first showed up in her class, which by the way was so inappropriate. Like I understand how it might be sweet to surprise your wife at work with flowers and cupcakes but wait in the staff room until she goes on break and surprise her there not when she’s trying to work. It was very obvious that Veronica did not feel comfortable with him sitting at the back of her class. Especially as we see him there again later in the episode so this seems to be a recurring thing. It’s very worrying behaviour. However she is then very warm with him and is making plans with him after they sing Shallow together. You know this scene was lowkey really cute until you remember that Chad is controlling and possessive and then I was kind of mad at myself for being tricked even for only a blip into thinking he was a sweet guy. He and Veronica actually seemed to have it together for a moment there were they had worked out a plan for when they were going to spend time in Riverdale and when they would be in New York and they both seemed happy with the compromise. However Veronica then found out that Chad had spoken to her Dad and was upset by this. Now I’ll be honest this part annoyed me a little. Not because I don’t think she was right to ask for space, I think she was 100% correct in asking for that if space is what she felt like she needed I just don’t think it was that well written. It was painted like Chad had betrayed Veronica and talked to her Dad behind her back when it seemed to me more like it was Hiram going behind Veronica’s back and approaching her husband with the job offer. I mean if Chad was intentionally talking and making plans behind V’s back with Hiram then I don’t think he would have mentioned it so casually to her. I wouldn’t be surprised at all to find out that Hiram either approached Chad because he wanted to control Chad or he was aware that finding out he had been talking to Hiram would upset and Veronica and so Hiram did it deliberately to drive a wedge between Veronica and Chad. I do wish we could have actually seen the conversation between Chad and Hiram I don’t know that scene just seemed a bit off to me it didn’t seem as dramatic as it was probably intended to be. I just didn’t get the sense that on that occasion Chad had really done anything wrong. I mean her Dad offered him a job and then he brought up in conversation with her to see if it was something she would be ok with/ get her thoughts on. To me it seemed much more like Hiram was the one being sneaky as oppose to Chad. Also more of a side point here but I do find it ironic that las episode she was practically begging her Dad to talk to her husband and this episode it’s the fact the her Dad spoke to her husband that makes her decide to send him away again, I just found that kind of funny though I know they are very different situations but still. But like I said I do completely support Veronica’s decision to say that she needs space from him so that she can figure out what she wants and who she is without the pressure of him hanging over her shoulder. Sometimes the best thing for a relationship is some space. I just hope that she maintains a steady conversation with him during this time if her marriage is still something she wants. I mean she didn’t technically break up with him, or at least it didn’t seem that way. She hasn’t ended their marriage. If its a case of she knows she doesn’t want to make the marriage work then I think she does need to end it completely and be clear that its over as at the moment it does seem a bit like they are in limbo. 

Also again this is another thing where I am in complete support of Veronica deciding she wants to change her name back to her maiden name but I again think it kind of came out of nowhere. Like I understood her not being happy about where her relationship was at and that she was confused and trying to figure out what she wanted and so needed some space from her husband but she hadn’t really made any indication that she wanted to change her name back before then. I again I just think it could have been slightly better written. Like even something as little as her having a conversation with a friend about how she wasn’t sure she liked being called Gekko. Instead it just seemed a bit random. Also again she didn’t have a conversation about this with Chad her husband. Now I’m not saying she needed permission from Chad to change her name back but I do think it is something that warrants a conversation with them even if its a ‘I’m changing my name back to my maiden name and this is why.’ It’s not about a woman asking a man for the right to do something its about a married couple having open and honest communication between them and that is something that Chad and Veronica very clearly struggle with. Again just to reiterate I am in full support of Veronica changing her name if she wants I just feel like whilst the writing this season has been heaps better I still think they are struggling to write Veronica’s storylines well. It doesn’t help that I don’t have a whole lot of interest in her storylines. I don’t like her husband so naturally I don’t enjoy that storyline. I’ve seen her go up against her Father and yet still want in on the family business more times than I can count so any disagreements she has with her father don’t really interest me either and I also don’t particularly care about this whole Jewellery store plotline either but who knows maybe it will surprise me. I think my main gripe is that I feel like they either have Veronica’s storyline’s this season revolve around the men in her life or they use her as a plot device in the shape of a financial aide to move the plot along when they need it, like her funding the football team or funding the fire station and personally I think Veronica deserves better than that. I just wish they would give her a meaningful plotline about what a strong independent business savvy woman she is. Like I said I am hoping this Jewellery store plotline might have some intrigue to it so fingers crossed. 

3) Back To School

I was actually pleasantly surprised by this storyline. I honestly thought I would hate it but it makes sense to the story as far as Riverdale logic goes anyway. I also think each subject the characters teach fit them perfectly, English for Jughead yup perfect makes sense, Shop for Betty again I can see that we’ve seen her work on cars in the past so we know she has that knowledge, economics for Veronica again makes sense she’s a business woman and then Archie running the RROTC which was what he was assigned to Riverdale to do it also looks like he’s going to become a coach to the football team which again makes sense for his character. Also I loved how relatable the students were. Like the one who asked Betty if her dad was the Black Hood. Typical and accurate teen behaviour there. Also the students who were trolling Jughead for being a waiter was very accurate to me but more than that I loved Jug’s reaction them he just was so over it. I especially liked how he was just like not going to co operate fine pop quiz, this was very in line with his character in my opinion. 

One thing that did bother me a little was, well it wasn’t Toni bringing back the Vixen’s I loved that she did that but more that she didn’t tell Archie that’s what she was doing. Like I get it was so they could have that big entrance but I felt bad for the students who wanted to be on the football team and had just been told there was no funding for sports teams and then they see that the Vixens are back. This is as much Archie’s fault as well because he should not have approached the students before securing the funding but again that is in line with his character I love Archie with all my heart but sometimes he is definitely more heart and less brains when it comes to the things he’s passionate about and he does get a little carried away sometimes without thinking things all the way through. But I do feel like Toni could have said something to Archie when she realised he was looking for funding for the football team and that there were students who were looking forward to being apart of the football team, not for Archie’s sake but for the students so that they weren’t blindsided. I mean they are both teachers at the school so I feel like they both should have looked out for those students instead of letting them get let down. It wasn’t a big deal but I do feel like it could have been avoided. I just don’t get what the secrecy was about like why couldn’t Toni say when Archie came to her about the funding that there wasn’t enough for the football team because she had set the money aside for the cheerleading team. I mean that conversation that happened in the hall in front of the students should have happened in that office when Archie came asking for funding and then the whole situation of Archie telling those kids that there was no funding for any sports teams or clubs only for them seconds later to find out that the Vixens were back could have been avoided. I don’t know it just seemed like unnecessary drama. Also it meant that whilst I wanted to celebrate the return of the Vixens I just felt bad for the other students who were clearly feeling let down. Like I said I don’t think it was all Toni or all Archie’s fault but I do think they both made mistakes that could have been avoided though I also appreciate it’s not as dramatic that way. 

Speaking of the football team I love Britta. Like we don’t know much about her but I already love her so much and I love how accepting it was that she was part of the Football team like yes break down those gender barriers, girls can play football too. I just love how it was a non issue there was no but you’re a girl you can’t play football. I am looking forward to seeing more of Britta and watching her hold her own against all the boys because you just know she’s going to slay. 

Also going back to the Vixens I love that Toni just knew that bringing back the Vixens or ‘stealing’ the Vixens as Cheryl put it was going to bring Cheryl out of Thorn Hill and bring back her fire so to speak. I was so happy to see that red lipstick back. I mean Toni knew exactly what she was doing and I loved her little smirk at the end of that scene. I am hoping that this is the beginning of their reconciliation and I am looking forward to seeing where their story goes. I just hope that Cheryl’s side project of Art fraud isn’t going to cause too much trouble. 

4) Polly and the Trucker Mystery. 

Well things aren’t looking good for Polly right now. What I will say though is I don’t think that the body they found in the bog is Polly’s I reckon it is Squeaky. Mostly because I saw some audition tapes showing a woman whose daughter had gone missing and who she said was hanging out with the truckers and Betty reveals to her that they have found her daughter’s body. I don’t know for sure if it is in reference to Squeaky/ Lynette but I feel like it probably is. I also feel like its too early for them to be finding Polly I think it’ll be another few episodes before that happens. It might not even be until the mid season finale that we find out what happened to Polly. But Betty is on the case and she tracks down that truckerboy69 dude and flashes her FBI badge at him. I have no idea how the FBI works but do trainee’s really have that much power, like she behaves like a full agent. Can they arrest people and what not or are they suppose to be like supervised on the job at all times because it seems like Betty works her own cases  but that doesn’t seem like that would be an accurate representation of an FBI trainee. Also I’m pretty sure she wouldn’t be allowed to work a case that involved her own family member but like I said I don’t know anything about the FBI’s workings so who knows. 

What Betty does find out is that apparently Polly suddenly and inexplicably freaked out jumped out the cab and took off running and so the guy after failing to get her back in the truck just left her there. Here’s where I am a little confused was the truck with the skeleton on it the same truck that truckerboy69 was driving because they looked different to me? And if no then who was driving the skeleton one and did he kill Polly? I must admit I am intrigued by this mystery. I do think that at some point the Mothmen and the trucker storylines are going to converge and are related in someway. I also wonder what Polly’s freak out was about, did she see the Mothmen, was she on drugs at the time was it a combination of both? I am also curious to know if TBK is involved in this at all or if they are two different serial killers. I saw some theories that Glen is TBK and all I can say to that one is god I hope not just because we’ve already had one FBI agent turn out to be a serial killer we don’t need another and I am still so annoyed about that whole Charles is a serial killer storyline. 

I am really happy that Betty and Kevin are having scenes together I have missed their friendship and so its nice to have them interacting. I also like the investigative team of Betty, Kevin and Alice. But I also feel so bad for Alice life sure does like to throw a heck of a lot of lemons at her. 

5) Random Points.

So just some random things I liked/ thought here. 

The Kevin and Fangs scene in the beginning was super adorable and I really can’t wait to see more of them, I also liked the dynamic between them and Toni living together from that little bit that we saw. Absolute yes to Kevin referring to Toni as Queen T. 

I still hate Hiram no surprise there but I am so disappointed in Reggie. I mean setting fire to Archie’s house is one thing but doing it by blocking both exits that’s just straight up attempted murder like he legit planned on burning down the house with both Jughead and Archie inside. It’s something I expect from Hiram I mean lets be real this isn’t the first time he’s tried to kill them both but from Reggie nope not ok with that. I was hoping he was going to have a redemption arc but it looks like they might take him full villain instead because that was dark. 

Now that his house is even more damaged than before where are Jughead and Archie going to stay? Or will they get the fire under control before it burns the place down completely? I mean at the moment its contained to outside the house on the porch but we also know there’s no fire department and that looked like a pretty big fire so I can’t even see how they are going to get out of the house let alone how they will put the fire out. 

Anyway I can’t think of anything else right now so I am going to leave it there. Looking forward to seeing episode 7 specially as we were left on a bit of a heated cliff hanger.       

[adventuresloane]

Lup, Raven Queen, Barry, Ango and totally Ren. ;) maybe sloane also! For the HC meme❤️

(for this meme)

Kat this is……SO many oh my lord. I’m gonna put most of theseunder a cut!!!  You’re a doll tho thanksfor all the asks.

Lup:

A) What I think realistically: I love the idea that,contrary to popular belief, she’s the younger twin! When they were kids, Taakowould always be the one who had to get her out of the trouble she got herselfinto. Taako’s always been a bit more pragmatic, but Lup just couldn’t standdisrespect towards her or her brother and would always address it. She stood upto people and probably bit off more than she could chew a number of times,meaning Taako had to help her out of a tight spot.

B) What is fucking hilarious to me: Lup at one point had apretty major crisis in her life because she loves to cook for people anddesperately wanted to show her affection for Barry by cooking for him, but.This man has lived off late-night hot pockets out of his laboratory microwavefor years. He doesn’t have a palette. One time she overheard him call ketchupspicy and she just kind of stared at the wall for five minutes. She spent manyan evening slaving over recipe books to try to find SOMETHING decent that thisuncultured man would actually enjoy.

C) What is heart-crushing and awful but fun to inflict onfriends: She’s got…a number of lingering issues after her release from theumbrella. There’s a lot of talk about how she develops claustrophobia, andwhile I think that’s certainly true, I think another thing that leaves hershaken is the utter darkness inside the staff. Before she was able to get herpowers back to create fire, the darkness in there must have been absolute andchilling. Imagine how long she lay there entirely blind and unable to make outanything. I don’t think she can sleep with the lights off anymore. She alwaysat least leaves the hall light on outside the bedroom, but even that’s notenough much of the time, and she often plays with a little fireball in herhands until she can’t keep her eyes open anymore, so that she knows there’sstill light where she is.

D) What would never work with canon but the canon is shit soI believe it anyway: Griffin says that the Legato performance was the firsttime the rest of the IPRE crew realized that Barry and Lup were in love butcome the fuck on. These guys??? They’re so incredibly obvious and crazy foreach other. Even if they didn’t tell their family explicitly EVERYONE knew forYEARS.

Raven Queen

A) Every raven in Faerun is at her beck and call. The birdshave a bit of magic to them inherently and find it easy to slip from plane toplane. She’ll dispatch them to carry messages or keep an eye on things for herand report back. She VERY rarely comes to the mortal planes, but you can alwaystell when she’s on her way. Thousands of ravens circle together tightly in thesky, their iridescent wings shining, and from the almost blinding andotherworldly shimmer a portal forms through which she comes.

B) Has motherly instincts towards Kravitz but no concept ofwhat being a parent to a former mortal actually entails. At what age does onestop picking up mortal children? 35? Her idea of mother-son bonding is enactinga blood oath. She’s trying her best.

C) Kravitz became her “ward” of sorts when he begged andprayed to her for months on end to spare his sick mother and take his lifeinstead—he made a brave trade and she respected him for it, hence his positionas a reaper.

D) She grants Magnus a “limited” amount of extra time livinghappily with Julia in the afterlife but honestly do you think she’ll ever makethem stop living in that little cabin? Heck, do you really think she’s going tokeep their friends from leaving the sea of souls to visit them whenever???She’s willing to turn a blind eye to their little party for the rest ofeternity.

Barry

A) He is just……so visibly huggable tbh. You look at him andyou’re like, “That’s a man who’d be good to just hug for a little while. Chubbysoft belly. Just a teddy bear of a man.

B) The boy is a classic academic research scientist, whichis to say a damn mess. He’ll periodically crop his hair short but then won’tbother to get it cut again for months on end because he’s too busy, so it growsout all wild and looks a mess. He has one (1) mug he keeps on his desk and likenever washes because it’s always filled with coffee anyway. Shows up to work ina stained T-shirt because it’s not like anyone’s paying attention to him whenhe’s locked up in his lab all day anyway. Grody science man.

C) Next to Taako, he’s the one who takes the longest toforgive Lucretia, and I sort of think he never completely gets over what shedid. Unlike everyone else in the IPRE crew, he was deliberately isolated fromthe rest of his family AND HE WAS AWARE OF IT. That’s fucked up, and he learnedto hate Lucretia for awhile, and that’s not the kind of thing that can beerased as soon as Story & Song is over. He can barely look her in the eyefor awhile.

D) He does NOT have a mullet do not to my boy dirty likethis.

Angus

A) All this debate over Magnus or Taako or Lucretia orwhoever the fuck adopts Angus post-S&S? Screw that noise. It’s not like anyof the adult figures in his life AREN’T walking disasters as individuals—it’sonly together that they’re sort of capable of functioning. That’s why he haslike twenty parents and splits his time between like five different houses,inside each of which he has his own room and where he is welcome at all hoursof the day and night. That kid is living the dream.

B) Absolutely drops f-bombs on purpose knowing that it willscandalize the adults he talks to. This boy is a delight and has never doneanything wrong but he is NOT the innocent little one everyone thinks! Sneakyboy!

C) Gotta be honest, I don’t have the heart to actuallyimagine Angus having any suffering inflicted upon him, BUT I do like the ideaof Taako being lowkey terrified every time he goes off on his own/tries toconduct an investigation that has a chance of being dangerous. He tries not toshow it and definitely plays it cool when Angus comes back safe every time, buthe’s got so very few people he feels really connected to and he doesn’t want tolose one of them (again).

D) Controversial, but he remains a shrimpy nerdboy foreverand does not get to be buffer than Magnus sorry.

Ren

A) Hot take: she’s a soft butch. My evidence? I know a bunchof butches named Ren and also she just gives off those Lesbian Vibes. Butch Ren2k19.

B) She is…small. Just so short, even by the standards ofelves, which are on average smaller than humans. It might be partly because she’sa Drow, since I personally headcanon that they don’t grow quite as big, buteven then she’s just. A little creacher. She has to use a spoon to knock downthings from shelves that everyone else in the tavern can easily reach. Cassidyjokingly uses her head as an armrest.

C) Her family is definitely still around and definitely wereoutside of Refuge when the barrier was created around the town and they justhad no way whatsoever of contacting her. They aged while time didn’t touch her.

D) This is more in opposition to D&D lore than to theTAZ canon, but I personally don’t like to think that Ren ever faced anyprejudice for being a dark elf. The whole idea of the Drow being cursed and 99%of them being evil is, imo, very tired (not to mention racist), so I just don’twant that being a part of her story. I think maybe Underdark elves have a bitof a reputation in the surface realms for being kind of staid and dour, so inthat way Ren defies some conventions by being her bubbly self. But aside fromthat, she never had an issue with anyone thinking less of her or hating her forbeing a Drow.

And fuck it, I know I did Sloane already but I have gothbirb headcanons coming out of my ass so I’ll do her again.

A) Tbh I like to think that her alias is something she put alot of thought into and something she identifies really strongly with. Like,ravens are obviously just objectively cool and fit the goth aesthetic she’sgoing for, but also I think growing up in Goldcliff (which I picture as beingjust like the American Southwest) she had a lot of experience observing themand felt kind of a kinship with them (and probably fed them to get them tofollow her around tbh). In some folklore, ravens are considered shapeshifterson account of how the sun reflects off their wings and makes them look likethey’re changing shape. I think that by assuming the persona of the Raven, shebecomes something more than what she appears to be, and it’s a bit of escapismfor her. (Also, ravens are known to be family-oriented and mate for life sothat proves fitting later on…)

B) It kinda breaks my heart whenever people draw her (orhalf-elves in general) with shorter/smaller ears than full-blooded elves,because in my head hers are long and twitchy! She’s pretty good at hiding howshe feels and not giving away too much with her body language, so her ears don’tnecessarily move around a ton to express how she’s feeling, but they doinvoluntarily react to sound, e.g. perking up when she hears a sudden noise.Hurley finds this adorable and exploits it to no end—like snapping her fingersnext to one of Sloane’s ears and then the other to make them pique alternatelyuntil Sloane finally gets fed up.

C) This is kind of more of a headcanon for half-elves ingeneral, but I remember seeing a post awhile back that said something along thelines of “D&D cryptid: a half-elf with a good relationship with theirfamily.” It was funny, but it did get me thinking: what’s a good narrativejustification for this? One of the answers, I think, is that half-elves grow ata rate that must be completely bewildering for their elven parents. They reachmaturity at around 20, compared to a full-blooded elf becoming an adult ataround 100. There’s probably a lot of potential for friction there as elvenparents are unable to handle or understand their kids as they mature soquickly. Plus, most half-elves don’t outlive their elf parents, and knowing you’remore than likely going to bury your kid one day has got to be hard. I think allof this was sort of the situation for Sloane growing up, and it was the sourceof a lot of the isolation she felt as a child.

D) She has big biker energy and actually prefers motorcyclesto battlewagons and that’s the tea.

LAWD this was a lot. Hope you like them!!!

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Cuddling with the Free! boys:

Haru:

- Bath cuddles. (Obviously while wearing swim suits god guys)

- He isn’t the biggest fan of cuddling so consider yourself blessed

- Will 100% be holding your hand the entire time

- Hand holding is his favorite form of physical affection so you can bet he’s going to incorporate that into the cuddles

- Likes if you play with his hair

- Like a lot

- Cuddles with Haru will usually lead to really deep talks

- Imagine it’s 2am, your heads on Haru’s chest, staring up into his eyes, you’ve got one hand in his while the other plays with his hair, his free(!) arm wrapped around your waist tightly to keep you close, all is quiet, until…

- “Do you think we’ll love each other as much when we’re 80?”

- Anything along those lines is common with Haru

- People usually get the wrong idea when you tell them you didn’t get much sleep that night

- The cuddles are surprisingly warm and tight, they happen as often as possible because as much as Haru hates to admit it, he needs you close more than you know

- He’s not apposed to being the little spoon every once in a while

- If his days been hard you’ll get a very needy text from him telling you to meet him at his place, if you’ve had a hard day the same applies 

- Makes you feel special type of cuddler

Makoto:

- BIG SPOON

- He’s a literal heater, by far the warmest person in the world to snuggle into save me

- Wraps his arms around your entire body because the height difference between you is ridiculous, you’re the height equivalent to Nagisa compared to him

- But that means that you fit together like pieces of a puzzle, an amazing warm cuddly puzzle… 

- Imagine your back tucked against his chest, his long arms wrapped securely around you while you both talk softly about what you’ll do with your futures

- Ren and Ran 1000% get involved at least 4 times a week, it’s no question that they absolutely adore you and you them, like sometimes when you go to visit Makoto you just end up playing with those two little rascals 

- Makoto thinks the cutest thing ever is seeing you and his siblings asleep all cuddled up together basically using him as a bed.

- The formation is: Mako’s arm around your shoulder as you lay beside him with your head in the crook of his neck and one of your hands in his hair (you were playing with it before you fell asleep). Ran in the same position as you on the other side of Makoto only she was laying on his chest then finally Ren squeezed between you and Makoto, his head nestled into your stomach and your arm wrapped tightly around his waist while he hugs you like a teddy bear

- You end up in this position every time without fail

- Makoto definitely has taken a billion pictures of this, it’s without a doubt his phones wallpaper

- You have a thing about leaving butterfly kisses on his neck while you cuddle because it makes him giggle and that giggle lemme tell you– damn

- He loves it, he’ll never admit it, but he loves it. Y’know what? Love isn’t even a strong enough word.

- Makes you feel protected type of cuddler

Nagisa:

- Oh mY G0D,,,,,,, This B0Y,,,,,,,, this,,,,,,, boi

- Hugs you as if you were a literal teddy bear, his hold on you is so tight but in the most comfortable way imaginable 

- You two don’t spoon, you hold onto each other in a bear hug but it’s not your typical bear hug, you both refer to these types of hugs as ‘extra special Nagi-(Y/n) snuggles’

- Alright so,,, imagine you’ve both had a really tiring day at school (everyday with this ball of sunshine to be honest) Nagisa invites you over to his house to ‘study’ which is usually true for about 5 minutes before Nagi starts nuzzling his head into your shoulder complaining about how boring studying is.

- And since this boy has made you soft you give in in about 0.2 seconds

- He’s taller than you so when you guys cuddle he wraps his legs around your waist and arms around your neck, like a koala, a blonde, happy, adorable, sunshine filled koala

- ESKIMO KISSES OH MY GOD PLEASE SAVE ME

- As a couple eskimo kisses are like,, your thing. Some couples hug or give kisses on the cheek, you two? You do it all + an eskimo kiss because you’re extra

- His hugs could end wars if we’re being honest here, if you’re having a hard day Nagisa is there and he will give you the warmest cuddliest hug in the universe

- He’s just so pure and soft and joyful keep him safe the world does not deserve him

- His older sisters take pictures of you both cuddling and post them online 

- ‘Baby bro and his girlfriend are the cutest awww!

- Makes you feel like nothing else matters type of cuddler

Rei:

-  Rei is a whole different story alright hold on tight kids

- He is absolutely ridiculous when it comes to cuddling 

- “(Y/n) I can’t I’m studying.” 

- “(y/N) i CaN’T i’M STuDYiNG.”

- This gets on his nerves so you do it until he agrees to give you the snuggles that you deserve for being the most patient girlfriend ever

- One time you got sad because sometimes he stresses himself out with studying and school work that he barely spares you a glance and your mind straight away jumped to ‘Okay he hates me. Great going (Y/n)’… sad bean.

- Rei’s super smart but oh my god he’s so blind, this boy loves you, he loves you so much and that day when he saw the look on your face he was destroyed, he was so worried when he asked what was wrong and you told him he hugged you so tightly

- That was the start of hug tolerant Rei. He discovered he loved your cuddles. He now wants them all the time. You’ve created a monster.

- He’s an old soul and it’s the cutest, when you hang out he wraps one arm around your shoulder and keeps you close then in the other hand he hold up a book and reads to you

- He lives for sleepy (Y/n) trying to stay awake while he reads to you, he loves the face you make to show how interested you are in what he’s reading but at the same time he’s been waiting to snuggle up to you and sleep since he opened the book because lets face it this happens all the time

- You guys cuddle weirdly, he lays on his side, arms around your torso facing you while you wrap your legs under his knees and your arms circle around his neck with your forehead against his chest

- It’s insanely comfortable don’t even question it

- When you guys lie like that he’s constantly kissing the top of your head and it is the bestest thing in the world

- When he falls asleep he nuzzles his nose into your hair but he doesn’t believe you when you tell him because “nuzzling is illogical” but you know he loves it

- Makes you feel complete type of cuddler

Rin:

- Did someone say cuddle monster?

- He is lowkey the softest boy oh my god he makes me weak send help, he loves cuddles, he’ll deny it to the guys but when you’re alone there is 0 shame

- Buries his face in the crook of your neck, he thinks the smell of your hair is so comforting- he’ll notice if you change shampoos

- protective bby boy

- He holds you a certain way that I don’t think words can describe correctly because it makes me way too emotional, 

 (HE’S THE CUTEST OH MY FUCKING GOD, I’M SORRY)

So basically he lays like this and your head is rested on the arm he has behind his head, his other arm is around your shoulders while his hand plays with your hair

- He loves just staring into your eyes, it makes him less stressed about being the captain and helps him forget his responsibilities for a little while

- Gou thinks it’s the cutest thing ever seeing her big brother all mushy with you, oh god he gets the goofiest smile on his face just looking at a sleeping you in his arms it’s too much I’m dead

- You let him cry on your shoulder and give him your undivided attention because god knows he’s got a lot bottled up

- When he’s upset like this you end up just cradling him against your chest while his arms are holding onto you for dear life

-  So before a big race you lie in your usual position (The one I mentioned^^) and if you fall asleep he’ll kiss your forehead and whisper to you

- “I’m gonna win this one for ya, babe”

- And he does

- You can get him to do anything if you promise him cuddles

- a n y t h i n g

- Makes you feel at home type of cuddler

Sousuke:

- He has a playlist specifically for cuddling 

- It’s full of cute duets and slow songs, A+ for this boy because he makes sure to add in your favourite artists

- Alright down to business

- He hugs with his entire heart, it’s not his favorite thing to do but he doesn’t not like it either

- You lie your head on his chest and one of his arms is around your waist and the others under his head

- He shares an earphone with you, awwwwww

- He plays with your hair constantly, it’s actually his favorite part of cuddling, another is the fact that he can sleep without getting called lazy by Rin

“I came into the dorm today and you were asleep.”

“And?”

“It was like 2 in the afternoon, what the hell man?”

“Yeah my girlfriend wanted to cuddle, I was just being the amazing boyfriend I am.”

“Whatever.”

- THIS POOR BABIES SHOULDER HE DOESN’T DESERVE THIS TO BE HAPPENING TO HIM OH MY GOD 

- You always always always give him little shoulder massages, he sits in between your legs while you do this

- He also secretly lives for when you leave little kisses on his injured shoulder 

- “Feels better already”

- He’ll always lean down and peck you on the lips before you fall asleep because it always makes you smile and you end up falling asleep with a little smile on your face

- Rin can lie to himself all he wants but when he comes back to the dorm and sees you two all cuddled up and asleep his hard-ass facade fualters a little bit

- Sousuke will sometimes sing along to whatever song is playing and that is enough to melt your heart

- Makes you feel like you belong type of cuddler

Nitori:

- Littlest of spoons

- Hold him tight please

- We all know this baby boy wants to be the best swimmer he can be but sometimes that means he overworks himself and spends longer in the pool than is good for him

- Hence, as his girlfriend it is your duty to drag him away from the pool, get him warm and fed then haul his ass to bed and show him through warm secure hugs that you care about and love him very very much

- He’s so amazing and it hurts you so much how insecure he can be sometimes like I’m sorry bby I love you so much

-When this happens you get all sad and just kind of wrap yourself around him as if you were a koala on a tree and rest your chin on his shoulder until he accepts the fact that you’re in love with him and most likely always will be

- Once he realizes that you aren’t going anywhere he kisses your cheek and thanks you for being so amazing

- You’re a little bit taller than him so when you cuddle his heads in the crook of your neck while his arms are circled around your waist, one of your arms in under his head usually playing with his hair while the other’s thrown over his waist

- He is the most gentle human being and he has softened your heart by 100000000000%

- He deserves the world and to him that’s you

- You kiss his beauty mark and he gets all blushy and smiley

- He gIGgLeS, it is the actual most cutest thing

- He’ll always take charge of the cuddles if you’re upset. He is hands down one of the best comforters ever.

- It’ll be the same way you both normally cuddle only the roles are reversed and he just strokes your hair so gently it’ll make you instantly calmer

- Makes you feel like you’re important type cuddler

Momo:

- Energetic to the max

- Okay he has a lot of energy but that won’t stop him from being the sweetheart he is, you wanna cuddle? Okay let’s cuddle.

- Cuddling usually starts off with a tickle fight followed by some rolling around trying to find a comfortable position

- Never one designated position 

- You could be spooning, one of your heads on the others lap, sometimes Momo just flops down on his stomach and you just kinda lie down on his back and neither of you will move for like 3 hours

- He’ll talk to you about his beetles, you don’t really care but it makes him happy so you listen intently watching the dorky little smile on his face

- “OH OH AND THEY’RE NOCTURNAL SO THEY ONLY COME OUT AT NIGHT SO THEY’RE REALLY TOUGH TO CATCH, NOT FOR ME THOUGH- GEEZ HOW LUCKY ARE YOU YOUR BOYFRIEND IS THE KING OF STAG BEETLE HUNTING!”  

- You being half asleep by this point

- “Mhm, that’s great babe… really really great, I love you.”

- He just laughs at you but then starts to gush about how cute you are

- After he’s sure you’re asleep he gets really sentimental and he talks to you 

- “Maybe I’m the lucky one, ending up with someone as great as you, huh?” Then he’ll brush the hair from in front of your eyes away behind your ear and kiss you ever so softly on the tip of your nose before he finishes “Yeah, I’m definitely the lucky one.” 

- I’m not dying inside

- He’ll probably drool on you once he falls asleep.

- Makes you feel loved type of cuddler

Wow this took me so long so I’m putting it up, yeah I know nobody asked for this but I want these boys to cuddle me, writing this killed me inside a lot, anyway hope you like it!

[mxkhxrg]

graffiti alley – toronto

this boujee ass bit*h is gay

graffiti alley – toronto

how gay could I get

national coming out day – 2017

What’s up mother truckers! It’s your girl, Mikayla, back at it with another blog post. I hope you enjoyed the first post that commenced the blog. I wish I posted more frequently, but this is just a topic I needed to be fully comfortable with before just throwing it out there for the whole world to read. After this is posted, expect a post minimum once a week.

Today, I thought I would come at you with a real and honest-ass topic. You may have gotten the hidden meaning of this post from the title (thank you Bridesmaids), but if you didn’t, we are talking about COMING OUT! Such a scary topic so close to Halloween. I planned this perfectly. Starting this post, know that I am being 100% real and honest.

Back in the 1800s when I was in grade six, I knew something was a little funky. I “dated” (as in, hugged boys and at recess and after school hugged them and then called him my boyfriend) and it was normal. I had this one friend who was a girl, that I would always hang out with and have sleepovers with and it was so much fun and I just felt something different. We never “experimented” or did anything together, but I knew something was different. I was attracted to her. Then I learned about the concept of being gay, being bisexual, and being straight. And I felt that I was bi, because I knew I was attracted to the boys, but was also attracted to her. I would ask her opinions on the community, and because we were basically children, we weren’t really sure what we were talking about, but I still felt more comfortable with her than with anybody else.

A little later on when I was an older child, I started talking this guy (let’s call him George). This was around grade seven, and I was a cougar apparently because he was a year younger. George and I started to date and this relationship (mind you, it was unhealthy), lasted until the end of my grade nine year. So him and I dated on and off for two years. During this time, the farthest we ever got was making out. I never ever felt a sexual attraction or even a desire to do anything with him, or anyone else for that matter, but I didn’t want to be known as a “prude” or get made fun of, so the most I let us do was make out. I truly suggest you hold on to the edge of your seats for this next line because it is a scary one! During this time of being with George, I told myself I was… wait for it… in love with him. I truly believed that “oh my gosh, this is what love feels like, I am so in love with him, this is me, I am not gay at all”. And I continued to be unhappy but yet think I was in love with him.

George and I eventually broke up for good at the end of my grade nine year and honestly I was happy about it. I didn’t have to force myself to make out with him anymore, I didn’t have to be labelled as “taken”, and I didn’t have to tell myself that I was straight anymore.

I would just like to say, even though I was unhappy during my time with George, it helped create the person I am today. Hell, he was my first, and is now my last ever boyfriend. I wouldn’t be where I was today if it wasn’t for the past. And let me tell you, when you truly fall in love with someone, it is the greatest feeling in the world and you will not feel any doubts about it. Spoiler alert for later: I am totally and completely in love with my girlfriend. I don’t even know how to describe love to someone with words. When you know, you just know. That is the best way to explain it. And I definitely know with her. I am head over heels in love and we are going to be together for the rest of our lives.

ANYWHO

High school actually started for me when I broke up with him, and that is where I knew that “oh hell naw, I am definitely not bi, I for sure like the female species”. I would hang out with a certain girl every so often, (not naming her because you never know who is reading), and we were friends but not too close. Every time we hung out, we would drink and end up kissing and it was just an experience that made me realize that I was truly gay. I may have been under the influence, but I felt differently when I kissed her than when I would kiss George, even though there were absolutely no feelings between me and the girl. Her and I were never a “thing” either. We never dated and never had feelings towards each other. Just experimenting in secret, I guess is what you would call it. Eventually, her and I grew apart and she turned out not to be gay or bi, but I definitely did, and I appreciate the experience because it helped me grow up and realize who I was. Continuing through high school, I never dated anybody (guy or girl), and I also wasn’t out yet. It took me until the end of my high school career to finally come out of the oh so talked about metaphorical closet.

Years passed, but I never said anything or “came out” because I didn’t want to be deemed as different. However, I was very into the LGBTQ+ community, I would always stand up for them, retweet anything to do with the community, talk about it all the time, etc. I knew that I wasn’t “straight” but also knew I wasn’t comfortable in my own skin to come out or talk about it yet.

The first person I came out to was my mother a couple weeks before graduation day. She was so chill about it, so supportive, and so awesome. She also kind of had a feeling because I would lowkey bring it up to her sometimes. I knew she would be because her brother was gay, but it was still a nerve racking experience. My mom has always been and always will be my best friend and I am so beyond thankful for how supportive she was and is because I know other people don’t have that support coming from their mother/father/guardians. Next, I came out to my best friend, who I have known since literal birth, and she was cool about it as well! She has gay and bi friends so it is not an uncommon thing where I come from.

Then, grade twelve graduation day 2017 rolled around. Yo girl tweeted out to the entire universe that I was bi. Yes. I came out as bisexual, even after everything I told you. It was truly a confusing process for me. I still found boys to be attractive and I was never attracted to them, but I still thought that meant that I still “liked” them, along with girls.

It wasn’t until I started talking to a certain someone that I learned that I was not bi. We started talking, and she helped me with the entire coming out process, and I am so thankful she was there for me. Even though everyone I had talked to or interacted with was very supportive, I was still nervous as f*ck (I mean, who wouldn’t be). We ended up going on a date and that my friends, is when I met my soul mate and the love of my life. My first time falling in love, and it will be the last time I fall in love. I knew from that day forward that I was going to marry this girl. But that is a story saved for another day.

Moral of that story is that she made me realize that I was GAY. CAPITAL LETTERS, LESBIAN, GAY, BOOBIE LOVING GAY. Not bi. Just because males are handsome or good looking does not mean that I am attracted to them, nor was I ever. It just took a long time to realize that, and that is A-Okay. I am thankful for all the experiences I have had, they all made me who I am today, and I love who I am.

Even though my story I have been telling is a fairly good one, with not a lot of hatred, there is still that part of it. I come from a very, very religious family and it is just my mom and I who did not follow in that strict path. I knew right from the get go, grade six, that my family (besides my mother) would not approve. And that my friends, is another reason as to what held me back and what kept me from being myself for the 6 years that I knew for sure. To this day, they still do not know and even if they did, they would deny it and not “believe” me if I told them. Which is very sad, because I am their family, you should love them, no matter who they love, or who they are. So even though I may be completely out and open on the internet and to all of my friends, the only person in my family who knows is my mom.

Seeing all the hatred around the LGTBQ+ community is so incredibly sad, so nerve racking, and so hurtful. I am a part of this community and I wish I had the power to help all our community, whether out or not, to be safe and not have this hatred around them, just because we are being who we are. I just want everyone to know, you are loved. No matter the negativity surrounding our community, the people who do not accept us, etc, you are loved. We are who we are, we love who we love, and that is that. We all need to support and love each other, we are all the same no matter what.

I am not quite sure how to truly express myself and how I feel at this moment in my life in words, but I will try my best. I am now in university, in one of the most diverse cities in Canada, Toronto. Ever since I have moved here for university, I have been so much happier. The LGTBQ+ community here is amazing. The two best friends I have made here are gay as well and I just feel so comfortable and so at home. We have an office/safe space in our campus and it is the most amazing thing ever. Everyone comes together and just spreads love. I have never seen so many accepting people, in person, in one place. I don’t know if it was the way I was raised to not put up with shit, but even if they didn’t accept me, ask how many f*cks I give! I feel so happy with myself and who I am and what state of mind I am in. I just want to scream it from the rooftops “IM GAY”. I am just so happy and I honestly could give less shits about what people think! You are not worth my time. I am gay, I am proud, I am in love with my girlfriend, we are going to get married, we are going to have children, and I am f*cking happy and will continue to live my life and be happy no matter how people feel about me and what they have to say. All I have time to say to them is “f*ck you, I’m happy, and I am not going to waste my time on you”.

It was sad growing up being closeted, not feeling safe in my own skin, lying about who I was, and it definitely took a toll on my mentality. But now that I am out and 1000% comfortable with myself and who I am and I am such a big activist for the LGTBQ+ community.

BE GAY, BE PROUD, LOVE YOURSELF, LOVE WHOEVER YOU WANT. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, DON’T GIVE TWO SHITS ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OR SAY.

I am here for you. I am one of you. We are one. I just want you to be happy, be who you want to be, love who you want to love, and do whatever the f*ck you want to do.

Long story short, I hope this gave you some insight to who I am, helped some people out, and made you feel loved. I am always here for you if you ever have any questions. All of my links are at the top of the main page, feel free to contact me. You are never alone.

Until next time, peace and grooviness. – MH

It’s COMING OUT of me Like Lava! What’s up mother truckers! It’s your girl, Mikayla, back at it with another blog post. I hope you enjoyed the first post that commenced the blog.