#tnmkin

[fictionkinfessions]

Welcome to I'm posting all my fictionkin related thoughts here cuz idk where else to post them TwT

I came out to my best friend as fictionkin (despite them not knowing what the hell that is) through a meme that I made because I had no idea how to start that conversation and it went well! She thinks it's kinda cool, which I get. It sounds cool before you have to deal with trauma and constantly missing sourcemates and possibly kining characters you hate.

Speaking of missing sourcemates, whenever I'm on the bus on in class with annoying kids I think how much better It would be to be there with my sourcemates (especially Gps). Even sketchpad who's slightly annoying would be way better lol.

Also I have trouble with kin memories. Like how am I supposed to tell if it's just a random thing my mind made up or an actual memory? And I also wonder random things like: what was it like to have no arms? How could leaning on Gps be comfortable if he was literally metal? What was folder like? Shouldn't I be able to remember these things better?

Also I literally got bummed out that I found no obvious members of the osc when I went to the aquarium a few days ago. (Why did I think I might be able to find sorcemates easily, TNM isn't even that popular aaaaa TwT)

And if you're wondering how I'm feeling, I'm feeling like crap. I've eaten WAY TOO MUCH candy in the last couple days. I STILL HAVE PLENTY LEFT PLZ SEND HELP AAAA. I've been having on and off stomach pains and headaches because I have zero self control when it comes to candy TwT

Hope y'all are having a better time than I am- your local tophat fictionkin

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