#tjank you so much anon i needed to read this 🥺

[tinyfantasminha]

I don’t know you, but people telling you there’s something wrong with having multiple oshis even from the same fandom are genuinely stupid. there’s is NO wrong way to yume and the people who cannot see these are FICTIONAL CHARACTERS we’re having fun with and finding comfort in to try to sound high and mighty can STFU. i support you so much op. i have always had multiple faves in media and always imagined just a different timeline/universe for each of them. do what you want forever babe 🙏🏼 kiss as many characters as you want !! 🩷

I'm 100% aware the right way to do things is to just go ahead and do it without a care in the world or waiting for other's people validation but sometimes the 𝓿𝓸𝓲𝓬𝓮𝓼 𝓲𝓷 𝓶𝔂 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓭 feed the insecurity ✨

You are completely right though!!! I have many other ideas that I've wanted to draw for YEARS but stopped myself from doing them bc... 'what if this is too cringe 😭' 'what if they call me a weirdo for this...'' yk?? but what if..... what if I get unapologetically cringe and no one can do anythin about it 😈😈

[yinyuedijun]

HI IDK IF U REMEMBER ME IM THE ANON WHO GOT INTO CSM BC OF SELFISH AND BLUEBIRD AND. i just read bluebirds latest chapter and seriously, i cannot believe how you think this is your worst writing genuinely. its really late where i am and i am maybe half delirious as i type this but bluebird has always been my favorite writing from u bc of how profound it feels. the setting feels so real, every cancellable topic you tackle is handled in such a realistic way, in a way that i straight up cannot find in any other sort of fic. especially with your characterization?!?! there isnt too much known about what akis childhood was like but ur writing genuinely feels like canon to me like yes. this is what happened this is why he acts the way he does it just makes SENSE. and ur sense of repetition.. consistently leaving me in awe. the way that a certain sentence/phrase will reappear but even just a simple different context can transform the meaning entirely!! makes me wanna open my computer and start writing fr. i know bluebird is a really long project but i am willing to wait till year 3000 and sponsor a million words to see where it goes. please dont ever doubt yourself because your writing has, at least for me, had such an emotional impact on me and i have never felt so strongly towards any sort of media like i have with this

ik this probably makes no sense whatsoever im evidently going a little crazy 😞💔 but tldr: i love your writing i love bluebird if u ever continue this series i will be the #1 fan of every chapter thank u for existing 🩷🩷

OHHHH ANON U WILL MAKE ME CRY FR 😭 thank you so much for reading bluebird and saying such kind things about it ALLDFJALFJS this truly made me feel so much better about that chapter and about my writing overall !!! "makes me wanna open my computer and start writing fr" STOP THAT IS SUCH A HUGE COMPLIMENT FLFJSJFDJ TJANK YOU SO MUCH? I also really appreciate your feedback re: characterization LMFAO I really did just take the crumbs that csm canon gave me and hallucinate 30k words of backstory and world building for aki 💀 so I'm super glad it all makes sense to you and feels canon!!! and I am also so incredibly happy to know how emotional you found the writing 🥺 bc achieving that emotionality was one of the biggest goals in the fic (that I felt I might have been failing at HAHAH) !!

"year 3000 and sponsor a million words" PLEAAASE u are so funny and sweet! I think I need to wrap up my current ffg projects before I can add a new WIP chapter to my ffg list. but hopefully I can find the bandwidth & brain cells to continue this fic when the time comes!!! because I truly would love to tell the entirety of aki & mc's story!

THANK U!