#tldr please watch sword af

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smosh people of tumblr if youre like me and you havent yet im begging yall to watch sword af its incredible🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏shayne is a himbo angela is a silly little emotional guy amanda is a hot horny woman with thick fucking thighs and chanse is incredible at fighting AND keeping the group in check. all this and more while damien plays every other character and all of them have unique voices and personalities i was not familiar with d&d at all before watching this but im like four episodes in and i'm HOOKED it's so good

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NAMJOON SOULMATE READING

Disclaimer~ tarot is interpretation and it is in no way fact. Take it with a grain of salt and lets continue

Oki. Let me just say some words. I forgot to take a picture of the cards BUT I made a video? You might be wondering, "why a vid?" And I'd say, "idk, nan mola." I might post it (I'd definitely have to make a YouTube channel for that and I'm not really intrested in doing videos that often but I honestly thought, "hey I should record so its faster to write it down and make sense of my thoughts" and then I was like, "well, if I do a video then I won't have to type" and that was intriguing but the video was over an hour long and I go on so many tangents its nuts (also editing who? Don't know her) I think its also nice to have written out version that just gets to the point (I personally prefer written ones because I have the attention span of a fucking goldfish) So long story short. Maybe I'll upload it for those who want to watch but if I do, don't wate your time if you dont want to. All the key info is written here. blah blah blah let's get to Joonie.

Right off the bat I just want to say that both him and his soulmate have the same energy color. It's like a silver-white color? (This is just how I personally perceive energy) Through the process of connecting with Nams and his Soulmate, I envisioned him putting his hand up to mine as a way to I guess channel his energy to me? It was like a stringy thing on my palm and then I mirrored him putting his hand over his heart and then to his forehead and then he was gone? It was like he gave me a tether to his energy which hasn't really happened before. It still felt kinda distant but still like I was trustworthy enough to have a line to him? Idk if that makes any sense or not but there. Now onto the soulmate.

I got some messages from his soulmate. I feel like we had a weak connection that was only there because Namjoons energy let me into it. So the first message was, "You need to leave her" wut. I asked my guides like, "hey, do I need to write that down?" And they were like yeah fam you gotta. Okay. I have no clue. Part of me thinks it was more of a warning to joon. Maybe his soulmate is cautious of people poking around his energy idk. It could be anything. So there's that.

For the other messages I got, "open your mind more", "You're strong, don't be taken for granted" and "ones own soul" that last one makes no sense to me but maybe you need to have iq 148 or be the soulmate of Namoo to get it. I think the others make sense. They are pretty self explanatory.

Now, onto the cards. So knight of cups fell out and I was like ?? And I asked like, "what do I do with this?" And it was v clear that this is his soulmates personality. Like this card represents the soulmate. Now. This is VERY romantic. Romantic af is all over my notes. Also, Joon knows his soulmate. I'm pretty sure. That might come in handy later. This person is in touch with their intuition and emotions. They are compassionate and understanding as fuck. Also I touch with their more feminine energy. I also made a note for a possible career in the art field. V v v loving. Also a possible Taurus, Virgo or Air sign. (I lean towards virgo) personality cards are damsel, warrior, judge, gossip and destroyer. This person is very strong and helps to bring perspective. They have a way of making you think in a way you never had before. I wrote down, "its like panning for gold, you bring up a bunch of shit. Stir up the riverbed, to find pieces of gold". Its constructive and organized chaos. (Art???) They make you consider things with a more critical and objective eye.

Okay, so the next cards are kind what his Soulmate brings out in him/what they help joon with. Justice rev. King of swords rev. And queen of wands. So Justice rev. Represents a lack of accountability, unfairness, dishonesty and favoritism. So I think his soulmate essentially checks him when he gets to close to any of these things. Like his soulmate is all, "hey, you made a mistake. I trust you'll do the right thing and right your wrongs"like this person essentially helps to point out what he might be too close to see. King of swords rev. Represents quiet power, inner truth, misuse of power, manipulation. So with this, his soulmate helps him to discover his inner truth and quiet power but also when he gets too... into it... it can turn toxic and become manipulative and he can maybe use his power in a not so healthy way. I don't think its conscious but its there. And for queen of wands, it represents courage, confidence, independence, determination. This is so cute. His soulmate amplifies all of these amazing qualities that he already has in himself. His soulmate encourages and fosters these amazing qualities. Its so cute. Its hard to really convey the feeling but damn. Its cute as fuck.

As far as the relationship goes we had the world, 10 of coins, 9 of coins and 8 of wands rev. So. They rich. They are so abundant and this is in a sense of self sustainability and stability as well as in a family sense. Now now now. Everyone is curious about joon and if hes married with kids and what not. Idk. Thats my answer. Idk. But he and his soulmate will def have luck in the family department (child or no). Now. With the world and 8 of wands rev. There is a sense that they might be on pause or that they are waiting for something to end before the relationship reaches its full potential. Now. With the 8 of wands rev. It can mean rushing into something (like kids and marriage) and I think that joon and his soulmate are smart enough to know that it might not be responsible right now. OR they have already rushed into it and are now keeping everything private until BTS enlist and go on hiatus. The world symbolizes a completing of a cycle (successfully) so that drives home that they are haulted where they are until they can start a new chapter. There is also a chance that they are acquaintances or something but won't pursue a relationship until later on.

Now we have Play, Boundries and Protection. This is also about the relationship. They have a very strong respect for eachother so they have very strong boundaries and they protect themselves and eachother. It's very healthy.

Now we have progress not perfection, ready to love and prosperity. They are so so so supportive of eachother and encourage eachother to grow and be better people. They both also have gone through a period of learning that they are worthy of love. They also have a prosperity mindset. Its about abundance and being like, "wow, I have everything I ever could have asked for" and they are truly greatful for all that they have. Theres also a feeling of money guilt from Namoo but I'll not go on a tangent for that.

Now we have stop obsessing, stop whining, and stand by your commitment. essentially the world is scary and these cards are to Nams from his soulmate. They essentially mean, stop obsessing about what you can't change and don't wallow in it. It doesn't serve you. All you can do is move forward. Also, making good on your promises. Seeing shit to the end and not leaving unfinished business.

Now now now we have the physical qualities: serious, long hair, gifts, physical touch, feminine, music, music (again), introvert, romantic, sweet, playful (I think its intresting bc I have a lot of physical descriptions in my little cards but pulled more personality...)

And for little cards that soulmate wants Joo to know: faith, Fate, seek, healthy, selfless

Now now now now. We have the finishing oracle cards. Dream a beautiful dream and going beyond normal. These essentially talk about seeing beauty in chaos, letting things not go according to plan and being okay with it, seeing beauty as it is instead of trying to fit it into a box. One of my favorite sentiments is along the lines of not trying to fit the ocean in a teacup but rather learning to swim and not confining something so vast into a small vessel. Don't confine yourself to please others. Live on the fringe of normality and push boundries.

TLDR: Namoo has a sweet soulmate who wants him to grow and become a better person. Its super great and supportive and he and his soulmate probably read books together and have museum dates. Soft af. A subtle domestic love.

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Why do you play your character the way you do? Any reason or is it just natural?

HARRIET HOLLY HOOK let’s do this.

preamble. I like pirates. pirates of the Caribbean is my favorite ride, movie. i like the tinker bell pirate movie and muppet pirates and the goonies. my first effects make up look was a pirate fairy. my next cosplay is a pirate. i like pirates. great moving on. as stated i’m a nanny(part time), so i take care of a lot of kids ranging from 2-12. my other job as a barista mean i have to connect with everyone in about 30 seconds. families are the easiest because lots of families watch children’s programming. so i often get asked if i’m a mom because of how much knowledge i have. so i’ve watched, liv and maddie and ant farm and jesse, ect. so when descendants came out my girls were like please can we watch it. and it’s a great movie, it’s paced well, the songs are good, i’m not mad at it because their is worst out there(season 6 opening of my little pony can be flushed down the toilet where it belongs) so i’m watching them again and descendants 2 is a thing and i’m over it and fucking harry hook shows his face on the ad(cause pirates) and i’m like wow i’m weak i guess i am watching it. and because i’m a weak person, harry hook stole the show for me(extra af, i live for it) and then my girls(and i, let’s be real here) wanted more of this. so we watched wicked world and they bought the books. i wanted to do a harry hook cosplay and it was going to be harriet “harri” hook. but then i found out their is a harriet hook. so i decided to apply here on a whim and harriet is in my top favourite characters that i have played. premble over.So why do i play here the way i do. because i’m 24 years old and i know that if i was on the isle i’d be bored af of acting like a hoodlum and want to find a way off the isle and take whatever chance i got to get away. i was driving in my car thinking about who harriet was and what her life would be like with her dad and two siblings. that’s what made me apply basically. i’m curious about harriet. that’s how i choose to play my characters, it’s the ones i find i play best(not saying i’m a great harriet, just that they are usually easier to write) i’m curious about this young woman who is the older sister to a mad man and a rebel. in the books they describe harriet as mean spirited and sassy and yeah that was probably harriet when she was around 17 but grew out of it. she can be mean but their’s not as much fun in it. if harry is quixotic and cj is carefree, harriet is practical. practical in the sense she sees what auradon has to offer. sure it offers a chance to hurt those who hurt them but it’s a chance to get off the isle and do something more, it’s why she’s gunning for neverland so much. the VKs are drenched in legacy, it burns in their veins, whispers in their head, sure the AKs are too but the very nature of auradon is you make your own journey, a heroes journey really. this is my driving force, my bases for harriet. her biggest dilemma lies in legacy. she’s her father’s daughter, has his name, his looks, his ship but will she be him? she struggles with that conflict everyday and that’s where my basis lies for harriet, how she goes from one day to the next with this expectation carved into her soul. that’s interesting. harriet is a mixed bag, that’s for sure. she teeters on the edge of chaotic neutral and lawful evil a lot. their’s a drive behind her, a fierce convection that she stands with and even so that foundation is cracking. if the bases for harriet is her legacy then one of her cracks in foundation is hook.i have a lot quires about her relationship with hook. honestly at first she was just going to hate him. that’s boring to me. she has no reason to hate him. but she does have reason to pity him. that’s interesting to me. to be disillusioned, to have so much hope in a father only for that hope to be crushed by him and it happen constantly. for harriet to be the favourite child is not me making her more important then harry or cj, it’s just that she’s the oldest, the one who signified chance and change and the one who it was all ripped away from before a cry could even be heard. she was a daddy’s girl very much, she wanted to be like her father. until he crushed the little hope she had. but he’s her father and he was great and he’s a shell of himself. does harriet follow in his footsteps or she set her own course. she spites her father yes, she’s left handed and tells him she’ll take away the jolly roger but it’s only because she wants a reaction.crack in foundation number two:harry and cj and basically the rest of the younger kids on the isle(sans uma)i’m the eldest. i would rip apart the world with my bare hands for my siblings. but being the oldest is hard. it’s why it’s easy to play harriet as the oldest, i know her struggles. harriet is a bad mother to every single one of the children. and i mean that in the way harriet is the unofficial mom of the isle. she was the kid patching up cuts and bruises after sword fights, she made sure the kids ate, she tried to solve problems but she could not let herself care and that’s what makes her bad. she wanted to take care of people but the isle does allow for that. she’d smack upside the head and tell them if they hurt themselves again they were on their own. but girl tried, and fail so hard. but as a pirate loyalty is prized above her. her mother left her with an unstable pirate with a hook. her loyalty was broken and harriet cannot find herself to forgive her mother and this underlying issue is why she’s so bad at being a “mom”. she doesn’t not want to be like the woman who left her but she wants to be more and does know how. crack in foundation number three: her want to care and loveharriet loves leland. she loves her crew. she loves her siblings. she loves emery and nic and cedric and her father. but you can’t show that on the isle. she’s so torn. so frustrated. she wants what’s best for those she loves and cares about but has no idea how to really show it. the headcanon for her first hug is precious.for me these ideas are my reasons for why i play harriet the way i do. she’s complicated and i realize that maybe most people aren’t going to play harriet this way. because yeah it might not be canon but we really don’t know. for me harriet is a young woman with ambition and power, drive. she’s cunning and industrious and she’s complicated. one min she’s on a sugar high the next she’s stealing trinkets and possibly planning the downfall of auradon. but in her horizon is neverland. sure i could go off the movie and base a lot of her on harry. but that’s harry and he’s fucking great and i love harry so much, ugh why is he so extra and fantastic, i might cry i love that boy so much. but it’s not harriet. she’s her own person(to me) and i hope i’m playing her in a way that’s interesting and fun to interact with. i know she’s wishy washy because she doesn’t know her own mind yet and she’s gonna change direction her course is selfish and giving. to take her crew to neverland but she doesn’t have a set path. lastly the accent. harry’s accent is so apart of him that when i started playing harriet she had to have the accent. i’ve written english accents before but scottish is a whole different ball game and i’m trying to find that voice and style that works.

TLDR: Harriet Holly Hook is complicated and i hope i’m playing her in a way that’s interesting and fun to write with.