#tmi and ednos tw in the tags sorry
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#tmi and ednos tw in the tags sorry#so basically#haha#uh#i thought i recovered last summer i really did#and i kept my 21 bmi until January where I relapsed and went down to 20#and i recovered from that but unfortunately i fell on the other side of the horse#and went back (or over? i was scared to check) to the weight i was when i#first developed my ed spring 2018#by july/august#and now I'm at the hotel and its increasingly obvious and i feel like shit#and yesterday i ate breakfast normally and then had lunch but then at 4pm i#had some fries and 4 pancakes and that rly trigger me and i#made myself throw up for the first time since uuh. probably January?#but definitely the first time since watching rm#first time from purely ed related reasons anyway#and then i skipped dinner (didn't have any appetite tbfh) and i was gonna eat breakfast#but im not hungry at all and i feel like if i ate anything I'd kms so i think I'll skip breakfast too#I don't really want to but i have absolutely no appetite#I'll just eat lunch#uuuh please don't send me anons/pms telling me to eat or w/e
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