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pinkvitaminwater · 8 months ago

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Most of the time I love having a leadership position at my school. It's great, we do really cool things, and we have a lot of fun! But every now and again I have to be the leader™️ and take on an uncomfortable job and have to confront someone over some fucking bullshit and God I fucking hate it.

Why did I do this??? Who the fuck put me in charge???

Sending one email that's a tad confrontational makes me want to vomit. I have a literal puke bucket next to me. I've been pacing all fucking night avoiding this one goddamn email I have to send.

#to any diety above PLEASE send me a crumb of strength #like jesus can take the wheel AND the keyboard #i don't want to do it #and no it won't be better after i just get it over woth because i KNOW there's going to be an immediate response #and no matter how nice i am they're going to be super bitchy #for the record this person is absolutely wrong about everything #and they're being a real bitch about it #i went all of highschool without getting roped into other people's stupid petty drama #im 26 and a senior in college HOW IM STUCK WITH THIS NOW???#im wayyy too fucking old for this shit #this is why i don't talk to first years they have too much drama and half of them drop anyway #like y'all are in your FIRST year out of FIVE in the smallest college program on the Eastern Seaboard #why are you starting shit with each other???#dont you have homework to do???#when i was in first year i was so busy and so stressed barely talked to three people and i was pulling so many all nighters #why did they rope me into this stupid shitttttt and except me to be on their fucking side #is just juvenile and meanspirited #they got me stressed and we're literally in the middle of finals #i dont have the time or energy for this #anyway thanks for listening to my rant

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