#tl;dr : i do need to get better at ooc / 1-on-1 communication ♡

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 ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───    ( 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧’𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐞𝐭? 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞 ):⚽𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐚 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐈 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧𝐞-𝐨𝐧-𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭; 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐜—𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐛𝐡 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐫𝐞: 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬.

                                ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ─── 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠? ( @seaprofound )

       𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐔𝐏𝐄𝐑 𝐕𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐃 𝐎𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔. ♡ I will be the first one to admit that I’ve gotten absolutely abysmal at one-on-one communication, which is sad, because it’s really limited my ability to make friends and interact with people I regularly make heart-eyes at on the dash (yourself included). It wasn’t so bad a few years ago and I spoke to lots of people pretty regularly...and I’d honestly like to get to that point again. I think a large part of it is that my living environment changed for the worse and health / stress has been very hard on my everything, but most especially my anxiety / social anxiety. It’s something that I’d like very much to do better at for everyone’s sake — as I enjoy plotting too when my singular braincell is functional! 

     I suspect this is the reason why I’m not interacting with a great many of my mutuals and I very much appreciate your honesty about it. As for your being busy right now, no worries — I never have any intention to rush my friends / writing partners. I definitely understand that life has its phases of busy and not busy and stress and no stress and I never want to put pressure on anyone to do more than they’re comfy with. But, yes, I’d like to plot soon and talk more, and comfort is priority when interacting. I promise I’m working toward being a functional human person — this year has just started with a bang. I hope that your busy is the good kind though. ♡